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Chapter 199 196. Maybe it's time to give up
"Don't give up, don't leave." An Zai repeated, like a heavy olive in her mouth, and a heavy mountain on her heart.

"I'm sorry, Ji Canghai, I can't promise you this."

Ji Canghai was taken aback for a moment, his gentle eyes were instantly anxious.What are you afraid of?

"What do you mean?"

"I have always hoped that I could become a dedicated person. Grandma's generation believed that "dream" was sacred, while parents' generation believed that "dream" should be pursued hard. But now, the word "dream" seems to be very Cheap, if you talk about your dreams with others, they will only think you are ridiculous when you talk about your dreams with the public. When you talk about your dreams with the public, everyone will think it is a wave of consumption. Because there are too many choices to do in our era, this matter has hit a snag If there are so many paths in the world, why should we be attached to them?”

Ji Canghai heard the retreat in An Zai's words, and she was shaken.This terrified the famously calm Poseidon.

"But you are a born persistent person! If you are not persistent enough, you will not still choose to contact Jian Hao after denying yourself countless times! If you are not persistent enough, you will not hide your identity and enter OD! If you are not persistent enough, you will not work hard every day Training! If you're not persistent enough, we won't be able to make a comeback! An Zai, you've reached this point, and you're really willing to give up. Give up all of this?"

And me. Ji Canghai didn't dare to ask this sentence. If An didn't care about everything he said, then what is he?He knew that in An Zai's heart, his weight might be far less than those things.

"very tired"

Anzai's voice was full of exhaustion.

"I'm really tired. I don't know how to go on. Of course I want to continue playing games. It would be great if I could only play games as a professional player! But it's impossible. If I want to go back, I have to face a lot of problems. Things. My teammates’ deepest opinions, changes in the way we get along, and the man behind the scenes who stabbed me again and again! I don’t know who he is, but isn’t his purpose clear enough?”

"He just wanted to kick me out of the team! First he reported it to the league management, but was dragged down by Jian Hao. Then he told you the news forcibly! Even if you can accept me, what will happen next? He has only one last move left, no need I want to know what it is."

"You're afraid he'll make it public."

"Yes."

"Are you afraid of public criticism?"

Ann shook her head again.

"Public opinion's condemnation of me is nothing at all, but what should you do? From Yangruo to PAI, none of you can escape!"

When Ji Canghai heard this, a cloud of anger erupted in his heart:

"Are we going to be afraid? To sacrifice you for such a boring thing? Anzai! Don't say such disappointing words!"

An Zai was so frightened by the sudden loud sound that she couldn't help shrinking back. Today, she really has no defense, and she is just a little crispy.

Sensing An Zai's fear, Ji Canghai calmed down and softened his voice: "Sorry, did I scare you?"

Since the day they met, Ji Canghai has ridiculed An more than once?No matter how he lost his temper, An Zai was never afraid, and Ji Canghai would never give in to her apology.

It's just that it's not what it used to be.

"It's okay, I'm used to it."

Anzai's six words are really heart-warming.Ji Canghai thought of his cruel cub abuse in the past, and wished he could beat his [-] AOE crit to the end.

"Since you're fine, don't run so far! Come here!"

Ann rubbed her butt again.

At this time, the rain in the sky had stopped. Anyway, the two of them were soaked from top to bottom, so they didn't pay much attention to it, so they just continued to sit in the mud pit.

"It's not just you and me. Jian Hao told me a lot that day, and I realized how much my actions involved me. Although I'm out of line, I'm not a fool. Besides, I'm not really so invulnerable. Many things It's beyond what I can bear. Maybe it's the best policy to accept it as soon as it's good."

Ann was convinced again, she was just an 18-year-old girl who just came of age, the pressure of the entire industry was enough to crush her into a pulp.

(End of this chapter)