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Chapter 884 Sun Yifan - Get together sometimes, but there will be no time later
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Sun Yifan——When we get together, we will never see each other again
1.

I am Sun Yifan.

I am from City X.

Sun Yifan.It says so in my account book.

But I have another name—

Ah Jiu.

2.

I am Ah Jiu, and I am also Sun Yifan.

But, now and in the future, I will be Sun Yifan.Since I met that man, since I decided to cut off my long black hair.

I will never change back to Ah Jiu.

I can just be at ease and be myself.

I am Sun Yifan.

I said so to Teacher Park.

I say that to everyone.

Nobody knows me by another name.

Nobody knows another me.

3.

I don't want to say too much about my own name.

This is the name given by my parents. I don't know the meaning, and I don't want to know.

I have never been a good kid.

Never get interested in learning.

There are 120 million enthusiasm for games.

Then, I also like the ancient style very much.

So I took the alias Ah Jiu for myself.

But in reality no one knows my name at all.

I don't think I should go out of my way to tell people my name.

Until that day when I went to the bookstore to buy books, I was accosted by a handsome man on the way.

To be honest, it was the first time in my life that I was approached.

My first reaction was that sometimes it's nice to have a mature face.

Yes.

I think I look more like a 14-year-old. My classmates say that my whole body exudes a maturity that does not match my age.

I don't believe it, and I don't care.

Anyway, I am still me no matter what, and nothing will change.

I was probably too nervous, so I didn't say a word.And try to pretend to be more mature.That's what I intended, and probably did.

Then that man thought of me as a reserved, indifferent and aloof literary girl as it should be.

I actually kind of wanted to laugh at that.

But I can't laugh again.

Because he said that I was very similar to a friend of hers.He said that he would talk to me because of this, because like his friend, I have long black and beautiful hair, which is extremely beautiful.

It's obviously a compliment to me.

But I didn't sound happy at all.

I know my bad temper is coming again.

I don't want to be anyone's shadow.

I also hate being admitted as an acquaintance.

With such an encounter.

I even hope that he talks to me because I am good-looking or too ugly.Or none of these, in short, anything.

I just don't want to be recognized as someone's shadow.

4.

So I left indignantly.

It is estimated that he still can't see anything.

I didn't see how angry I was, I was so angry that I wanted to stop, grab him and beat him up.

You needn't be surprised, I've always had such a bad temper.

Fighting is not a big deal, anyway, I often fight with male classmates in school.There are also female students.

Anyway, I'm not the only one in school.

We all have had this experience.

Being bullied or bullying others.

I think if we have to make a choice, choose to bully others or be bullied.Then I will definitely not be Saint Mary, I will choose the former without hesitation.

I'm such a selfish and cruel person.

I am not a good boy.

I am a bad boy.

No one needs to be reminded of this, I have always known it.

5.

Later, I met that man again, and he asked for my phone number, but of course I didn't give it.But he gave me his contact information.

It's been a long time since I've seen a man carry a note, especially a good-looking man like him.

It seems that he is not a vase.

But I didn't add him after I went back.

Do you think I'm playing reserved?
Big mistake.I just forgot...

As soon as I went back, my friend asked me to play games with her. Once I entered the game, it was as deep as the sea.I'm the type to commit quickly, and then I forget.

When I think about it again, I don't even remember where I put the note.

And so the matter ended.

6.

I changed the cram school again.

My mother promoted me from the worst school to the best school, but I didn't show any signs of striving.

Anyway, I don't like reading.

Anyway, I won't live like this in the future.

My mother didn't know at all that even if she changed the cram school, it was just a change of soup but not medicine.Everyone is biased against me, and everyone doesn't want me to come to school.

Anyway, I have been holding everyone back.

Anyway, they are all hated and disliked.

So I don't want to go.

However, I still forgot one thing.

I am still a child.

a minor.

So in the end, I was dragged by my mother to the school I had been to before.

That's where I met Mr. Park Anho Park.

I went to school with a feeling of indifference and dawdling, and I was ready to be abandoned like before.

Who would have thought that this new teacher I met this time.

Really brave and confident and tough.She looks so thin, with a delicate face, straight bangs, baby voice, in short everything looks like a soft and cute girl.

But she who looks so weak turns out to be such a fierce person...

People should not be judged by their appearance, and the sea cannot be measured. The ancients did not deceive me with sincerity.

7.

In fact, what I dislike the most is not her sense of responsibility and love.

But her long hair is exactly the same as mine a long time ago.

Even if I look at her angry face carefully, I will panic for a moment, why is this person a bit like Ah Jiu from before.

How could she be so like Ah Jiu?
This is really annoying.

I hate it so much.

There is no more Ah Jiu in this world, there will be no more Ah Jiu, Ah Jiu with long hair reaching her waist, Ah Jiu with an indifferent expression, Ah Jiu who likes to be alone, Ah Jiu who doesn’t like this world.

Such Ah Jiu no longer exists.

8.

I later added that man's QQ.

I can see that he is very happy, but I also know that he is not happy because of me, he is just because he saw a Jiu who looks like his friend.

Or it wasn't because of Ah Jiu.

It's just because Ah Jiu is like his friend.

The more I think about it, the more depressed I get.When I get depressed, my bad temper comes like a flood.

So I didn't talk anymore after that.

I logged off and vowed never to speak to him again.

Because my intuition tells me that this man is very dangerous, and his whole body exudes an atmosphere that attracts people to approach, which makes people want to stop.

We just met by chance, there shouldn't be any intersection in the first place.

So, I can't have any illusions.

So I went offline.

But after three seconds, I still choose to log in again.

It's just invisibility.

He left me a message and said a lot, probably why it would talk to me and why he should give him his contact information.

He even said that he really told me about his love.I really like that.

But I know I can't afford it.

If you are not ready to take other people's stories seriously, you should not listen to them out of curiosity.

Otherwise it is a contempt.

After all, storytellers don't tell you what's on your mind just to create after-dinner conversations or make a silly smile for you.

If you want to listen, you need to have this awareness.

I do not have.

So, I ended up saying nothing.

In the end, he didn't reply.

So everything just went away.

9.

After that, we never really met again.

I think he shouldn't come to City X again, because he will find his girl in the end.Now that he has found her, there is no need to pin his feelings on the Internet.

Right?

10.

I will not tell this story to anyone.

Because I am no longer Ah Jiu.

I'm just Sun Yifan.

(End of this chapter)