Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

I generally understand Dr. Ander's theory of personality formation. (_--) This is one of the very popular views, but this theory actually contradicts Dorothy's statement.

Dorothy does not think that information itself is the basis of personality. She believes that information is just a filler used to fill a frame with an inherent shape, and this frame itself is the basis of personality. At the moment when a baby was born, this structure already existed before it had the ability to remember and understand. This means that when a person is born, his personality is physiologically determined. Simply described, that is, whether a person's personality template is good or bad has been decided at birth.

Because of the different information filled in the growth process, the person with the bad person template will not necessarily do bad things. Of course, he may be more likely to get worse than the person with the good person template, which is called the "bad egg embryo".

Dorothy's statement is probably extended from genetic theory. Of course, the actual situation will be more complicated.

In the theory of Dr. Ande, the brain information and the way information related to the person who constituted "Gao Chuan" changed, forming a different "Gao Chuan". The personality of this theory is completely ordered, and human behavior can be observed and analyzed in a logical manner.

In Dorothy ’s theory, the personality is not completely ordered, the structure is fixed, but the brain information filled in it can be ordered or disordered. In other words, it is out of chaos-so you can stuff it Excess stuff, as long as the framework is not deformed. At the same time, the thinking and behavior patterns of the target person observed by outsiders seem to have a certain law and order, but in fact, it is just a reflection of "orderly under disorder", but because of the simultaneous existence of "Disorder" in the order, so it is impossible to completely determine a person's psychology and behavior.

Although I am a psychology student in the illusion of apocalypse, my knowledge cannot judge the merits and correctness of the two statements. As far as the current situation is concerned, the activities of Dr. Ande and Dorothy are based on their own theories. And they have achieved some results. When I woke up, my memory and personality had changed, however. I did not feel the difference between before and after the change. This is the proof of Dorothy's theory. However, Dr. Ander ’s experiment went well, and I lost my memory. And in the eyes of these people, there is a huge difference between my personality, thinking and action styles before. It is a brand-new "Gaochuan"-of course, there are also reasons why I am trying to make myself behave like this, because about this point. They still have doubts and continue to observe and test.

"Can you roughly understand these theories about personality?" Asked Dr. Ander.

"Yes, I can understand." I said.

Next, Dr. Andre looked at the report again, then picked up the remote control and adjusted the screen displayed on the window-shaped screen. The original video of the bright outside world disappeared, and then it was a video-the thin young man soaked in yellow liquid suddenly twitched. Closed eyes showed signs of vigorous activity. Even his expression began to change. After a while, he suddenly opened his eyes, because he was not adapted to the environment immersed in the yellow liquid, produced signs of drowning, and spit out bubbles ...

I soon understood. This is the video when I woke up. Dr. Ande does not taboo me here, or rather. He just wanted me to see this video.

In a transparent container more than two meters high, the yellow liquid was quickly drawn away along a large number of hoses. A heavily armed researcher rushed in and started investigating my condition.

These things have left an impression in my brain and hardware, but through this video, I saw the surrounding environment for the first time.

The laboratory is very spacious, the most prominent is a metal monument in the middle-I don't know how to describe this thing, the whole body is black, the appearance is smooth, standing like a monument in the center of the room.

Around the base of the metal monument is a ring-shaped pond filled with yellow liquid. (_--) On the ground at the outer edge of the pond, many transparent containers with a height of more than two meters are separated by three meters, arranged in a dazzling spiral shape. However, within the visible range, except for the container I was removed from The other containers are empty.

The yellow liquid circulates between each other through the hose connecting the container and the pond.

I felt that Dr. Ander's eyes were falling on his face, but I didn't pay attention, nor did I give up continuing to observe the laboratory, especially the black metal monument. I wiped my eyes and always felt strange patterns on it.

"This is the hardware system of Doomsday Illusion." Dr. Ande suddenly said: "The metal monument is the control center. When you are sent into the access cabin, you will enter it in a state of consciousness and experience this world. The most realistic virtual reality. The yellow liquid is a nutrient solution specially developed for this system, we call it l, it enters your body circulation with your breath, providing you with the nutrients and oxygen needed for life Of course, the effect is best when you are in an unconscious state. If you wake up inside, it will cause drowning and even a certain degree of rejection. "

"What's the use of this system?" I stared at the repetitive screen in the display, and asked, "What are you going to do with me in this doomsday illusion?"

