Restricted Doomsday Syndrome

I remembered it, and I made an agreement with Dr. Ander on the grounds that I voluntarily became the subject. (..) Yes, not with the research department of the hospital, but with Dr. Ander-we agreed ...

——If your plan can save my loved ones, then, I will tell you a big secret about this disease and try my best to help you unlock this secret.

"You made an appointment with me at that time. If my plan is 'beneficial', then you allow me to use your body." Dr. Ander's words brought me back to reality.

He is lying. Such thoughts echoed in my mind, and I tried my best not to let this idea appear on my face. I have already recalled that, in order to increase the possibility of tying them up, the younger one said to Dr. Ander that "my body can produce antibodies". Of course, Dr. Andre did not believe it at the time, because there was no such data in the physical investigation report. Nevertheless, I still hope he can try to make serum with my body.

"Zhenjiang was the first person in the town to have the disease. Shouldn't she carry the pathogen?" I used this to persuade him. "Patients with this disease, the average deterioration rate is not slow. But, after I ate Zhenjiang, the deterioration of the condition became slower. "

The only lie in this sentence is that I do n’t actually know if Zhen Jiang is the first patient with doomsday syndrome to be infected with the virus.

Doctor Ande was a little surprised. After he told me to go back, he probably read the information about Zhenjiang overnight. In the end, he seemed to recognize that "Jiangjiang was the carrier of the pathogen, but my condition that ate her was not aggravated. Instead, it seemed to be under control, so my body must have undergone changes that could not be observed by the current examination. "Such a statement. At that time, Dr. Ander was not conspicuous among the research experts in the hospital, but he still applied for the qualification to establish a new research team because he made a report of "Controllable Gene Adjustment", which involved The result of my body's research: "The change of biological magnetic field and the phenomenon of interference of sleeping factors."

In order to get my cooperation in the experimental plan, he did a serum study for a period of time. This made an initial product called k1. In the strict sense, this agent cannot be regarded as serum, it seems to have a delaying effect. But in fact, it is just a highly effective nerve blocker.

For patients who had been injected with the k1 agent in the "intensive care unit" within a period of time, their temperament seemed to be much calmer. The deterioration of the physical condition is also controlled, but it is a little dull when acting, thinking and speaking. This is considered to be a side effect of k1, but in fact, patients who were injected with k1, the in vivo factor level caused by the mysterious virus is accelerated.

then. We did not realize that such a result would be caused after the injection of k1. It was difficult for the research tools at the time to observe this factor-level change, although this change was actually very dramatic and could even be called "war".

This is a war caused by the mysterious virus acting as a catalyst, the active factor and the awakening sleeping factor to compete for the body's control.

After a long period of time, we realized that in order to win the war of control, the sleeping factor was even dominated by "mitochondria". A new personality consciousness has emerged.

If. The original personality consciousness exists based on the active factors that dominate the body. Then the new personality is based entirely on the sleeping factors dominated by "mitochondria". The confrontation between the two will fall asleep again on one side, or even be completely eliminated before it will end.

There is no smoke between the consciousness and the factor, but the extremely fierce battle is the key to the appearance of the symptoms of patients with doomsday syndrome-they are irritable. Anxiety, schizophrenia. I can no longer understand human words, and even my voice and ideology have undergone tremendous changes. The appearance of high temperature, dehydration, pain, etc., are all because the war in the body is too violent and requires more energy; or the victory is tilted to one side, causing the personality consciousness to be disconnected; War, and have to be passively strengthened, or converted to another state that can adapt to this kind of war. (1_1)

Before the end of the war or the complete collapse of the battlefield, the personality consciousness based on the two types of factors will continue to arise and conflicts will continue to occur. They are like dead enemies of the generations.

Dr. Ander called the confrontation between factors "deep war", and the confrontation between personality consciousness was "surface war". The two wars involve and influence each other.

The medicinal properties of k1 block the nerve signals in the brain, so that the personality consciousness supported by the active factors that currently dominate the body is “captured”. The superficial war lacking one's personality consciousness is alleviated, which is why the condition seems to be alleviated. In fact, the patient's body is undergoing terrible changes due to the victory of the sleeping factor.

Yes, this is a secret that was gradually unlocked by us after k1 was put into use for a long time. Before that, we thought we had staged success. On the surface, k1 does stabilize the patients with doomsday syndrome who enter the "intensive care unit". At this time, they can no longer wait for them.

