Le Xiaomi youth sadomasochism collection

Chapter 53 Liang Sheng, can we not be sad (53)
If love can be transferred, I give up dignity (2)
My heart suddenly sank, and a small voice in my heart called quietly: Liang Sheng.

Although I know, I was wrong.

Because, at the moment he tore my clothes, he had already torn my heart, my stubbornness, and my self-righteous persistence.

When he saw me, he hesitated for a moment, and there was a faint doubt between his brows, but this subtle expression was finally covered by his cold eyes.

At this moment, the door of the emergency room opened, and the doctors who had finished the operation came out, followed by the nurses behind them holding trays with blood-stained scalpels.

I ran over quickly and wanted to ask the doctor how Miangua's injury was and whether there was any serious eye damage, but Wang Hao pushed him away.He anxiously pulled the doctor over, gesticulating with his skinny hands, but there were only monotonous syllables in his mouth, making an "ahhh" sound.

The doctor looked at this stubborn and anxious boy, then turned to me, and said that the patient’s cheek wound was severely traumatized, the chewing muscle of the cheek was severed by the blade, the vitreous body of the left eye was damaged, and he was blind...

I stood there dumbfounded.It was like a bolt from the blue.

I just remember that not long ago, in the car, Xiao Miangua turned around and smiled sweetly at me.

At that time, I didn't pay attention. The young man listened to the doctor's sentence with half understanding. When he heard the only word "blindness" he could understand, his face was already blue.He gasped heavily, as if he couldn't believe it was all real.In the end, this severe heartache turned into extreme hatred for me. He grabbed a bunch of scalpels from the nurse's tray like crazy, and stabbed at me frantically.

How damned I am in his eyes!Let such a sweet girl become unrecognizable.

At that time, I was already stunned by the doctor's diagnosis, and I didn't even notice that this deadly weapon was coming straight at me from this young man's hand.

The moment those sharp weapons fell, that familiar figure firmly blocked the sharp blades rushing in front of my eyes.

One sister owes debts to another sister, and one brother pays to another brother.

Liang Sheng, is that you?Are you willing to walk in front of me and block this sharp knife for me only when it hurts my life like this?

——However, those falling blades still slashed across his arm and pierced my shoulder...

At the moment when the blood flowed from my weak shoulder, his painful cry tore my eardrum, he turned over and hugged me, shouting——Jiang Sheng!
Under the severe pain in the body, his "Jiang Sheng" broke my heart.

I looked at the man in front of me, at the face that had appeared in my dreams countless times, my hand was slowly raised, and then dropped heavily, the corner of my mouth was pale, and tears fell like blood.I muttered, I know...you...are Liang Sheng...you are...brother.

elder brother……

It turned out that everything was not a dream.It turns out that you are absolutely by my side.It turns out that in that tragic car accident, you really flew down from the car and hugged me and cried.

But why, they lied to me.And you, also came to lie to me with them?

At this moment, my eyes turned into a piece of white, the snow-white hospital, the snow-white Jinling, the snow-white Liangsheng, the snow-white world...

In the snow-white world, the dialogue between the two men was vaguely heard.

One fierce as thunder.

A cold as ice.

——One said, four years ago, you promised me that you would never come back from France again!Four years have passed, but why did you break your promise after Jiang Sheng returned to this city!

——The other was silent for a long time before saying, I just want to see, my sister, is she... happy or not.

—Is she happy?You are destined not to be able to make her happy in this life!You can't give her happiness!Your amnesia and loss, for this girl who has suffered for so long, is the best ending for her to live in peace!

—I didn't want her to know that I was back at all.I promised my grandfather that I would not shame the Cheng family; I also promised you that I would never see Jiang Sheng again.However, I just want to see her from a distance before leaving.Moreover, meeting her in the hospital this time was purely coincidental, not that I followed her and followed her.If it wasn't for someone trying to hurt her, I wouldn't have recognized her at all.

——Since you said that you just wanted to see her from a distance before leaving, why didn't you leave?

——I have... a little... small problem with my... body.Dr. Lu asked me to stay for a while before returning to France.

--small issue?A small problem is not a terminal illness!Is your doctor making a fuss, or your excuses?

——So what if it's my excuse?I just look at her and don't want and won't bother you liking her!you love her!You marry her!

