If you can love like this

Chapter 92

She said: "I figured it out after the press conference that day. I stayed in the hotel for a long time. When I came out of the car, I saw you squatting on the side of the road crying. It was freezing and snowy. You were crying alone there." I was very sad, so I cried too. At that time, I knew that I had lost, and suddenly I felt that life is so funny. What I desperately want to win is not yours, but what I desperately want to get rid of is destined. This tragedy has no Winner...Really, I have never felt so desperate, including Qi Shuli, because of the relationship between you and Geng Mochi, even if God comes, there is nothing you can do..."

Milan kept chattering by the bed, and I fell asleep quickly due to the effects of the medication.It was still a muddy dream, as if I was in an empty world, I couldn't see a single person, but I could vaguely hear someone talking, the voice seemed to be near or far away, like a light wind, passing by my ears.The consciousness fluctuates, and I can't be sure whether I am awake or dreaming, because I can tell that it is Annie who is talking to me this time, and I am familiar with the lily perfume on her body.

"Kao'er, I'm sorry, it's all my fault. I know that you won't forgive me for what I say now, but you may not know that the reason I married him is to prevent him from revenge and harm to you. This man is greedy and selfish. I loved him once. I loved him sincerely. For this love, I changed a lot and sacrificed a lot. I even agreed to Frank’s marriage proposal because I got angry with him... Thinking about my life Tragically, no one has ever truly loved me, Frank proposed to me to use me for his own ends, and Keven has been using me since the beginning to get my brother's wealth, he transfers property, hides income, backs I let my brother engage in illegal transactions and so on. My brother tolerated his various bad deeds for my sake. Later, he became more and more emboldened, and he even tampered with the accounts and statements, and was insolvent with serious losses. For the reason of declaring bankruptcy of two subsidiaries owned by my brother, he then bought it in the name of a relative in an attempt to devour my brother’s property, so my brother transferred all the remaining assets to your name through a lawyer. After he knew Immediately turned against me, broke up with me, and deliberately ignored me. At that time, I still had illusions about him, thinking that he still loved me, so I agreed to Frank's marriage proposal, trying to stimulate him and see if he really cares about me. ,result……

"In the end, I was still disappointed. He actually kidnapped you. It was a letter reported to me by one of his cronies who I bought earlier. I came here to save you, who knows... Alas, it’s my fate, I can’t blame anyone, I’m not sad when I’m blind, my heart calms down instead, I don’t need to see the cruelty of the world, maybe I can live a little longer. But no Thinking of him going to Star City to find me again, asking me out to reconnect with the old relationship, saying that he wanted to avenge me, I was completely disappointed in this man at the moment, because I knew he must be repeating his old tricks and trying to use me to retaliate against you Sure enough, the man I bribed secretly told me that he was plotting a bigger conspiracy, and wanted to put me under house arrest in the name of marriage. Ming would not dare to kidnap him, he was afraid of Frank, and he wanted me to be willing I was placed under house arrest by him in order to coerce my brother to transfer the property to him, and I was just a prop he needed to realize this conspiracy. So I decided to follow the plan, promised to marry him, and went far away. Even if it cost my life, I would To prevent him from continuing to do things that hurt you. Kaoer, I dare not tell you the truth. I am afraid that Frank will kill him. It is not a pity for him to die, but I don’t want my brother to take his own life. Fate really doesn't matter, living is pain to me, people like me don't deserve happiness at all..."

Annie said a lot at my bedside, and I heard them all, but I didn't have the courage to open my eyes, but I knew that I was crying, I was crying all the time, and it was Annie who wiped away my tears.

She knew, and I heard her.

When did Annie leave? I was vague, and I only vaguely heard her whispering in my ear: "I will take him away, and take away all the disasters. As long as you are happy, I am willing to take away the disasters for you..."

Finally woke up again, I don't know how long it has been.

It was like a dream again, his face was so clear, the night was so quiet, I could hear my own heartbeat, a small light was on beside the bed, I looked at the familiar face close at hand in a daze, familiar sleepy eyes.He also looked at me with some surprise.As if all of a sudden, he subconsciously convulsed and hugged me, let out a long breath, and buried his face in my hair, "Kao'er, my Kao'er, you're finally awake!"

