how far is Forever

Chapter 21 Extra Story [-]
You are mine for ever
I never told you, you are mine forever.How far mine is forever, I never told you.Now I want to tell you that Song Junmu will always be a girl named Su Ruo.

——Song Junmu
I never thought that I would meet Su Ruo at University A, I never thought that I would leave University A half a year later, and I never thought that I would come back after leaving University A.Perhaps what I have never thought of the most is that in these countless unexpected thoughts, I lost my Su Ruo and my eternity.

I secretly hid under the big tree at the school gate and waited for her. I knew she would go to the studio every day at this time.Sure enough, when I waited for 7 minutes and 45 seconds, I saw Su Ruo and Su Luoyan. She was raising her head and joking with him. Su Luoyan stroked her hair with a doting look on her face. look.

My heart suddenly felt empty, it turned out that they are still better than this.

They passed the big tree behind which I was hiding, and her laughter was still in my head, even when I closed my eyes.

In the end, it was Su Luoyan who took her away. When I opened my eyes, there was only a dimly lit street lamp in my sight.The memory suddenly went back to the past, and I thought of Su Ruo holding my hand that day and calling Su Luoyan's name over and over again, saying what I liked.God knows how jealous I was of Su Luoyan, so jealous that I wanted to kill him.

At that time, I thought that my protection would make her change her mind one day, I thought that I could use time to change her, but in the end all I waited for was the fact that she liked Su Luoyan.

A fact that I can't change no matter what I do.

That snowy night, they hugged each other, their shadows overlapped, they were a perfect match, didn't they...

I suddenly felt ridiculous.

The wind blows over the treetops, making it look high and empty.I don't know what's the point of me coming back now?
"Junmu, Junmu, Junmu..."

When I turned around, it was Ding Jiaqi. Her appearance seemed to have changed, and there was another person beside her.Maybe feeling my sight, the man came over and stretched out his hand: "Hi, I'm Kiki's boyfriend."

I stood still, watching them holding hands intimately, I thought of Su Ruo again, the warmth of her palms and the temperature of her lips.

The expression of the person standing next to Ding Jiaqi was a little twitching, and Ding Jiaqi shook his arm: "Don't mind, he is like this, he likes to lose his mind when chatting with others."

The man smiled, looking at her with unusually soft eyes.Standing in front of the boy Ding Jiaqi once liked, he chose to believe without hesitation.

This can't help but remind me of Su Ruo, as long as she says, I'm willing to believe it.But in the end, she didn't tell me anything.

I clenched my hands stiffly and turned away without looking back.

Ding Jiaqi asked me loudly from behind: "Jun Mu, aren't you going to find Su Ruo?"

I froze for a moment, silently waiting for the throbbing pain in my heart to disappear.

Su Ruo... She already has Su Luoyan, so she doesn't need Song Junmu anymore.

I looked up at the sky, the wind was slightly cool, and the clouds were heavy, as if they would sink down at any moment.I raised my hand behind me and said, "It's going to rain, you guys go back quickly!"

The night came up from the ground, and I returned to my home not far from the school. I was the only one living here, and it was deserted, but after Su Ruo lived here for a while, this home seemed a bit like home.I opened the refrigerator, and there was nothing in it. After she left, there was nothing.

I closed the refrigerator door and went to the kitchen to search again. There was only a pack of instant noodles with the flavor I hated the most, but this was Su Ruo's favorite. She said she liked the hot, sour taste the most.

I took the instant noodles to the kitchen and cooked it. When I took the first bite, the strong taste choked me to tears.My father taught me since I was a child, "A man bleeds but does not shed tears." He would never have thought that my tears were dedicated to instant noodles.

Disappointed, I thought of Su Ruo again.It seems that everything around me is enough to give me a reason to miss, maybe this is the last thing she left me, a luxurious miss.

On the first day I went home after being hospitalized last time, Su Ruo helped me to lie on the bed, and her eyes collided inadvertently. She smiled at me, and I smiled at her unconsciously. I stared stupidly for a long time.

She asked me, "How about I get you a bowl of egg noodles?"

"it is good."

But after Su Ruo opened my refrigerator, she complained that there was nothing in my house.

I remember laughing and joking with her: "Isn't it because you are missing as the hostess?"

Su Ruo watched, the smile had disappeared from her face, I was a little panicked, I was afraid that I would lose her because of this real joke, I called her name anxiously, "Ruoruo..."

"That's right." She rolled her eyes and said with a smile, "Yes, your family lacks an omnipotent hostess like me."

I was stunned suddenly, Su Ruo patted my shoulder with a smile, and said: "You lie on the bed obediently and don't move. I'll go to the supermarket to buy something and come back and make something for you to eat."

I nodded, and Su Ruohuan happily went out to buy things. Watching her leave, I took a deep breath, wondering if I was overthinking just now.

About half an hour later, Su Ruo rushed into the kitchen with a bag of things, and was busy in there for another half an hour, not allowing me to peek.I waited for almost an hour before I saw Su Ruo serve a bowl of noodles with a poached egg on it. The soup was very clear with some chopped green onions floating in it.

"Try it." Su Ruo looked at me expectantly.

