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Chapter 198 195. The Three Words You Want to Hear Most
Ji Canghai waited at the base for almost four hours, and the news from his teammates who went out to search was always that he couldn't find it.

He thought hard about what would make An Zai feel at ease.

Suddenly, a flash of inspiration appeared.

How stupid!Ji Canghai, why are you so stupid!
For An Zai, where else would she most want to go?OD base of course!

Teammates ran all over the city to find her, she must be in their blind spot - the base.

Ji Canghai went out in a hurry and found that the rain outside was pouring down.He picked up an umbrella and searched carefully around the base.

The grass where An Zai crouched was really tricky. From her position, she could see the movements of the entire base, but those who came out of the building could not see her.

Ji Canghai's heart instantly became at ease when the weak and curled up figure was reflected in his eyes.

It's her, never wrong.

Ji Canghai originally didn't want to come over quietly, but He An was so immersed in his own emotions that he had no insight into what was going on around him.

That back is really pitiful, hugged tightly into a small ball under the heavy rain, as if you can hold it in your palm when you stretch out your hand.

Ji Canghai didn't speak, and quietly listened to An Zai's sad song, holding an umbrella above her to shield him from all the wind and rain.

The umbrella he was holding was really not big enough, Ji Canghai's back was drenched with water, and his heart seemed to have been washed, and he was drenched and limp.

"Ji Canghai?" An rubbed his eyes again, not quite sure whether the person in front of him was real or a hallucination.

It was still the familiar voice, still uttering his full name clearly from that bright red mouth.Others either called him Xiao Ji or Poseidon, or Poseidon, and she was the only one who could call him by his name so directly, and the corners of Ji Canghai's mouth couldn't help but twitch slightly.

"Why are you here?"

Ann asked again.I thought I would be in a hurry when I saw my teammates again, but I didn't expect to see Ji Canghai again, but my heart was inexplicably at ease.

"Because you're here."

Ji Canghai slightly parted his lips, and slowly spit out a few words.It seems that this is the most logical reason in the world, because you are here, so I will be here too.

Ann lowered her head again, she didn't know what to say, what could she say?
Ji Canghai didn't move and didn't speak, if she wanted to be silent, then he would stay silent.

"I'm sorry." An Zai finally mustered up the courage to say these three words.

"sorry?"

"I've lied to you for so long, I'm sorry."

"So... this is what you've been keeping from me."

"Yes"

"Okay. Then. Then I'm relieved. This matter...is really not something that can be said casually."

It's more than relief, it's joy!He has been struggling with An Zai's secret. If Chu Ci knows, even Lu Yuan can know, why should he be excluded?Is it because she doesn't trust herself enough?
It turned out not to be!

Chu Ci is her classmate, so of course she knows it.Lu Yuan, there's nothing he can do if he overhears the conversation.

Ji Canghai felt a lot more balanced in an instant.

"sorry."

"Don't say these three words anymore, I don't want to hear it. It's okay to change three words."

An was startled again, she didn't know which three words Ji Canghai wanted to hear.

"I am wrong?"

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"Emmm won't it?"

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"I'll... go?"

An then struggled to utter these three words. These were the three words she could think of, the ones she least wanted to say, but the three words that could best keep the other party safe.

"All right, all right!" Ji Canghai interrupted irritably, "Let's go? Where can you go?"

"Yeah. Where can I go? Go around and go, or come back here."

"You can come back, I... we are all very happy."

"Really?" An Zai raised his head hesitantly.

"Really. You disappeared, and everyone is still looking for you outside."

Ji Canghai suddenly remembered his teammates who were still wandering around the world, took out his mobile phone and sent everyone a message to call others back.

"Sorry for causing trouble to everyone."

"I said, I don't want to hear these three words again."

An lowered her head again, like a listless little beast, licking her paws alone.

"Do you think I'm ridiculous?"

"ridiculous?"

"Ridiculous. Middle two. Ridiculous. Even I think so. Sometimes I also think, what the hell am I doing? I make myself so tired every day, and I have to pretend when I open my eyes. But sitting on the field Sometimes, I feel that everything is worth it. Not everyone has the opportunity to experience the feeling of playing a game amidst the high expectations.”

"You think it's worth it."

Ann shook her head again:

"You don't understand. You have known Yang Ruo and the others since you were a child. Playing a career is a natural thing for you. As long as you think about it, you can do it. But it is out of reach for me. The first person in the world to deny me The only person is me. The first time I had this idea, it felt ridiculous. I said to myself over and over again, 'Don't think about it, it's impossible, it's never possible'. I did it before I went to see Jian Hao I was ready to be rejected. At that time, I just wanted to give myself one last chance, even if it was a chance to be rejected, then I could completely give up. I even thought, if OD doesn’t want me, then just uninstall the game when I go back, because For me, this is not only a fun game, but also a luxury."

Ji Canghai squatted down slowly, lowered the umbrella in his hand, and covered the two of them.Looking into Anzai's eyes, he said:

"Thank you for coming. Thank you, too, for taking this opportunity."

"Thank me?
"Yeah. If you don't dare to gamble, I may never know you. In that case, even if I am still playing professionally, the fun and value will not be as great as it is now."

Ji Canghai laughed happily, and simply sat down on the wet ground. The two of them held an umbrella and sat on the ground in the heavy rain.

"Speaking of it this way, it seems that I am the one who reaps the benefits of the fisherman."

An Zai laughed: "No, even if it wasn't for me, OD would definitely be able to find an excellent ADC. You are so good, you will still play well.

"No. There is only one ADC that suits me best in the world."

An Zai didn't know if it was because of the rain, but she felt hot all over because of the extreme cold.The originally pale face instantly turned red.

"But... But can I continue to play professionally?"

"Why not? Are you giving up?"

An stopped answering, stretched out her hand, and touched the gate of the base in the void.

"Please do one thing." Ji Canghai lowered his head and casually grabbed the green grass beside him.

"what?"

"Don't give up. Don't leave."

The fury of the summer showers subsided slowly, leaving only a few drizzles that continued to fall from the sky.

An then turned her head to look at Ji Canghai's well-defined profile. During daily training and every game, she could see this familiar profile whenever she turned her head. She always knew that Ji Canghai's appearance was exquisite. It turned out to be so beautiful.

Don't give up, don't leave.

These six words are like a pair of gentle hands, gently stroking the back of An Zai's neck, and the warmth envelops her whole body.

　Thanks for the big fish reward.Killing is a bad habit, but I can't seem to quit - Yasuo

　　
　
(End of this chapter)