Le Xiaomi youth sadomasochism collection

Chapter 30 Liang Sheng, can we not be sad (30)
Since you left, there are only two things left in my life to do (1)
Ginger:

Since you left, there are two things left in my life: looking for you, and, waiting for you.I have always hated myself, how could I leave you, who lost my memory, in a completely strange environment, with a group of people who are completely strange to you?

In this world, if a mushroom can't stay by the side of another rooted mushroom, who else can you expect to be sincerely kind to you?If even Jiang Sheng would abandon Liang Sheng, who else would come to look for you from all over the world?
Cheng Tianyou:
Because you understand, you are compassionate.But, Jiang Sheng, I'm sorry.The me at this time, facing you at this time, even if I understand, I can't be merciful.The compassion of the Buddha cannot overcome the knots in our love.

It can only be turned into ashes.

01 The yin and yang of the two of you are out of balance, and you need to adjust the endocrine system.

I don't know how to explain the cause and effect of the recent troubles-painful insomnia, endless time-travel imaginings, and the "shroom mushroom" whose behavior is extremely frustrating.

I thought the damn headache and insomnia were due to the sudden loneliness I had just returned to this old city;

However, insomnia is not terrible, the terrible thing is that after I entered the poor sleep state, I went on my time travel journey in my dream again - in fact, what a happy thing time travel is, if I can time travel to become Song Yu's wife Pan An's wife, but every time in my dream, I either time travel to become Luo Jiaying's version of Tang Monk, or travel to become a female ape man!I ran to the water's edge to see what I was like at that time, and I woke up in shock.

Then, continue with insomnia.Tianyou suggested to me very seriously, Jiang Sheng, in fact, you can raise a cat.Cats are very sleepy animals. Presumably, you will also be affected by it, and the quality of sleep will be greatly improved.

I was very puzzled at the time, thinking, why not raise a pig?It seems that pigs are more lethargic than cats.However, later, when I was struggling to think about whether raising pigs or raising cats could better improve my sleep, "Winter Mushroom" broke into my life first--to be exact, it should be said, a The cat broke into my life, and then I named it "Dong Mushroom".

The incident originated from a shopping trip with Jinling.

Four years is not very long, but it is enough for our youth to live through the vicissitudes of life.Walking on this street four years ago, there were two good sisters beside me, one was the flying Xiaojiu, and the other was the quiet and gentle Jinling; , just disappeared, disappeared in this street, and now the only thing I can hold by my hand is the hand of this girl named Jinling.

Why do you want to go back to this city?

This question was originally what I was about to ask Jin Ling, but unexpectedly, she asked it first.

Yes, four years ago, I went to Xiamen, and she went to Qingdao.In the moments when it was too late to be sad, we thought it would be a farewell.But now, the two of us have returned to the original point, to the old place that hurt us.

I looked at Jinling, then squinted at the sun.Yeah, why go back to this city?
I said, Jinling, I am the same as you.

Me too.Can't let go of the person you miss, can't let go of the past.I am always worried about Liang Sheng, in my dreams every day and every night, he has a sad expression, sad eyes, and a sad face.

I still miss Bei Xiaowu and Xiao Jiu, I always feel that they should be together happily.Since we have experienced so many injuries together, and since we like each other so much that we don't care about these injuries, then Xiaojiu, you should come back to us.And God Bless, I always think of the train station four years ago, he crossed the crowds and ran in front of me, his hair was wet with sweat, he held my hand to drag the suitcase.I remember the coldness of his fingers, the anxiety and dejection in his eyes.Also, the long confession he said-"If a 25-year-old man uses such a lame way just to say a word to that girl, can you understand his heart?" Then he Just looked at me for a long time, eyes full of sadness and expectation.

Every time, when I think of Cheng Tianyou in front of the platform of the train station, I always have a feeling of thousands of mountains and rivers.

So, after thousands of miles, I returned to the original place.Just like you, because you can't forget God's grace, even though he was once a man like a devil.But what to do?Who makes the person we like, let us follow so willingly?

Just when Jinling and I were immersed in the sad memory and couldn't extricate ourselves, we suddenly found that there was another little creature with even sadder eyes than the two of us.It's a gray stray cat.It has been following me and Jinling from afar, refusing to leave.Whenever there are few people, it will jump in front of me, take a look at my shoes, raise its head, and call me "meow" with sad eyes that make people heartbroken.

