Steal Sheng

Chapter 44 The Love of Illusion
"What do you mean, send me to the lounge and sit here by myself." Bai Yu stayed in the lounge, feeling like he hadn't come for half a century; he glanced at his watch, and it was 10 minutes past school time, This is obviously escaping and guilty; the more guilty he is, the more heartbroken he is.

"Bai Yu! I'm sorry, I forgot." He didn't remember until he heard Bai Yu's voice. He was still waiting for him in the lounge.

"Forgot?" Bai Yu sneered: "I knew you would choose to escape, because you have always been such a person, from childhood to adulthood. You will never give up what you love just because you have other people's concerns. Since you choose not to give up, why hide in the dark? It’s because you don’t want competitors like me, because you have your own way to get what you like, or People; for example, your love for Sheng'er?" Bai Yu uttered all of the big stone that was pressing on his heart quickly.

"Yu, you misunderstood me." Xu Ning still sat there quietly, without showing the slightest emotion because of his words.

"What did I misunderstand you?" Bai Yu hated his calm expression very much, and suddenly became irritable.

"Yu, what happened to you today?" He was a little surprised why his reaction was so strong. Even if he knew that he loved Xiao Sheng, he shouldn't have such a big reaction, because he had told him personally that he cared about her now. All because of him.

"Xu Ning, you know, although you are my uncle, you are only eight years older than me, almost the same age as me. But you are completely different from me. I hate the mature and stable image you pretended to be, I hate the generous gentleman you pretend to be, and I hate that you are my uncle," he said with a stick in his throat.

"Yu, calm down! I'm not pretending. I'm the kind of person who is not good at words by nature. You have always known this!" Bai Yu roared crazily as if he had suddenly changed into a different person. worried face.

"Can you tell me first, what happened to you today? Why didn't you stay in the hospital with Sheng'er? Why did you come to school? You don't have class in the morning!" Xu Ning squatted on the floor because of losing control of his anger. Beside Bai Yu.

"I heard everything you said today. I asked him what he told you, but she kept it from me and didn't say anything. I heard everything! She said that she would not call you uncle anymore, but call you Teacher Xu Ning, call you Brother Xu Ning, then what am I?" His voice was up and down like an electrocardiogram, it was deafening when it was high, and whispered when it was low, tears had already filled his eyes.

Xu Ning was shocked. He didn't expect that he and Xiao Sheng would say those two words, and the voice was not loud, but he could hear them all.

"Listen to me, it doesn't mean anything when she asks me like that. Maybe, maybe it's just because she suddenly felt that it's not good for her classmates to hear me calling me uncle," he was a little flustered.

"You yourself think this reason is far-fetched! She is not a student of Henry, so she is afraid of her classmates. You don't have to do this, you don't have to pack yourself up like a saint, even if you want to be her poppy, please let it go." Don't use me to show how worthy of respect and commemoration your sacrifice is." He smiled bitterly with tears in his eyes, and his heart ached sharply.

"I do not have"

"Don't say it, the person she loves is you, not me. She has already rejected me, don't you know? You are like this, I look down on you. Coward!"

"Why am I scared!" A little emotion spread throughout his body, and he turned and stood up.

"I dare to confess, do you dare?" Bai Yu also stood up and walked in front of him.

"I'm, I'm again, what am I confessing? Why are you crazy today! Go back to the hospital." Xu Ning was suddenly speechless as if his throat was tied.

"So what about you? Do you want to say that you don't love her? But you admitted that you love her. You love her again, but you are cowardly and dare not confess."

Xu Ning was silent.

"Don't tell me that you are because of me, I won't thank you, because you are humiliating me by doing so," Bai Yu vented madly.

"Why did I humiliate you?" Xu Ning's face was as red as blood.

Bai Yu looked at his blood-red face, which was almost red to the neck: "Why are you in a hurry? Love is love, why hide it, and she doesn't love me, maybe he really treats me like a brother! He gripped Xu Ning's shoulders sadly: "I am dead, but you still have hope, go and confess to her! Don't let her wait too long, her heart is too lonely, love her well!" Poppies are not romantic at all, you know?"

"Bai Yu!"

