Peking University "poor" students

Chapter 17 The process of breaking up can be so hurtful
Back at school, I ran to the bathroom at a [-]-meter sprint.When I used to take a shower, I especially despised people who spent a long time rubbing mud in the shower.But this time, as if I was going to live in the bathhouse, my whole body was rubbed red, and I wished I could shed the black paint on my body as if it were black skin.

When I went to the dormitory, I received a call from Fang Yuke, asking me to have dinner together at night, and he also mysteriously told me to dress more formally.I just wanted to ask something, and he hung up on me.

In view of the fact that I have never had a set of formal clothes in my life, the only set of formal clothes is the military uniform. Because it has not been washed or changed for a long time, it is soaked in sweat and mud. I am really embarrassed to give it to the Hope Project, and I have ruthlessly abandoned it. At the military training base.

I rummaged through the closet for a long time before I found a very formal T-shirt with block letters "Boya" written on the front and "XX University" written in official script on the back. This was bought on the first day I entered Peking University because it was too orthodox. , I don’t dare to wear it usually, it’s like new.The lower body is more difficult. Apart from jeans or jeans, the only difference is whether there are holes or not. I feel that the recent nights are extremely hot, so I carefully selected and finalized the cropped pants.Shoes needless to say - forever sneakers Well.

I went downstairs, but I didn't recognize Fang Yuke the first time.Because the Fang Yuke in front of him was wearing a light-colored striped shirt and black straight trousers. If he had worn a bow tie, he could have directly dragged him to the auditorium to get married today.

I approached suspiciously, and looked at him curiously: "What a well-dressed beast!"

Fang Yuke patted my head: "Talk nonsense again."

I chuckled: "What day is it today?"

Fang Yu didn't answer, but just glanced at my clothes: "Didn't I tell you to dress more formally?"

I patted the T-shirt on my body: "This is my formal attire for the opening ceremony. I have met the principal of our school. I have opened it before. Isn't it formal enough?"

Fang Yuke was not annoyed, he took my hand and walked outside the school.

Fang Yuke's hands were long and skinny, and his nails were full, rosy and clean like little round buns.Being held by such a hand, my heart was pounding until I followed him to the downstairs of his off-campus rented house - I shyly walked into Fang Yuke's off-campus home with my head down.An orange floor lamp in the living room gently illuminates the surroundings, Nora Jones' lazily ecstatic jazz "Don't know why" comes from the speaker, and a dewy rose on the table is ambiguous and enthusiastic.

Everything oozes romance.

I shyly pulled away the chair and sat down, and lightly parted my red lips: "This... can still be arranged."

Fang Yuke was confused at first, but after a few seconds he suddenly giggled: "Of course, I've been looking forward to today since I was a sensible adult."

I was even more embarrassed, and smiled: "Red wine?"

"Red wine?" Fang Yuke was taken aback.

"Oh, I don't want you to get drunk again. Last time you were drunk, you didn't kill me." Fang Yuke shook his head like a rattle.

"Oh, you just get used to it after tossing and tossing. Drinking fruit juice is so boring."

"I'm warning you, don't drink in the future. How can a girl's drinking be like drinking water? Last time you got drunk and almost ruined my reputation." Fang Yuke's eyes showed a cold light.

"Didn't you say that my reputation was almost ruined by me?" The more I said, my eyes became more dim, and I looked out the window at the end of the darkness, with an evil smile on my lips.

"Zhou Linlin!" Fang Yuke slapped my head hard.

"Ouch!" I couldn't help holding my head and shouting that it hurts.

"You said that your brain is usually used on the right way. You are not responsible for yourself, but I still want to be responsible for myself."

I pouted: "Then tell me, what day is today?"

Fang Yuke smiled faintly: "15 years ago today, you met me when you were a young lady, shared the bed with me for one night, and then kindly invited me to be your husband."

I opened my mouth wide and couldn't close it for a long time.Could it be that I was already so bold when I was a child? Good job!

Fang Yuke went on to say: "I'm a man of promise, since I promised you at that time, I won't go back on my word. But you can't forget what you said so quickly, people have to be honest, you know that?"

I stared at him with wide eyes.Fang Yuke's black hair was attached to his forehead obediently, and the evening wind blew, and the black hair swayed gently.

I stood up and approached him, gently plucked his hair, and pulled his cheek again: "My girl never counts, but for the sake of your infatuation, I will try my best to persevere. You say Did you pay attention to me very early? Haha..." After finishing speaking, I put my hips on my hips and laughed wildly.

Fang Yuke clasped his fists and looked at me: "Yes, it's cheap for you. If the time and the scene change, I might not pay attention to you. You've lived so far by luck, and I've won the biggest prize. Anyway, today's time The meaning of the dinner is to tell you to cherish a good life and don’t keep paying attention to the messy handsome guy. Also, study hard. When your average score exceeds 85, I will agree with you to rent a house. Before that, I will visit my uncle Aunt, you can also meet my parents."

"No, 75 points is about the same." I blinked my eyes and bargained pitifully.

"85 cents is the starting price, and nothing less will work."

"Then if I get 85 points in the test and your parents don't like me, will I still be rejected?"

"My parents don't like you for sure, who asked me to make such a big loss-making business..." Fang Yuke smiled slyly.

"Who said that I, Zhou Linlin, are cute and smart, respect the old and love the young, follow the three rules and four virtues, and gather the great achievements of all good women!"

Fang Yuke looked at me in disbelief: "Use your lip service on your studies, I guarantee you can surpass me."

I'm really not used to the goal of college becoming so positive all of a sudden.

To that end, I have a strong plan in place.

1. Ask Fang Yuke to buy me breakfast every morning, and then call me to wake me up and start reading German.Since he can't understand German, persuade him to choose German as his second foreign language, so that he can speak German in public.

2. Elective courses require Fang Yu to choose my subject, so that he can help me with tutoring, copy notes, and record the main points of the exam.

3. Before going to bed, let him read an English love letter to me on the phone to improve my English ability.

Overall, I believe that my grades will have a qualitative leap.By the way, I can also achieve another ulterior purpose: if Fang Yuke can't persist, I will have a reason to intercede for my 85 points, and it shouldn't be a problem to score 75 points by then.

I never expected that Fang Yuke would be so persevering. Every morning at 07:30, he would call me to wake me up, and at 10:30 in the evening, he would read a love letter in British English. Besides his own electives, he would also choose whatever courses I chose. Another follow-up.He also minored in German, and he still learned it well.Seeing that more than half of the semester had passed, Fang Yu could do everything without any effort.

In contrast, after I woke up, as soon as I picked up the German book, I fell asleep again. I could half understand Fang Yuke's love letter, and it is estimated that his oral English has improved a lot.All my thoughts on elective courses are spent on the person sitting next to me, so I don’t have the time to read books.Alas, it won't work if this continues. When I graduate, won't I still be at the original point?
Sometimes when Fang Yuke and I were in self-study, I would watch him in a daze.For example, his focused expression when reading a book, such as the random messy hair on his forehead, such as his broad shoulders, such as the golden light that the sun shines on his body.Every time around this time I feel unreal.Because the acne on my face continued to proliferate and the fat continued to accumulate, no matter how I looked at it, the standard of "pleasing to the eye" fell to the point of "horrible".Even I sighed for Fang Yuke, no matter what, I have to think about the genes of the next generation.