So, we injected k3, the third-generation product of k1, for them.

Looking back now, I still can't be sure whether I made an irreparable mistake because of ignorance. Because, if they did not inject k3 at that time, their bodies were likely to collapse due to intense internal wars. They were dying at that time and almost couldn't recognize me. At least, after the injection of k3, although there are many serious consequences, but at least their bodies are preserved, perhaps, there is also personality consciousness-the personality consciousness "captured" in the brain, in a sense, like It was hidden in a sturdy safe.

Soon after they were injected with k3, I was informed by Dr. Ander that the patients who had previously injected k1 had abnormal changes-their bodies did not know whether it was collapsed or what happened, and they turned into a pool of yellow liquid. The scary thing is that even so, they are still “alive”.

In the office, Dr. Andre is reinterpreting his plan for me. I heard him elaborating on the "relationship between the genes of the body and the split personality in patients with Doomsday Syndrome", which I have all recalled. However, I still hung my head, bent down, and put my hands on my thighs, so that Dr. Ande could not see my expression at this time.

because. Looking back at those things, my expression at this time must have completely lost its blood.

Those yellow fluids that are transformed from patients with doomsday syndrome who have been injected with k1 are called "l". More importantly, these l are alive, they used to be able to distinguish the individual human.

That's right, it's showing on the window-like screen. I woke up in the liquid and was then taken out by the researchers. My stomach was tumbling violently. When I thought of these "living people" being breathed and digested in this way, I couldn't help but want to get sick.

The brain hardware is kept when I was taken out of the container by the researchers. Those researchers talk.

——Fast, fast, another 20ml of k19 is injected ... we must try our best to block the nerves ... the interference of negative information on the factors ...

They injected me with the 19th generation of k19 and k1. Originally, I should not have remembered these things, including the process of being sent to the operating room afterwards, but the hard lumps that quickly formed in the brain when I woke up successfully replaced some of the brain's functions. It was like opening a secret door in the brain. By bridging the nerves that connect the brain, a part of the message can be sent in and saved.

I do n’t know if the hardware in the brain is really brain hardware, and I do n’t understand why it is a prop in virtual reality “doom”, why did it really appear in my brain after I woke up. but. The facts are obvious, no matter what the overall picture of Dorothy's plan looks like. She succeeded at least at this step.

Since this thing appeared in my mind, Doomsday Realm has had a deep enough connection with the real world.

"Before. We have already mentioned that personality consciousness exists on the basis of talent. But conversely, personality consciousness can also have a profound impact on human beings." When Dr. Ande's words once again clearly penetrated my ears, He skipped a long paragraph of his long talk. But it doesn't matter, I know everything he said. Even where he tried to deceive me, I already remembered the truth.

"To give an obvious example, athletes can perform activities that are usually difficult to complete through the power of will. Their physical organization and coordination are extraordinary at that moment. In addition, a cheerful personality can also help cancer. The kind of terminal illness produces a fairly good assistive treatment effect. Examples of patients who live through the theoretical time of the disease through a strong will are not uncommon. "Dr. Ande's voice became chattering in my ears, disgusting.

"My plan is to cultivate the new personality consciousness, and then to achieve the right influence, a powerful influence." Dr. Ande continued: "We let the patient's personality consciousness live in the illusion of doomsday. It exerts influence to realize the process of cultivation and screening. In turn, the immersion of these patients in the nutrient solution will change with the change of personality consciousness. Through this invisible potential impact, we can control the doomsday syndrome And adjustments, so that the factors that cause the Doomsday Syndrome are obedient and transform the body into a stronger and more perfect. At the same time, the personality consciousness in the Doomsday Illusion is also becoming more perfect-if there are imperfections, it does not matter, as long as Without collapsing, personality consciousness will continue to be born, and we have enough capital to come again. "

Dr. Ande ’s commentary only made me raise my head again, because what he said was shocking enough for a person with “amnesia” to explain the discoloration on my face that could not be completely concealed.

Dr. Ende's expression was calm and rigid, but his eyes seemed to shimmer with dazzling light.

