Steal Sheng

Chapter 45 Love Your Sister Sheng'er
He covered his eyes with the palm of his hand, put all his strength on ten fingers, and inserted them deeply into the thick hair.Sobbing in pain, I repeatedly asked myself why, why I couldn't make the other person feel my sincerity even though I had exhausted all my strength to love.I didn't just regard her as my work, he shouted silently in his heart.

Apart from teaching her to sing and helping her fulfill her stage dreams, he really doesn't know what else to do to call it love, to call it love.

"What should I do?" He suddenly pulled away his hand and grabbed Xu Ning.

"Do you know what love is?" Xu Jing looked at him quietly.

"I don't know, I just don't know, it hurts, and I ask you what should I do?"

"She's by your side now, and her grandparents have entrusted her to you. Although Sheng'er didn't agree to you directly, she didn't refuse her grandparents' entrustment, did she?"

"did you mean?"

"You shouldn't be so angry because of what Sheng'er said to me today, even..." Xu Ning glanced at the corridor in the distance, where he and they were playing around just now.But she quickly looked away and looked at him: "She just wanted to thank me for taking care of her, and she might just remember what I said to her when we first met."

"Okay, it's my fault. So what should I do now?"

"This is all your fault. There's nothing wrong with it. You go back to the hospital to take care of her. You've been away for a day, and it's already dinner time. She might think too much if you don't show up again."

"Then you come with me!"

"I'd better avoid it. Sheng'er is not as stingy as you. She won't be upset because I didn't go tonight." Xu Ning deliberately teased him.

"Tch, you are being generous? A generous person would not say such a thing now."

"Okay, I really don't want to go. I'm going to pick up my sister. When she left in the morning, she told me to pick her up after get off work. She's going to the market to help Sheng'er buy some supplements."

"My mother really loves Sheng'er like a daughter!"

"Sister knows you like Sheng'er."

"Ah? You said that!"

"No, I'm not that gossip."

"Then you said that my mother can feel that I love her, why can't she feel it herself, or why can't you feel it, and ask me if I understand love?"

"Because you were born to my sister, and I watched from the position of a bystander. Your love is too narrow. The purpose of love is to 'understand.'"

"Understand?"

"Yes, the love you show now is to cultivate the works. If you don't say you love her, she will be very grateful to you for helping her realize her dream, but if you say you love her, you still confess your love."

"My love is wrong?"

"The original intention of love is not wrong, but you never get to know her very well, even at that time you knew that I loved her too, but you didn't feel jealous at all, and you often asked me to pick her up and take care of her, what do you make her think? "

"I'm just not free!"

"Yes, you're just not free! Then how can I be free?"

"You, you said you were free!"

"Yu, you are wrong here!"

"What's wrong with this? People have to be reasonable! I didn't deliberately make excuses for not going, and you said you were free. Are you complaining about me asking you to pick up Sheng'er for me?"

Xu Ning shook his head in disappointment, got up, walked to the piano, picked up the thermos and said, "I've already talked about this, but you still don't understand! You need to experience, you need to be injured, and there is nothing I can do."

"I need experience? Xu Ning, what do you mean?" He jumped up and stood in front of him.

"Yu, I really don't know what to say! Maybe, as people say, feelings can only be felt, not expressed in words! I can't say it." He spread his hands, pushed him away and went straight out. Bai Yu was left standing there dumbfounded.

"It can only be understood, but cannot be expressed in words? What do you mean?" Glancing at his watch, he also walked out in a chattering manner.

Bai Yu walked out in dismay, when suddenly a crisp ringtone made him tremble, he took out the phone in panic, put it on his ear without looking at it: "Hey, who is it?"

"Hi, I'm ##Hospital. Are you the family member of Xiao Sheng, the patient in bed 7?"

"Oh! Oh, I, I am! What's the matter with her?"

"She's gone, please come to the hospital immediately!"

"Ah? Why didn't you see me? All right, I'll be there right away!" Bai Yu heard that Xiao Sheng was gone, but before he could react from his panic, he fidgeted and paced back and forth.

In the distance, in an off-road vehicle in the parking lot, Xu Ning was staring at him in a daze, his distraught appearance made him feel strange and angry.

"What are you looking for back and forth here?" Xu Ning stepped on the gas, the car came to him in a hurry, poked his head out of the car window and said, "Aren't you going to the hospital?"

He looked up at Xu Ning, his eyes full of hesitation and panic.

"What's wrong with you?" Xu Ning became nervous, the child must not have been fooled by his two punches.That’s right, I’ve never been slapped by my family since I’ve grown up so much. Today I really did a bit too much: “I apologize to you, I’m wrong today, I shouldn’t have hit you. Get in the car, I’ll take you to the hospital first, and then Then go and pick up my sister home."

