the time you love

Chapter 39 I'm going to grow old with you (4)
He raised his eyebrows in surprise, "You know Enjie? But I broke up with her long ago."

The more I thought about it, the more wronged I became, and I couldn't stop feeling sad, and scolded him: "Zhou Nuoyan, how could you do this! It's clear that you provoked me first. If you hadn't brought me home seven years ago, I wouldn't be here today." Worried about being frightened and suffering, afraid that you will die, afraid that you won't wake up, it's good that you wake up, forget about me completely, you were the first to mention getting married... now I have nothing but you, but now you What do you mean..."

"Tourmaline..." He sat up.

"Don't call me! Don't you know me? You bastard!" I reached out and wiped my face indiscriminately, rushed over to grab him, bit him hard while he was not paying attention, and then pushed him away.

"Oh—" He covered the corner of his bleeding lips and glared at me angrily.

I looked back at him without fear, "If you don't want me, I'll bite you!" After I finished speaking, I thought this was quite funny, and couldn't help myself from laughing first.

"Tourma, are you awake?" A joyful voice echoed in my ears.

Who?I turned my head to take a look, and when I turned around again, I found that Zhou Nuoyan was gone, and the operating table disappeared out of thin air!I was so anxious that I was sweating profusely, and shouted: "Nuoyan, where are you, promise? Come back, come back quickly, I lied to you, I won't bite you, I will treat you well from now on—"

"Tourma, wake up, I promise he's fine!" The disturbing voice sounded again, what was he talking about?He said the promise... the promise is all right?
I suddenly woke up.

It turned out to be a dream.

He raised his hand to touch Guo Yi's face, which was enlarged in front of his eyes, and squeezed it hard.

Guo Yi hurriedly called out, but his face was full of joy, "Thank God, you finally woke up, Bixi, you have been in a coma for three days and three nights, if you don't wake up, I will be annoyed to death by your sister, her cursing skills It’s really amazing, it’s an eye-opener, I’ve learned it…”

"What happened to the promise?" I lifted the quilt and was about to get out of bed.

He hurriedly stopped me and pointed to the hanging bottle next to him, "It's almost over, don't be in a hurry, I'll ask the nurse to bring you some food, and you can go to see him after eating, and you don't want to faint again By his bedside? Don't worry, Nuoyan has passed the dangerous period, and the wound is healing well, but the person has not yet woken up."

My eyes turned hot, "Really? Has he really passed the dangerous period? You didn't lie to me?"

"It's true, I'm not a doctor if I lie to you." He remembered something, and said, "He didn't suffer from stomach cancer, so... it was all caused by Enai. She explained everything to the dean and was fired... "

"I already know, she looked for me that day."

He was a little surprised, smiled immediately, and said, "Don't mention her, just wait, I'll call the nurse over."

I looked at his back, fearing that I would still be trapped in a dream, I lowered my head and bit all ten fingers.

I bit down hard, and the clear tooth marks couldn't fade away for a while. Although it hurt a little, I was full of joy, and I knew that the nightmare was going away from me.

The days seem to have come to a standstill, almost like years.

Despite the doctor's guarantee, Zhou promised that if I didn't wake up for a day, I would not be safe.Fortunately, the news that the doctor reported to me every day is developing on the positive side. This is a great encouragement to me, and I will stay by his side even more.Maybe it's my psychology, but I just feel that his complexion has also improved.

I kissed his face, took his hand and put it in the palm of my hand, thinking about the fear these days, my nose was sore, and my tears fell down.

"Promise, why are you still awake? I've had enough, let's change, let me sleep, you come and watch over me..." Burying his face in his arms, his body was warm, which made him I feel at ease.

The afterglow of the setting sun moved in inch by inch from the small balcony outside, and time passed by every minute.

The tears that I had endured for a long time broke the embankment, and I couldn't stop for a while. I dragged his hand to cover my face. I rubbed it up twice.

"Tourmaline..." A soft murmur sounded in his ear.

"Yeah." I replied, stunned.This voice, is... the promise calling me?I raised my head hastily, and met his deep eyes that were shrouded in confusion at the moment, my heart beat wildly for a moment.

"Promise! Are you awake? Are you really awake? I, am I not dreaming?" I grabbed his hand hard and stared at him intently, afraid that he would disappear in the blink of an eye.

He raised his eyes and looked around, and slowly his eyes fell on me, and the layer of confusion gradually dissipated.I didn't dare to take a breath, and looked at him eagerly, like a slow-motion replay, I saw him flexing his fingers, wiping the tears hanging from the corners of his eyes for me with some effort, and slightly twitching the corners of his lips, "Fool, I You are not dead, why are you crying..."

