Steal Sheng

Chapter 46 The Secret in the Pool of Blood

In a busy city, there is always a place where you can relax.There's always a place to snuggle up on lonely nights.This is the wisdom of businessmen, but also the weakness of human nature.People of all kinds gather here to feast and feast, but they are all feeding their souls, for fear that if they are left in the cold for too long, they will be abandoned by their souls.

The air is filled with the smell of alcohol and hormones, red and willow green wine, loud music, crazy and obsessed dance steps, dimly let yourself forget all the pressures and hardships you face in real life, forget the deep memory of the past, Forget the pain left in the depths of my heart. Pursue my soul in the dazzling lights.But the ear-shattering music and scorching spirits tore open the healed scar again.

Xu Ning drank one cup after another, and Bai Yu also drank one cup after another. They all faced their hearts calmly tonight.The torture of the soul over and over forced them to drink cup after cup.The music in the bar was tearing open his wound more and more recklessly, and a drop of blood flowed down; the wound was getting bigger and bigger, the blood flow was getting stronger and stronger, and he could no longer control his soul.The restless, unwilling, and stubborn boy in my heart came out.

Xu Ning, who had no father or mother, was dragged home on the street by a man with a fleshy face when he was eight years old.He knew what that man was going to do, the fleshy face was only on purpose, because the man wanted to scare the child so that he could obediently follow him.But he thought the opposite, he should pretend to be gentle, so that the child would be willing to follow him obediently.But now that I think about it, Xu Ning still has to thank the man who deliberately pretended to be fierce. If he really pretended to be gentle, he might have a completely different life.How could I still meet my elder sister? When my elder sister rescued me and sent me home, the house was in a mess, blood flowed like a river, and my parents were all down in a pool of blood.

Xu Ning's parents are in his memory, leaving early and returning late every day, loving and happy.In that era, there were very few loving couples like his parents.Because of poverty, many things will go bad.Marriage, in that era, was more about finding a teammate to help each other live.

When he found his parents lying in a pool of blood, he trembled with fright.His father waved to him, and he went up and grabbed his father's hand and cried loudly: "Dad, Dad, what's wrong with you, Dad?" Eight-year-old Xu Ning looked at his mother again, who was no longer breathing.

"Son, good son, don't cry! Dad, dad is going to find mom, you, you must live well."

Dad raised his eyes and saw the girl who was still standing at the door, and beckoned her to come over. The girl tremblingly walked up to the man in the pool of blood: "Uncle, you, what's wrong with you?"

"Son, boy, good boy! Uncle, please, please, please, please, please help me take care of Ning'er!" The man grabbed the girl's hand with all his strength, and the blood on his hand was sticky. In the girl's hand, the girl suddenly felt nauseous, and the man let go of her hand.

Continue to say vigorously: "Girl, I, I have money, I have money! I will give it all to you, and you must help me raise Ning'er." The man reached into his pants and touched it. The girl blushed and turned her head away. : "What are you going to do?"

"This." Yang lowered his hand heavily in the air, staring straight at the girl with a pair of eyes open, holding a handful of money in his hand.

"Dad!" The boy's cries broke through the mountains, pierced through the clouds, piercing his heart, and fainted in despair.

Later, he didn't know why he was lying with the girl in Bai's house.It wasn't until that year when she was arguing with Bai Yu at home about grabbing Xiao Sheng that my sister told me that he and she both fainted in the ditch and were rescued by her brother-in-law.However, brother-in-law was not born a child without father and mother. In fact, he had just lost his parents and elder brother at that time, and his hands had just been covered with blood.

The brother-in-law's parents were killed by the elder brother. When the elder son was born, the old man spent two days and two nights without sleep.But this pillar grew up to be a devil, wandering around every day, doing some shady activities.

His parents said so much, but he still committed a heinous crime.His parents, who hated iron but not steel, cried out for him to surrender, and he wrestled with his parents while motivating resistance.Hong Zhuo stabbed his biological parents to death with a dagger, and all this was seen by his younger brother who was digging wild vegetables and returning home.The younger brother is an honest and good boy. Even though he knew that his parents favored his elder brother, he still loved them deeply. But when he saw his parents lying in a pool of blood, he completely lost control and ran to the kitchen with a kitchen knife to chop. past.Later, it took half a year for the eldest brother to be executed by shooting, and he collected his body himself.