I told Jinling, look, I am not only popular with people, but also with cats!In fact, I thought to myself, could it be the reincarnated Xiaomi who ran out of my memory and looked at me so sadly.But I thought again, no, Xiao Mi should be waiting in heaven to be Liang Sheng’s younger sister for me in the next life, how could she change her mind and become a cat?I guess I've been a cat all my life, and I'm already tired of being a cat.

Jin Ling looked at this strange stray cat strangely. You know, stray cats are very alienated from people by nature.She shook her head, glanced at me, and said, Jiang Sheng, this kitten probably has "cerebral palsy", the mentally retarded cat, so it will be so affectionate to you!
The more I listened to it, the more it didn't feel right. I felt that Jinling's words had the flavor of "like attracts like", which kind of alludes to the fact that I am also a mentally retarded creature.

In order to separate myself from this mentally handicapped cat, I didn't stay any longer.Continue walking with Jinling, talking about Bei Xiaowu and his recent drunken life while walking.

Jinling suddenly remembered something, and said, Jiang Sheng, you know, Bei Xiaowu has a new love recently, and it is said that he met while clubbing.

What?I was taken aback, not because of Bei Xiaowu, because after I came back, Bei Xiaowu had already introduced me to countless "new loves" of his, and I guess they were all bluffing.He just wants me to see that he doesn't miss Xiao Jiu anymore and that he is doing well.But, everyone knows, how could he forget it!What surprised me was that Jinling would gossip like this. Could it be that she was assimilated after becoming a reporter?

I said, you are not going to join the paparazzi, are you?

Jinling gave me a blank look and said, don't talk about this, look at the two of us are being followed by the cats!
When I looked back, the little gray stray cat was still stubbornly following me and Jin Ling, its eyes became more and more sad as I walked, and its meowing became more and more sad.

I turned to Jinling and said, leave it alone.I asked Jinling again, what is the name of Bei Xiaowu's new love, what does it look like, how tall is it, and where is her home?

What a nagging, do you think you are fucking Bei Xiaowu, big sister!Jinling glanced at me complainingly, and said, that little girl had a very festive name, Babao, and I had seen them during the interview in Xiushuishan.The little girl is chubby, with a little baby fat, don't tell me, her eyebrows and eyes really have the smell of Xiaojiu!

Eight... eight treasures?I looked at Jinling and thought to myself, little "nine", now it is "eight" treasure (porridge), what's next? "Seven" sword!Well, Seven Swords Down the Tianshan Mountains.What about the next one? "Six" God (shower gel).Then there are "five" grains (Fengdeng), "four" sheep (Kaitai), "three" flowers (Juding), two... two hundred and five, one?One stick!No, all the natural numbers in the ones place are all in place!
Just as I was planning "Brother Wu naturally counts the women's rangers" in my heart, a royal blue BMW car slowly stopped beside me, the window was slowly lowered, and a delicate and unparalleled face appeared in front of me and Jinling.

God bless?Jin Ling looked at the man in the car and said with a smile, don't you want to monitor Jiang Sheng 24 hours a day?Cheng Tianyou smiled, with gentle sparkle in his eyes, and said, I really think about it, but our lively Miss Jiang, how could it be possible for me to catch my eye.After finishing speaking, he looked at me and asked, Jiang Sheng, are you tired from shopping?If you are tired, I will take you home.If you are not tired, you can continue shopping, and I will follow slowly behind.

Forget it, I don't want to be followed by such a cool car, it's too unsuitable for our civilian temperament.After speaking, Jinling opened the door and got into the car.Tianyou smiled at me and said, Jiang Sheng, come up.

I looked at Tianyou and smiled faintly.I know why he always follows me lately, because many days ago, I was chasing a white Lincoln crazily on the road, because, I saw that picture in my dream countless times from the car window. The face that appears in it.

This face once made me walk through every street in this city.

This face made me cry helplessly at countless intersections.

I used to hold a missing person notice with his photo, stood in every prosperous area, handed it out to the pedestrians coming and going, and then bowed deeply; bowed deeply, and then continued to hand out... I asked everyone passing by People, if you have seen him, be sure to tell me where he is.

