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Chapter 882 Zhou Shenshen——During these years, has anyone made you not feel lonely?
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Zhou Xinshen——In these years, has anyone made you not feel lonely?
1.

"A mature relationship needs time to wait for its fruit. But we have always been impatient. Who will spend ten years waiting for a person who travels far. Who will still want to turn back after ten years of travel Find that person. Some loves cannot be proved because they are too eager to get their utility, so they cannot be established."

I saw sentences like this in a book.

The first reaction was to read it to Su Xiaoxiao.

However, after I read it out, I heard my voice getting smaller and smaller...

2.

Maybe you don't believe it.

Because I don't believe it either.

However, after meeting Su Xiaoxiao.

I believe it.

Because Su Xiaoxiao is that kind of person.

In fact, let alone ten years, even three to five years is a long time.But Su Xiaoxiao has really loved someone for ten years. Counting the days, this year is No. 11.

Su Xiaoxiao fell in love with Lu Jinnian wishfully for ten years and seven months.

From the first love at the age of 14 to the perseverance at the age of 24, and now at the age of 25, she still does not change her original intention.

Her entire youth was given to Lu Jinnian.

She watched Lu Jinnian talking about one love after another, she was beside him, smiling like a flower.The girlfriends around Lu Jinnian changed again and again, but it was never Su Xiaoxiao's turn.

Even though she broke up with Pu Anhao later, everyone said that Su Xiaoxiao and Lu Jinnian had achieved a positive result.Lu Jinnian didn't explain, neither did Su Xiaoxiao.

Because there is no need for explanation at all.

Because they didn't make any progress at all, they were still the same year they were, it was a fact that she loved him, and it would be a fact that he didn't love her.

So since it does not exist, there is no need to bother explaining it at all.

This is their unanimous view and a tacit understanding for many years.

3.

I still like to be called Lu Jinnian, Xiao Lu.

We grew up together, played together, went to and from school together, clubbed together, and played games together.

We are always together.

Xiao Lu knows everything about me, and I also know everything about him. The friendship that wears the same pair of pants is probably like this.

However, Xiao Lu is really a very good person. He never let his family worry about him since he was a child, and he has been the pride of his family since he was a child.Even my mother would tease me when she was fine, "You said, why is the child born around the same time so much better than you every year? Are you really my son?"

I smiled helplessly, "Tsk tsk, I can't help it, I'm really your son."

My mother just laughed.

Then I laugh too.

But I don't have any special thoughts.

It's good that Lu Jinnian is excellent.I don't think I'm too bad.Although my grades are not good and I like to have fun and flirt with girls, but I have a good conscience, and I am also a good-looking person, and I am not too stupid. Generally speaking, I am not bad.

You are right, I am very optimistic.

In the past 20 years, I have never encountered a thing that made me feel in a hurry.

Anyway, I'm very calm.

To use an analogy, people say that no coffin does not shed tears.But I will not cry even when I see a coffin, unless, unless I lie in a coffin, maybe I will be a little nervous...

In short, I am such a person who has no sense of tension.

Anyway, that's how I grew up.

Together with Xiaolu.

4.

One thing is strange.

you listen to me--

If the whole school votes for the best boyfriend, the winner is undoubtedly Xiao Lu.Because Xiao Lu is a good young man with all-round development of morality, intelligence, physique, art and labor.And the reason why I lost the election, aside from those mundane things, such as grades, must be because I always like to tease girls.Whistling at beautiful girls, and chatting up beautiful girls to treat them to ice cream and coffee.This is something I do a lot.Therefore, the majority of female compatriots always think that I am very frivolous, basically an image of a disciple.

But in this way, I have never been in a relationship, nor have I made a girlfriend.

I didn't lie to you, it's true.

But Lu Jinnian, who is so innocent and serious, has changed countless girlfriends.

Maybe you will say that even so, you still lost to him.

Yes.

Perhaps this is Xiaolu's personal charm.

I once secretly imagined that if it was me, I would probably be killed by rotten eggs.

This is the difference.

There will always be someone who can easily get what you can't get with all your hard work.

5.

I basically know Xiao Lu's girlfriends.Basically because there are two other people, I really haven't seen them.

One is... pardon me, I can't remember.

Since I forget so easily, it is naturally not a great person.