"One thing you misunderstood. My plan really needs to be carried out through this system, but you don't need to do anything deliberately in the doomsday illusion." My eyes moved to Dr. Ande next to me , He crossed his fingers again, leaned on his chin, staring at me and said, "Everything in the illusion of doomsday ... No, it should be said that it is a general development trend, which will change according to the pre-made script, and you Just be yourself in the script. "

To be honest, I don't quite understand this ambiguous statement.

"Script? Are you talking about the script?" I said, "Everyone in the Doomsday Realm will speak, think, and act according to the script? Like a rpg?"

I don't think the so-called "script" can do this. Dr. Ende was hesitant about answering this question. After a moment of silence, he said to me: "... of course it is impossible to control every‘ role ’."

Dr. Ande put an emphasis on the word "role", so he continued: "For some complicated reasons, we don't have that kind of authority ... You can also think that we don't have that kind of ability. In fact, all So one thing, however, we still have the ability to adjust the development direction of the entire virtual reality world, for example to accelerate the arrival of the so-called 'end of the world.'

Faced with Dr. Ande's cold and natural statement. I don't know how to describe my mood at this moment. In his mouth, in the illusion of doomsday, I, Sakuya, Bajing, Omi, and Father Sisen, including other adventurers and doomsday truth. The actions and intersections that result from the "end of the world" predictions, those very serious thoughts and decisions, even any ugliness and goodwill, become like a bad joke-the development of this world is just an outline of the story that has been determined long ago That's it. Admittedly, the details of the process will produce uncontrollable changes, but what will the final outcome be, and when will this outcome come. Are already doomed.

Yes, I admit that this "script control" statement can explain the series of aberrations I encountered in the illusion of doomsday. All the omens I received seem to imply that "the end of the world is inevitable", and even Explain the "World Line Convergence Theory". Because all this is under the interference of a person in the "God" state, it is a deliberate setting.

In this script setting, the illusion of doomsday is a world that follows the theory of the world line.

however. I have some doubts. Although all this seems to be under Dr. Ander's grasp, he seems to know everything, but does he really know all the things that happen in the illusion of doomsday? Even, he really understands, is this doomsday illusion a world based on the "world line"?

If he really knows everything, then the color and Dorothy appear. And what's the point of their emphasis on "world line theory"? Every time I recall the scene at that time, as well as their words and attitudes. Will deepen the idea that they are working on a secret plan, they will not do meaningless things.

Blessed by the hardware of the brain. Let me understand that my awakening is not in Dr. Ander's plan. His experiment was caused by some extremely secret interference between the color and Dorothy—where Dorothy seemed to have hacked into the Doomsday Illusion—so that the experiment was interrupted in a certain sense, or even Said it has failed. This forced him to seek my help in turn. Of course, this method of seeking help may be an attitude and psychological test. His situation is not so bad that it would not be possible without me. However, there is no evidence to prove that he really does not need my help. Otherwise, he can use other topics as test questions.

If Dr. Ande ’s trust in the “script” trumps everything, but he is unable to verify whether Doom ’s Illusion is really framed by the “his script”, then the existence and behavior of the tie color and Dorothy becomes interesting.

What kind of environment are they in to get the ability to interfere with the script of the Doomsday Realm?

Both Xie Se and Dorothy are patients suffering from Doomsday Syndrome just like me. What is their status in the minds of Dr. Ande and even the researchers in this hospital? Is it as special as me? There are Misaki, Bajing, and Marceau ... except in the illusion of doomsday, since I woke up, I haven't got any news about them.

However, I cannot directly ask Dr. Ander about their situation. Because, I am a teenager with "Amnesia", a Gaochuan with a "new personality", I must continue to play this role for the time being.

After being silent for a while, I asked: "I still don't understand how this doomsday illusion has anything to do with my treatment. Is your plan and experiment all aimed at curing patients with doomsday syndrome?"

"No, my plans and experiments are not to make the Doomsday Syndrome disappear, but to make the Doomsday Syndrome 'controllable' and 'beneficial'." Dr. Ander said here, shaking his head and showing a smile, "It seems , You really forgot our original agreement. "

"Agree?" I was a little surprised.