The dead brother was a man with a face full of flesh, a man who didn't know what he wanted to do to him.It was by chance that he saw a family portrait of his sister, brother-in-law, Bai Yu and himself. With a happy face at that time, he gently picked up the photo frame and wanted to take a closer look, but found that the middle of the photo frame was particularly thick, and the top All sides of the picture frame are tilted up, and the rear frame is opened.Then, he was dumbfounded.

Under the family portrait was another family portrait, on which stood four people, two young men standing next to a middle-aged man and woman.Except for the young man on the right, the other three looked kindly and looked at him with a smile. Only the man on the right had a swollen face, looking at him with a sly smile.He was so frightened that the photo frame fell to the ground with his hands shaking, he quickly picked it up, put it back in its original place, and quietly returned to his room.

After that time, he would dream of his parents every night, they waved at him, and they told him to endure everything, but not to be cowardly.They asked themselves to practice some self-defense techniques to protect themselves and to live well.Then, they got farther and farther away, and they were still talking about something. He could only see their outstretched hands and their lips, but he couldn't hear anything.His own parents, he still doesn't know why they fell in a pool of blood.

"Bai Yu, do you know that you have an uncle?" Xu Ning and Bai Yu sat side by side at the bar of the bar, he drank whiskey and he drank brandy.

"Are you kidding me? How can I have an uncle?" He drank the brandy in his glass.

"You have! I was almost killed by your uncle, hiccup! hiccup!" He said with two hiccups, squinting at him.

"You can switch to writing novels when you're drunk! Hahaha!" Bai Yu laughed and pushed him.

"Forget it if you don't believe me, I suspect that he is the murderer of my parents!" Xu Ning knocked off his hand, poured the whiskey from his head, and the wine passed through his forehead and eyes with a strong aroma , nose, and finally slipped on his lips, he licked his lips with his tongue, showing his usual cold expression, but this time there was a more determined dead breath.

"Then, what do you mean, it means that we are enemies!" Bai Yu was already in a mess, and his tongue started to tie up when he spoke.

Xu Ning felt a severe headache, rubbed his forehead and tilted his head to look at him, lying on the bar counter unconscious.What happened to me today?I really drank too much, I told this kid so much, I hope he won't remember when he wakes up, if he remembers
He helped him outside the door, called a car and asked the driver to take him home, then turned and left.

He remembered that his parents were supposed to be in business. At that time, doing business was disgraceful and the national policy did not support it.Therefore, the parents did it secretly, and every time they came home at night, they would hug Xu Ning and count the money together.He remembered his mother's beautiful smile, like a spring breeze blowing across his face; his father's broad shoulders, like the thick waist of a mountain.They are always scrambling to hug themselves, mother said that the son was born to me, father said that the son is from me, the two looked at each other and smiled, so happy that the little Xu Ning giggled along with him for no apparent reason.

That day my father said to my mother that China was liberated and women were also liberated. Today is a good day.The father said that if he can't go out, he wants to cook a table of delicious food at home, and accompany Ning'er and mother.Ning'er ran outside to play mischievously, while her parents were cooking at home.A butterfly attracted eight-year-old Ning'er. He kept chasing the butterfly for an unknown distance, crying and unable to find his home.

A man with a face full of flesh suddenly came up and pulled him away, Ning'er was terrified.She cried and asked who that person was, saying that she didn't know him, but the man's strength was so strong that Ning'er couldn't resist at all.He was terrified and shouted at his parents, and then he clearly heard the man let out a low growl: dead.

He didn't remember how his sister saved him from that man with a savage face, and he didn't know why his sister knew his family. To this day, the man's growling voice still often echoes in his ears.Since the death of my parents, I have been living with my elder sister. Both my elder sister and brother-in-law are very kind to me, but the fear in my heart has never disappeared.The look of the parents lying in a pool of blood, the father's raised hands and wide eyes, the man with a face full of flesh said 'dead. '

"Hello, I want a room."

Xu Ning came to the ##hotel opposite the bar.

After entering the room, he quickly turned on the computer and booked a ticket to England.He has a passport, but no one knows except his teacher.

