Le Xiaomi youth sadomasochism collection

Chapter 29 Liang Sheng, can we not be sad (29)
I can smile like a fool in front of him every day, but I can't stop the tears I shed when I am in pain.He can pour out all the sand in the clay pot, but he can't completely pour out his concern for a little girl named Jiang Sheng.

81 He said, Jiang Sheng, is this okay?

Liang Sheng underwent finger-joining surgery, and finally he did not become disabled.However, due to severe brain trauma, he lost his memory.The only thing he remembers is that he had a clay pot filled with sand and a plant called ginger flower.

On the day I received the admission notice, I unfolded the notice in front of Liang Sheng and showed it to him.

He looked at it silently, staring at the notice of Xiamen University printed in a daze.Then, he slid his fingers across the first line of my name on the notice, and said softly, Jiang Sheng.

ginger.

Then his eyes were covered with large swaths of mist.

I was suddenly very happy. I felt that if Liang Sheng lost his memory, he would no longer have to feel sad for all the pain he had experienced. Here, in the Cheng family, he would have a brand new life of his own, but there would never be another one in his life. The girl named Jiang Sheng called him brother.

In September, I left this place and went to Xiamen.Jinling went to Qingdao for the exam, and both Weiyang and Bei Xiaowu got into a university in the provincial capital, just across from our middle school.

Wei Young doesn't want to leave because of Liang Sheng.

Bei Xiaowu said that he could not leave either.Because he wanted to stay here, he was worried that if he went to other places, Xiao Jiu would not be able to find him when he came back.

Facing this city, I only have two words in my heart, don't leave it!

Yes, leave nothing!

Just before boarding the train, Cheng Tianyou got out of the crowd and ran in front of me, his hair was wet with sweat.He took my hand pulling my luggage and said, Jiang Sheng, I haven't had the courage to talk to you for so long.Jiang Sheng, he hurriedly took out a mobile phone from his pocket, with black blood on it.He said, Jiang Sheng, do you still remember the mobile phone you used when the alley was bent?Remember my unreasonable trouble with you that summer vacation?Actually, this phone is not lost at all, just, just, I can't find a suitable excuse to call you... If a 25-year-old man uses such a crappy way just to have a word with that girl, you Do you understand his heart?After speaking, he looked at me expectantly.

I remained silent until the spark of hope in his eyes dissipated little by little.He sighed and said, sorry, I hurt you.I no longer expect anything else, but, Jiang Sheng, please forgive me, please?

I said, God Bless, in the past 18 years, I have traveled many roads, crossed many bridges, and seen many scenery, but I only loved one person, a person who looks like Liang Sheng, and that is you, God Bless!Do you understand?

Tianyou was stunned for a while, and said, I understand.In the past 25 years, I have done many bad things, bullied many people, met many women, and only loved one person. The one who treats me as a cool student is you, Jiang Sheng.

I said God bless, give me a while, okay?If I walk the road for another four years, cross the bridge for another four years, and see the scenery for another four years, if I can still remember your eyebrows and eyes, and the way back, I will definitely come back to find you.

Tianyou let go of his hand and said, I will give you four years.In these four years, I will no longer do bad things, no longer bully others, and no longer have other women. I will wait for you to think of my eyebrows, for you to think of the way back, and for you to come back to me.

He said, Jiang Sheng, is this okay?

82 They also called me Jiang Sheng, but not as nicely as you.

From then on, I bid farewell to that city.

The only thing that connects us is a bank card.Cheng Tianyou always transfers money to that card for me.Between us, there is no greeting, not even a phone call.

Often, I would wonder if Liang Sheng is doing well.

Many times, I want to talk to Liang Sheng.I want to tell him that I have learned to use perfume, I also use very warm and shiny lip gloss, and I have learned to wear high heels, but my feet are prone to pain.I still wear flats most of the time.The little girl from Weijiaping still couldn't change her old habits.

Also, there are many boys who are courting me, but none of them are like you Cheng Tianyou.

I am also on their bicycle, through every street in the city.They also call me Jiang Sheng, but they don't call me as nicely as you.They gave me roses and many beautiful gifts, but none of the men invited me to eat braised pork and sweet and sour pork, forced me to be a rabbit, fed me vegetable salad, and said that girls should keep in shape .God, Liang Sheng, you know how thin I am.And you know, I'm a pig, so every time I come out of the restaurant with them, I will search the surrounding streets to eat those odd snacks.I can't find anywhere that sells baked sweet potatoes, so long gone that aroma.