I picked it up with chopsticks and took a bite; "It's delicious!"

She smiled and kept watching me eat three servings in one go. In the end, Su Ruo didn't let me eat any more. After all, it was just recovering from a serious illness, and it's not good to eat too much.She began to prepare to clean up the dishes and told me: "When I was young, my parents were not at home, and my brother often made this for me."

At that time, I was still feeling sad for her childhood, so young that she only ate noodles, but thinking about it, it was probably her happiest taste at that time.

I looked at her, and suddenly felt a sense of reluctance: "Ruoruo, can you make me something to eat every day from now on?"

"Okay, but don't be picky eaters."

"Absolutely not picky eaters."

"In that case, I reluctantly agreed."

"My Ruoruo is the best!"

There was a faint pink on her face, I smiled and grabbed her arm, Su Ruo staggered and fell into my arms, but the bowl and chopsticks fell to the ground.

She struggled dissatisfied: "What are you doing..."

"Ruoruo, I like you."

Su Ruo smiled foolishly, and scratched her hair habitually.

A flash of lightning lit up the sky outside the window, and the surroundings became pitch black.I went back to this room without Su Ruo, and the cold feeling kept reminding me that just now was just a dream of yours.

I licked my dry lips, made a phone call, and ordered a takeaway that I used to order. Not long after, there was a knock on the door.

"It's really fast this time." I muttered, and opened the door. Su Luoyan was standing at the door, and the rain was falling down his hair, looking extremely distressed.

I subconsciously looked behind him again, but there was no sign of that person.

"Only me." He seemed to read my thoughts.

It's really annoying.

I frowned: "What are you doing here?"

He smiled: "Don't you want to invite me in for a sit down?"

"Why?"

"How can I say that I am also your girlfriend's eldest brother!" Su Luoyan walked in on his own.

He reached out to touch the sofa, and I could see that his hands were covered with dust. He clapped his hands with disgust in his eyes: "As Su Ruo said, you don't do housework at all."

"I just came home!"

I frowned, and went to the kitchen to get a rag to clean up the mess. The last thing I wanted was to be laughed at by this person, but when I turned on the water pipe, no water came out.

"You have been walking for three months, and the water has stopped?" Su Luoyan pressed the light switch, but there was no response. The power was cut off after the thunder just now. He turned to me and asked, "Do you have any candles?"

"In the drawer."

Su Luoyan opened the refrigerator, and found the candle in the corner with the faint light of the mobile phone, "Your house is really clean and there is nothing."

"Do you tube!"

"Aren't I worried about my sister? Why did I have a boyfriend like you?" Su Luoyan smiled coquettishly, took out a candle from the refrigerator, lit it, and the slightly flickering candle flame filled the room with more bright.

I didn't want to pay attention to him, I stood in front of the window, the torrential rain outside, I couldn't see very far.

"I saw you today. At first I thought it was an illusion. When I turned around and saw Ding Jiaqi, I knew it was really you."

I hesitated a little, and looked at him sideways, "Does Su Ruo know?"

Su Luoyan was already leaning on the sofa behind me: "Do you want her to know?"

I didn't speak, and was silent for a long time, then turned my gaze and looked at the continuous rain outside the window.

"I didn't tell Su Ruo, but she probably didn't find out." Su Luoyan paused for a moment and continued, "Which city did you live in before?"

"W City." I pursed my lips tightly, as if I shouldn't tell him, "Don't tell Su Ruo."

Su Luoyan smiled, but her voice was very soft: "I have never liked you before, I think if you are with Su Ruo, you will definitely hurt her, but..."

"All right!"

My heart felt as if someone had stabbed me, and I couldn't restrain myself from rushing forward to punch him, but I didn't expect that Su Luoyan didn't dodge, and he didn't look angry at me at all.

The sky outside was overcast.

The weather in early spring turns out to be colder than deep winter when there is no sunshine.

Su Luoyan looked out of the window, his eyes seemed to be misty, he sighed, and said slowly, as if he was telling an old story, "For so many years, I have been waiting for someone. I hope I can I love her wholeheartedly, and I hope that I can give the world the best thing and protect her for the rest of my life."

"Who?"

"The most important girl in my life." Su Luoyan glanced up at me, and a faint smile appeared on the corner of his brow, "I've come here for this, my ideal life."

What he said was very serious, and I was slightly taken aback for a moment.

"Is it Su Ruo?"

"Who else but her?" He smiled.

I really hate this kind of Su Luoyan. Is he showing off his happiness in front of me? If so, then his goal has been achieved, and now I am very sad.

I shook my hand and gave him a push: "You can go."

Su Luoyan walked to the door, stopped suddenly, and looked at me sideways: "Song Junmu, think about it carefully, do you really love Su Ruo? Can you really treat her well? You really have the ability to make her Is she happy?"

I didn't speak, I don't understand the point of saying this at this time.

"Song Junmu, she is waiting for you." After saying this, Su Luoyan turned and left without waiting for my reply.

By the time I realized it, he had disappeared into the night.

He said she was waiting for me.

My heart was filled with great joy, and I only left these four words in my mind, she is waiting for me!

Su Ruo, wait for me, I'll be right there.

(End of this chapter)