good luck

Chapter 37

When it rains.This was the first time Park Anhao called Shiyu by his name.She used to call him "Mr. Cocklebur".

Shi Yuxun, who was concentrating on sorting out his textbooks, looked over at Shengsheng, and saw An Hao standing at the front door of the classroom, with a disturbed expression on his face.Shiyu never thought that Anhao would really come to find him, Anhao has always been very stubborn.In Shi Yu's view, An Hao is the kind of strong girl who would rather cry alone than show weakness.Although the two have been going to school and going home together, she has always been alone in the peaceful world.No one can get in, at least Shi Yu doesn't think that he has ever walked into her heart.So seeing An Hao standing at the door of the classroom, Shi Yu almost thought it was his hallucination.It wasn't until the person at the door waved to him that Shi Yu was convinced that An Hao really came to look for him.

Shigure got up and prepared to go there, when the bell rang for class.So Shi Yu had no choice but to smile at An Hao, and An Hao also smiled at Shi Yu, but there was a little disappointment in the smile.If An Hao stayed at the door for one more second, Shi Yu promised that he would rush out, even if he only said a word, it would be good.However, Anhao has already returned to the classroom.

This class was an English class, and Shi Yu wasn't interested at all.The whole person is in a state of sleepwalking, and a heart has long been absent from the classroom.well.well.

After An Hao went back, she felt relieved.Although what he wanted to do was still unsuccessful, he still crossed this hurdle after all.It's just bad luck today.Go find him sooner next time.

Park Anhao's diary Monday, February 2004, 2
Well begun is half done.I don't know how to think of such inappropriate words.The first day of the new semester is not a good start at all.The only thing to say is that my classroom has been moved from the first floor to the second floor.It's really a step up.But nothing to be happy about.The school inexplicably rearranged everyone into classes, even if we were divided into classes, Shi Yu and I were not in the same class.If we want to think optimistically, we are still on the same level.No matter how optimistic you are, you are still in the same school.oops.I can't stand myself.

The most annoying thing is that Shi Yu yelled at me today.It's the first time I've seen him lose his temper after getting along for so long, and unfortunately I'm the punching bag.Maybe it's because I'm too calm. I'm always used to hiding my emotions. I always have a calm face when I have nothing to do. It's no wonder that Shi Yu misunderstood me.But how could he say that.I always thought he understood me.It seems that asking others to understand oneself is really a fantasy.I originally thought that after getting along for a long time, I would naturally understand the other person's mood. I was so self-righteous.Sorry.It's because I expected too much from you.After all, you are not me, how can you understand my sadness?
Park Anhao's diary, Tuesday, February 2004, 2

Today's diary still can't find a title to summarize.

The rain did not wait for me in the morning.I was still a little sad when I wrote this sentence, even sadder than in the morning.I didn't react in the morning, because I never thought that he wouldn't wait for me.I know you're going to laugh at my self righteousness again.I really think so.Because Shigu said that he will wait for me every day from now on.He said he wasn't just talking.He also brought out the famous saying that words must be followed by deeds.My moral teacher in elementary school was a little old man. He often taught us this way before class, and he couldn't stop talking.By the time he realized it, a class was almost over again, so he always procrastinated.So we all don't like him.In a blink of an eye, I am already a junior high school student, does the teacher still like to drag the class like that?

However, will Shigure wait for me tomorrow?
Park Anhao's diary Wednesday, February 2004, 2

it rained today.The rain did not wait for me today.I ran into him during the class exercise, and didn't speak, and didn't know what kind of expression they were looking at each other. Anyway, it was——very strange.

Will tomorrow be a little different?
Park Anhao's diary Thursday, February 2004, 2

I wrote a letter to Zhang Jingya at noon, this is the first letter of the new semester.Should be the fastest too.Because my father will go to Xiatian tomorrow morning to handle errands, I have already asked him to help me bring the letter there.I originally wanted to write something happy, but I racked my brains and couldn't find anything worth sharing with her. My mother bought me a new umbrella. This kind of thing is too unworthy to talk about.So basically I am complaining. After writing the letter for so long, this is the first time that it is all complaints.I used to say some happy things.I hope Jingya won't feel bored watching it.

Will there be some surprises tomorrow?
Park Anhao's diary, Friday, February 2004, 2

Just received a call from Zhang Jingya, it turned out that her father had given the letter to her mother.Very nice to receive.Zhang Jingya said that she could have said these things to me in her reply letter, but she felt that the situation was urgent.It is absolutely necessary to tell me immediately.Seeing her so nervous, I was really baffled.I've never seen her so anxious.

If you don't want to miss this friend, take the initiative to talk to him.These are the only words I remember most clearly.

Yes, don't want to miss it.

Jingya, thank you.

(End of this chapter)