Apart from self-abased and self-ashamed, the troubles with Fang Yuke are Fang Yuke's fans.When we were ordinary friends with Fang Yuke before, I didn't realize how strong his charm is, but now I know that this kid's relationship with the opposite sex is so strong.One time, there was a problem with my character, and I couldn't log in to my mailbox normally. When I borrowed my mailbox, I found a bunch of unread love letters inside.Especially after the practice was over, the high school juniors from my alma mater, under the guise of studying, sent me naked confession emails, the level of which was much higher than what I gave Xiaoxi at the beginning.Moreover, the content is rich and the form is novel, ranging from Lihua style to classical Chinese.

Watching Fang Yuke delete the email expressionlessly, I could hear broken glass hearts all over the place.But Fang Yuke said: "I don't like young people, there is a generation gap." In addition, the score was adjusted from 85 points to 90 points as a punishment, to prevent me from thinking wildly, so that I can calm down and read the book.

I really can't understand how much Fang Yuke cares about my studies, especially how much he cares about spoken English. Every time I can't help but ask him, he will say "I like people who speak English well and read well. ", let me die of depression.My spoken English only stays at the stage of "How are you?" "Fine, thank you. It's really difficult for me to speak English like "It's greasy, and the portion is enough".

For the first time, I hope from the bottom of my heart that the motherland is strong enough to open up "New West" all over the world, let people around the world learn Chinese, let them take the Chinese TOEFL, IELTS, etc., and let them sigh in Chinese if they have the ability Meat, let them suffer from me.snort.

Listening to "500 Sentences in Spoken English", I sat on the bed in confusion and asked Julie: "Julie, according to my current grades, how much can I take in the final exam?"

Julie put on a mask, lay on the bed like a white-faced vampire, and said without raising her eyelids: "Why, when did you pay attention to your grades? Anyway, try your best not to fail your exams. Didn't you pass every class last year?" Is it? Look at how kind our teacher is."

"Then tell me, will the teacher be kind enough to let me get 90 points in the test?" I looked at her with my pillow in my arms.

Julie glanced at me curiously: "When did you become so motivated? Isn't your pursuit of passing grades in your life? With Fang Yuke, your tiers have improved."

I pursed my lips: "My whole life is made up of horrible scores. Now Fang Yuke takes 90 points as a condition for me to move out to force me..."

"Why do you say you are so worthless? The three of us are so unpopular, it makes you want to move out. I think you are eaten to death, a guy who forgets friends when you see sex, don't look for us when the time comes Cry." Julie barked her teeth and clawed.

I giggled foolishly: "Oh, I didn't just give you an empty bed so that you could store some sundries or something. Give me some advice, how to make Fang Yuke give up such a ridiculous condition? My mother didn't even Such a high requirement. Looking at those distorted abcds, I feel that I have either hydrocephalus or cerebral hemorrhage. When I look at the square characters, I want to greet the author and his uncle for Confucius. You say that I am so negative. I scored 90 points. Doesn’t it mean that learning is a cheap thing? The more you hate it, the more it pleases you? Oh, how did I find a boyfriend who is so studious? Didn’t he take three classes and skip two classes before? Is it the master? Why do I have to take the elective course every time, and I am not allowed to sleep or eat snacks under extra supervision. Did I find a boyfriend or a father?" I complained painfully.

The phone rang, and Julie and I looked at each other for a long time, waiting for the other to answer the phone.It's a pity that the other party's patience was not enough, and the phone call was cut off before the two of us were too lazy to compete.

Zhu Li said with a stiff face: "Zhou Linlin, I think Fang Yu can tolerate you who are so lazy. After this village, there will be no more shops here, so hurry up and get married. In case someone suddenly wakes up and regrets it one day. What should I do if I return it?"

I was about to say something when my phone rang.I picked it up, it was Fang Yuke.

"I don't want to listen to love letters in English. If you don't understand, please read me an original piece in Chinese." I said angrily when I picked it up.If he can persist, I may not be able to persist.

"Last year you were exempted from taking English courses. After you recover this year, hurry up and study hard. You can't pass the fourth level of Peking University, and you can't get a diploma. Be good, don't mess around." Fang Yuke's voice came unhurriedly.

"Oh, I'm so annoying, just like my dad." I angrily hung up the phone before Fang Yuke could finish speaking.After hanging up, I was taken aback myself.

Julie glanced at me: "Have you eaten gunpowder? It's not easy for people to read English to you every day. At least it's a free English audio. Why don't you cherish it so much? I heard that Fang Yuke's English is the same as that of a British gentleman. , is his family going to emigrate to Great Britain?"

I pouted: "Gifted students will never understand the pain of poor students. The teacher explained it once in class, as if it was engraved in his mind. He remembered it clearly, and wished he could give me a live playback. As for me, the teacher always In class, I felt sleepy like a conditioned reflex, and it sounded like Tang Monk chanting scriptures. How can you ask me to use his level? Also, I said so frankly that I was going to live in his house, and he wanted to If you don’t agree, you can reject me. What’s the use of such a condition? I’ve been dreaming about my test scores these days, and I’m almost back to the college entrance examination. At least there was a psychological teacher to guide me during the college entrance examination. Adjust by yourself."

"It's not wrong that Fang Yuke asked you to study hard. You see, you get carried away when you fall in love. If you are not required to score 90 points in the test, you will not even pass the test. So they are still very foresight and know you well. Thorough, and restrict you with the things that tempt you the most, master." Julie said.

"I don't care. I have to lose my temper. If I scare him, I might be able to achieve my goal without working so hard." I played with my phone guiltily, waiting for Fang Yuke to call to comfort me. After waiting for a long time, Fang Yuke never called again, and I don't know if he is angry with me.

The next day, I woke up at ten o'clock.For the first time in these months, Fang Yuke didn't wake me up.It seemed impossible for me to frighten him, he frightened me more or less.Yesterday's nameless fire offended him, and I have to apologize later, alas.

Sitting on the bedside, I saw Julie pacing up and down the room flusteredly, not knowing what phone call she had answered. Such Julie was really rare.She is very precocious, wishing she had 256 faces like a diamond, and each face can cater to different situations. She is my idol and ultimate goal.There are other situations that can stump her...

I looked at her in a daze: "What's wrong with Julie? I'm making a pendulum clock here in the early morning, and I feel dizzy."

"You're dizzy. You've been asleep for 12 hours. Don't blame me." Julie continued to pace up and down.

"Then you are exercising? New yoga exercises? You have to clap your hands again. This is what the old ladies do when they are exercising on the main road in the park. Walking backwards, clapping your hands while walking, it is said that it can delay aging. "

Julie stopped and stared at me suddenly, very affectionately.

I felt trembling in my heart: "What are you looking at? Don't say you like me...I have a boyfriend." I put my hands on my chest and said loudly on purpose.

Julie suddenly looked at me straight up, "Lin Lin, what do you think of me treating you?"

I rubbed my eyes: "It's okay."

"Speak the truth."

"Very sinister." I had to tell the truth.

Julie ignored me and continued: "I usually help you a lot, you should help me at least once."

"I'm very busy, and I have to prepare a 90-point myth..." I said deliberately slowly.

"You finish this matter, and I will help you with the matter of moving the dormitory."

"Really?" I looked at her with wide-eyed eyes, "What's the matter, hurry up and tell me. We're friends, we go up the mountain of swords and go down into the sea of ​​fire. I'll do it for you, sister." I patted my chest and promised.

"It's very simple, just help me see a man."

"What does it look like?"

"I don't know why I asked you to watch it. Wasn't there a New Zealand Chinese chasing me on the Internet a while ago? He said he came to see me specially when he returned to China this time. I have seen his photos, but I have never seen a living person. I want you to first Go meet him."

"Then why don't you go by yourself?"

"He said that he was destined to meet me, and he insisted on meeting me. I think, a man is a beast, how could it be said to be something like fate? I just want to know if he sees someone who looks like you and looks like you People, will they say fate or not? If he still insists, I will look everywhere."

