Peking University "poor" students

Chapter 18 I present you with a heart that is confused but always toward you

Wang Yimo and Julie have been getting along day and night for the past few days, and they are so tired that they are about to become one. I, who was a half-way matchmaker, received great courtesy.Whenever it's time to eat, they will invite me to be a light bulb.

I turned it down after going once or twice.

The first is that Wang Yimo seldom goes to the cafeteria to eat, and every time he and Julie wait for me at a restaurant ten miles away from the school.On the bus, I tend to get distracted and miss stops.I am used to subconsciously looking for the hands holding me, and I will faintly see a gentle side face under the falling sunlight; the second is that their sympathetic eyes are too obvious, as if every word they say to me is intended to guide me , A woman in love has an IQ of zero.I used to be.

On weekends, Wang Jie and her roommate Wen Tao always took me to the market to buy apples in the morning market and asked me to bargain.I think they are too dark-hearted. They do small business from dawn to dusk. We can save a lot of money by buying less clothes, so we don’t look at the scale and don’t bargain. Wait for them to rot.This made them even more flustered.They took me to go on a mountain tour, to see the waterfall on Shidu, to pick fruits in the farmyard, and took a lot of pictures of me.In the photo, I was smiling very hard, and the sun was hitting my face, which made me look unnecessarily pale.

I don't think they need to care about me so much.I live such a fulfilling life, which I have never experienced in 20 years, that I have no time to think about the romantic history of those who have nothing to do with me.Whether that person is happy, whether he is nostalgic, whether his fingernails are still so clean, whether his eyes are still so penetrating, whether his mouth is still so sinister, I don't care at all.

Really, I don't care at all.

However, why our dormitory is so close, I still haven't met him?Even passing by?
Then, on that blustery afternoon, I heard that he was leaving the country in a month.

Julie looked at me nervously in the wind, regretting telling me the news.

The sandstorm in Beijing is really annoying, it hurts my eyes almost to death.I didn't dare to rub it yet, for fear that what came out of my eyes would be too astringent and bitter.I had no choice but to look up at the sun shining palely through the thick gray clouds in the sky.The sun in my heart is also in this posture.

That night, I finally squatted in the toilet and threw the calling card hard.Watching it struggle in the water and finally fall into the pipe, I had some perverted pleasure.

It happened that Wang Yimo was going back to New Zealand the next day, so he took everyone in our dormitory to sing at night.I can't wait to say yes.I told them, I'm going to be a Maiba today, you guys better get some handsome guys, I want to show Fengshan's work.

They doted on me very much these past few weeks, and they agreed to everything I said.

Sure enough, I went to the box of the cash drawer to see that there were several strangers sitting inside, all of them looked like young talents.It's just that I'm suddenly not interested in handsome guys, looking at them is like looking at the decorations in the box, it's really boring.I think that if Yaozi knew what I was doing now, he might expel me from the division and never return to the team.

A talented man suggested playing dice.The penalty measures are quite obscene. The winner casts a number and must appoint the loser to kiss the mouth of the person represented by that number.

I clapped my hands and said yes, if you want to play, you can play exciting ones. Anyway, I am single now, so I can afford it.

The background music is "one night in Beijing" by Xin Orchestra, the voice is hoarse, very noisy.

I drank beer, stepped on the sofa, and held the dice jar high in the air.The dice rattled and rattled in the jar, and I threw the dice on the table with a "bang" and yelled, "Down!"

I think I'll have another cigarette, I'm just a gambler, a punk and a rogue.

However, I was very lucky that day. I won nine out of ten bets, and the only time I lost was with Julie.Unwilling, I yelled: "Julie, I'd rather lick myself than kiss you. No, no, no, no, no, no, no, I'm your benefactor and Xiao Mo. You can offer your little Mo." As I said that, I was about to reach out in a gentlemanly manner. Right hand, invite Wang Yimo to come out.