I flattened my mouth and burst into tears.

I didn't know that I could cry so much, it was deafening, and I didn't stop until Zhou Nuoyan, who had just woken up, had trouble breathing, and almost passed out again.The crying alarmed the nearby doctors and nurses to come in to watch, and Guo Yi, who arrived afterward, murmured to me with lingering fear: "Auntie, just now when I walked to the door and heard your crying, I thought I promised him... After being a doctor for so many years, the last The scary thing is today!"

After the doctor in charge finished examining Nuo Yan, I couldn't wait to go over to him. In front of so many nurses, I hugged him, cried and laughed, and kissed him desperately. Run out to avoid.

Zhou Nuoyan didn't have the energy to respond, but smiled weakly and wryly, "Crying like a cat..."

After that day, Zhou Nuoyan's body recovered quickly, and I spent almost two-thirds of the time in the ward.After Jiang Enai was expelled from the hospital, she disappeared. A few days later, her father came to pick her mother up for treatment at the hospital in this city. Guo Yi went to help and told Zhou Nuoyan and me. He was silent for a long time after listening, unable to tell. emotions, and then just said lightly: "Let her go."

His spirit improved day by day, and he finally had the strength to laugh at my red and swollen eyelids.

"It's all your fault for not waking up earlier!" I took a bite on his wrist, "You slept so comfortably this time, it made me have a bad day, how can you make it up to me?"

"How do you want me to make it up?" He smiled and stared at me with a gentle expression.After a while, he said again, "Tourma, you have lost a lot of weight."

I touched his face, "You too."

He rubbed my hair, "Before I woke up, I had a dream."

I thought of the dream I had, and wondered if I had a tacit understanding, and quickly asked, "What dream is it? Tell me."

He smiled and said, "It's nothing, just to remind me that there is one more thing I haven't done."

"what's up?"

He opened his mouth as if, but made no sound.Confused and curious, I quickly pressed my face to his mouth, "What did you say?"

He hooked his lips into a smile, kissed me abruptly, and stretched out his hand to press me against his chest, "I owe you a wedding."

"Do you still remember that you owe me a wedding?" I rubbed my fingers lightly on his lips, "Then you have to get well soon, don't owe me too long, and you owe me more than this."

His dark eyes were full of unconcealable joy: "I still owe you a honeymoon, I haven't forgotten it."

I smiled and said in a low voice: "Promise, child... gone, the day you were attacked, you were lost."

The smile froze at the corner of his mouth, and his face was sad.

I have accepted the fact that I lost my child, but seeing his reaction now, I feel sad for a while.

"These days, you have been in a coma. I told myself that it doesn't matter if the child is gone. The most important thing is that you are okay. I don't want to be entangled with those past events. I can lose everything, but I can't live without you, even if Jiang Love her mother with a knife on my neck, I don't think I can give up being with you. This child has the right to pay off the Jiang family's debts. I hope the past right and wrong can end here. I won't provoke them. They It's best not to appear in front of us again. I don't want to turn hostility into friendship with them. I just want to be strangers. I know that this kind of thinking is absurd, but I can only feel better if I think this way. Promise, I'm just so selfish, I I don’t care about the child, I only care about you, compared with you, everything is secondary, as long as you are well, I am not afraid of anything.” I babbled, trying to express, but still I felt that I couldn't express my meaning, and I was so anxious that tears flowed down again.

"I know I know, don't cry," he comforted me softly, "Don't say it, I understand. You almost never say you love me, just like I never say, we have endless topics of quarrel, stumble Talking endlessly, but no matter what happens, we will stay by each other's side. Tourmaline, I used to hide it from you, one of the reasons was that I was worried that you would doubt my feelings for you over the years, but you didn't, you just asked me Give you time."

I curled my lips and wiped my tears on him, "Do you think I'm a fool? How can I not feel whether you are good or bad to me? I hated Amber before, she treated me like an object I lost it to you, but now I want to thank her, if it weren't for her, we wouldn't be able to get to where we are today... Promise, there is one thing you haven't done, and that is to accompany me until I grow old, and you are not allowed to die before me, you Take care of me for the rest of my life, and when we are seventy or eighty years old, we will hold hands and take a walk in the sun together."

"We love each other?" He looked at me with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, like a flower.

I nodded and hugged him tightly.

(End of this chapter)