——(sneering) I love her, I will marry her, hehe, Liang Sheng, is this your sore spot?Even if this is the pain point of the two of you for the rest of your life, you can't change it!
——Please stop insulting my sister with such a topic!

—I insulted her?You two are insulting me!You clearly know that just a single shadow of you can make her entangled for a long time, and her heart and mind are all about you, so how could she not be aware of your existence?Your appearance caused her to run after your car, and was hit by the jealous Wei Young's car!You keep saying you care about your sister, have you ever thought that just a shadow that resembles you can make her so desperate for her life!

——When she was admitted to the hospital in a car accident, I was no better than you, Cheng Tianyou!But you won't allow me to be by her side at all!
——I don't care if you are happy or not, I just want Jiang Sheng to be happy!
——Yes, I knew four years ago that you are the person who can give Jiang Sheng the most happiness in the world.That's why I agreed to my grandfather's request to go to France and help Zhou Mu manage his business in France while studying.However, when I learned from Lu Wenjun that Jiang Sheng had returned to this city, I couldn't convince myself that I wanted to come back to see Jiang Sheng, to see if she would be happy!

——Lu Wenjun?He is really enthusiastic about you two brothers and sisters!Does he have a psychological shadow, jealous of his father's appreciation and kindness to you for no reason?I won't tell you this, I'll tell you, if you don't return to this city, she will be happier than anyone else now!I must save her from such a deformed liking for you!If you still stay in this city, Jiang Sheng will only get deeper and deeper into you in this life!Four years ago, you knew it!

——You don't have to say it, I'll be leaving soon.It's just that if you are sorry for Jiang Sheng, I will never let you go in my life!
——I don't need words like "you'll be leaving soon", I want you to leave immediately!leave now!Otherwise, when Jiang Sheng wakes up, who will end it?Can you persuade her to love you forever?

——Cheng Tianyou, she is my sister!You can't deprive me of my right to be by her side every time she's seriously ill.I love her no less than you.

——So, Liang Sheng, do you want to say "Jiang Sheng is your sister" or "Do you love Jiang Sheng"?do you love herWhy do you love?Because you are her real brother?Or is it because you can marry her, give her happiness, and stay with her for the rest of your life?

——Then how do you explain to her that I left again?Or should I force her to believe that my existence and appearance are her hallucinations, an illusion like last time?
——Then what else can I do?Can I just watch the woman I love, love the man she never deserves to love for the rest of her life, under the eyes of the world, suffering and incest for the rest of her life?
——Cheng Tianyou, I'm leaving!However, please put away the last words!I beg you!Never hurt my sister with that word!
——If you leave, Jiang Sheng will never have this word again!

--it is good!I go!
At this time, a voice like a spring breeze interrupted the dispute between the two men. He said, Mr. Cheng, please don't quarrel with another patient of mine in my patient's room!
Cheng Tianyou looked at Lu Wenjun with a sneer, and said, Liang Sheng...is sick?Are you acting with him, making excuses for his stay?Lu Wenjun glanced at Cheng Tianyou indifferently, "I don't have such talent and hobbies.Your cousin is indeed... ill. Mr. Cheng doesn't know about this matter... because we are still observing... Moreover, he doesn't want this matter to be known by Mr. Cheng, so as not to make him sad.

Cheng Tianyou was slightly taken aback, what do you mean by that?You mean, he's... seriously ill...

Lu Wenjun looked at Liang Sheng, then at Cheng Tianyou, and said, I am not used to drawing conclusions in front of my patients without sufficient examination and observation, and professional doctors will answer.

Cheng Tianyou smiled coldly and said, oh, I forgot.Mr. Lu, you are the dean, not a little doctor...

Lu Wenjun said, then, can you let my patient go and let him stay in the country temporarily, waiting for the results...

Cheng Tianyou's eyes were like stars, cold and pressing. He stared at Lu Wenjun closely, then at Liang Sheng, and said word by word, no!Can!by!
Lu Wenjun looked at Cheng Tianyou in disbelief. He had heard of this man's cruelty, but he never thought it would be so cruel, almost ruthless.

Cheng Tianyou didn't look at him, but looked at Liang Sheng with burning eyes. He said, I'm not ordering you, nor begging you, I'm just telling you, you have to leave!

You must leave!