The people in the dormitory know that I am going to play crazy tonight, so they let me.About a while ago, I studied hard, and the posture of going up every day was more terrifying than anything else.They would rather see me crazy than be that good baby who looks like a walking dead.So I have them as a backer, and I am very courageous.

Wang Yimo shook his head helplessly, shrugged and looked at Julie.

Julie shook the rattle: "Xiao Mo, don't shrug your shoulders. Shrugging your shoulders makes you look like a foreigner. It feels like we all have cultural differences. After living abroad for more than ten years, your living habits have changed. You Change it back for me. Go, go, let my girl kiss you."

I jumped over happily, but my tears were about to overflow.

Because I was thinking, if Fang Yuke lived abroad for more than ten years, would he also change his living habits?For example, no longer like to eat my favorite food, no longer like to drink my favorite drink, no longer remember me as a guy who was called an idiot by him?

Everyone was waiting for my kiss, but I suddenly didn't want to.That ray of hope that the person on the other side was his thought was so obvious.

Yes, I miss him.

No matter when I was queuing up to eat steamed buns, when I was reading German, when I was looking at the blackboard, or when I was walking around the campus, his figure always entered my mind, densely packed and full.I threw away the phone card, but I still remember his number; we broke up, but I still remember his hug; I went abroad, but I still remember his breath.

There is nothing greater than grief, and the heart is not dead.

It turned out that I couldn't be so heartless.I love him, I love him very much.Even though he left me and went to England, I was still studying English, and I just hoped that one day I could live in the air with him and take a look at him secretly.

These humble thoughts run so deep I don't even want to share a kiss as a joke.I just want to be with him...

I looked at Wang Yimo's face with some embarrassment, my head hesitated to approach, my eyes slowly closed, and there were countless small voices in my heart saying "don't don't".

At that moment, I felt a strong hand behind me shackle my shoulders.

I turned around and saw those dark and angry eyes.The owner of these eyes grabbed my hand brutally and dragged me out of the box.

The music in the box is non-stop.

"I have been waiting for 2000 years, why doesn't my beloved come back..."

In the aisle, there were vulgar love songs from other boxes.

Fang Yuke stood in front of me like this: the dark green plaid shirt set off his fair face very nicely, but this fair face is now haggard, tired and sad.

Looking at each other silently, the vulgar love song is still singing.

My heartbeat calmed down in these love songs.

So, I turned around with backbone, but was pulled back again.

Fang Yuke sighed softly behind him.

My eyes are so sore again.

In the past, when he satirized me with all kinds of profound or straightforward language, I was so angry that I wanted to bite my tongue and kill myself; now that he doesn't mock me, just a sigh can actually make me uncomfortable and suffocate.

He sighed, "I'm sorry."

With a sound of "click", tears dripped vertically on the floor tiles, which were colorfully illuminated by colorful lights and dazzing.

He continued to say behind me: "I'm sorry about that day, I drank too much."

My hand was held behind his back.

Fang Yuke's hands were not as warm as before, even a little cold.

He continued: "I'm going abroad, and you should take care of yourself alone in the future. Remember to turn on the water yourself no matter how lazy you are, don't drink cold water casually, drink less alcohol, don't be so crazy when you play, and don't be old if you have something to do. Escape, if you don't want to talk about unhappy things, come to me if you feel wronged..."

Too much talk, too much talk, Fang Yuke, do you know that I despise you...

I turned around and looked at him angrily: "I'm wronged, I'm wronged now, is it useful to tell you? If I encounter wronged in the future, where can I find you? Can you tell me how to make an international call? London What is the area code? When I want to cry at dawn, do I need to calculate what time it is here, whether it is daytime or late at night, have you slept, and have you been woken up by me? I have to think about it Thinking, okay if I bother you like this, do you hate me? I, Zhou Linlin, usually talk so loudly, and I can afford to let it go. Why did I become such a pitiful person? You dumped me, but I died I broke up with you with a stubborn mouth, and finally I will call you and tell you that I am so wronged and uncomfortable. Do I want to live like this? When I live like this, I will still be the same as before I?"

