the time you love

Chapter 38 I'm going to grow old with you (3)
Jiang Enai's face was a little ugly: "Yes, I admit, I complained. But He Bixi, if you were me, would you be willing to have the man you like be with the enemy who killed your sister?"

I sneered: "Your assumption is very problematic. Your sister committed suicide. I sympathize with her death, but I believe in my father's character, not to mention that he is no longer alive. There is no way to find out who is right now. You hate I chose me not because of your sister, but because of my promise."

Jiang Enai laughed, her facial muscles twisted, "Yes, you are right, I hate your father for killing my sister, I hate you for taking away the man I love, and I hate Zhou Nuoyan for not loving me! You know what? That day I found out that you are He Changqing’s daughter, I ran to tell him, I was thinking how could he not know, and at the same time I made a lot of excuses for him, I told myself that he must not know, but it turned out that I'm terribly disappointed, not only did he know it clearly, but he also warned me not to mention it in front of you, and I refused... He, he actually threatened me!"

There was a sharp hatred in her eyes, "It's all you. Without you, he wouldn't treat me like this. He never scolded me. It's all because of your appearance. He only has you in his eyes now." Alone! I've been waiting for him for so many years. He used to go out with my sister and I followed him quietly. At that time, I was only in junior high school. My sister loved me and didn't say anything when she knew it. They all regarded me as a child I started to study hard, and I told myself that since Nuoyan likes girls like my sister, I will let myself be like that. I went to medical school for him, but no one knew how afraid I was of touching dead bodies. It felt like It was being crawled over by thousands of rats... During the five years of school, it was like a purgatory for me. Every anatomy class was my nightmare. I had a high fever. As soon as my sophomore year started, our homeroom teacher advised me to transfer to another department. I refused. In order to continue to stay, I forced myself to drink tomato juice every day, and watched human anatomy tapes every day. , and even went to the morgue to spend the night... I worked so hard just to get closer to him, but after graduation, I fell out with my parents and insisted on coming here for an internship. He is together, but you! Everything was destroyed by you!"

Looking at her hysterical appearance, I suddenly felt that she was a utterly pitiful person.

She saw the pity in my eyes, and smiled darkly: "So, I want revenge, and I will not let you or him go. I want him to think that he is dying, and let him force you with his own hands. Walk."

My whole body was shocked, and I grabbed her shoulder tightly, "What did you say? What did you want him to think that he was about to die? What did you do? Make it clear!"

The corners of her mouth were raised, with a smile after a successful plot, "What? Didn't Guo Yi tell you? It's no wonder, maybe he didn't know, I sent the email early this morning, and the dean probably still has it now." Sleeping fast. He Bixi, you should really be thankful that I have love for Zhou Nuoyan besides hatred, otherwise..."

I covered my mouth tremblingly: "Could it be that he didn't have stomach cancer, it was you..."

"That's right, he didn't have stomach cancer at all, just a stomach ulcer, and I replaced his sample."

"You..." I was angry and happy at the same time. I wanted to slap her hard, but I couldn't muster the strength.

"Everything I did was to keep him. I don't want you to reconcile, and I don't want him to go to Melbourne with you. You hurt him for another man. Why did he forgive you so easily?" Her eyes were sad Resentment, muttered in his mouth; "And me, I love him so much, why doesn't he love me?"

"Let me tell you why, loving someone is not so loving. You used the wrong method at the beginning. You thought you could replace your sister, but in fact, people are different, and no one can replace anyone. There is nothing wrong with love on the one hand, but since you can’t ask for it, you should let it go. Your fault is that you can’t get happiness, and you don’t make others happy. In fact, there is someone worthy of your love around you. If you are stubborn, you will only continue Pain down."

She was silent for a while, then snorted softly, "I don't need you to teach me a lesson, let alone pity you. I told you this not to win your sympathy. You should hate me. My mother did something I couldn't bear to do." She is mentally ill, so she doesn't have to bear criminal responsibility, even if Zhou Nuoyan dies, you can't sue her."

"If the promise is gone, what's the point of me suing her? You still don't understand that revenge is the most meaningless thing." I looked up at the blue sky above my head and tried to give her a smile, "However, I believe he will wake up, he will, he will not be willing to leave me, this kind of feeling, I think you will never understand."