"Yes, I have said that you were a better child in the past." Dr. Ander leaned back on the back of the chair. "You will not help a person who is not very familiar casually, more Needless to say, take the initiative to participate in a test subject of a dangerous plan. However, when I was worrying about the test subject, you offered the conditions in exchange for voluntary participation in the plan. Prior to this, no one in this hospital was aware By the way, you are actually the most special one among those patients with doomsday syndrome. "

"It sounds like a deal." I said sullenly. However, at this time my mind is extremely calm. Dr. Ande's words were like a switch, and the brain hardware started working again, releasing more memory.

These memories put me in a state of hallucinations and hallucinations. There seems to be an old image that overlaps with the current scene. In the second half of this period, I couldn't even hear what Dr. Ander said, just pretending to be listening.

It was confirmed by the doctor in the hospital that he was infected with the biochemical virus. A period of long-term hospitalization.

At that time, I had noticed that all the people who survived in the town were judged to be infected with this virus, but not only the people in the town were infected. Many patients with doomsday syndrome from other places were sent to the hospital one after another. We have been carefully taken care of, and the hospital has used a lot of manpower and material resources to treat our disease. Expensive new treatment equipment and experimental special effects drugs have been continuously researched and sent to the hospital. We have a physical examination every day. A full physical examination is performed every three days, and every week, the medications taken are subject to major changes.

Despite this, many patients still die quickly. The patients in the late stages are like the lunatics that I saw indiscriminately attacking the innocent when I was in the town. They have a spleen temper, their skin is dehydrated, and they seem to melt, and their movements are awkward, but they are extremely agile. The strength is amazing. They seem to have no pain. Even shooting with firearms is difficult to knock down in the first place. The most important thing is that they have not completely lost their wisdom. It seems that they just lose their minds and are therefore very dangerous.

Once it is confirmed that the condition is advanced, the patient will be isolated. Closed into a specially made "intensive care unit". Nevertheless, every day. Suddenly the condition deteriorates, and the terrible things that patients entering the advanced stage attack others still happen frequently. at this time. They are still with me, no one is crazy like that, but we still avoid being with other patients-in fact, most people do this and try to avoid spending time with other people, such as long Time to stay in your room, if you can't do it, choose to act when there are few people.

I watched all this with cold eyes and found a terrible fact. Although patients were kept in the "intensive care unit", new patients were still being sent in, and the "intensive care unit" did not seem to be packed. I have paid special attention to a child of my age, but unfortunately he entered the advanced stage of illness and was sent to the "intensive care unit", and there was no sign of being sent out, even if there was no body-to confirm this One thing, I haven't slept for several nights in a row, to see if there are people in the hospital who secretly transported the body away at night.

At this time, I have determined that something special must have happened in the "intensive care unit".

At the end of one of Dr. Ander ’s psychological treatment sessions, I asked this question: What happened to the patients in the “intensive care unit”? I said bluntly to him at that time: "You are taking these incurable patients for human experiments, right?" Of course, I had thought about it before deciding to use this kind of straightforward coercion, but, I have already I found out that the symptoms of their condition have shown signs of deterioration, and maybe they will become lunatics soon, and they will be sent to the "critically ill" room, when I will never see them again.

The thought that they would be treated like expendables like other patients, I couldn't bear the pain in my heart. I want to save them, this is not only me, but also Zhenjiang's wish. However, the hospital at that time did not detect any particularity of my body-Zhen Jiang once said that if I could survive, antibodies would be produced in my body, but although my condition was not as bad as others It was so fast, but the hospital still did not detect any signs of antibodies in my body.

Because there are other patients like me who are temporarily in a stable state. For the hospital, I am not the most special one.

No serum can be made without antibodies. I am not sure whether I can produce antibodies in my body ~ www.readwn.com ~ Zhenjiang at that time was also not sure. I may also be sent to the "critically ill" because of this terrible virus into a madman. I am not afraid They die in this way, but they can't bear to tie them.

I realized that in order for them to have more possibilities, they had to give something.

For example, make a deal with a hospital. Perhaps, they used the "intensive care unit" to obtain some unspeakable results.

I gradually remembered that Dr. Ande at that time was not as stable or cunning and gloomy as he is now. It was in the period of career advancement, and he always had the expression of "doing big things" at any time. He became like a ghost. .

"What did you say?" Asked Dr. Ander at the time.

"I want to know your research progress." I said to him this way: "I think that using me to conduct experiments is more likely to give you breakthrough progress than using advanced patients ... you should pay more attention to my information, I ate my girlfriend, and she is a late patient. However, if you really need my help, I have the conditions. "

Dr. Ande, do you want to come to an agreement or a deal? To be continued. .