Today's Bai Yu completely overturned Xu Ning's image in his mind. Before today, he was a somewhat willful and arrogant boy. Even though he was 28 years old, he was always a child in front of him, so he could only pamper him.He felt that he was the same age as him, and he looked down on the eight-year space-time gap, but how could he know that the eight years in his world were eight years that he could never empathize with.Although Xiao Sheng is six years younger than Bai Yu, she can really feel him and understand that his silence is not pretending to be cool or mysterious.It is a kind of timidity, a guilty conscience, a state of mind that is afraid of losing after getting it, and being satisfied with what you have.

"If you think of me as a man from now on, do you think Sheng'er will also treat me like a child?" Bai Yu left with a melancholy smile.

He yelled 'Bai Yu' towards his back, but he didn't answer him, and Xingying was alone.

Bai Yu had learned all about Xu Ning from his mother, there was only one thing he didn't know, and no one in the family wanted to mention it, so he still didn't know anything about it.Because for them, that point is really not important, what is important is that the whole family can live happily like this all the time.Xu Ning is grateful to his sister and brother-in-law, and naturally his sister and brother-in-law are also grateful to Xu Ning. This may be called karma and reincarnation; the cold winter is over, and midsummer is coming, so why bother to mention the past.

They went to class for another half day in a daze, and they were still surrounded by female students during the break, but Bai Yu changed from ignoring them in the past, and instead played with them with great interest.Xu Ning passed by him silently, and when a girl came up to strike up a conversation, he remained silent and indifferent, which was the best answer to the group of nympho girls.Wang Yahui came from a distance, looking back at those disappointed girls who had been rejected by him from time to time, and stood in front of him without speaking.

"What's the matter?" He wanted to wait for her to speak, but she kept silent. Such unpredictable behavior made him very uncomfortable.

Wang Yahui turned around and looked at the group of disappointed girls, who were also staring at her, suddenly trembled and quickly turned their heads, and said with guilt: "Mr. Xu, I, I, I know you don't like me. In this case, then I want to tell you that I want to terminate the contract with the school and find a new place to sing."

Xu Ning was astonished. Wang Yahui's current status was actually no longer Henry's student status. She had graduated three years ago.That year she signed the lead singer of Henry's [Yue] group. Her piano and singing skills are very good, and her talent is also very good. In fact, Xu Ning has always been optimistic about her. Three years ago, she was recommended to the school to study abroad. The opportunity, but she refused without hesitation.

"Thinking about going abroad?"

"No, not going abroad, just want to change the environment."

"because I?"

"Yes! I stayed because of Teacher Xu three years ago, and now it's because of Teacher Xu's departure. If you have no hope, just give up! But giving up doesn't mean I dare to face it. I, I don't have the courage to face a person who rejects me calmly. A man of three years, or even six years."

"Sorry for hurting you."

"It doesn't matter. It's not about Mr. Xu's business. It's just my wishful thinking, and you never gave me hope. It's me, it's me who is unwilling to give up; but now I must recognize the facts, You will never give me the result."

"What's your plan next?"

"Go home and get married!"

"Go home and get married?"

"Well! I'm the same age as Teacher Bai Yu, and I'm [-] years old this year. My family has long urged me to get married."

"But, you don't have a boyfriend, why marry?"

"They helped me set up a boy who was in the right family, and I heard that he also studied music."

"Oh, then you can go back and meet. If you like it, it will be a good marriage."

"What if you don't like it?"

"If you don't like it, if you don't like it, tell your parents clearly, don't wrong yourself."

"Hehehe, I also want not to wrong myself, but you have been unwilling to give me hope. My love has been given to you, and I have no strength to love others anymore."

"You, don't be stupid, we are not suitable."

"I know, you have always liked Xiao Sheng! But Teacher Bai Yu also likes Xiao Sheng, so you can only bear with it, who made you his uncle, right!"

"Don't gossip!"

"Am I really just hearsay? I really don't understand what's so good about that Xiao Sheng. Yes, she is indeed talented in singing, but there are countless talented girls like her in Henry; That's right, but there are a lot of girls who are prettier than her in Henry. For example, the group of school girls who just gathered around, which one is not prettier than her? Why do you and Teacher Bai Yu love her so much? ? Or do you all have the plot of the Virgin Mary, and you like the sad stories about her?"

"Enough! Get out!"

He originally wanted to care about Wang Yahui's future, but when she said the last sentence, he was completely angered.

Madonna plot!Sad story!
It turns out that there are many things that time can't take away, like his love for her, like the short-lived rumors she left behind in Henry.I originally thought that time would dilute everything, and those rumors that happened to her, no matter whether they were true or not, would go with the waves. Who would have thought that six years have passed, and those who cared about her still had a heart, just like how they felt about her. love grows stronger and stronger.