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37 Jiang Sheng, I tell you!My love cannot tolerate half exchange!
When I woke up, my shoulder blades were tightly wrapped.

Cheng Tianyou stood in front of the window, his lonely and lonely back cast heavily on the fruit on the table in front of my bed, which was as sharp as the fruit knife on the table.Seeing me waking up, he hurriedly turned his head, and there was a kind of tender distress in his pure black pupils.He stepped forward to help me, Jiang Sheng, are you awake?
What about Liang Sheng?Where is my brother?I hardly paid attention to his concern, just anxiously looking for it.

In those broken dialogues that I heard in a coma, I suddenly understood, suddenly understood, why Liang Sheng has been terribly indifferent to me so many times, why he must make me hurt and despair.

Because, he doesn't want to and can't recognize me at all.Therefore, he only hurt me on one side and himself on the other.

No one can know how painful and desperate it was when he tore my clothes in order to make me give up, just like tearing himself!
The moment those kisses fell, or, he had the heart to kill himself at that time.It's just that, in order for me not to continue to suffer from being entangled with him, he had to force me to believe that he is not Liang Sheng!

Cheng Tianyou looked at my pale face, a look of despair flashed in his pupils, he might have thought that I would definitely ask where Liang Sheng was when I woke up, but he didn't expect that he would guess so accurately, nor did he expect I would ask so anxiously and so hard.

He was silent and did not speak.

I grabbed him anxiously and said, I know he is Liang Sheng!Where did you hide him?I want to see him!

He pulled my hand away, endured the pain, and said, Jiang Sheng, take a good rest, your wound is fine, and I will take you home in a while.

I didn't look at him, I got out of bed and walked out the door, intending to look for Liang Sheng.

I didn't want Cheng Tianyou to stand in front of me nervously, he said, Jiang Sheng, Liang Sheng has already left.

gone?I looked at Cheng Tianyou suspiciously.

He nodded, pushed me back to the bedside step by step, and said, yes, let's go, I will let him go back to France immediately, and don't disturb your life anymore!I said, I will make you happy all your life!

I sat down heavily on the bed, looked at Cheng Tianyou in disbelief, and said, you forced him away?
Cheng Tianyou's face was livid, obviously, he was irritated by my words.

At the moment when his face was downcast, my feelings, from anger and hatred, suddenly turned into compromise.

I know that even if I have all kinds of anger and complaints towards him, if I confront him head-on like before, he will only stop me from meeting Liang Sheng even more ruthlessly.

It's not that I haven't experienced his cruelty.

So, at that moment, for the sake of Liang Sheng, I held back all my anger towards him, and I begged him almost humbly, I said, Cheng Tianyou, let me meet Liang Sheng, let me see him one last time before he leaves , on one side.At this point, my tears started to flow.I said, in fact, even if he stays in this city, I will be with you, and I will be a good wife for you, and I will not fall into the emotional vortex you mentioned again, I beg you!
Cheng Tianyou was surprised to see my sudden change of mood. He was already prepared to be indifferent and cruel enough to ignore my accusation that he had concealed everything about Liang Sheng, and he was ready to ignore my sad accusation of his deception and his coercion. Even if I was ready to leave, I would leave angrily for this.

But when he found out that he was wrong, that I could actually put away all the sharp thorns on my body for that man named Liang Sheng, and begged him so submissively, fragmented despair flashed in his pupils.

Fragmented despair.

His face was pale, and the corners of his handsome and unusually beautiful eyes drooped heavily. He took a long breath, raised his head, and stared at me closely, his gaze as cold as water. He asked in a heavy and slow voice, Jiang Sheng, you... mean, you promised Marry me, if I didn't propose to you, if I didn't make any promises, would you...marry me?

I was stunned for a moment, and then I finally came to my senses. It turned out that, just now, I said something out of desperation in order to see Liang Sheng.However, after being stunned for a while, I still nodded heavily.

Cheng Tianyou let out a long sigh, and the corners of his mouth curved into a beautiful arc, he said, yes, Jiang Sheng, I... Got it.I see.

What did he know?

He knew a woman named Jiang Sheng and promised him that he could marry him in exchange for meeting a man named Liang Sheng.

Just one side.

Bet her heart, her body, her life.

He said nothing, and walked slowly towards the door.