However, every day, every hour, every minute, every second in this city, countless faces flashed before my eyes, some were indifferent, some were sympathetic, some were indifferent...but none of them belonged to you.

Many times, when God Bless found me, he would silently stand by my side.He once persuaded me that he will definitely find you, and I don't need to search so blindly.However, I can't do it, quietly waiting for the news about you that I don't know when it will come.

Many times, when I am saddest and almost want to give up, I always feel that you are by my side.It seems that as long as I look back, you will smile slightly, walk towards me, and then hold my hand, as if all the injuries have never happened.Time is still stuck on that day, you said to me, Jiang Sheng, go home for dinner.

You are by my side.Is this my illusion?However, I always feel that there is your breath, your shadow, and your smell among the hurried crowd.

Until that day, I saw a shadow in that white Lincoln that looked very much like you.

You can laugh at me, my eyes are dazzled; you can also laugh at me, I am stupid.So, I chased that car and couldn't stop.In the end, he was crazily knocked off the roadside by a small Beetle following him.

A lot of blood flowed out from my body, like a flooded Qingshui River.

At that moment, my blurred eyes seemed to see the white Lincoln stop, a pair of melancholy and distressed eyes, and that beautiful face. He hugged me tightly and shouted at the top of his voice. My name is Jiang Sheng, Jiang Sheng!

I gradually fell into a coma, and the shadow gradually faded away.As if everything is my illusion.

When I woke up, only Cheng Tianyou was sitting next to me anxiously, with a distressed expression on his face.Seeing me wake up, he gently called my name, Jiang Sheng, Jiang Sheng.

Suddenly, I couldn't tell the difference between Cheng Tianyou and Liang Sheng.Their faces, just like this, alternated in front of my eyes. For a while, it was the distressed eyes of Liang Sheng before the car accident and coma, and for a while, it was the distressed face of Cheng Tianyou, who was in the hospital bed.

I murmured to Cheng Tianyou, I said, I saw Liang Sheng, I really saw Liang Sheng!

But Tianyou said, it was your hallucination, Jiang Sheng.Don't lie to yourself.please!There is no white Lincoln, nor those sad eyes!Jiang Sheng, everything is your illusion!When he said this, his back straightened slightly, and his eyes shone with desolation like falling fireworks.

Is it hallucination?At the time, I couldn't believe it.I have been immersed in the moment of the car accident, and the moment when Liang Sheng hugged me.So, I didn't listen to Tianyou's dissuasion, but used all my strength to fall off the hospital bed, trying to climb out of the hospital, looking for the white Lincoln, and the shadow of Liang Sheng I had seen.

The infusion bottle fell heavily on the ground, and the bright red venous blood flowed out of my body in an instant, and my injured leg also ached violently.Cheng Tianyou absolutely did not expect such a scene. While calling for doctors and nurses, he hugged me on the ground.

Even in the midst of all these pains, I kept calling that name that broke his heart—Liang Sheng!Liang Sheng!

So, since that accident, after I recovered and was discharged from the hospital, every time I went out, Cheng Tianyou would definitely appear behind me in a car at some point.I think, he must be terrified of that kind of car accident, and even more afraid that I will have that terrible hallucination at any time, and then fall into it. In the end, he doesn't know what kind of injury he has suffered.

It is undeniable that Cheng Tianyou was extremely frustrated by that accident.He can't imagine, it's just an illusion, it's just a shadow of Liang Sheng, it will drive me so crazy that I don't even need to die!
So, many times, he and I didn't mention the name "Liang Sheng".

He hurts.I hurt too.

In addition, I will not mention it again. I once saw a white Lincoln and Liang Sheng, who was by my side.I know that all of this, as Tianyou said, is just an illusion.

A hallucination that could destroy me!

After Jinling got into the car, he looked at me who had been standing by the side of the car, and was very puzzled, Jiang Sheng, what are you thinking?Get in the car!Could it be that he was reluctant to part with that mentally handicapped stray cat?
As soon as I got in the car, I heard that the gray kitten's meowing became very shrill. Even if the flesh and blood were separated, it probably wouldn't be able to make that kind of sound.