"What do you mean? Cooperating with me looks disgusting, doesn't it? How could Fang Yuke fall in love with me?"

"So your Fang Yu is a good man who only pays attention to fate, and ignores the beauty of appearance and heart..."

"Hey..." I was speechless, "I'm still very energetic."

"Yes, it's very spiritual. When people can't praise beauty, they praise cuteness, and when they can't praise cuteness, they have to praise spirit. You can really take spirit as a compliment."

"If you say again, I won't go to this sacred meeting for you. Also, if that man falls in love with me at first sight, don't cry then."

"Put it down. You think everyone has the same unique aesthetics as Fang Yuke. It's agreed, tomorrow at four o'clock in the afternoon, teachers and students will meet in the restaurant. His name is Wang Yimo, commonly known as Xiao Mo, he is 23 years old, and he is studying at university in New Zealand. My mother is a painter and my father is a businessman. He also started a business himself, mainly in the automobile trade. There are so many backgrounds, so don’t let your feet show. I will also be there, but I will sit a little farther away so that he will not see it. "

I absent-mindedly agreed, got up and washed up.

I didn't receive a call from Fang Yuke for a whole day, and the phone was turned off when I called him.I called his dormitory, and my roommate said that he had left early in the morning, and that he would go back to live in an off-campus house tonight.

I always feel that my heart is not at ease, and I have a faint feeling that something bad will happen.

It is said that meeting netizens is also a familiarity once.When I met Wen Tao last time, I was a little nervous, afraid that seeing dinosaur hackers or something would put me in it.Anyway, this time I just went through the motions, performing purely for friendship, without any psychological burden.The most important thing is not to dress up and make up, the original version is opposite, the uglier it is, the more effective it is.

So, I lay on my stomach in the teacher-student relationship restaurant, watching the sparrows jumping back and forth among the plane trees through the glass window.With a big peaked cap on her head and a big mask, Julie hid in a corner, for fear that others would not know that she was a spy.

I almost fell asleep on my stomach, but the legendary netizen still didn't show up as scheduled.I cleared up the table and prepared to leave people. It would be better to release the pigeons, and I would save trouble.

I looked up and saw a tall and burly man standing in front of me, he looked at me suspiciously: "Are you Julie?"

"No." I answered without thinking. After I finished answering, I realized that my task was coming, and I replied, "Sorry, I am."

The man scanned me again from head to toe: "Ridiculous."

Thanks to Fang Yuke's recent English tutoring, I actually understood this vocabulary.I glared at him, thinking you were funny.

I said dissatisfied: "Aren't you Chinese? Why are you dragging your English? I haven't passed the fourth grade yet. I speak Chinese."

The man smiled, sat down quietly to look at the menu, looked at it for a while and said, "I didn't mean you were funny just now, I mean...she asked you to come?"

I suddenly became uneasy, could it be that I have revealed my secrets so soon?
"I don't understand what you're saying." I said timidly.

"You are definitely not Julie. She speaks differently from you. You are much gentler than her."

"Then you are so cheap, you have to find someone vicious." After I finished speaking, I regretted that I sold Julie so quickly, and my deal was hopeless.

"Hehe, it doesn't matter. I came back to China this time to see how Peking University has changed. When I was young, my mother sketched here, and I played next to it. It has been so many years in a blink of an eye." The man sighed.

I took a look at him. He looks like a northern man with thick eyebrows and big eyes. What's his name?Wang Yimo?
"You're not very old, why are you pretending to be old? Didn't you go back to your hometown to see Julie?"

"I see, isn't that the person who has been hiding and watching us all the time..."

I thought to myself, the Tao is one foot tall and the devil is one foot high. Julie is so smart that she is afraid that she will fall into the hands of this person.

Wang Yimo smiled and said, "Actually, I'm not sure, but I can tell from your expression that this is a default. Don't worry, she chose to meet me in this way, and she has her own reasons."

I smiled reluctantly, not knowing what to say.This feeling is like when you are singing with all your heart, suddenly the audience ran to the stage and said "what you are acting is all fake".I stood awkwardly on the stage and didn't know whether to walk away or fight for reason.

I squinted and saw Fang Yuke coming in wearing a thin black suit, I immediately lowered my head.Now that my date in disguise is seen by him, I have to explain for a long time.I haven't apologized for the nameless fire I posted yesterday, so don't add to the confusion.

I covered my cheek with one hand, turned my head 45 degrees to the right, and buried it in the corner as much as possible.From the corner of the eye, Fang Yuke saw a young woman following Fang Yuke as he took his seat.

I was excited all of a sudden, and quickly turned around to look.

Said to be a young woman, look carefully, she seems to be 25 six, wearing a wine red coat, revealing two slender jade legs tightly wrapped in black stockings, 8 cm high Versace leather shoes, a coquettish red ribbon Wraps around the ankle.

Mature women...the type Fang Yuke likes.

There are a hundred thousand reasons in my heart, and I can't wait to rush to investigate the account immediately.My mother was right, Fang Yuke is good at everything, but he is too handsome.My potential love rivals range from 99 to just walking, covering 50% of the earth's population, which is really huge.You see, the mature women are finally joining in the fun.

Wang Yimo glanced at them following my gaze and said, "Do you know each other?"

I shook my head: "I know half of them."

"Understood. Did you get caught for cheating?"

I glared at him: "Which eye of yours saw him cheating? This is a normal social activity, we give each other enough space. Freedom, do you know?"

"The look in your eyes just now is the same as that of the main house looking at the house." Wang Yimo smiled.

"Hey, speak more seriously. Don't think that you are Julie's prospective boyfriend, I just let you down. I was just watching curiously." After finishing speaking, my eyes drifted to Fang Yuke's. side.

The hateful woman in red actually stretched out her demonic claws to Fang Yuke's hair. She flicked Fang Yuke's bangs and whispered something to Fang Yuke.This is obviously flirting.On the contrary, Fang Yuke continued to drink his coffee happily.Hey boy, he'll have to fight me while I'm playing with his hair.It's over, I think she is the main house and I am the filling house, which is almost the same.

My mood fell to the bottom in an instant.I foolishly thought that I won the first prize and picked up a handsome guy on the side of the road. Since then, I have no other ideas in life, just want to get married and have a baby, and I don't have to worry about anything.Almighty Tianya is right, men are reliable, and sows can climb trees.

I glanced at Wang Yimo and asked, "You said if I went over and poured coffee all over him, wouldn't it look like something written in a novel?"

Wang Yimo shook his head and smiled: "Didn't you have a very open-minded attitude just now? How did you change so quickly?"

I snorted: "Isn't I judging the situation?"

Wang Yimo continued: "You said the two of us are sitting here, you peek at your boyfriend, and I peek at my girlfriend, isn't that weird?"

I was amused when I heard it: "Yeah. Others thought we were a couple arguing, and they turned their heads to drink water and were absent-minded."

Maybe I was speaking too loudly, Fang Yuke suddenly turned his head and saw me giggling and frowning dissatisfiedly.

I restrained my smile, and said to Wang Yimo, "I seem to have been exposed. Do you think he will misunderstand that there is an improper relationship between us? Can I just say it?"

Wang Yimo smiled: "What does it have to do with me? You have to ask Julie if she agrees, doesn't she want to meet me directly?" After speaking, he pointed in the direction where Julie was sitting.

I sighed: "Where did our singing come from? It's a mess."

While sighing, Fang Yuke had already walked up to me, and extended his hand to Wang Yimo in a gentlemanly manner: "Lin Lin's friend, Fang Yuke."

At this moment, I suddenly mind that he didn't say "boyfriend", but "friend".