Looking back, eyes full of scars.He said, Jiang Sheng, I tell you!My love cannot tolerate half exchange!You don't need to exchange with me, you are mine for the rest of your life!Moreover, you should give up on Liang Sheng!After speaking, the door was closed heavily.

I ran forward like crazy, pounded on the door, and I said, please, please, let me see him.Just one side!God bless!I don't care about anything with you, don't care about you cheating me for so long, what do you care about with me, are you imprisoning me?
On the glass window outside the door, there were Tianyou's sad and desperate eyes, and he said word by word, I don't want to see you in such a distraught state!I am imprisoning you!It is to tell you plainly that from now on, your life will never have anything to do with that man named Liang Sheng!Then, he looked at the watch on his wrist and said, I will let you out when Liang Sheng's plane takes off!There is also the matter of the little cotton melon, you don't need to worry, I will take good care of them!

He said, there is still an hour, when Liang Sheng's plane takes off, I will let you out!

At that moment, it seemed that the ticking of clocks all over the world was ringing in my ears, which made my cochlea hurt so much!Clocks can never understand the heartbreak of leaving people in the world, so they still run so happily.

Yes, happy.

I knocked on the door over and over again, imploring Cheng Tianyou anxiously and helplessly, I said, please, let me meet Liang Sheng.Please please please.

But this man no longer has the gentleness of the past. He looked at me with cold eyes, like ice and iron, and the corners of his mouth were tightly pursed, so stubborn, so hard.

What a hard heart he must have had at that time.

He can ignore my pleading, my tears, my fragility, so hard!

clock.

tick.Every minute and every second, like a thorn, pierced straight into my heart.

The pleading turned into a sob.

Weeping gradually turned into despair.

Eventually, my tears dried up in the corners of my eyes and turned into a smile.

I smiled foolishly at Tianyou in front of the glass window, my eyebrows were blooming, and I said, okay, I won't go to see Liang Sheng anymore, I won't go to see Liang Sheng anymore.I promise you still not?

After finishing speaking, I quietly locked the lock.

Tianyou looked at me hesitantly.He shouted, Jiang Sheng, what do you want to do?
I didn't look at him, I went straight to the table in front of the hospital bed, picked up a fruit knife, the sharp blade, like God's coldness, cut off all the extravagant hopes of Liang Sheng and me.

The blade is cold.

Above the pulse, the blood is warm.Swipe lightly.

Bright red blood on my wrist, red flowers bloomed, drop by drop, fell on the ground, and fell into Tianyou's almost crazy pupils.He banged on the door frantically, and said, Jiang Sheng, Jiang Sheng, I beg you, don't!No!
The pain is between my eyebrows, I still try my best to smile at God, yes, don't you just want me to be happy?Don't you just want me to be happy?Then, under the severe pain of cutting my wrist, I am also happy to show you, and I am also happy to show you!

A knife.

Fall deeply.

Another knife.

Falling deeper...

The moment the door was knocked open, many people poured into the ward, doctors, nurses, Lu Wenjun, and Cheng Tianyou.With almost dilated pupils, I looked at this indifferent man who looked like Liang Sheng, his mouth was slightly opened and closed, only lip-shaped, but silent.

I muttered, a younger sister...want...to meet...her brother...is it really... so difficult...

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38 If you can't speak, let me tell you with tears, my thoughts, my words.

When I woke up again, I had been in a coma for three days and three nights.

In the ward, the strong smell of soda water made people feel sad, and so many scars made me almost a broken doll.

At this time, a pair of warm hands firmly encircled my hand in his palm. It was a kind of long-distant warmth from childhood.

My slack pupils began to focus.

focus.

Focus on the face of the owner of the hands in front of you.Then, the whole person began to tremble, before the words came out, the tears were winding.

Liang Sheng gently raised his soft and long hand to wipe away my tears, his eyes were full of mist, filled with deep distress, he said softly, Jiang Sheng, don’t cry, my brother is here, Brother, never leave again.

My chapped lips trembled, but I still didn't speak.Or, I have so many words to say, and they pour out like crazy, clogging my throat and making it hard for me to speak.

Liang Sheng's hands wiped away my tears repeatedly, and my tears flowed and flowed again and again.

If you can't speak, let me tell you with tears, my thoughts, my words, tell you, I miss you for more than four years, more than 700 days and nights.

(End of this chapter)