Fang Yuke looked at me, his mouth opened and closed in surprise: "Why do you say that? Are you uncomfortable? Why are you uncomfortable? What happened to Wang Yimo?"

I really want to lean against the wall and faint.

I stretched out a heavy fist and hit the cotton ball. I was clearly talking about the things between us, why did I bring other people into it?
I twisted my mouth: "Wang Yimo didn't do anything to me, it was just what I wanted to do to him just now. He will return home tomorrow."

Fang Yuke's eyes flashed with loneliness: "You are so uncomfortable when he returns to the country? Then what about me going abroad?"

I stared at him, thinking that this conversation was unbelievable.

I had no choice but to hold Fang Yuke's hand, walked into the private room, picked up the microphone and said to my roommates and those talented people: "I'm a little unclear now, and I can't understand many words, so I borrow your ears and Use your wisdom." After speaking, I stopped the music.

A heroic talent protested dissatisfiedly. I think this person must compete with CCTV's weather forecast, and he can't tell when the weather changes.

In the end, the audience was silent, especially after the loud and restless rock music ended.

I said to Fang Yuke: "Fang Yuke, this Wang Yimo is Zhu Li's boyfriend. I feel uncomfortable has absolutely nothing to do with him, so please don't accuse me of flirting with others when we broke up. Even if you say Feeling faded, regretting, etc., are better than labeling things like this.”

Fang Yuke was petrified there, probably he hadn't gotten used to such a quiet atmosphere.The other mouths were open enough to stuff eggs.

It's really cheap for them, watching a drama for free, but you have to charge them later.

After waiting for a long time, Fang Yuke breathed a sigh of relief: "Then why do you want to break up with me?"

Khan, it's really embarrassing, how can I say this?
I paused and drank a glass of cold water.

Fang Yuke watched me drink cold water helplessly, but dared not speak.

I found that, in fact, I can also have the aura of a queen.

I looked at Fang Yuke: "Fang Yuke, you feel your own conscience, did you decide to go abroad in the past few weeks? You never told me about your family's immigration. Speaking standard English, flirting with other people, do you think I am blind? Do you think my heart is made of stone? I am still waiting for you to mention it? I am very grateful that you came to me today. But we The conversation keeps going around like this, you don’t bother me, I’m exhausted. If you explain it to me in front of everyone today, I’ll give up too, so I don’t have to wonder if we still have that There is a 1% chance of reconciliation. This relationship is too insecure. You should be more straightforward. If you stretch your head and shrink your head, it will be a knife. Medicine, I will be free. At that time, I will cut off old age and death, and leave your country."

The few talents I just met around me stood there like statues.I thought to myself, I have no interest in you, so why bother with that face?You guys have never seen this kind of reaction before, Fang Yuke is not like you, he looks at me directly, very sensational and affectionate, making my eyelids twitch.

This pause made my momentum drop by half.

I urged impatiently: "You are talking, I have so many rhetorical questions and set up interrogative sentences."

Fang Yuke suddenly came over, held my face, and bit my mouth hard.

I think this action is too bloody and romantic, and I want to push him away if I take advantage of the free audience.

But Fang Yuke refused to let me, hugged my head, and persistently used his tongue to pry open my lips.

There was a sound of gasping around, why didn't any of these birdmen come to save Mei?Do I have to shout "Indecent" to meet the occasion?

I pursed my lips and called indistinctly: "Huang Yukou (Fang Yuke), you think I've always been () easy to bully (bully)..."

Fang Yuke looked at me quietly with a smile, sparks in his eyes.

He suddenly said coquettishly: "Idiot, I'm so hungry, I haven't felt this way for many days, I want to eat, you take me to eat..."

I pointed to several plates of self-service cold dishes on the table and said, "Eat, let's eat."

Fang Yuke said unhurriedly from the side: "I want to eat the scrambled eggs with tomatoes that you made last time at Tan Yi's house."