He felt as if he could only hear Xu Ning's voice with his ears, and he couldn't make a sound from his mouth at all.He opened his mouth desperately, but his voice was still sealed in his throat.

Don't say anything, go to the hospital first, Bai Yu quickly jumped into the car, and said to Xu Ning in a panic: "Go, go, go!"

Xu Ning was surprised that his behavior was too strange, but he didn't think much about it.With a roar, the car drove out of the school at high speed.He kept looking at Bai Yu from the rearview mirror, and found that his mood had gradually stabilized, and said, "You don't really want to punch you twice because of me, do you?

"I lost her!" He answered the wrong question and said something nonsensical.

"What's missing?" Xu Ning glanced at the road ahead, then looked in the rearview mirror and asked.

"I just received a call from the hospital, she is gone!"

"What?" There was a sudden sound of disc brakes, Bai Yu leaned forward and almost flew to the front, and shouted with a pale face: "I lost her, she disappeared, you hit me to death!"

"I'm sorry! I was shocked too!" Xu Ning's pale face showed a trace of guilt, but no one knew where the guilt came from.

He ran through two traffic lights to the hospital, and the two hurriedly got out of the car and rushed to the ward.There was an envelope on the neatly folded quilt on the bed in the ward. Xu Ning stepped forward to pick it up. On the outside of the envelope was written Bai Yu, Xu Ning received.

Xu Ning glanced at Bai Yu, and handed the envelope to him: "Open it and have a look!"

Bai Yu took the envelope and quickly opened it.There are only two sentences on the beautiful letter paper:

No one can be my safe haven in this life, only myself is my own refuge.Thank you for taking care of me over the years. I owe you enough and I can't owe you any more.

I love you, sister Sheng'er
Nov. 2012, 7

A momentary sense of powerlessness crawled all over his body, and he sat limply on the edge of the bed.I really lost him, and she disappeared again, this time for real, forever.No one can be her safe haven in this life, only herself, and she never thought of letting herself be her safe haven.That's right, how can I count as her solid backing, I still can't do without my parents, and I'm not as brave as her.She has experienced so many tests of human nature, and she has always been cared for by her parents and Xu Ning like a flower in a greenhouse.

I can go to her!May I?Where should I find it?I found it, am I going to bring her back?Will she want to come back with me?If she loves me, maybe she will!Bai Yu's heart ached.

She finally made a decision. When she asked Police Officer Liu to help her call her parents that day, she planned to leave today!She should never want to come back, after all, this place has given her too much pain.She wants to be truly reborn, she wants to be her true self, she wants to say goodbye to 22 years forever!what should I do!I love you, Shenger!Xu Ning's heart hurts like a tear, can you pull me out?The only thing, pull me back to your world, I am willing to follow you to the ends of the earth, as long as I have you!

They sat with their backs to each other, one sitting on one side of the bed and the other on the other side of the bed.One was sobbing and inserted his hand deeply into his hair, and the other sat there motionless like a statue, only his eyes were full of sadness.

At the door of the ward, the doctor coughed and coughed in embarrassment seeing such a scene, but they didn't respond at all.The doctor smacked his lips helplessly and walked in the door and said directly: "Are both of you Xiao Sheng's family?"

They were startled by the doctor's voice and came back to their senses.

"I'm her brother!" The two said in unison, and looked at each other in unison. This time, Bai Yu didn't say anything.

"Oh, then let me tell you that the patient Xiao Sheng suddenly disappeared without going through the discharge procedures. Therefore, our hospital has the obligation and duty to notify the family. Our nurses found this letter in your hand when they were tidying the hospital bed." Letter, so." The doctor spread his hands, pointing to the letter in Bai Yu's hand and said.

"We got it. Thank you, doctor. I'll go with you to go through the discharge procedures," Xu Ning found that Bai Yu still buried his face deeply in his hands, and tried his best to smile at the doctor.

"Okay, you come with me."

Xu Ning stood up and looked back at Bai Yu, then walked out of the ward with the doctor.In an instant, the ward was terribly quiet, he could even hear his own panting, his sobbing, and his own heartbeat.Bai Yu's whole heart ached as if it had been hollowed out, and the dream that he thought could be easily obtained just now was shattered again.

Xu Ning returned to the ward with red eyes: "Go back!"

"Where are you going?" Bai Yu asked when he heard Xu Ning's voice.

"Go home!" Xu Ning said lightly.

"What about Sheng'er?"

"What should I do? Leaving is her own choice. We should respect her. She is an adult and nothing will happen."

"I, what should I do?" Two tears that had swirled in the eye sockets, fell down the cheeks to the corners of the mouth.

"You! Alright, then decide your own emotions, I can't do anything." Xu Ning didn't wait for him to speak, and turned to leave: "I want to have a drink, do you want to go?"

"Go!" Bai Yu wiped his eyes with his arm and caught up with Xu Ning.

(End of this chapter)