Wang Yimo blinked at me: "Hello, netizen, Wang Yimo."

The woman in red also came with Fang Yuke.Looking closely, the woman in red is noble and generous, as kind as the Virgin Mary, which is enough to awaken the Oedipus complex of men.She talked softly with Fang Yuke in British English, occasionally looked at me and smiled faintly, with a look of scrutiny in her smile.

My heart skipped a beat, the scene of Fang Yuke reading love letters to me in British English every day suddenly hit my brain.I felt uncomfortable all over, and even wanted to vomit.It's like I danced in the mist of the night, the crystal shoes under my feet tapped on the floor, I opened my arms, smelling the fragrance of the soil to my heart's content, thinking it was romantic, when the lights came on, I realized that I was only It was nothing more than jumping around in front of the toilet full of flies and mosquitoes, wearing a pair of straw sandals and smelling the methane gas.All the good things come from imagination, and all the moving comes from being passionate.

My whole body was cold, but I still forced a smile on my face: "This sister speaks English really well."

Fang Yuke told me: "She grew up in London since she was a child, she doesn't speak Chinese very well, she only speaks English." She didn't explain her identity or introduce her name.Is it not enough to tell me, or is it inconvenient to tell?
The woman in red covered her mouth and smiled, unconsciously wrapping one hand around Fang Yuke's arm, naturally casual and intimate.

I suddenly understood that he wanted me to study, to read English, and to transform me into an intellectually talented woman, did he want to shape me into her.I'm still destined to be someone else's shadow. I used to have a crush on Xiaoxi and always thought I could be his sunshine; but now, I thought I was Fang Yuke's sunshine all the time. Unexpectedly, in the end, I was still living under someone else's shadow.I thought I was becoming a princess, but I didn't expect that as soon as the princess appeared, I would immediately lose my color and automatically abdicate into a gag clown.

When a boyfriend is intimately with a woman of the opposite sex, but he doesn't even bother to explain, what else can I say?
I said with a stiff expression, "This sister is..."

I have 1 prayers in my heart, I hope that this elder sister who can't speak Chinese is one-eighth of Fang Yuke's blood, or one-sixteenth, or one-thirteenth of the blood.

Fang Yuke touched his nose and said, "I'll tell you later, this is a long story."

The psychology class we both took said that if a person refuses to look you in the eye and touches his nose when he speaks, it means he is lying.

I laughed, my mind went blank, I didn't know what to say.

Everything came too suddenly, even if I didn't receive his call all day and night, such an uneasy mood is not enough to prepare for such an accident.

I opened my mouth, but couldn't speak, as if there was a thick cotton wool stuck in my throat.

I tried my best to say one word at a time: "Fang Yuke, I'll take Xiao Mo around. He said he hasn't been to Peking University for a long time, so I'll show him around, show him around."

Fang Yuke looked at me critically, then pulled me aside, stared at me and asked, "Who is he? Why are you always so troublesome?"

I swallowed my saliva: "Yeah, I always make people worry. I can't speak fluent English, I can't get 90 points in the exam, and now I don't even bother to look in the mirror, and I don't know that I am disabled. The things about netizens are also It’s hard to say in one word, it’s a long story.”

Fang Yuke looked at me: "You can't say anything when you see netizens? Are you hiding something from me?"

I lowered my head and stared stubbornly at the floor.

Fang Yuke glanced back at the woman, then turned to me and said, "I still have some things to deal with today, let's talk about it after I'm done."

I looked at his back, watched him explain something to the woman softly with a wry smile, and I heard "misunderstanding (misunderstanding)" and "coincidence (coincidence)" interspersed.

You see how important English is.

If you understand those key words, you will not be played like a fool.At least I know that he can't wait to explain to her now that he will classify the relationship between me and him as a coincidence and misunderstanding.But those who most urgently need an explanation have only the chance to "talk again".

I pulled Wang Yimo up, said goodbye to them with a smile, and then ran away.

The leaves of the sycamore tree in front of the restaurant have turned yellow, and the early winter wind blows, and the leaves fall down sparsely, and the sunlight shines on the body through the branches.I feel that the sun is a bit dazzling, so that I can't see things clearly, and the wet liquid is about to drip from my eyes.I looked up at the sky and walked forward desperately.

Wang Yimo followed me with some embarrassment: "Well... Shall I go back and find Julie? Maybe Julie doesn't know what happened yet."

I wiped my face: "Wait a little longer. When you go back and see Julie, Fang Yuke will meet him, and he will laugh at me again. He will say: 'Zhou Linlin, you are so good at even the netizens. Two ships, what are you doing.'”

I walked in the direction of the lake for a long time, passing by the deck chair where I sat and cried last time, I finally burst into tears uncontrollably.

Wang Yimo panicked instantly: "I'd better call Julie over, or Julie will think I'm bullying you." After speaking, he took out his mobile phone and dialed.

Julie does a full set of plays, and her SIM card is still inserted in my phone.

I wiped my tears and tried to remove the SIM card from the phone, but I couldn't find my own card.

I rummaged through all my pockets, emptied the rucksack, but couldn't find the card.

I smiled miserably and said to Wang Yimo: "If you say you lose it, you lose it. People are like this. When they are here, they take it for granted. When they are lost, they will desperately look for them. If they are lost, they are lost. If they are not mine, they are not mine." , just change the number and start over.”

Wang Yimo carefully pays attention to the wording: "Well... are you making this matter serious? Maybe this is just an ordinary meeting. Didn't you just say that you will leave space for each other?"

I glanced at him and shook my head: "It's not the same. Fang Yuke didn't mind letting me read the love letters others gave him before, and he wouldn't hide them either. Anyway, he doesn't care about those love letters. But now he does it for others Lying and not explaining to me face to face is absolutely problematic."

Wang Yimo didn't know what to say, so he rubbed his hands and said, "But I think it's normal for him to talk to that woman just now."

I suddenly remembered, Wang Yimo is an ABC, he should be able to understand what Fang Yuke said to her.

I immediately asked him nervously: "Recall what they said?"

Wang Yimo thought for a while: "The woman said that some people were going to be jealous, and then she said it was just a coincidence, don't misunderstand casually, the woman said, I don't believe it... I can't hear the details, I leave They are a little far away, and besides, I don't have the habit of eavesdropping."

The little hope I had just kindled was extinguished again.Life is really hopeless.

Back in the dormitory, Julie was already fidgeting over there.

I said weakly: "That Wang Yimo knows that I am a fake, and he also discovered you. So you should go with him at ease."

Julie looked surprised: "Then what happened to you, Fang Yuke and that woman just now? Did Fang Yu misunderstand you and Wang Yimo?"

I waved my hand: "Why don't you ask me if I misunderstood them?"

Julie replied honestly: "Fang Yuke has a lot of skills to deal with you. You misunderstood, don't you have nowhere to go? But if he misunderstood you, what if he ignored you and really left with that person?"

I was lying on the bed, too lazy to talk.Now I'm hanging in the air, what's going on?A while ago, Fang Yuke forcefully forced me to read English, as if something would happen if I fail to pass English, and he himself speaks fluent British English, does this have anything to do with that woman?Why is the relationship between two people so long?What kind of relationship is going to be a long story?ex girlfriend?Love object?
I spread pancakes on the bed, rolled up the quilt, but couldn’t fall asleep. I got up and checked countless times to see if the dormitory phone was connected, and carefully put the microphone away.

The other three couldn't bear it anymore, and Wen Tao, the roommate on the lower bunk, finally yelled, "Don't let me sleep..."