However, the other one killed me, and I will remember it too.

Park Ann is good.

This is the girl's name.

well.well.What a great name.According to the theory that people live up to their names, I think this person must be that kind of classical woman who is particularly gentle and virtuous.

She doesn't like to talk, but when she opens her mouth, it's like a spring breeze blowing past her face.Light and cozy.

In layman's terms, I think this is a girl full of literature and art.

It's a pity that I haven't been able to see the real face until today.

6.

Pu Anhao was Su Xiaoxiao's nightmare.

I've always thought so.

Just like what Su Xiaoxiao said, "No matter how many girlfriends Lu Jinnian has, she doesn't care, because Lu Jinnian doesn't mean it at all." "However, this Pu Anhao is an exception. Lu Jinnian can do nothing for her."

I also discovered this.

Xiao Lu, except in front of acquaintances, usually doesn't smile very much.However, when he was on the phone with Pu Anhao, he was always smiling.He deliberately told jokes to amuse the person on the other end of the phone.Every time he makes a phone call, he always looks like spring flowers blooming on his face. In fact, I seldom even see him so happy.

And Xiao Lu's endurance.

Although Xiaolu is indeed a very gentle person, his gentleness is definitely not without limit.

If you ask too many stupid questions, maybe he will answer you like a gentleman at first, but in the end he will yell at you back.

However, this Pu Anhao's ability is really incredible.

She could make Lu Jinnian almost explode without knowing it.And she still doesn't know that she is a person who accepts as soon as she sees it, and she is completely individualistic.I think so.

If it were someone else, Lu Jinnian would definitely have lost his temper early.

But his patience with Pu Anhao is really amazing.

And there is no suspicion of artificiality at all, it is completely out of sincerity.

Is this the power of love that the world says?
So Su Xiaoxiao's worry was not a whim or just looking for trouble.

Even my good brother can see that this Pu An is not easy, this time Xiao Lu has given his sincerity.

Su Xiaoxiao, you are finished.

I thought to myself.

7.

About Su Xiaoxiao.

I once went to Lu Jinnian's house to play a two-player match, but the one who opened the door was a beautiful woman with long legs.My first reaction was that this kid has learned how to hide his beauty in a golden house.But when I looked closer, I felt like I had seen it somewhere before.

"Su Xiaoxiao, is Zhou Xinxin here?" Xiao Lu's voice came from the living room.

Su Xiaoxiao?
yes.Isn't this the big beautiful girl in our class!But why is she here? Is this Xiao Lu's new object?

"Xiao Lu, you boy, you even took down our university flower. It's so unreasonable!" I took off my shoes and went straight to the living room.

"Ah? Is something wrong with you?" Xiao Lu gave me more than one look.

"Then what's the situation? When did your relationship get so good? Isn't it okay to stare at school?" I was completely short-circuited for a moment.

Although Su Xiaoxiao and we are in the same class, Lu Jinnian basically doesn't talk to her, although she likes to provoke our little Lu when she has nothing to do.

So what's the situation now?
"Su Xiaoxiao's family lives there, very close by. So I often come to visit when I have nothing to do." Xiao Lu pointed to the house opposite.

It turned out to be the case.

Still, it looks like a good relationship.

But I didn't ask any more questions.

I decided to ask Xiao Lu alone when Su Xiaoxiao was not present.Of course, some things are better for boys to chat on the spot.

In the evening, Su Xiaoxiao went to the supermarket to buy vegetables, and Xiao Lu and I continued to play games.

Then I finally know everything.

It turned out to be the elementary school girl from the junior high school next door to us.It's just because Lu Jinnian was so grateful that he drew his sword to save him when he saw an injustice on the road, and he always wanted to promise him with his body.However, Lu Jinnian always refused.

But the spirit of our primary school girl deserves to be commended——

In order to be with Lu Jinnian, she skipped a grade and transferred to our school, so she became an alumnus and classmate in high school as a matter of course.During the three years of high school, he followed Lu Jinnian's footsteps.Later, she even moved to the neighborhood where Lu Jinnian lived. It is said that her family bought the floor opposite Lu Jinnian specially.The university did not hesitate to drop out of school, and asked about Lu Jinnian's aspirations, so the two became alumni again, and they belonged to the same department.