I looked at him suspiciously, thinking that Fang Yuke had really changed a lot recently, not to mention that he had become violent a while ago, and had a tendency to self-harm, he even dared to miss my cooking.

Now my mind is confused again.How do you say that the heavy words hit the cotton ball again?

Fang Yuke ignored me, just hugged me deeply in his arms, and said with a slight smile: "I thought there would be no such person as Fang Lei in this world, so he wanted to come to this world sooner. "

My brain is really going to be broken, can I still use it after cleaning it up?

Fang Yuke turned his head and smiled at Bai Meisheng with my sisters: "I'll lend her tonight, if it's too late, you can lock the door."

The sisters praised each other, and there was still gossip in their eyes.These traitorous bastards!

I stared and said: "You dare to try to lock the door for me?!" Fang Yuke didn't explain anything, so you just turned your elbows like that.

Apart from the fact that he gave me a kiss just now, is the current situation better than before?Your positions are changing rapidly.

However, Fang Yuke patiently wrapped me in a thick coat and scarf, wrapped me up like a mummy, patted my head with satisfaction, and took my hand out the door.Maintaining this posture, he turned me to the opposite box.

On the opposite side of the van were his roommate and a few friends he didn't know.I rolled my eyes to see what Fang Yu wanted to do.

Fang Yuke grabbed a coat, and said to them with a smile: "I'm leaving first. What, I invite everyone to sing and play today, so there is no such thing as a farewell banquet."

His friends responded with half-smiles, and a bold one shouted loudly: "You are too much of a waste of our feelings. We were going to squeeze two tears out just now to send you off." He shouted at me again, " Sister-in-law, you are finally back. If you don’t come back, we will all be driven crazy. He won’t play CS with us anymore..."

It still doesn't feel real when I'm holding the spatula.

In the supermarket just now, he shopped like a normal person, choosing left and right.I was dragged behind him deliriously, except that he turned his head from time to time, and his cheap and weird smile made me react, my eyes were dull.

God, take me away.

Am I living on Earth for several years?

When I calmly made scrambled eggs with tomatoes, I had to admire myself.I don't know whether it's because my concentration is too strong or because I was bewitched by Fang Yuke.This evildoer has been leaning against the kitchen door and looking at me so affectionately, I am too lazy to distinguish.

When did he become so greasy...

After a while, Fang Yuke walked into the kitchen, put the Ajisen ramen he bought back into the boiling water, and whispered softly in my ear: "I'll eat tomato scrambled egg noodles at night, okay?"

Brother, can you stay away from me?Why do you puff and say such homely things in such a deep and magnetic voice?

I wiped my face, took a deep breath, and looked squarely at Fang Yuke: "Go and sit outside, you know my cooking skills, get ready to eat white noodles."

Fortunately, my voice is normal, smooth and powerful, without flaws.

But Fang Yuke said sweetly: "It's okay, I like all the dishes you cook."

My heart skipped a beat.

God, is he possessed by someone?This is obviously not him, okay?Where is that sharp-tongued Fang Yuke from before who took pleasure in laughing at me?

The scrambled eggs with tomatoes were as bad as ever.In view of Fang Yuke's sincere expression of his desire to eat whatever I do, I deliberately put all the scrambled eggs with tomatoes into his bowl.I'm not hungry, just drink some soup.

Fang Yuke didn't resist at all, just sat obediently across from me, didn't speak, just ate noodles silently with his head down.I looked at him furtively.

Nothing has changed, I still stick to my thumb and index finger when holding chopsticks, and I still eat noodles with a fork as I eat spaghetti.It's just that the face is a little thinner, the chin is a lot sharper, and it's easy to knock my shoulder when hugging...

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but blush a little, buried my head in the bowl, and gulped down the soup.

Fang Yuke raised his head, smiled and watched me drink the soup.

This is already the N+1 times Fang Yuke smiled at me today.What's worse is that every time I laugh so loudly and ecstasy, I don't feel like having a fit, so I just pretend I didn't see it and continue to drink soup.