I pursed my mouth in grievance, and meditated while hugging the lotus under the quilt.Wang Jie on the opposite side raised her head and looked at me: "Lin Lin, it's scary for you to sit on it in the middle of the night like this. You used to be okay with dark skin, but now you've finally turned white. Why do you come out to be scary?"

I pursed my mouth in grievance again, and lay down to hold my corpse.

Julie sat up and took a look at me from a distance, and then hung upside down on the lower bunk: "Jie'er, Lin Lin didn't resist anything today, it seems that what happened during the day was quite a blow to her."

Wang Jie sat up: "Julie, can you stop talking to me in the shape of Sadako in the future? My heart capacity is limited."

Roommate Wen Tao also participated in the symposium: "Lin Lin, what stimulated you?"

I thought to myself: Nonsense?Unprovoked, can I be so silent to get your attention?

Wang Jie got up to pour a glass of water, and said while pouring: "Lin Lin, you should tell us from the beginning. You can hold back, but we must let us sleep soundly."

Seeing everyone's enthusiasm, I sat up again, cleared my throat, and recounted the situation during the day.

The first half hour of the topic actually stayed in the emotional history of Julie and Wang Yimo.Wang Jie wants to see Wang Yimo's photo over there, and roommate Wen Tao wants to see the chat records of the two of them.So the three of them huddled together in front of their notebooks like watching a ghost movie in the middle of the night. After fully digging out this gossip, they returned to the main point I wanted.

Roommate Wen Tao laughed wildly in the lower bunk: "Lin Lin, I'm not talking about you, that girl is five or six years older than us, and her cucumbers are painted green, so she can't compare with you."

Wang Jie interrupted Wen Tao: "How do you talk? People aged 25 and [-] are the most mature. Why are siblings popular now? Because younger brothers have not entered the society yet, and they will have strange ideas about all working women. Besides, It’s strange that Fang Yu can speak British English fluently. No matter how we practice oral English, there will always be a Chinese style in English. So, there is something tricky.”

Lying on the bed with her legs crossed, Julie said, "Could this be the story of the legendary Han Meimei and Li Lei?"

I raised my eyebrows and asked, "What Han Meimei and Li Lei? I still have Polly."

Julie continued: "Don't you know the classic story of Han Meimei and Li Lei? Han Meimei and Li Lei are best friends, that sentence makes many people sigh. They love each other but they don't show their hearts to each other. In the end, Han Meimei Flying solo abroad left Li Lei alone in China, so Li Lei studied English desperately just to follow Han Meimei one day."

I stuck out my tongue: "Julie, did you become so obsessed with studying English in junior high school? This way you won't get sleepy when learning English. I will also have to have your imagination in the future. Maybe half of your stories are made up by you." I can pass CET-[-] in English.”

Julie said disdainfully: "Study is boring, of course I have to find some other fun. I think Fang Yu may speak such fluent English, maybe thanks to that mysterious woman. Maybe he has been following in her footsteps, so his behavior Her methods are all influenced by her, which makes you study hard. It's a pity that your rocky head is not enlightened, and you don't work hard, and then he met his morning star, and he thinks you are even more vulgar..."

Roommate Wen Tao interjected: "Julie, don't scare Lin Lin. She has insomnia tonight, and we all wake up with her."

I sat stupidly, still not jumping out of Julie's story.

It took me a long time to realize: "Then Julie, since he likes to follow her footsteps so much, why did he find me with a rock head? Wouldn't it be better to find someone who is similar to her?"

Julie lowered her head and thought for a while: "Maybe he wanted to get rid of her shadow, so he gave himself a strong drug?"

When she said that, my heart dropped.

Roommate Wen Tao quickly said: "Julie has read too many romance novels, and she just sees other people's nosebleeds and wants to say it's leukemia. She doesn't understand her own shit, Lin Lin, don't listen to her." If she's so good, she won't have such an oolong meeting with netizens."

I stared straight at her, but in my mind were all kinds of pictures described by Julie.Could it be that I am the tragic substitute in the legend?This is too bloody.

After a sleepless night, I made an in-depth analysis report on everything, but still couldn't draw a perfect conclusion.Turned into a national treasure the next day, the dark circles under his eyes were as thick as smoky makeup.

That's how people are.In the past, when Fang Yuke called to wake me up and urged me to read in the morning, I would roar in my heart for a while, and then put all the resentment on the thick textbook.Little did I know that my textbook was soaked in countless milk, soy milk and gravy because of my excessive range of motion every time.The phone is quiet now, as if the previous days were a hallucination.

Staring at the phone for a long time, thinking maybe Fang Yuke may have called me, I should go to the business hall to get a new phone card.With this kind of hope and hope in mind, I plugged in the phone card, but there was still no phone or text message. If there was not a text message promoting wolf spray and batons, I would have thought that the phone was broken.

My mood hit rock bottom, and so did my stomach.Although at this critical moment, feasting in the cafeteria is a bit out of my desolate mood, but I have the energy to think about things after a full stomach, so I took a rice bowl to cook.

Unexpectedly, when I was queuing in the cafeteria, I found that the person in front of me was actually Xiaoxi.Thinking that if I saw him from a distance at the beginning, my heart would be beating like thunder, my words would be incompetent, and I would hesitate to speak. After I left, I would sigh with regret.

And now seeing him again, my heart is at peace, as if that secret love is already a thing of the past life.I am really a model of a heartless and ruthless woman. According to this calculation, after about three months, I will be able to put Fang Yuke behind me. He was crushed in my memory, so breaking up is not such a painful thing...

Seeing Xiaoxi, after careful calculation, he hadn't seen him since the end of the practice.It stands to reason that I should thank him face to face. If he hadn't stimulated Fang Yuke at the beginning, Fang Yuke and I probably haven't gotten together until now.But every time he suggested to Fang Yuke to have a meal with Xiaoxi, Fang Yuke always said that Xiaoxi was always busy with other affairs and had no time to talk to us, making him sound like a prime minister.

Xiaoxi was also surprised to see me: "Are you still so busy recently?"

I waved my hand: "I've never been busy all this time, and you know that I'm a fool."

Xiao Xi showed her long-lost dimples: "I knew that Yu Ke was fooling me. Last time I wanted to invite you to dinner, but he said you were very busy."

Fang Yu is really two-faced, Xiaoxi and I have a pure revolutionary relationship... The next time I see him, I have to hurt him well.

Xiaoxi went on to say: "How is the discussion on the immigration going? Last time Yuke was very annoyed by this matter, has it finally been decided?"

"Immigration?" My eyes widened, wondering if my smoky eyes would be intimidating if I opened them wider.

"Didn't Yuke's family want to immigrate to England? Didn't he say he wanted to discuss it with you?" Xiaoxi looked at me strangely.

The cafeteria master urged us impatiently in front, Xiaoxi wanted to turn around, but I firmly held him back.

"When did he tell you?"

"It's been several months. Didn't he say it? No way." Xiaoxi looked at me worriedly.

I was stunned in place, with hundreds of millions of high-speed calculations in my mind: A few months ago, when Fang Yuke found out that his whole family emigrated, would he dream of joining hands with that beauty by the Thames River? But I half understand the love story?Do you feel so guilty towards me from the bottom of your heart that you once laughed at me with a high score of 90, even if he is willing to take me to the UK, I may not be able to take root there?I certainly won't pester him and follow him to England.I have self-knowledge, how far is my level of English, and it is difficult to even enter an ordinary university, and I still hold on to the thigh of Peking University and let go?Fang Yuke was too much to think about, and it would be hard for him to hide the emigration from me for a few months.