I swear, it's the first time in my 20 years that I've seen such a crazy suitor.Still a girl.

Suddenly, I felt that those people who cried, made trouble, hanged themselves, and attacked with flowers and chocolates before were all weak.

Chasing love, she should be like Senior Colonel Su Xiaoxiao.

Totally a legend.

I swear I'm kind of in love with her.

8.

At that time, I said that I seemed to be a little in love with her.

it is true.

After all, it was the first time I saw such a persistent person.

At first, I thought that Xiao Lu was already a strange creature, but now it seems that there are mountains beyond mountains, sky beyond sky, people beyond people, and there are even stronger hands among the strong.

Su Xiaoxiao instantly became the goddess of goddesses in my heart.

I can't believe there are such persistent people in the world.

Maybe because I knew the inside story, I began to approach Su Xiaoxiao consciously and purposefully.Although she is very repulsive to me.

But it doesn't matter, even if you are such a tough girl, then naturally I won't be repelled by you so quickly as a man.

I told Xiao Lu that I seem to like Su Xiaoxiao.

Xiao Lu's reaction was very strange, but it was also reasonable.

For so many years, I really haven't told Xiaolu who I like.

Xiao Lu almost thought that I was not interested in girls...

"Ah Xin, do you really like Su Xiaoxiao?"

"I think so."

"Really?"

"What do you mean? You are only allowed to fall in love, but not me?"

"I thought you didn't like girls..."

"Don't like girls? Do you like you?"

"..."

Xiao Lu used to have moments of cold humor.

9.

Originally thought that as long as Xiao Lu kept such a cold and tough attitude, Su Xiaoxiao would definitely retreat in spite of difficulties.

However, I seem to be too naive.

"Su Xiaoxiao, do you know that Xiao Lu has someone he likes?"

"I know."

"Then what do you mean by that?"

"I just like him, nothing else."

"..."

"He's had this attitude from the beginning anyway, and I'm not surprised."

"You're a girl, is this really okay?"

For a girl, youth is as important as chastity.Is it really worth it for you to spend all your youth like this on someone who can't possibly love you?
does it worth?
"What do you think I've followed him since I was 14, until now? Just for a result? To love me or not to love me?"

"What is that? Are you really going to go on like this? What will you do if he gets married?"

"Just because I love him. If you want a reason, this is it." "If he gets married, let's get married. Anyway, I will always love him. Until I die."

"You promise you won't change your mind?"

"Then wait until the day I change my mind."

"..."

This is the No.11 year, the No.11 year in which she loves him stubbornly.

I asked Xiao Lu, "Aren't you touched at all?"

Xiao Lu said, "My feelings are more than touched. I feel so guilty. I have been thinking that if the person who saved her was not me, but you or someone else, would Su Xiaoxiao have the same feeling? Have another life."

but.

What has happened, going back and forth, is a waste of time and emotion.

Because time has come to the present.

It is impossible for anyone to look back.

10.

Lu Jinnian finally went back to Nanmu to find his love.

I knew it would turn out like this.

And he just let Su Xiaoxiao stay in Sihe.

And Su Xiaoxiao actually agreed.

Su Xiaoxiao had never heard Lu Jinnian's words like this before, and this was the first time.

"You don't regret it?"

"You keep asking the same questions, pointless, total bullshit."

"is this okay?"

"Not good. But Lu Jinnian said, 'Su Xiaoxiao, if you really love me, don't follow me. You stay in Sihe.' Zhou Xinshen, do you know that this is the first time Lu Jinnian used me to treat him I like to ask me to do one thing. Although it is not my intention, it is at least better than what he said, 'You leave me and don't contact me again.' One day, he will return to Sihe."

"But he won't love you."

"I just love him."

"..."

11.

On the seventh day after Lu left, I made an important decision.

I want to be my girlfriend with Su Xiaoxiao.

"We are the world's best friends, we are the world's worst lovers, we love each other, is to eliminate harm for the people."

Today I came to Su Xiaoxiao's house again to read to her these poems that she thought were hypocritical to death.

12.

Su Xiaoxiao, these years, you have always loved him, you are afraid that he is lonely, afraid that he is alone.

But, I want to ask you——

Has anyone kept you from being lonely all these years?
(End of this chapter)