But if I drink any more, I'm going to turn into a balloon...

Finally I couldn't bear it anymore, I raised my eyes but met his straight hot eyes, and moved away in panic.

I am not a woman with breasts and no brains, I have no breasts and no brains... So, I was confused again, biting my chopsticks and staring at the corner of the wall.

Fang Yu laughed out loud: "Idiot, are there mice in the corner? You have been watching for 5 minutes, even if there are mice, they will be embarrassed by you staring at them."

I pulled out the chopsticks from my mouth and stared at him: "Then you have been staring at me for so long, why don't you think about whether I will be embarrassed?"

Fang Yuke leaned against the back of the chair and murmured: "Because I used to think that we would never be able to eat together like this again. I'm afraid that like last time, you told me you were full, turned your head and ran away if you didn't eat. , ran away and never came back.”

I looked at him, waiting for him to finish speaking.This man I love is telling me that he is as afraid of me leaving as I am of him.

Fang Yuke went on to say: "Idiot, why do you think I'm going to sneak away if I don't tell you about going abroad. If people slip away, my heart can slip away with me, and I would have left long ago. You bug me so much, more than any problem. You always play out of the ordinary, always mess things up so much, always do whatever you want, I can't tie you down, and I don't want you to go too far. Yes You are too afraid that you will be irritable, treat you badly and that you like others. How can you still tell me that you are insecure? You guy is obviously a little rocket, and you blame me in turn, saying that I am not anymore .”

After stroking my broken hair, Fang Yuke packed the dishes and went into the kitchen.

I follow in, I like to listen to him talk, listen to his concerns about gain and loss, listen to his importance, and listen to him complain about me.

Seems like, uh, this guy loves me more than I love him.

The faucet was turned on, and the thin water overflowed the pot and bowl, and the dirt floated up.

Fang Yuke's warm voice came again: "I didn't tell you about going abroad because I was afraid you would overthink it. My parents planned to immigrate several years ago. This year they mentioned the matter of emigrating to me, and I was the first I thought of you. I thought that if I wanted to emigrate, I would bring you with me. But you didn’t learn English well, and I was worried. I wanted you to learn English seriously, but you always made trouble. You didn’t like it at first. These things, I forced you to do this, and made you hate me. I thought you were planning to leave me when you met with netizens, so you sent me text messages to break up with me, and you met and said goodbye in a serious way Originally, I wanted to tell you about going abroad, but you broke up so arbitrarily, do you know that it hurts my feelings?"

I murmured, "I'm going to break up and still pursue whether it will hurt my relationship? If I have feelings, I still want to break up?"

Fang Yuke said with a stern face: "Then why did you break up?"

Hey, if the car is on the wheel, you can go back and forth.

I handed him a towel and watched him dry his long fingers: "Then you came to tell me two hours ago that you were going abroad?"

"You ignore me, why can't I help my parents immigrate there first? Can't you go relax and let you hang out, this wolf-hearted little thing? It's good for you, I went to sing with others happily. You still Let me touch my conscience and say, where is your own conscience?"

Hey, state officials are only allowed to set fires and people are not allowed to light lamps, right?I shouted: "Aren't you going to sing?"

"Do you have a lot of suits on your side? I have all boys here, what about yours? When I entered your box, what were you doing holding that Wang Yimo's face?"

"Uh... Kiss... I lost the game." I quickly explained.

This explanation seemed to make Fang Yuke very unhappy, his face was covered with dark clouds, and he looked like a mountain rain was about to come: "Zhou Linlin, I warn you, if you play this game in the future, I will not be polite to you, and I will arrest you directly." Close the confinement!"

"I'm so scared..." I patted my chest, put on a frightened expression, and blinked to provoke him.

Now it's all right, completely set Fang Yuke on fire, and stared at me.

I giggled, put my hands on both sides of my forehead as a bullfight, and looked at him with my tongue out. It was childish but fun.