I went out again to buy a suitcase and some clothes. After everything was done, I took a shower and lay down on the bed with peace of mind.

"Ning'er! Ning'er! Run, run!" The bloody parents behind him kept waving at him, looking at him anxiously.Xu Ning woke up from the nightmare again, it was already the fourth watch.

He didn't know why he had been dreaming the same dream since he was a child. In the dream, his parents always let him run away. In the dream, his parents were always bloody.When they saw themselves living in Bai's house, and when they found Bai's father and Bai's mother, they would be so frightened that their pupils dilated and trembled to death.Yes, parents always die again and again in their dreams, and come back to life again and again.Such days are too tormented. Who can imagine that they are going through life and death every day, and go through bloody torture of human nature every day.every day! 27 years!
Mr. Henry took him to see an authoritative psychiatrist in England, but he never found the answer, and the dream still haunted him every day.Later, during the time spent with Xiao Sheng, the dream suddenly disappeared.When Xiao Sheng told himself that he would not call him uncle in the future, but his brother, his dream even turned into a beautiful pastoral life. There were parents, Xiao Sheng and himself, and
He didn't know why this happened, he knew that he dreamed of her because of love, but he didn't know why she could make the nightmare that had been haunting him for 27 years disappear, even an authoritative psychiatrist couldn't solve the problem, why she could.

He wanted to find his teacher Henry, his psychiatrist, and Sheng'er.

He remained calm as the plane flew straight into the sky.

With severe pain in his head, he opened his eyes slightly.

"Uncle, uncle! Xu Ning!" Bai Yu got up and looked for Xu Ning everywhere. He remembered that they went to the bar together last night, drank together, and went home together.

Opening Xu Ning's room, it was empty.The quilt was neatly folded on the bed, and there was a faint lemon fragrance in the room.

The flower language of lemon is: faithful love.

That was Xu Ning's father's love for his mother. When his mother died, his father followed him.But later I felt that my understanding of feelings was too narrow, and my father's love for my mother was obviously the love of poppies.

He still remembered that when he saw his father for the last time, he felt inside his pants, and his sister stood in the far corner because of shyness.His father told him that he committed suicide, he couldn't let his mother go to that kind of dark place alone, he was going to accompany his mother.The father gave all the 1000 yuan in his underwear pocket to his sister, and left him 1 yuan under a brick under the wooden box at home.

His father told him to forget his hatred and not to think about how his mother died. As long as he can live in peace and happiness, they will die with peace of mind.His father wiped away his tears and told him that he was very happy because he could be with his mother forever, and he, his parents would always be watching in the sky, blessing him to grow up and helping him to form a good relationship.

"Where is the person? Going out so early?" Bai Yu scratched his head.

It seemed that Xu Ning had said a lot to him last night, but he couldn't remember a single word.He remembered that he said he had an uncle, he knew his uncle, and he didn't remember anything else.Bai Yu quickly washed up, called a car and went straight to school, and didn't care about such trivial things as headaches and meals. He always felt that Xu Ning was different last night. He grew up so much, no matter how bad he was, he was still alone. Drink in your room.I've never been so drunk at a bar and talked nonsense all night like I did last night.He even took the initiative to invite him to drink together. This is a taboo, and drinking with others is his taboo.

Did he want to say something to himself?Say you love Xiao Sheng?He knew this a long time ago, so it shouldn't be because of this big taboo.Why?

Offices are empty, lecture rooms are empty.

He hurriedly came to his classroom, why was his heart so empty, compared to Xiao Sheng's leaving, not being able to find him made him more sad.He has always felt that this uncle is very mysterious since he was a child. He used to think that he pretended to be mysterious on purpose in order to pretend to be cool.After last night, he felt that he was really mysterious, and there must be stories about him that he didn't know.

On the piano was a bouquet of poppies, and under the flowers was a note:
Poppies are not romantic, but they stick together.

What's the meaning?Bai Yu suddenly panicked. He lost Xiao Sheng just now, and is he going to lose his uncle?What does Xu Ning mean?Why leave yourself a poppy?He went to find Xiao Sheng?Why not wait for yourself to wake up?Did he buy himself a drink on purpose last night?No, who is uncle?
(End of this chapter)