By the way, I forgot to tell you.In my junior year, I took vocal music as my elective.I finally learned how to play the piano, although only scratching the surface.

I finally lived like a little girl in the city, but I was not very happy.

I didn't fall in love, not because of other reasons, but because, in the original place, there was a man who looked very much like you, and he was waiting for me to go home.

He is so like you, with eyebrows and eyes similar to yours.

Liang Sheng, I have forgotten all the past, just like you have never been in my life.So, are we even?
In this way, will our future be very happy?

Also, Liang Sheng, I will return to my original city soon, because I graduated.

Because, four years have passed like this.I still can't find anyone more like you than Cheng Tianyou.

I will see you, Jinling, Bei Xiaowu, Weiyang, and Cheng Tianyou.

Of course, I don't know if Xiao Jiu has come back.I hope she has come back. In fact, I have already forgiven her tearful eyes in my sleep.

However, when I go home, don't ask my name, you've forgotten it anyway.

Forgetting a girl named Jiang Sheng who walked through your life and called you brother was the most painful thing you ever had.

Wei Young said, don't let you remember me, don't remember who I am, in this way, we will all be very happy.Your grandfather asked me to do the same.

I agreed.

I can't say no.

Because, I really don't want to see any sad light in your eyes anymore.

That's cruel.

But, Liang Sheng, I always feel that you are deceiving me, that you have not lost your memory at all.You just want me to forget those memories that I can't bear.You just want to tell me that your memory is pure white without any harm.More importantly, you have to let me know that you have forgotten me and lost all memories about Jiang Sheng.That way, I can live better without suffering from the scars we both share.

83 If you see a beautiful boy with sad eyes, remember to tell him the way home.

In the summer of the fourth year, I returned to the city where Cheng Tianyou lived.

When he opened his arms to me at the airport, I seemed to see Liang Sheng's appearance.Love is a distressing and exciting substitute.

I didn't accept his hug because suddenly the city felt a little strange to me.

Cheng Tianyou helped me with my luggage.In the car, he kept looking at me and said, Jiang Sheng, I thought you wouldn't come back.

I said, no way, but fortunately you didn't change your mobile phone number. If you changed it, I would definitely be wandering away and couldn't go home.

During dinner, I met a lot of people.They are still the same as I am familiar with.The only thing I didn't see was Liang Sheng, so I didn't dare to ask.Because from four years ago, Liang Sheng was no longer someone I should care about.

At night, I finally couldn't help it, and asked Cheng Tianyou, where is Liang Sheng?
Cheng Tianyou endured it for a long time, not knowing how to answer me, he said, Jiang Sheng, let me tell you, you can't be sad, okay?
He's so stupid, and the moment he says that, I'm already starting to feel bad.

He said that Liang Sheng got lost.

It turned out that Liang Sheng disappeared shortly after I went to Xiamen for school.Because, in order for Liang Sheng to completely forget the past that shouldn't have happened, Cheng Tianyou's grandfather moved away the ginger flower that was always by his side.

When Liang Sheng woke up from sleep, he found that the jar of ginger flowers was gone, so he searched everywhere, almost searching the whole house.Everyone told him that there was no ginger flower at all.

It turned out he was still looking around.After leaving for the last time, I never came back...

With tears streaming down my face, I asked him, how could you lose Liang Sheng?

Cheng Tianyou said, I'm sorry, Jiang Sheng.We have been looking for Liang Sheng for the past four years, please believe me, I will definitely find him, and we will definitely find him.

I believe in Cheng Tianyou, if he says he will find it, then he will find it.

Facing the empty city, I often wondered if such a boy really walked by in my life. I called him Liang Sheng, and he called me Jiang Sheng.

Liang Sheng is the older brother and Jiang Sheng is the younger sister.

Or is this just a dream, a long, long dream?

In my spare time, I always pay attention to every street and bridge I pass, hoping to find that boy who is as cold as snow.Together with Cheng Tianyou, I planted large tracts of ginger flowers in the yard.I hope that Liang Sheng, who has been looking for Jiang Hua, can find his way back.

If, on the long street, you see a boy looking around, he has sad and beautiful eyes.Please remember, be sure to ask me if his name is Liang Sheng.If he is cold, please help me add an old clothes for him, if he is hungry, please help me give him a piece of dry food.Most importantly, please tell him that the girl named Jiang Sheng has been waiting for him to come home.

(End of this chapter)