Fang Yuke suddenly took my hand slyly: "Don't believe it, do you? Believe it after performing it once." After speaking, he dragged me into the room.

He was lying on my body, using me as a practical cushion, looking at me with a low smile, with my reflection in his pupils.

I was bewitched, and my face started to feel a little hot.

I poked his smooth skin with my finger, and laughed dryly: "The skin is so good, what facial cleanser do you use? Use it for me."

Fang Yuke looked at me very seriously: "Wash your face with water, and shave with aftershave every few days, do you want it?"

Hehe, it's so funny...

I looked at him in embarrassment, thinking tens of thousands of times in my mind: Kanshen, Kanshen, hurry up and come up with something to talk about, or something big will happen.

Fang Yuke graciously continued to lie on his stomach, burying his head next to my ear.

I thought it was easy to get angry in this position, so I turned my head to the side, a few centimeters away from him.

But he leaned over persistently, didn't do anything, just put his head next to mine.I smelled the scent of lemon in his hair, it was fresh and light, and it was very sweet to me.

Leaning in silence for 10 minutes, I wondered if I would be crushed by him, especially my tiny breasts that were almost out of three-dimensional effect seemed to be crushed into embellishments.

I curled up and moved to the side, trying to catch my breath, but Fang Yuke's voice came from my ear: "Idiot, don't move."

Fang Yuke whispered in my ear: "When I drank wine that day and treated you like this, were you afraid or panicked?"

Brother, I am also very scared and flustered now, let alone when you are drinking.

I looked at the orange warm light on the ceiling, and secretly squinted at him beside him. Under the warm light, his bare skin was clearly textured and had a hint of heroism.

Brother, I'm panicking...

Fang Yuke continued: "When I was drinking that day, I was very happy to see you coming over. Although I don't know why you came over, I was still very happy. I want to make you a part of me, and I want you to step on my feet. Follow me steadily, want to kiss you and hug you, but you can't control yourself well. You said we broke up, so what's the point, I can..."

Fang Yuke paused for a while, as if digesting some uncomfortable memories.

"How could you be so smart at that time, you idiot? You clearly knew that it was my thorn, but you chose to pick it up. You can't talk about breaking up in the future, you know? Whether we quarrel or have a cold war in the future, don't mention it. Break up. You left me, who will bear your temper?"

I looked at Fang Yuke, there was blame, distress, and love in his eyes.

I shook my head: "No."

Fang Yuke pulled my cheek: "Why?"

I said angrily, "Oh, don't pull my face. It's already round enough, but if you pull it again, it will become flat."

Fang Yuke patted my head: "Then why do you say? Do you still want to break up with me? Where can you find another handsome guy like me?"

I said dissatisfiedly: "You haven't explained to me about your going abroad, and you haven't told me who that female goblin is, why should I agree? I came to you that day, why did that female goblin open the door?"

Fang Yuke was stunned for a moment, and warm colors flowed from his eyes: "Do you dare to call her a female goblin?"

I snorted angrily through my nose: "It's still polite, I haven't called her a vixen yet."

"Then dare to ask her what kind of sneaky thing she did?"

I went through that person's behavior several times in my mind, but couldn't think of a perfect reason, so I could only say embarrassingly: "Because she was wearing a red fur coat, which looked like fox fur."

Fang Yuke's muffled laughter came from beside his ears.

I stared at him: "Then you said..."

Fang Yuke sat up, looked at me and said, "I wanted to tell you about this later, but you are really annoying. She is my cousin. I can speak English well because I was in They lived in their house for a while, and my parents spoke English very well because of their work. My family immigrated out, and they helped me take care of them. My father asked me to go through the transfer procedures, and I have been hesitating whether to tell You. I want to take you out, but I am afraid that you will not be able to bear the loneliness there. After all, the culture is different, and it is not easy to make close friends, let alone your family is here. We have not yet graduated, and the time is not ripe Well, it’s not good for me to visit your parents for the first time, so I told them that I’m going to take your daughter abroad. So I discussed with my father at the beginning whether I can not go abroad, and I will talk about this matter after asking for your opinion. But I was also worried that it would be difficult to convince my dad, so I made two-handed preparations. While asking you to learn English well, I went to recruit soldiers. If the old man understands me, I don’t need to tell you these things. If you don’t agree, I will use my The strength of my cousin persuaded my dad. My dad raised my cousin as a half-daughter, and what she said was much more effective than mine."