Tianyou frowned, looked at the kitten on the side of the road that kept barking "crying for father and mother", and asked me, Jiang Sheng, what did you do to it?Did you rob it of its rations? It screamed so angrily?

Jinling smiled and said, this cat has a crush on your Jiang Sheng, so hurry up and drive away!Otherwise, your Jiang Sheng might become Mrs. Cat instead of Mrs. Cheng.

Jinling's words benefited Tianyou very much, he smiled and drove away.

I gave Jinling a blank look, she always talked about me and Cheng Tianyou.Jinling smiled secretly, and whispered in my ear, Jiang Sheng, look, am I selling my friends for glory?

I thought to myself, if you can really seek glory, why don't you just hang me on a hook and sell me as pork for two pounds!But Jinling seemed to see what I was thinking. She smiled and said, "Che, Jiang Sheng, you are so narrow-minded. I have been watching me for so many years, but I will never leave you!"

Before I had a good recollection of Jinling's "never leave and never give up", that little gray stray cat had already taught me a lesson about what "never leave and never give up" is!
——This cat has been traveling through mountains and rivers, and followed me back to the door of the house!
When Jin Ling and I got out of the car and saw this little gray stray cat again, we were completely shocked.After watching it chasing me for hundreds of thousands of miles, I have to be impressed by this cat's persistence!I thought to myself, is it possible that such a young mind can recognize that I am the rare "Master" in its life?

I asked Jinling, do I really have the words: Great, Beautiful, Kind, Wisdom, etc. written on my face?
Jin Ling curled his lips and said with a smile, I guess, the words "I am a fish" are probably engraved on your face in invisible cat characters.

At that moment, I decided, adopt it.Leaving aside its weird and powerful attachment, maybe, as Cheng Tianyou said, it will save my incurable insomnia.

However, after taking it home, I changed my shoes, only to find that the cat didn't like me very much, but kept going around my shoes, stretching out its paws to touch my shoes from time to time, trying to Bring it down.

Later, it was Cheng Tianyou who solved the mystery for me.It turns out that this cat didn't have a "soft spot" for me. The reason why it followed me back to the house so unrelentingly was that when I was shopping, I accidentally stepped on it. Small pieces of fried fish accidentally dropped on the ground.

Small pieces of fried fish!Think about it, just stepping on my feet, what a cruel and inhumane thing for a kitten who has been longing for it for a long time.So, that poor little stray cat jumped up to me from time to time in places with few people, looking at my shoes and meowing.

I thought it was shouting "Long live the Ming Lord"!Who knew that this "tricky" guy actually called "give me back the fish fillet"!No wonder it barks so sadly and mournfully!It's grandma's!

Seeing my extremely angry face, Cheng Tianyou laughed so much that his mouth was almost swallowed up, and he was about to open it behind his ears.In the end, he still did not forget to make fun of me, saying, fortunately, the living standards of cats have generally improved, and you can still step on fish fillets. The mouse" crossed the street.

Although Cheng Tianyou's words made me indigestible, but fortunately, the "Winter Mushroom" at that time still bought me with its charming little winks.

I took it in and solemnly named it: Mushroom.Tianyou was full of doubts about the name "Winter Mushroom". He said, Jiang Sheng, why is it called this name?
So what should it be called?Babao?I asked Cheng Tianyou, for some reason, the name of Bei Xiaowu's newest favorite Babao came out of his mouth.

Tianyou smiled and said, "Jiang Sheng, you kid, you only ask questions about robbing white people like this when you have a little bit of your own innocence in your heart."What is it called?The fox pretends to be the tiger, and is fierce and soft inside!Don't say why you chose this name, you don't have to be so forceful to cover up those little secrets in your heart.This will backfire, let me know.

Cheng Tianyou's words made me feel overwhelmed. I picked up the dirty mushroom and argued strongly, no, it's not what you think!
Cheng Tianyou stopped asking, but looked around the living room and asked me, Hey, Jiang Sheng, where is the bunch of lilies I brought you yesterday?Didn't you put them in the bedroom, that would affect sleep!

While I was thinking about how to bathe the mushrooms, I looked at the refrigerator behind Cheng Tianyou, smiled, and said, I put the lily in the refrigerator. I think such a beautiful flower should be kept fresh for fear that it will spoil soon !
(End of this chapter)