While sighing, various scenes played in my mind like a slide projector: flashed for a while was the mysterious woman wearing a bright red sleeveless pleated skirt and a glittering phoenix crown, walking in gracefully with my husband. Misty place in the misty rain; after a while, the plane heading to Great Britain flashed by. I was alone in the airport and the wind was messy. One big question mark.

I smiled and said to Xiaoxi: "It suddenly occurred to me that I have already had lunch. Goodbye." After I finished speaking, I ran all the way to the dormitory to sleep with my head covered.

My brain, which is only used to simple thinking, is finally about to collapse after such complex imaginings.After thinking through so many logic problems, it still leaves some room for me to feel sorry for myself.

I felt cold, strangely cold, as if what Xiaoxi said was a life-and-death talisman piercing my heart, and I couldn't move.I was enlightened and knew the truth of the facts, but I didn't expect such a thorough ending.It doesn't matter if I was cheated on, or it was someone else's shadow, at least one day I can blame him with a hurt expression and a sense of justice, and let him repent.But Fang Yuke always knows what kind of solution can kill the grass and roots. When he has no hope of cultivating me into a fluent English shadow, he can choose to suddenly run to the hometown of the original one day, without even giving a breath of nostalgia. I stayed.

He will eventually ask me out before he leaves, and tell me, I'm sorry, I don't love you, I just want to find someone who is completely different from her, but I can't help but want to make you like her In the end, I found that she was the only one in my heart.

Then the next day, when I realized it and suddenly realized, he had already pulled the suitcase and stepped on the plane.

And that's how my relationship ended.

It turns out that forever is just a misunderstanding.

I guessed the ending of the breakup, but I didn't guess that the process of breaking up could be so hurt.

I took out my phone and entered the most familiar phone number.

Nora Jones' "I don't know why" came from the phone, tears were about to flow, and I wanted to hang up.

But at that moment, Fang Yuke's pleasant and magnetic voice came: "I have something to do now, I will call you back later." After speaking, he hung up the phone.

Tears finally came together, you can see that in the end he was still able to walk one step ahead of me, and at this time he could hang up the phone before me.

I wanted to turn around and not be that poor person before he said to break up.

Feeling unwilling, I sent a text message: "Fang Yuke, let's break up. I'm tired."

After posting this, I feel that my Tianling Gai is numb.But those who know the current affairs are heroes, now that I have lost so much, I still have to save a little face for myself, if Fang Yu wants to be a man, he should go with the flow, he will not care about me, let him do it Bring up the matter of breaking up.In the final analysis, giving the initiative in this kind of matter to the injured party is also one of the gentleman's demeanors.

Unexpectedly, Fang Yuke immediately called and said to me in a low voice: "Don't mess around, we'll talk about it when we meet at night, and don't turn off your phone anymore."

I was very desperate, Fang Yuke is really a greedy man, he wants everything for face.You are all planning to stay together and fly together. I didn't bother you with any complaints. You are open-minded enough. You insist on meeting me to expose your glorious relationship history and throw me, who is unarmed, on me again. It takes a few falls to be satisfied.Husband and wife for one day, one hundred days of kindness, anyway, we have also been boyfriend and girlfriend for a few months, so if you think about it, there are many years of kindness.

In the afternoon, I read all the classic romance novels in my collection at a glance.In those false stories, I always want to believe that those true feelings exist.Give myself a vaccination, otherwise I will be hit at night. I am afraid that I will despair of the world, so I jumped into the lake directly—not drowned, but stuck my head in the mud, and died of suffocation.

Although my feelings are above all else, but my parents, who are physically and mentally affected, will never do anything to offend my parents when they are clear-headed.I usually see me quarreling and arguing with them all the time, but one day they will suddenly go crazy and ask me to marry a bald rascal with a disability or something.But it would be hard to say if Fang Yuke irritated her and made her dizzy.Therefore, I have to prepare myself psychologically so that I won't collapse even if I die. Fang Yu doesn't want such an outstanding strange woman like me, and it is also his loss.When he is getting old, he will definitely beat his chest and feet for today's decision, and regret it for the rest of his life.

Sit down calmly in the dormitory and think, if I explore in a positive direction, Fang Yuke will allow me to study English well, and maybe he will let me travel across the ocean to stay and fly together.But I have been unable to figure it out. Immigration concerns my whole family. Logically, it would give me freedom and let me discuss it with my family.I am not something that can be carried with me, and I can immigrate with their family without even saying hello.Before that, why would they meet each other's parents first, wouldn't they?
What's more, there is still a moth like the woman in red!

So, the possibility is close to zero.

When I was about to eat, I specially put on light makeup for myself, stole a chiffon shirt from Julie, put on a white skirt, put on Wen Tao’s high boots, looked in the mirror, and there were some women taste.Before the execution, they had to eat and dress well, and walked the last journey in a dignified manner.Since today is the last supper, I'll just finish it off.

I still went to the place where we often eat first, changed the location, and picked a table far away from the window.In the past, I always clamored to sit next to the window, hoping that people passing by would see that Fang Yuke was with me, and it was better to make a high-profile publicity than to wait for someone who knew nothing to pry the wall.And Fang Yuke doesn't like to sit here every time, he said it's too like a zoo, as if someone will pass food in from the window at any time.At that time, I always laughed at his unique thinking. Looking back now, maybe he didn't want to talk about my affairs with him, because he had expected such an ending.It's just that my thinking is passivated and I don't understand the meaning of this.

Thinking about it, this dinner tonight is like an official breakup report meeting, just go through the process, don't cry and make trouble, take out what little self-esteem you have left, and be trampled on a few times in your life.Being abandoned is miserable, and begging to be taken in is even worse.

Convincing myself one sentence at a time made my heart feel a little bit of vicissitudes, and I began to stay out of the matter in a stable manner.

My conditioning and recovery are literally as fast as a dog's.

When Fang Yuke came in, he habitually sat by the window, looked at his watch, and looked out of the window, but he didn't notice me sitting in the corner.

I looked at him carefully, and his expression was a little tired, as if he had experienced a lot in the past few days, and his white shirt was wrinkled, which was not like his usual style.

Maybe I was staring too engrossed, but Fang Yuke turned around and still found me, walked over in a little surprise, and sat down on the opposite side of me sullenly.

I don't know what's going on in my eye sockets, and they suddenly become moist.Looking at this white and clean face with distinct facial features that I had messed up before, I realized that those psychological constructions were useless. Before I even said a word, I began to despair.It turns out that breaking up is not such an easy thing to talk about. It is not something that can be packed and thrown away in a neat and orderly manner.

Therefore, it is good for him to go abroad, and I can sit still and pretend to be strong if I can't see him.

Neither of us ordered food as before, and we probably understood that we didn't meet for dinner today.

It was Fang Yuke who spoke first: "Why was the phone turned off two days ago?"

I replied: "I lost my SIM card, I just got it back."

Fang Yuke looked at me suspiciously: "I didn't lose my phone, how could I lose my phone card?"

This is really hard to explain.In common sense, mobile phones and mobile phone cards are indeed as close as brothers and sisters.To make this matter clear, I have to go over the messy matter between Julie and Wang Yimo. This has deviated from the topic by a long way, so it’s better to just mention it in one sentence.

I bit my lip: "This... is lost anyway."

Fang Yuke stared at me, as if trying to figure out me: "You have something to hide from me."

I thought to myself, in fact, you are the one who hides more from me, isn't it just to compare who is hiding more?
Fang Yuke sighed: "I know you've been bothering me recently. Forget it, I won't force you to study English in the future, you can do whatever you like. You are always so disobedient, forcing you might as well force me Myself. I have something to tell you today."

I nodded reluctantly, I don't know if I nodded in his opinion.When he said "I have something to say", I felt that my neck could not move as if I had a cervical spondylosis, and it was very stiff.