I was fascinated by it, uh, is that woman his cousin... or the person his father loves more...

I wondered again: "Then why didn't you introduce it to me? You just say no and it's over."

"Because I'm afraid that my cousin will treat you as Ru Ting. If I ask Ru Ting or talk about Ru Ting on the spot, then I will be in trouble."

I thought to myself, Fang Yu really overestimated my English listening ability.Basically in front of your cousin, I'm deaf.

Fang Yuke went on to say: "You have always held an inexplicable sense of indebtedness to Ru Ting. Although you didn't say it, I can see that you always have unnecessary inferiority complex in front of her. It's just because of her relationship with Ru Ting when she was young. I am familiar with you, but you are so timid. I am worried that I will let you know that my cousin and Ru Ting are familiar, and I am afraid that you will make trouble again.

"Ru Ting has some special relationship with our family, so I am familiar with my cousin's family. Although my cousin has never met Ru Ting, she always treats Ru Ting as a sister-in-law. Of course, I also have problems. When she talked about her relationship, she didn't mention your name. You know, foreigners don't pry into your privacy. She didn't ask, so I didn't say anything specific. I made an appointment with her at the restaurant that day because I wanted to be with her Tell me about your matter, and let her find a way to persuade my dad. I think after my cousin helps me deal with this matter, I can stay in China for at least a few years with peace of mind, and I don't need to let you know about Ru Ting Who knows that we ran into you meeting netizens over there, and the development of the matter was beyond my expectation."

"What special relationship does Ru Ting have with your family?"

"The grievances and grievances of the older generation, their family saved our family's life, and they are our benefactors."

Fang Yuke mentioned it, but I felt very uncomfortable.

"Then your parents will hate me very much? I didn't let you marry the princess of the benefactor's family, let you marry me, and didn't let you immigrate smoothly. Am I not the legendary beauty?"

Fang Yuke grabbed my face, and said angrily, "Did you know that you are a disaster? You are such a troublesome person. I used to do things without being so restrained. Now I have to think more about everything. Count the burden you put on me. Compared to the code of a computer, you obviously have so many variables that I often can't control it, so I have to keep fixing, overthrowing, and fixing, which is really frustrating at times."

I said angrily: "Okay, I know I'm your burden—" Before I finished speaking, Fang Yuke caught off guard and kissed my lips lightly.

"Well, it's a burden, but if you taste it carefully," he touched his mouth and said with a smile, "it's a sweet burden."

"How sweet?" I looked at him blushing.

Fang Yuke leaned down, pecked me again, looked into my eyes and said, "It seems a little sweeter than before."

"The data that science students want to quantify." I was captivated by his crooked smile, and argued with the last bit of reason.

Fang Yu narrowed his eyes in laughter, held my face in both hands, and said, "Oh, okay, this liberal arts student at Peking University, I have to tell you that before getting quantitative data, many sets of experiments need to be done. Then I will trouble you to cooperate well. I must uphold the rigorous academic attitude of a science student and perform experiments countless times every day. Since the data will continue to increase and fluctuate in the foreseeable future, I am afraid you have to accompany me. I'm getting gray-haired, I hope you are mentally prepared."

Alright, alright, isn’t it just to take away all my sanity to say such beautiful love words?I not only give them to you, but also present you with a heart that is confused but always toward you.Gray hair is still far away from me, but I have a hunch that I will dedicate my life to this scientific experiment with conscientiousness and tirelessness.

This is probably the best course that a poor student like me can study.

(End of this chapter)