Le Xiaomi youth sadomasochism collection

Chapter 54 Liang Sheng, can we not be sad (54)
If love can be transferred, I give up dignity (3)
Liang Sheng kept looking at me, his pale face showing a kind of morbid gloom.I have been crying silently, and he has been holding my hand, the warmth of the palm scattered on my cold fingertips.

Suddenly, I found that the ward was a little empty. At this moment, I realized that Cheng Tianyou was not by my side.

Moreover, I also found that Liang Sheng was wearing the same blue and white plaid patient clothes as me. I looked at him in surprise and asked, Liang Sheng, what's wrong with you?
Just as Liang Sheng was about to speak, Lu Wenjun walked in. He looked at us with a concerned look on his lips.He said, Jiang Sheng, you finally woke up, Liang Sheng has been worried for a long time.

After speaking, he looked at Liang Sheng again and said, it's time for you to take a good rest.There will be a lot of time when you brothers and sisters recover.And, Liang Sheng, your girlfriend Wei Young is waiting for you outside the ward.

girlfriend.Wei Young.

My eyes trembled slightly, and the corners of my mouth were sore.

Liang Sheng looked at me and said, Jiang Sheng, brother is fine, don't worry, I'm just staying here for observation.It's fine.

After finishing speaking, he took a deep look at Lu Wenjun, with a look of deep meaning.

Lu Wenjun said, don't worry, go back and have a good rest, I will take care of myself.

After hearing such words, Liang Sheng left my ward with peace of mind.

After Liang Sheng left, Lu Wenjun looked at me and said, Jiang Sheng, I don't know how to tell you about this matter. In fact, I do know that your brother has returned to this city, and, I admit, I will I told him the news of your return, because he has always been my patient, and I have always understood his psychology...he is very concerned about you.Moreover, you also know that he is my father's right-hand man. Although my father and I have been at odds for many years, I still don't want his right-hand man to be so concerned about his sister all the year round but not be able to see it.Later, you also became my patient... At that time, considering the promise to Cheng Tianyou and Liang Sheng, I never told you that Liang Sheng also came back here.

I looked at him and didn't speak.In fact, I can understand, and I don't want to blame anyone, and I don't have the strength to blame anyone.

He sat by my bed and said, "Jiang Sheng, later on, I will be your doctor... Many things are uncontrollable, such as feeling sorry for you, getting to know you gradually, and in the end, I couldn't help but use tentative The tone hints at you that Liang Sheng is not lost and has no amnesia... If the things I concealed made you sad for so long, I really did not intend to...

I nodded and asked him, is Liang Sheng sick?
A trace of hesitation flashed in Lu Wenjun's eyes, then he smiled and said, maybe he was too tired.Moreover, Tianyou forced him to go to the airport that day, and he couldn't accompany you until you woke up, which made him too sad.However, Jiang Sheng, don't hate Cheng Tianyou, after you injured yourself, he flew to the airport to chase Liang Sheng back, and there was a small car accident on the way, which scratched his face.

Was he badly hurt then?As soon as the words came out, I was terrified by my own nervousness towards him.

Lu Wenjun smiled and said, he's fine, and he asked me to tell you that when you wake up, don't worry about Xiao Miangua and Wang Hao, he has already transferred Xiao Miangua to a professional eye hospital.

I lowered my head, thinking of Wang Hao and Xiao Miangua, with tears in my eyes.I said, Lu Wenjun, I really should kill myself, what will Xiao Miangua do in the future?She's so small, so sweet, ruined by my self-righteousness...

Lu Wenjun patted me on the shoulder lightly, and he said, Jiang Sheng, you can recover from your illness with peace of mind!Don't think too much, Cheng Tianyou will arrange everything for you.

When he said the word "arrangement", he didn't know whether he was satirizing Tianyou's arbitrariness or stating Tianyou's thoughtfulness.

After finishing speaking, he ordered his assistant to bring me food, while he went out to answer the phone. Through the door, I could only vaguely hear him say, Ke Xiaorou, you madman, are you going to stop!

After he answered the phone, he went back to the ward, sat on the side, and watched me eat quietly.He said, Jiang Sheng, did you feel more at ease after Liang Sheng came back?
I hesitated for a moment, then nodded silently.

Not long after this happy aftertaste, I got a hot slap on the face, and I was unprepared!
Lu Wenjun hurriedly tore the girl away, only then did I realize that that woman was actually Wei Young.

She pointed to my nose and said bitterly, it has been so many years!Ginger!Seven full years!Nearly eight years!Do you want to dominate Liang Sheng for the rest of your life?Well, now he's not going to France with me!He is not married to me!He stays with you!Are you happy?Me and Ning Xin, one lost to God Bless, and the other lost to Liang Sheng!This slap, I don't cherish it for myself, I do it for my sister, I don't cherish God bless for you bastard!If you don't cherish her, why do you want to cling to him? Do you know that he is my sister's everything?