"Frank!"

"Well, it's me, it's me!" He responded repeatedly, holding me tightly, lest I would disappear as soon as he let go, "God, I thought you would never wake up again, Milan said you woke up Once, I didn't believe it at all, so...God is still merciful, and finally left you in the world."

I could only murmur: "Where's Annie?"

He suddenly stiffened and held me motionless.

"How is she?"

"She..." He let go of me, warm breath rushed to my face, his expression extremely desperate, "Forget about her, we all forget about her, what has been lost for too long, and it is no longer what it used to be when you find it. "

My eyes blurred, "Don't blame her..."

"No one blames her, she doesn't belong to us anymore, she married, followed Chen Jinsen to England, and left two days ago." He said calmly.I looked straight into his eyes, and suddenly remembered what Annie had said in my ear, grabbed his shoulder and shouted: "Quick, run after him, don't let Annie go with him!"

He was cold and expressionless, "Don't mention these, I've already forgotten them." His eyes flickered, and he suddenly asked, "Don't you ask him?"

"But Annie..."

"Actually, you wanted to ask him the most, but you were afraid that I might have something in your mind, so you asked Annie how she was, right?" He didn't understand me at all, and reached out to caress my face, "Fool, love is love, Why worry so much, people all over the world know that you can give everything for him, even your life. You don't say it, but I see it all in your eyes, and you only have him in your eyes, just like mine There is only you like..."

After he finished speaking, he sighed softly, and hugged me into his arms again, more and more tightly, as if he wanted to embed me completely into his life.Except for Geng Mochi, no one has ever hugged me like this.

"What's wrong with you?" I suddenly felt wetness on my shoulders. When I turned my face, he was crying. "What's wrong with you? What happened?" I pushed him away and reached out to turn on the bedside lamp to brightest.

"It's nothing, it's really nothing." He was obviously not used to the strong light, and he quickly covered his eyes with his hands, maybe he didn't want me to see him cry.

"You lied to me, there must be something wrong!"

"You misunderstood, Kao'er, it's really not what you thought." Qi Shuli regained his composure, and patted my face, "You have no idea how important you are to me. Met with you... Although I know that you can't fall in love with me, I still can't stop my devotion to you. During this time, I have thought through a lot of things. I know that you can't lose Geng Mochi, just like I can't lose you , that's why... I worked so hard on Geng Mochi's illness, because I know that even if you don't return to him, you can only live if he is still alive..."

"Sorry, I……"

"I don't need to say anything, I can understand." Qi Shuli smiled, and suddenly seemed to think of something, "By the way, I have something to tell you, Dr. Smith has found a new medicine, which can temporarily relieve Geng Mochi's condition, so that We are buying more time to find the right heart."

"Really? What medicine is so effective?" I immediately became excited when I heard it.

"I'm not a medical student, how would I know?"

"Thank you, Frank. But I am very aware of his illness..." My heart twitched, and I felt powerless at that moment.Qi Shuli held my hand, "So I decided to send him back to the United States for surgery. Dr. Smith has already contacted him. We will leave after you recover. Dr. Smith will definitely have a solution. In fact, there are some clues now." ..."

"You mean a heart transplant?"

Qi Shuli nodded, "Yes. To tell you the truth, we have now found a heart donor. He is terminally ill, and his time is running out. His match is exactly the same as Geng Mochi. We have sent someone to contact him, but there is a problem. It is because the success rate of the operation may be lower than we expected, because Geng Mochi's illness has been dragging on for so many years, and various body functions have begun to fail. Maybe he will never be able to come out after being pushed into the operating room. Even if he can come out, Whether his body can adapt to the transplanted heart is hard to say."

"Don't say it, please don't say it, I know..." My voice was choked again, and I didn't dare to think about it at all.

"Kao'er!" Qi Shuli sighed softly, and stretched out his hand to stroke my messy hair, "Don't think so much now, life and death are destiny, it depends on his good fortune..."

(End of this chapter)