Fang Yuke changed the subject: "Before I talk about this, let me ask you, what happened to that netizen yesterday? And what are you dressing up for? Are you going to meet a netizen again? Why can't you change your nymphomania?" Woolen cloth?"

When he used to say that about me, I would say: "I will defend to the death my right to be a nymphomaniac, and I will defend to the death the right of handsome guys to pounce on me." But now those words he said are inserted into my vitals like needles.I still don't know, it turns out that this breakup can still start from me, and can still blame me. I thought it was to accept his apology, and then bless him generously and agree to break up.

I clenched my fists tightly and raised my head to look at him: "Yes, isn't it common in this world to see things differently? So let's break up. Did I send you a text message? I said we broke up."

Fang Yuke's eyes suddenly flashed a gloomy and cold breath, enough to drop the temperature of this early winter to freezing point.

I couldn't help muttering: "It's all my fault what I do."

Fang Yuke pursed his lips: "Say it again."

I dare not say it anymore, Fang Yuke's expression now looks like he wants to kill me.Could it be that if we broke up, we must let him say it?I really didn't know that Fang Yuke was such an extremely perverted person.

I said dully: "Why don't you talk about it. Can you break up? Do you mind?"

Fang Yuke's eyes were bloodshot, and there were shiny things flickering in them, and his expression was three points more terrifying than before.

I'm at a loss, where did this song come from?

I went through all the causes and consequences in my heart, but I still didn't feel that something was wrong with me.I thought I was going to be a tragic supporting actress today, how did I become a female detective?It was originally a bitter drama, how did it become a suspense film?I'm not familiar with the routines of suspense films.

The tears that had been in my eyes evaporated instantly in shock.

I stared at him blankly.

Only now do I realize that although Fang Yuke and I have been a couple for three months, we only know that he is a handsome guy with a poisonous tongue, but we don't know what his real temper is like.

Fang Yuke finally spoke up: "I thought you were insane for a while and passed away. Are you serious? Because of that guy named Wang Yimo that you only met once?"

Isn't the reason we all know it well?Isn't this breakup scene what you Fang Yuke hoped to finish singing?How did you make it look like you were having an affair with me?
I said innocently: "It's not because of him. I know that some things are about fate. We have a substitute element from the beginning. If things go on like this, there will always be problems. Short-term pain is worse than long-term pain. The book says, love Just like two people pulling a rubber band, the injured one is always the one who refuses to let go. Just let it go, it will be more uncomfortable when you can save it.”

Fang Yuke's expression became more ferocious, as if my self-examination didn't satisfy him.I thought he should bow his head in guilt and regret after saying these things that killed me and sprinkled salt on my wounds.

This is really weird.I plan to retreat to the dormitory first and discuss countermeasures with the three of them.Obviously I am a loser in this love, and the loser is divided into such a split, I never expected it to die.It is said that the three cobblers are better than Zhuge Liang, I have to mobilize the collective wisdom to think for me.

So, I thought back and forth a few times, and said firmly: "I'm not hungry suddenly, I'll go back first." God knows I didn't eat lunch or dinner, and I was so deflated that I almost turned into a photo.

Just about to escape, Fang Yuke suddenly grabbed my hand and hugged me tightly.

I'm a little confused, is this a breakup hug?The sadness in my heart finally came long overdue, and it was about to condense into a few streams of hot tears.

However, those passers-by next to us couldn't wait for our affectionate hug, and asked next to us: "Student, is there anyone sitting here?"

It happened to be the peak time for dinner, and the two of us occupied the table without eating, and just stood and hugged, which was indeed a bit out of place.

I pushed Fang Yuke away, and said to them embarrassedly: "Let's go now, let's go now."

Passer-by B muttered angrily: "If you want to make out, go somewhere else, why did you come to the cafeteria to hold her. I'm sick."

As soon as Fang Yuke stood firm, he tightly grabbed the collar of this passerby B: "Who do you say is sick?"

I was taken aback, but Fang Yuke turned out to be violent.No matter how Wen Tao provoked him before, the two of them didn't fight.Now that he is going to England, he doesn't love the people anymore, and he will fight if he pulls people casually.

I hurried over and broke off his fingers one by one.The beautiful and slender fingers were a little white on the nails due to excessive force.

Passer-by B seemed to be a civilized person, he was not used to the posture of hands and feet, and he obviously didn't expect such a big retaliation for a single word of mouth, so he looked at me anxiously.

I pulled Fang Yuke out of the cafeteria, and took a breath: "How come you know how to beat people?"

Fang Yuke looked at me resentfully, his eyes were filled with turbulent black, his beautiful eyebrows were all knit together, his eyelashes trembled as he looked at me, he was so wronged that he found someone else with me, and he Like kicked away.I was a little moved and wanted to touch his face, but I raised my hand halfway before I remembered that today is to break up, so I took his hand and said, "Take care, I will bless you."

After I finished speaking, I turned my head and left, I didn't dare to look back, I was afraid that I would run back madly, hugging his thigh and refusing to let go, telling him that I actually like you very much, can you dump that vixen, Do not go abroad.

In the evening, several people in the dormitory had classes, and I hid in the room alone, thinking wildly, passing all the conversations about the breakup in my mind, and always felt that something was wrong.Speaking of me being together with Fang Yuke, it was a big challenge to my IQ.Back then when we were fighting each other, I couldn’t help being slandered by his erudition and my ignorance. Often after half an hour of humiliating me with his winding and obscure words, I suddenly realized that I had been criticized and bruised all over my body.And now the leader of the vicious tongue has fallen into a magic barrier, and the way of breaking up is really weird.

At ten o'clock, just as they were about to go back to the dormitory, the mobile phone rang, and I saw it was Fang Yuke.

My heart was pounding and palpitating, but there was no sound, just the lazy music of Norah Jones and the flickering whimpers.I fed it several times, but there was no sound.

When I called again, it was a busy signal that no one answered.

This plot is developing more and more in a weird and suspenseful direction. Scenes such as murder, robbery and kidnapping have passed through my mind.

I tidied up, put on a thick coat, and walked towards Fang Yuke's place off-campus.

When I got there, I was turned away.The white anti-theft door looked cold under the cold light.I took a deep breath and rang the doorbell, but no one answered.After pressing it several times, it was still clear. I was about to turn back in disappointment, but there was a sound of something falling to the ground in the room behind me, and the door creaked open.I turned around happily, but there was that mysterious woman in front of the door, looking at me with eyes like water, and behind her was Fang Yuke's noisy English.

My heart hurt like being run over, I rubbed my hands together in embarrassment: "I am just coming by. I go back now."

After all, I haven't taken the fourth grade of English yet, and the vocabulary used is still in the first grade of junior high school.

However, at this moment, I have no time to think about the problem of English and not English, even if I can't understand what the person behind her is yelling in English.

All I know is that I came to see my husband infatuatedly, but my husband is already a treasure in the golden house.

I thought I would be of some use to him, but unexpectedly it was his cotton-padded jacket in summer and cattail leaf fan in winter.I thought I was his honey, but now I became his arsenic.Am I catching rape in bed or beating a mandarin duck?
He sighed and turned his head to walk, but his feet seemed to be filled with heavy lead, and he couldn't move forward one step.

Unwillingness in the heart, thousands of unwillingnesses.The man with the picturesque eyebrows and dark hair did not belong to me in the end.

But she looked at me curiously, took my hand and walked into the room.

When I entered the room, I saw a pile of wine bottles scattered across the table, beside the bottles lay a blushing Fang Yuke.

That mysterious woman also became more and more mysterious, leading me to Fang Yuke's side, but she packed her things and wanted to go out.

