good luck

Chapter 36

Although there was a small quarrel at school in the morning, the two of them went home together at noon.Just like an angry child, insisting that no one would speak first, so the road was quiet, and finally reached a fork in the road, Shi Yu only spoke, I'm going home, be careful yourself.There was no emotion in his tone, but he could feel that it was different from before.As for how it was the same, Park Anhao couldn't tell.The so-called can only be understood but not expressed in words.

Pu Anhao said sorry countless times in her heart for the distance from Lianqiao to home.Many, many memories came to my mind, those days I walked alone, those days with everyone, all the days overlapped and finally became what I am today.Pu Anhao always felt that she cared about these things, anyway, she always came here like this.But why do I suddenly feel so lonely now?Lost, written as a simple word, now weighs a thousand catties, making me unable to breathe.I blame myself for being too happy, and I have forgotten my former self.

Just thinking about it now can it be the same as before?

Xiaochun did not go home during the Spring Festival, nor did she have any news about her school. Every time she asked, she always got the same answer, and she never called at all.Her grandma always said this, treat Wang Yuli well, and treat Pu An well.After a long time and many times, Wang Yuli said to An Hao, don't ask any more, if she really comes back, she will definitely come to you, you have to trust her, after all, you are such good friends.Pu Anhao felt that what Wang Yuli said was right, so she put all her thoughts and concerns about Xiaochun into her diary.Lianhuadu is Xiaochun's home, and Xiaochun will definitely come back.Park Anhao told herself so.

Zhang Jingya stayed at home for a week during the New Year and went back to Xiatian. She still insisted on writing letters to Anhao, but the number of letters she wrote was more than before.This was probably the only thing that comforted Park Anhao.

The only thing Pu Anhao didn't expect was that Shi Yu would no longer wait for him to go to and from school with him from that day on.When they ran into each other at school, they were silent, the two looked at each other, and finally separated.Park Anhao finally decided to talk to Shiyu on the seventh day of their Cold War.Because Zhang Jingya specially called Anhao after she learned about it. It is not easy to get such a good friend, but she is on the verge of losing it because of a little misunderstanding. She will definitely regret it in the future.Zhang Jingya spoke earnestly and earnestly on the phone, and Pu Anhao was very reluctant to listen to it at first.Because she feels that true friends are never lost.But Zhang Jingya said that friendship also needs to be managed, if you just let it go, you will always go bankrupt.It is better to resolve the misunderstanding as early as possible.Although Pu Anhao kept insisting that she was not wrong, the last sentence still won her heart; so after the recess exercise on Monday, she went to the next class to find Shiyu.Before going, she practiced repeatedly in her heart what she would say when she saw Shi Yu.Some people always speak eloquently when facing other people's problems, as if she understands the whole world, but once something really happens to them, they will feel at a loss or even harder than reaching the sky.It is so difficult for Park Anhao to say, I'm sorry, I was wrong.But there is no way, if I don't take this first step, maybe I won't have the chance to get along with Shiyu as before, and Shiyu won't smile at me so gently again.It's about to lose Shiyu.Pu Anhao was fed up with losing, she didn't want to wait for others to say goodbye every time like before, and even declared the end without saying goodbye.For so many years, I have been in a passive position, always holding that what is yours must be yours, and it is useless to fight if it is not yours.The truth is she never really fought hard.She didn't even think about some things, if she had asked one more question at that time, maybe the result would be different, so she accepted what others said in her heart so pessimistically.When Zhang Jingya transferred to another school, she clearly wanted to say that she was very reluctant, but it turned out that she just couldn't go to school together anymore.When Xiaochun didn't wait for him for the first time, he obviously wanted to ask the reason, but it was just a self-righteous guess in his heart.We always think that the other party will tell us no matter what happens, and there is no need to ask; but we forget that the other party also thinks the same way.As a result, I still didn't express my inner thoughts until the end, and by the time I wanted to express it, it was too late.

Pu Anhao didn't want to be like this again until it was too late.She no longer has the energy to manage other social circles, and she doesn't want to squeeze into those circles that cannot be squeezed in. Now she just wants to cherish what she currently has.Just like when Xiaochun was by my side at the beginning, I continued to live happily through my junior high school career with my arms in my arms.

(End of this chapter)