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Chapter 35 Everything will leave ([-])

"You just left without saying a word?" Park Anhao said to the person standing motionless in front of the bulletin board.

"We're not together..." Shi Yu's finger slid across Park Anhao's name on the shift list, and then pointed to his own name on another sheet.Park Anhao looked in the direction of his finger.Pu Anhao is in Class 107.Shigu is in class 109.Dance beauty is also in class 109.Pu Anhao didn't want to know which class Wumei was in, but her name happened to be right behind Shigu, so it was hard not to care, like watching TV in the room on a summer night, the huge TV A small flying insect happened to be parked on the screen.You really don't want to pay attention to it, but it exists conspicuously in places you can see regardless of it.

"It's just that they're not in the same class. Anyway, they're still on the same floor, and they've gone up a floor. What a good implication, the new semester will lead to a higher level." Forbearance of sadness seems to be a necessary skill for Park Anhao or early. It has reached the pinnacle of perfection.Because Shi Yu didn't see at all that she was suppressing the sadness in her heart.

That was the first time Shi Yu got angry with Pu Anhao, and it was also the most serious time.Park Anhao had never seen Shigu so angry before. His fair face was completely flushed, and his anger even burned his hair along his ears. Anhao felt that if he touched Shigu at that time, he would burn himself, and a little ashes would burn. Not left.

——In your opinion, it’s just not on the same floor?

- You are always like this!Don't care about anything!I knew all day long that I had to take the first place in the exam!Is there nothing worth caring about in your life other than being the first in the grade test?
……

In Park Anhao's impression, Shi Yu has always been as gentle as water, and his voice is very soft, sometimes he likes to play tricks, even if he is found out, he just smiles heartlessly.Shigu, who has always been so gentle, why did he suddenly behave like this?Is this the real Shigure?Is the appearance of herself in her heart actually so selfish?In fact, he was already impatient with himself.Accompanying her is also because of the so-called Mr. Xanthi's joke and has been tolerant of it.Even what I said earlier about thinking I'm special is really just polite perfunctory.

Everything is fake.

but.

　 What does he know?Zhang Jingya was the only one in her life, and then Zhang Jingya left.She clearly wanted to finish junior high school in silence like that.But Xiaochun appeared beside her again and treated her so well.Just when she thought her beautiful junior high school life was about to begin, she also left.The first to say that he would go last turned out to be the first to go.How ironic.Maybe the reality is so cruel, whether you like it or not, some things just cannot be changed like that.Since we have to say goodbye at the end, why bother to walk together with sadness in vain.There is only one person in this world who will not abandon himself - that is himself.The only person you can rely on is yourself.Because if you beat your classmates in the competition, you have to be slandered with bad words.Who said before the game that we were friends with a flowery expression on our face, and that we would advance and retreat together; but when it came to our own interests, we pretended not to know each other.Everyone in the class except Xiaochun is like this.And now that Xiaochun is gone, she no longer needs friends.The only thing she has to do is to study hard and outperform each of them in grades.That's enough.No, she didn't study so hard to win everyone's approval. She didn't care about other people's opinions at all.She worked so hard just so that she could get the admission qualification in the third grade of junior high school.Lianhua Middle School has a public-funded recommendation to Zilin High School every year, and the condition is that the student's grades must maintain the first place in the school every year.Since she couldn't get into the best middle school in junior high school, she can still do it in high school, relying on her own efforts.She has grown up, and finally she can really share a little bit of pressure for them, so that they don't have to face themselves with guilt like that.But what does Shi Yu know?How can a person who doesn't know anything make such a judgment for granted!

That's right, apart from being the first in the grade test, the rest of my life is not important.Park Anhao tried her best to pretend that she didn't care.The subconscious felt that he should explain it well.The real self is not like that, in fact, she really cares whether she is in the same class as him.She also cared about him.If I knew that he would be so angry at that time, I wouldn't have hidden my feelings like that at all.then.then.Sorry about the time.

Then in the new semester, you can continue to take your first exam.Shi Yu coldly dropped these words and walked away without looking back.

Watching his straight back gradually go away, Pu Anhao suddenly felt that this spring was really cold, cold to the bone.

(End of this chapter)