Lu Wenjun said, you are endless, she is a patient!
Wei Young looked at Lu Wenjun coldly, why, you also want to get involved, you have also taken a fancy to her?

After finishing speaking, she turned her head bitterly and said, Jiang Sheng, I hate myself for not hitting you to death!

It was only when she finished speaking that I realized that, that time, the person who hurt me was actually Wei Young, it was her!I looked at her in shock, I was shocked by her hatred for me, I was shocked that this kind of hatred actually made her destroy my heart.

She pointed at me and said, don't look at me like that!have you ever lovedIt has been seven years since I met Liang Sheng when I was 16. Have you ever waited for someone for seven years?Waiting forever, can never achieve a positive result!Finally, it was about to achieve a positive result, but it was destroyed by you!
Have you ever waited for someone for seven years?
Wait forever!

It can never be cultivated to a positive result!

Wei Young's words pierced my lungs like densely packed needles.Her words reminded me of God Bless and the waiting he never said.

Waiting for me to grow up.

Waiting for me to forget.

Wait for me to say, I do.

I also thought of Liang Sheng, and his years of hard work, because of my stubbornness, my self-righteousness, and my undeserved love.

In the end, those teenagers who were full of longing in the past became depressed and sad.

Now, he should go to be happy instead of being buried in my boundless sorrow and becoming a funeral object of my happiness that can never be reached.

He should be happy with Wei Young.

Be a bright man.

Instead of following me like now, and falling into this entanglement again.

……

At this moment, my heart trembled, and Wei Young broke free from Lu Wenjun's restraint, she said, Jiang Sheng, you deserve to be RH negative blood!However, you shouldn't make Cheng Tianyou and Liang Sheng suffer with you!You want to commit suicide, you want to cut your wrists, you can die!Why do you still want so many people to be unhappy all their lives because of you!
In Wei Young's excited and intense words, I realized that after I cut my wrist and passed out, the blood flowed all over the ground.During the rescue, blood transfusion was urgently needed because of excessive blood loss. However, I turned out to have RH-negative blood, and there is no such rare blood in the blood bank.At that time, Liang Sheng had just been brought to the hospital by Tianyou from the airport. When he heard the bad news, he ignored his own health and Wei Young's persuasion and feelings at the time, and asked the doctor to test his blood. If the blood type matched, I just drew his blood to extend my life... But unfortunately, after Liang Sheng's blood sample was drawn, it was discovered that it did not match my blood type.

Wei Young looked at me fiercely and said, Jiang Sheng, Liang Sheng is clearly in poor health!He is obviously very ill!But he can do this regardless of my worries and feelings... Since the two of you can sacrifice your life for each other, then let's go together!If you love incest, do it!Don't involve us in it, follow your pain!

Oh, a slap in the face cuts words like a knife.

Finally, I understood that Cheng Tianyou's initial decision not to let me meet Liang Sheng was not cruel.

He is right.

It's just me, too stubborn.

Too stubborn to lie to myself, my love for Liang Sheng is what my sister loves my brother.And it is this stubborn self-deception that makes all of us unhappy.

not happy.

Including Liang Sheng.

But, Liang Sheng, do you know?

How I wish you to be happy, how much I hope.

So, I raised my face, looked at Wei Young, and lost my mind for a long time.In the end, I say it with difficulty and earnestly, you are mistaken, I will soon... marry God Bless.At the wedding, after Liang Sheng handed me over to God, he will marry you in France.He loves you and you will be happy.

I murmured, Wei Young, you will be happy.Liang Sheng will be happy, and you will be happy too... We... all of us will be happy.

Wei Young looked at me hesitantly, eyes like water mist, blurred and in a trance, couldn't believe what I said.

My lips were pale, and I murmured, I didn't lie to you.I have grown up, and I am not the little girl who likes to get into the horns of the dead.It's just that I'm sorry for delaying your marriage with Liang Sheng... But, after I leave the hospital, I will marry Tianyou. Don't be angry with my brother, he was just frightened by my self-harm... That's why I didn't keep my promise to you.However, he will make it up to you soon...

Wei Young looked at me, silent.

After Wei Young left, the entire ward became a tomb.

There is a woman in the tomb, her name is Jiang Sheng.She has to bury all her fantasies and extravagant hopes in order to make herself and the people around her happy.

If you can, can you not be happy?

If possible, can I bury you in my heart forever?

I was like a helpless child, holding Lu Wenjun and crying loudly.