I hurriedly called her to stop, I really didn't want to complicate the situation.

The woman smiled sweetly: "He needs you."

This sister, I can understand this sentence later.

I know how limited my English is, but it comes in handy at a crucial moment: "Who are you? Lover? Sister?"

The older sister played word games with me: "Sister, but feeling like lover. Please take care of him. When he wakes up, you can ask him by yourself."

The drunken Fang Yuke's eyes were blurred, his movements were a little slow, he only knew to hold the wine bottle and not let go, speaking Chinese and English indistinctly for a while.

I was so blocked that I could speak English even when I was drunk.Is it easy for the motherland to raise you so big?People say that the kindness of dripping water should be repaid by springs, and no matter how bad it is, you should throw peaches in return.It's a good thing for you, boy, in your prime of life, but you escaped to the vicious capitalist country to enjoy yourself.

Taking advantage of his confusion, I pinched his cheek hard.Alas, if you laughed at you like this before, you would definitely hurt me, right?It is estimated that there will be no chance of being pulled down by you in the future.

As I thought about it, the sadness in my heart rose a few more levels.Feeling sad, I took a few sips of wine.

Growing up, I never persuaded others not to drink.When I'm with Yaozi, I drink slowly, and she drinks fast. Every time we drink together, she gets very drunk, and I don't ask or make gestures to persuade her, so her drinking capacity is within my control. Down by leaps and bounds.If Fang Yuke drank with me when he was young, he would never be embarrassed by these few bottles of wine.

My wine is not good, I have heard it myself, I have done all the embarrassing things, snot, tears, sing, recite, touch and kiss, omnipotent.Fang Yuke's family was obviously strict since he was a child, even when he was drunk, he didn't want to go anywhere, except for talking nonsense, but he was very quiet.

However, it was too quiet, as if he was about to fall asleep.

Early winter in Beijing has just begun, and it's not time for heating.I am afraid that if I sleep in this cold living room, I will catch a cold tomorrow.

I had no choice but to push his body, and he was very relaxed, as soon as his head sank, he rested on my shoulder.

I called him: "Fang Yuke, are you drunk?"

I thought to myself that what I asked was really nonsense, just like confirming whether a person who is asleep is asleep or not.

To my surprise, Fang Yuke answered in a sleepy manner: "Not drunk."

Because he didn't answer this question like a drunk, and he was even somewhat rational and sober, so I asked again: "Fang Yuke, do you remember who grabbed your face just now?"

His eyelids blinked in slow motion, and he replied in a low voice, "Yes, it's an idiot named Lin Lin."

When he called me stupid before, his eyes were mostly contempt, but suddenly they became so soft, it seemed that this "stupid" was very affectionate and pampered.

However, after all, he drank some wine, and the next sentence was very far-fetched: "I regret it."

Although this sentence has nothing to do with the context, it has added more scars to my sensitive and fragile heart.If a man called his current girlfriend's name and sighed regret when he was half-drunk, I am afraid that people with thick thoughts like telephone poles would sigh, let alone my nerves that have been sharpened these days?

I didn't care whether he could still understand me, I just said lightly: "I know you regret it, but the people in our town are open, and it's not like you can't get married after falling in love once. My mother is usually a bit tough Son, you can still know the seriousness of major matters, and you will never be forced to take responsibility with a kitchen knife. We didn't have any substantive relationship. Even if it happened, now we pay attention to getting together and relaxing. You don't need to drink to hurt your health. , to be such an infatuated person. Although I, Zhou Linlin, don’t have the appearance of Diaochan and Xishi, I still have half-bloomed peach blossoms in the end. Even if there are one or two people who fall in love with me, I’m not a failure. .You don't have to blame yourself..."

I thought in my heart that these words were really reasonable, if Fang Yuke was clear-sighted now, he might be so moved that he would shed a few tears to thank me for being so open-minded.

I looked up and saw that Fang Yuke's eyes were indeed a little wet, and a line of hot tears finally flowed from the corner of his eyes the moment he closed them.

Tears of parting and tears of gratitude can really touch the depths of people.

Especially when weeping silently, there is always a sound in a silent place, and it moves the people who see it, so I also sobbed.

Through my blinded tearful eyes, I saw Fang Yuke approaching me slowly, hugging me tightly, his lips trembling as he searched for the target.

I think this is the last kiss.

I thought it was a superficial etiquette, but I didn't expect this kiss to be a bit more violent.Fang Yuke seemed to want to vent his grievances on me, biting or sucking, almost swallowing me to be satisfied.

As expected, Fang Yuke did have some violent tendencies.

My lips and tongue were numb, and even my mouth smelled bloody.It felt like my soul was split, half of me immersed in this crazy intimacy, and the other half watching it all with sorrow and pity from high above.

However, Fang Yuke always drank too much, and when he was about to suffocate me with kisses, he began to grope up and down dishonestly, and began to unbutton me.

Half of my soul was out of my body, and I finally returned to calmness in an instant.Fang Yu was afraid that he had already forgotten who I was, and was only driven by a trace of desire. When he woke up, he said sorry, and he could still fly to England.What's more, as I said just now, even if there is a substantive relationship, this is an era of easy gatherings and separations.But precisely, I don't want this kind of seemingly unrestrained behavior that only wants to have your heart, but also your body if you can't have it now.

So I took a breath of fresh air during this furious kiss, and hurriedly said: "Fang Yuke, you're drunk."

Fang Yuke said with unsteady breath: "I'm not drunk." At this time, the tone seemed a bit drunk.

I had no choice but to ask: "Then tell me, where is your passbook and how much money is in it?"

Fang Yuke handled it with ease: "I will give it to you in the future."

I thought to myself that it is indeed a talent for me to be able to say such satisfactory words when I am drunk.

I am usually not good at thinking, but now I have to calculate how much of all the actions between him and me are sincere and how much is animal.And even if there is 1% animal nature in it, I would not like to see 99% sincerity.Sincerity can never be discounted, it is the cleanliness of my feelings.

So I broke free and fought him in hand-to-hand combat.

And my body, which is less than 1.6 meters, looks a little thinner under the 1.8-meter behemoth. No matter how I break free, it will only add interest.Fang Yuke easily clamped my hands high with one hand, untied my coat with the other hand, and lay all over me.

I really regret why I didn't wear the jumper I usually wear, at least it can increase the resistance of doing things.When I came out at night in the winter, I only wore a shirt and a thick coat with buttons.

Fang Yuke's lips have spread from my lower lip to my shoulder socket, and there is a faint smell of wine from my neck, as well as bursts of gnawing pain.

I instantly felt helpless and hopeless. Looking at everything that was about to happen, I could only sigh: "Fang Yuke, do you know? We have already broken up. What the hell is this?"

The movement of the neck suddenly stopped.

Fang Yuke's head was deeply buried on my shoulder.

It took a while to feel that his shoulders were shaking up and down, and a muffled "I'm sorry" came from the soft cotton clothes.

This belated sorry brought back all the grievances and grievances I had endured in the past few days, and made me cry loudly.

After this day, I became very good.

Every morning I would get up on time at seven o'clock to learn to buy winter vegetable buns and soy milk. After eating, I would read German for an hour, and then I would go to class in a regular manner.I don't turn on my phone, eat snacks, or sleep during class.Even the most boring ideological and political class, I listened attentively.After class, I will go to the computer room to listen to English for a while and do English listening questions.In the evening, I will go for a walk by the lake.

I feel like I'm having a great time.

People who can't see Fang Yuke, can't hear Fang Yuke's voice, disappearing in Fang Yuke's world, I think it's very good.

(End of this chapter)