"Perfect personality consciousness, plus the perfect factor that was once rejected by the human body will regain its role and cooperate with the existing dominant genes. This will be the greatest evolution in human history! Eventually evolve! This is the 'Human Completion Plan', don't you think you are making history? And once this plan is successful, it will benefit all humans. "

I tried to keep a calm expression on him. Dr. Andre did not look away, but sincerely looked at me and said, "We have made an appointment, haven't we? Now, I still need your support. If you are planning During the experiment, there is a collapse, and what is the use of the personality consciousness? What is the use of the lost personality consciousness? I do n’t mention whether it can exist. There is no collapse ... Well, it should be said that the collapse of the body is under control. The patient can be rescued completely. You have already paid a lot for this plan, why not continue it? In other words, this plan is the most current It is possible to treat doomsday syndrome, and even further solutions. It is simply impossible for others to get such results in a short time. Your body cannot wait too long. "

As I kept silent, Dr. Ander also remained silent. We stared straight at each other, trying to dig out what we wanted from any trace of the body, limbs, and even the face. It is undeniable that the memories of the past have put me under severe test. However, I still insist on fighting Dr. Ander. I know that this is a battle no less than a war in the body, a psychological confrontation, and Dr. Ander has not forgotten his job-he let me come to this office, not just to tell his plan A person with amnesia, or seeking the help of a patient, he is the supreme host of the plan. It is impossible for him to carry out his will without filing.

We talked about this meeting together. All I have seen is to verify to what extent I am "amnestic" and whether it has become as planned to become a new Gaochuan with "new, white and more room for operation".

Perhaps his enthusiasm in elaborating the plan can tilt many people's attention, but. The lumps in my head have always released enough information to keep me guessing about his original purpose. And stay alert.

I have tried my best, but I still cannot determine the outcome of this test. I couldn't tell from Dr. Ander what he guessed and what he had determined. In this test, his expression is not completely rigid. He has sighed, angered, craved, passionate, and finally returned to peace, and there is heat in the peace-it ’s like he really is In addition, there is no two heart.

I can't get the answer, but I hope Dr. Ander will get the wrong answer.

"I need to think about it." I said, "If there is a choice, I don't want to be a mouse. Why do you tell me this? Do you think I have a choice?"

"I just want to increase the bargaining chip on the side of the balance." Dr. Ander smiled. "I have been a psychologist for more than thirty years, and I understand how wonderful and complicated people's psychology is. Sometimes, a person wants to resist What I do n’t want to happen, even if it ’s good for him, can even hurt myself. I do n’t want you to be cranky, hurt yourself, and I hope you can understand our work. In this great project across the century, We are all humble dust, but the lack of me and the lack of you will delay the arrival of the greatest achievements in human engineering for a very long time. "

"I want to be quiet for a while." I said, "Can I leave?"

"Yes, you can go. For a period of time ... for at least three days, no one will disturb your rest." Dr. Ende nodded, put the folders on the table, put them back in the drawer, and took Turn off the remote control and close the window-shaped display. "I hope you can adjust your mentality as soon as possible. Further treatment plans will be released in the near future. If those people are not too idiots, they should be able to pass smoothly. Of course, if they ask for your opinion , I hope you can stand on my side. "

I stood up and prepared to go out. However, when I walked to the door, I stopped and turned around and asked, "Do I have to go back to that doomsday illusion? Since I already know that it is just a game, what use is it for me?"

Of course, the meaning of ~ www.readwn.com ~ does not lie in itself. I know how important it is to return to that world again-I must figure out what the Misaki and Eight Scenes in that world are, what the colors and Dorothy are planning, in this huge and mysterious plan, In the confrontation between reality and fantasy, what kind of result should I, them and the hospital get.

I want to make Seise, Dorothy, Misaki, Bajing and Marceau survive and recover. I know, I always know it, but I do n’t want to admit it, or I admit it but do n’t want to believe it. I ca n’t save everyone. At least, I hope they can return to the past calm days. After losing Zhenjiang, I don't want to lose them again. However, I have no way of understanding their current situation, even. Now I, this fragile body, this will not strong enough, is simply unable to do something for them ... No, there must be something that must be done by me, only me can do it. The only place where I can get action is in the illusion of doom.

If the changes in the illusion of doomsday can really interfere with the real world. I pretended to scratch my hair and touched the place where the lumps in my brain-the feeling from my hand, it seemed like it didn't exist at all.

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Restricted level, doomsday, syndrome, light novel, science fiction, the elements are correct. (To be continued ...)