Lu Wenjun sighed, eyes full of tender distress, he said, Jiang Sheng, you want to marry Cheng Tianyou not because you love him so much, but because you can no longer bear to see Liang Sheng unhappy.I didn't answer, just muttered with tears, I must make Liang Sheng happy, I must make Liang Sheng happy!
At this time, I didn't pay attention at all, the door of the ward was slightly open.Outside the door, a man, holding the porridge he made by himself, stood there in a daze, listening to my sentence.

Jiang Sheng, you want to marry Cheng Tianyou not because you love him so much, but because you can no longer bear to see Liang Sheng unhappy.I must make Liang Sheng happy, I must make Liang Sheng happy!
Oh.

Pronounced.

She wants to marry me to make that man named Liang Sheng happy.

It turned out that marrying me was to make another man feel at ease and happy.

He closed his eyes heavily, with the corners of his mouth pursed in pain, like a sculpture, standing in the long corridor of the hospital.A lonely figure, a lonely face.

That little girl is really stupid.

All she knew was that for her sake, Liang Sheng was eager to donate blood to save her life, regardless of her health.But she didn't know that there was another man named Cheng Tianyou, who ran to various hospitals and blood stations in order to obtain rare blood for her within a limited time... Finally, at last, he got this hard-won blood... blood...

When he couldn't find suitable blood, this foolish man named Cheng Tianyou even thought about what he would do if, if Jiang Sheng... Jiang Sheng died because of this, the rescue was ineffective.
What should he do?

He already loved her so much that he couldn't help it, even if she failed his kindness and ignored his feelings.But he couldn't find a reason to persuade himself to give up loving her.

His love for her is not less than Liang Sheng's, nor is it thinner than Liang Sheng's.

But what should he do?

But she refused to take a good look at him. He loved her so much that he didn't know what to do!
Just when he was distracted by thinking about things in order to prepare blood for her, he had a car accident. Fortunately, he only scratched his face.

At that time, he even thought, if he could find blood suitable for her, so what if he died in this car accident?
Jiang Sheng, for so many years, so many years, I have watched helplessly and helplessly when you fell in love with Liang Sheng.

So, for so many years, so many years, why have you refused to see how strong and hopeless a man named Tianyou was when he loved you.

Oh.

I won't let you know that the wound on my face was done when I was looking for blood for you.I'll just let someone tell you it hurt while going to the airport chasing a student, that's the price I'm going to pay, and I deserve it.

I am afraid that if I tell you the real reason, you will feel sad and uneasy again.

Jiang Sheng, you are a girl who always likes to feel guilty, sad, and restless.

But I am so reluctant.

39 If you did this, it was for that man named Liang Sheng!Well, let me tell you, I despise your charity of the body!

That day, when Tianyou walked into the ward and put the porridge in front of me, I, who was crying on Lu Wenjun's shoulder, froze.

He wasn't as angry about it as he was in the past, but said in a faint, slightly tired voice, "I'm relieved when you wake up."

As soon as Lu Wenjun saw him coming, he stood up from me and told him that Jiang Sheng was recovering very well, as long as he paid attention to nutrition, the wound on his body would not cause too many problems.

Cheng Tianyou said, oh.

I suddenly grabbed Cheng Tianyou's hand, as if with great determination, and said, God you, I want to go home, I want to go back to Xiaoyushan.

Cheng Tianyou looked at me in surprise and said, your body...

I looked at him closely and said, there is nothing wrong with my body!Didn't Dr. Lu say that?There's nothing wrong with my body, I'm going home, I don't want to be here!
Lu Wenjun frowned and said, although there is no major problem with your health, it is better to pay attention!
Cheng Tianyou looked at me silently, stroked my hair lightly, and said, Jiang Sheng, be obedient, or, tomorrow, when your physical condition is stable, let's go home again?

But, but, I still hugged him and cried. I didn't say the reason, and I didn't listen to dissuasion. I just said, I want to go home, I want to go back to Xiaoyushan.

Lu Wenjun finally sighed, and said to Tianyou, take her home.If she continues to cry like this, I don't think the hospital can guarantee her health.

Tianyou looked at me, his eyes finally dimmed.

As smart as he is, he seems to have a vague feeling.

Back in Xiaoyu Mountain, Tianyou remained silent the entire time. The small bruise on his cheek from the car accident three days ago made him look even more indifferent and indifferent.

He helped me to bed, looked at my pale face, his eyes filled with distressed guilt, and asked me, Jiang Sheng, what do you want to eat?I'll try to do it.

He has been trying to give me the greatest tenderness and warmth, and he always tries to do some trivial things for me personally, such as cooking, which he is extremely bad at.

(End of this chapter)