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Chapter 883 Lu Jinnian - I only want you to be happy

【Extras——】

Lu Jinnian - You are happier than before, this is the future I want

1.

Time never gets old.So those who wait will surely come.Can't wait because fate is not long enough.This is the only irreversible fact in the world.

For example, I met you now.But it's just waiting!
The time is right, we are young.There are countless days that can be squandered, enough for you to come to me, or I to go to you.

——Lu Jinnian
This is my first reply letter to Anhao.

When I wrote it, I was full of passion. It seemed that I really wanted to go to that city full of camphor trees immediately, and to go to that girl's side.

Although we haven't seen it yet.

2.

I'm probably just a vulgar person.Want to pretend to be free and easy, but full of loopholes.

He knows more truths than anyone else, and he is more sincere than anyone else in persuading others, but the only flaw is that it doesn't work for him.Knowing so many reasons, I am actually more unfortunate than anyone else.

Lu Jinnian, you said to me, who is a complete stranger, that you wish me happiness and wish me happiness.I'm really touched.I just wondered if you knew that I had a bad and stubborn personality, would you regret talking so fast at that time.

Who doesn't like beauty, who wants to be ruthless, who doesn't long for someone to love, who wants to be left out all the time.The answer is no one.

No one is alone, and no one will be without someone.

——Park Anhao
This is one of Anhao's replies to me.

I kept the letters and gifts Anhao gave me and even the hair she cut off last time.There is no other reason, just feel at ease.

Xu Zhimo once said, I will visit my only soul mate in the vast crowd; if I get it, I am lucky;

This is also my lifelong pursuit.

This is my truth.

How difficult it is for us to meet a confidant in our life.

but.

From the day I received the letter from Anhao, I knew I had found that person.

The one I've been waiting for.

3.

Speaking of friends.

I have never lacked friends by my side, whether they are boyfriends or girlfriends, or even friends who have been friends for years.Because I have been immersed in the Internet, there are so many people like me on the Internet.

Everyone doesn't like to talk in real life, but they can chat with strangers very well on the Internet.It seems that we have completely forgotten that everyone is a stranger.

Perhaps it is precisely because of this reason that everyone does not know each other, so everyone has no interest relationship.

So everyone is at ease.

Or on the Internet, no one knows anyone, and no one knows anyone's past. Here you are you, he is him, and everyone is the same blank person.

But in fact, it doesn't make sense for a long time.

So later I stopped indulging in various forums on the Internet, and swimming was also avoided.

Actually my life is not that bad.

I have Ah Xin, An Hao, and Su Xiaoxiao.

My life has been filled with these three people, very full.

4.

Since Ah Xin has been complaining that I completely ignored his existence after I got Anhao, I decided to talk about this handsome guy first this time.

Ah Xin, we are so handsome that only my friend Ah Xin is left.

If you knew how to praise you like this, would you be moved to tears?
Forget it.

I'll still speak the human language.

Xin, it's good to meet you.Nice to meet you.

(Zhou Xinshen was already standing at the door, her face full of resentment—speaking humanly!)
But it's not my fault, we've been together since we were born.Although I don't have any special memory.Although the image of you in my memory is from the age of three.But it is enough.

Look, you're the only dude who sees me in crotch pants.

(Zhou Xinshen continued to glare: Don't you think you haven't seen me wear it! You know I wet the bed, right?!!!)
Haha, yes.

I know a lot of your secrets, Ah Xin.Tsk tsk, there are so many things in my hands, you have to be nice to me.

(Zhou Xinxin: ...)
Hahaha.

Now I really have to get down to business, otherwise Ah Xin might abandon me.

(Su Xiaoxiao, who did not know when she appeared: It seems that the relationship between you is really complicated.)
(Zhou Xinxin: ...)
Bow again and apologize.

Sometimes you care too much and get too close, but you don't know what to say.

(Zhou Xinxin: ...)
(Su Xiaoxiao: Sure enough, the relationship is unusual. Let me just say it...)
(Zhou Xinxin: ………)
5.

Ah Xin and I grew up together, just like An Hao and her best friend Zhang Jingya.

Really good.

Too good to be misleading...

But don't get me wrong, I'm a family man, and I like our family well.

Although Ah Xin should like me a little more.

(Zhou Xinshen: Careless in making friends.)
Otherwise, why did Ah Xin refuse to find a girlfriend?

(Zhou Xinshen: Lu Jinnian, you are enough!)
But anyway, he now finally has someone he likes.I finally feel relieved.And the person Ah Xin likes is actually Su Xiaoxiao.Ah Xin's vision is indeed not bad, she is a well-known campus belle in our city C.

(Zhou Xinshen: Are you praising me or yourself?)

To be honest, when Ah Xin first told me about this matter, I really couldn't believe it.After all, he hadn't really cared for anyone for so many years.But since it's Ah Xin, there's definitely nothing to worry about.

Although sometimes a little white, but the heart is really good.

Hope they can get it right soon.

(Zhou Xinshen: That's about the same.)
6.

Su Xiaoxiao.

When I say the name.

I feel myself having difficulty breathing.

I owe her so much.

7.

Although I have always refused decisively.

However, facing a girl who is as tenacious as Su Xiaoxiao, you will find that nothing works.Unless, you really have the heart to say to her, you just go to die.

Well, let me tell you, without hesitation.

She is really going to die.

There is no reason.

That's what she does.

I don't know if you have ever been loved so passionately by someone, to be precise, always loved, someone has always loved you deeply.

I love you so much that you know that you can't make any promises, but you will still try not to hurt her as much as possible.

You can't even say the words of deceit.

If someone in this world really loves you like life, and regards you as the only belief in life.

You will know that any dishonesty on your part is a sacrilege and an insult to her.

8.

I never thought I would meet a woman like this, a woman who loves me so much.

Even at some point, I would think that maybe Su Xiaoxiao is the one who loves me the most in this world besides my mother.

However, I can't give her anything, except endless rejection.

Endless apologies.

9.

"Xiao Lu, if you had met Su Xiaoxiao first, would you have fallen in love with her?" Ah Xin once asked me.

"I actually met her first," I said.

"..."

So, don't assume such meaningless conditions.

Love is mysterious.To love is to love, not to love is not to love, everything else is an excuse.

10.

The person I love the most in this life can only be one person.

She is Park Anhao.

Although she is very willful, she is always strong like a boy, and sometimes she is supernatural, and she likes to shed tears for no reason.

She's not the prettiest girl I know, though.

But, I just adore her.

Since the day I met her, I have had a dream——

I just want her to be happy.

As long as she is happier than before, this is the best future I want.

11.

Anhao, you always don't believe that someone in this world will really love you.

Anhao, you always insist that people are fickle creatures.

However, I want to tell you that there are really people in this world who love you sincerely.

I also want to tell you that there are indeed people who will change in this world, but there are also people who will not change even in hospitals.

Don't you believe it?

Don't care, I will use my long life to prove it.

(End of this chapter)