Who does time let go?No one who is screwed inside can escape, either sad or happy or resentful or angry.How can the pain left in Xiao Sheng's heart be soothed?Wang Yahui asked him why he only treated her differently, because they were always the same way.

Some things can pass, but they can never be forgotten; others think that those bad pasts and those heart-wrenching pasts can be overcome as long as they live well now, that is all a lie.How to cross?At most, experience can make people grow up quickly. The scars left on the heart are like patches on the body, no matter how they are repaired, they will still be patches.

Glancing at Bai Yu in the distance, he was surrounded by a group of girls asking questions.He couldn't tell at all that this boy was the one who went crazy with him in the morning, the boy who was in so much pain because of love.At this time, he is suave and suave, with a hormonal magnetic field exuding from his whole body, and the small circle with himself as the center is getting bigger and bigger, until he can't see what he is doing.

Through the crowd like a hornet's nest, bursts of piercing laughter and the shameless conversations of the boy against his will made him anxious and excited.Stepping forward to push aside the rough crowd, it was a punch to get Bai Yu out.

For a moment, there was complete silence!
The crowd began to make small discussions non-stop!

Bai Yu was punched unpreparedly, and a bruise appeared on the corner of his mouth immediately.He wiped the corner of his mouth angrily, and punched Xu Ning back with lightning speed. Xu Ning tilted his head and dodged it, and a catch shackled him to the ground.

He knelt on the ground with one leg, his arms shackled by Xu Ning behind him, hissing in pain.Suddenly he burst out laughing, and the tears came out from the laughter.

"What are you laughing at?" Xu Ning didn't intend to let him go at all.

"I laugh at you for being ridiculous!"

"You still want to be beaten?" Xu Ning subconsciously tightened his hand.

"Do you think you can make yourself feel better by beating me like this now? Don't deceive yourself. You are also strange. When I was your rival in love, you followed us every day; Here you are, you are not satisfied."

"Bai Yu! Don't do this, it's not you, hurry back to the hospital!"

"Xu Ning, if you are Poppy, I will be Bianhua, hahaha!"

Xu Ning let go of the shackles, and Bai Yu lay paralyzed on the ground as if he had no bones in an instant, and Xu Ning also lay down with him.Those female students were already terrified. Seeing Bai Yu lying on the ground like a pig's head after being beaten, he was lying beside him, completely confused about what was going on.Someone went to find Principal Henry, but Principal Henry has gone to England and has not been at school recently.They didn't dare to make any more commotion. Some people whispered that Xu Ning beat Bai Yu because he saw him messing around with them regardless of the relationship between teachers and students, and shattered their last hope.

"Although I don't feel well in my heart, I really made up my mind."

"Damn you!"

"I don't understand why you are so cowardly when facing your own emotions!"

"It's not me, it's you!"

"Why am I being cowardly? I dare to love, speak, and confess. What are you doing?" Bai Yu turned over and sat up, and Xu Ning also turned over and sat up.

"Do you really think you dare to love?"

"I have confessed everything!"

"You don't understand her!"

"Yes! I don't understand her, so I give up; you understand, why don't you dare to confess!"

"Bai Yu, let me ask you, do you really love her? Do you know what love is?"

"Love means being nice to her!"

"What's a good way? Just teach her to sing like you did?"

Bai Yu was suddenly stopped by Xu Ning's question, and stood there in a daze, unable to utter a word for a while.

Yes, over the years, he has long been used to having her company and playfulness by his side. It is not an exaggeration to say that they are childhood sweethearts, but she is more like his own work.His love for her is more like the kind of love that Henry cherishes talent, and it is beyond that kind of love, but it is not the love between men and women; Otherwise, why have I not really understood her for so many years.

The only thing he knew was about her family, and he only learned about it after Li Lansheng made a big fuss at the music festival a few years ago.He never asked her any topics that had nothing to do with music, not because he didn't dare to ask, but because he didn't want to ask.

Bai Yu suddenly felt that today he was very much like a Spring Festival a few years ago, at home because of the verbal fight between Xiao Sheng and Xu Ning.Not only did he burst out laughing, it turned out that he didn't even know what love was!It turns out that I don't understand love at all!will not love!
(End of this chapter)