She stared at me with complicated expressions, until I turned around and walked away, and I heard her cry out in a crying voice: "Even if he can't wake up, his heart and his people will always be yours. I would rather lie on the hospital bed now." It’s me, let him feel guilty for the rest of his life! I was walking behind you on the stairs just now, do you know how much I wanted to push you down? But I dare not, I’m afraid he will hate me to death when he wakes up, but I thought, since I can’t get his love, it’s not bad to get his hatred.”

I stopped, but didn't want to look back at her.

"But I didn't do that after all. He hasn't woken up yet, and he may never wake up. If you die too, then wouldn't I have fulfilled you?" After finishing speaking, she actually laughed again.

I felt cold all over my body, my heart felt as if a piece had been severely gouged out, and the bright sunlight made my body feel cold.

"Jiang En'ai, face the reality, if you continue like this, you will go crazy."

Holding on to the handrail, I climbed up the stairs step by step. The dizziness in front of my eyes intensified, and I had to sit down and close my eyes to rest.Footsteps came from behind, followed by an exclamation: "Tourma, what's wrong with you?"

I slowly opened my eyes, and smiled slightly at Guo Yi who had already run up to me, "It's nothing, I'm a little tired."

"I'll help you go back." Without any explanation, he put his hand under my arm.

"No, wait." If he sent him back to the ward, he would definitely need another examination and infusion, so I hurriedly stopped him, "Can you sit with me for a while?"

"Here?" He was a little surprised, but still obeyed me.

"Guo Yi, tell me the truth, Nuoyan...can you wake up?"

Guo Yi comforted me without thinking: "Don't think about it, he will be fine."

These words did not reassure me, on the contrary, they made me feel unreasonable fear. A hundred blessings are no match for one curse. Jiang En'ai's vicious voice echoed in my ears, and I trembled tremblingly, trembling and supporting myself. However, when I turned around and lifted my feet, I tripped and almost fell, but luckily Guo Yi had quick eyes and hands to support me.

"Are you okay?" he asked with concern.

I was so trembling that I couldn't speak fluently, pointing forward, "Go back,... where the promise is."

When I arrived at the door of the ward, I saw that the closed door was open. I was so frightened that my hands and feet were cold. Guo Yi was obviously also stunned. He left me and walked in quickly. I was so anxious that I stumbled and fell over.

The bed was empty.

My brain exploded with a bang, and I collapsed at the foot of the bed.

"Don't worry, Bixi, I'll ask." Guo Yi patted my shoulder, ran out in a hurry, bumped into the nurse who was coming in at the door, and he didn't care about apologizing, and grabbed her wrist, " What about the patient?"

"In the operating room, the wound is infected." The nurse replied timidly.

As if catching a ray of dawn in the eternal night, I was struggling to stand up, but I stumbled somewhere, staggered and fell to the ground, and lost consciousness after a sharp pain in my abdomen.

On the cold operating table, Zhou Nuoyan lay there quietly, his face paler under the shadowless lamp.

I ran over in a panic, lay on top of him and shouted loudly: "Nuoyan, promise, wake up!"

He didn't respond, and I was unwilling to push his body hard.

His eyelashes trembled slightly, and I exclaimed in surprise: "Nuoyan, are you awake? Open your eyes and look at me!"

He opened his eyes obediently, his eyes blank.

"Nuyan, you're finally awake." I moved closer to him with teary eyes, almost touching him with the tip of my nose.

He looked at me, his voice was weak, "Who are you?"

I was like a thunderbolt, staring at him dumbfounded, "Me? I'm Tourmaline, what's wrong with you?"

How is this going?He obviously didn't suffer from a brain injury.

"Tourmaline?" His black pupils seemed to burst out with star-like light, shining brightly, and dimmed again in a blink of an eye, "But, I don't know you."

"How is it possible?" I was anxious, and put my arms around his neck, "How could you not know me? You have raised me for seven years, bullied me for seven years, and we are both married. How can you turn your face and deny me in just one sleep? People, promise promise, don't scare me!"

He looked at me with some distress, "Are we husband and wife?"

I nodded emphatically.Listening to his tone, do you want to go back on your word?
"I really don't have any impression at all. Besides, how could I marry you? You are not my type at all. "

"Ah?" Another thunderbolt from the blue sky hit me on the head, and I couldn't even hold my breath, "Then, what kind do you like?"

"Long hair fluttering, not as tall as you, and not as clingy as you."

My heart was so cold that I said nah na: "You haven't forgotten Jiang Enjie yet, you really...you can't forget her."

(End of this chapter)