I stand on the bridge and watch the scenery

Chapter 29
Yu Jinglan opened his eyes, and heard someone calling his name outside. It didn't ring, but it could easily wake him up from his dream.

When he got up and walked to the window, he saw her standing under the locust tree and waving to him.She smiled brightly, like the purest crystal.His favorite crystal.

He went to the bathroom to wash up, changed his clothes and walked into the hall.She ran up and stood outside the threshold, holding the edge of the door and asking him: "Jing Lan, Luo Zhi said to go climbing, will you go?"

"The first day of the rare winter vacation, why don't you sleep more?" I started to catch a cold last night, otherwise I wouldn't sleep until this point today, but this girl usually has to go to school for a long time. Don't sleep during the holidays?
Sure enough, she said depressedly: "Why don't you want to sleep more? It's my dad who asked me to get up early in the morning to go for a run, running [-] meters. He said that during the holidays, there will be less study and more exercise."

He laughed, "Thank you for your hard work."

She didn't smile, she stretched out her hand to touch his forehead, his heart skipped a beat, and he took a step back, "What's wrong?"

She looked at him seriously, "You have a cold, Yu Jinglan?"

She got a little annoyed when she called him by his full name.He couldn't help touching her short hair, and said, "It's okay, I took medicine last night, I'll take it later."

She said "Oh" and was silent for a while, then said: "Then don't go climbing, just rest at home."

This year, she was in her first year of high school and he was in her third year of high school.

Half a year later, under the locust tree, she toasted to confess to him.He is used to forbearance, restraint, and consideration.The sooner a relationship sprouts, the easier it is to get frustrated, and they still have a long way to go.

Of course, he is also selfish, he thinks that if he can bear it, so can she.

Watching her gradually become quiet in those two years, he asked himself many times in his heart, was he doing the right thing?
Maybe, he should help her walk, instead of standing in the distance, stretching out his hand, waiting for her to walk firmly before coming over.And he doesn't have to feel like he's struggling.

There was a burst of coldness on his forehead, Yu Jinglan slowly opened his eyes, covering his eyes with his hands, and was carefully applying the fever-reducing stickers on him.

"Shuiguang..." he murmured softly.

The hand moved away, and the owner of the hand frowned at him, and said softly: "Are you still dreaming?"

Yu Jinglan glanced sideways with some headaches. The place he was in now was not the hometown he was familiar with since childhood, but a university dormitory, and the person beside him was not Xiao Shuiguang, but Ye Mei, "Why are you here? ?”

"I heard that you didn't go to class today, so I came to take a look." Ye Mei answered succinctly.

There were only the two of them in the dormitory at the moment, Jing Lan was silent for a few seconds, and finally pressed her forehead with her hands, and sighed weakly, "The rumors between me and you may not be cleared up even if you jump into the Yellow River..."

"It's a great thing for you and me to be able to avoid those troubles, isn't it?" As Bai Fumei and Gao Fushuai in the true sense, she and Yu Jinglan had no shortage of suitors after entering school, but both of them were helpless. She already has her heart in her heart, and the rest are completely out of sight, but she is constantly disturbed, which makes her very impatient.

"Aren't you afraid that he will believe the rumors and misunderstand you?" Although what Ye Mei said was the truth, Yu Jinglan reminded her of the truth that every gain must be lost.Just like he is now.

Ye Mei shook her head bitterly, "Liang Chengfei...I don't know what he thinks."

Jing Lan has no intention of caring about his friend's feelings at the moment, because he dreamed about her a moment ago, which made him a little... a little uncomfortable.

I would dream about what happened in high school. In addition to my own fever, there should be a little bit of guilt that has been lingering in my heart.

He always remembered the mist in her eyes that year after she confessed to him and was rejected.

Until now, she was still angry, or rather, embarrassed.

She no longer stood outside the window calling him, no longer pestered him, no longer looked directly at him, and no longer came to speak to him alone.

He even had some doubts, would she stop... liking him?

Thinking of this, Yu Jinglan became a little anxious.Worrying about gains and losses like this is really not like himself. He clearly knows that a premature and passionate love will only lead to the early death of this relationship, but he regrets it a little.

Yes, he regretted it.

When he came home from summer vacation last summer and happened to meet her who came to play with Jingqin at home, regret took root in his heart, and then entanglements and twigs entangled his heart.

When he got home that day and put down his luggage, he saw her rushing in unexpectedly.

He knew that she was looking for Jingqin, and he also knew that he hadn't informed her that he would be back today, but when he saw the panic and bewilderment on her face, his heart hurt instantly.

He heard her ask him strangely and flusteredly if he had eaten, as if she was resisting meeting with him, she said a few random words, and hurried away.

He quietly watched her leaving back.That summer vacation, she was very busy, so busy that he couldn't see her...

Early in the morning on the last day of summer vacation, he stood in the yard looking at that window for a long time, and finally walked slowly to the stone bench and sat down, picked up the book she left there yesterday and forgot to take it back, and took out the book A blank bookmark.

He looked at the vines by the wall, as long as the vines bloomed in full bloom next year...

The morning dew dampened his eyelashes and wet his hair, but he didn't even notice it.

The water is shining, the flowers on Moshang are blooming, and they can return slowly.

Yu Jinglan tried her best to hold back her cough, even though Ye Mei went to cook and there was no one else in the dormitory, he was still not used to showing his true temperament.

Today is the day when she and Jingqin finished their college entrance examinations.

He closed his eyes and stabilized his breathing. The high fever made him weak all over. He struggled to get up and walked to the table to get his mobile phone. The moment his hand touched the mobile phone, the ringtone rang suddenly.

The displayed name made Yu Jinglan stunned. For a moment, he thought that he had a hallucination due to excessive fever, but the voice from over there immediately interrupted his doubts.

"Yu Jinglan, I've finished the exam."

"Ok, I know."

"Can I...can you apply to your school?"

Yu Jinglan closed his eyes and secretly suppressed the cough that rushed to his throat due to the instant relaxation. After holding back for a long time, he heard his own voice.

"I'm waiting for you."

Originally, I wanted to tell her not to worry, take her time, and take a good look at the scenery along the way, he will always be waiting for her, don't worry, don't need to be afraid.

But in the end, he could only say those three words.

Yu Jinglan put down the phone, with a faint smile on his face, a little self-mockery, a little joy.

When Ye Mei came back, she saw Yu Jinglan half sitting and half leaning on the edge of the bed, "Is it going to be so soon?"

"It's much better." Jing Lan also smiled slightly, "Ye Mei, I want to go home."

Because it was so sudden, Ye Mei was a little surprised, "When?"

"The day after tomorrow." June tenth.

"It's for your sweetheart, right?" Ye Mei chuckled, "I'm so envious."

Ye Mei is really envious.The first time she saw Yu Jinglan, she just thought he looked like Liang Chengfei, but after getting acquainted with him, she realized that his personality was completely different. She thought several times, if he could have half... half of Yu Jinglan's self-confidence, they would The road will not be so difficult to walk.

The relationship with Yu Jinglan is a bit of sympathy, a kind of friendship between gentlemen.She was born in a cadre family, and his background is somewhat similar to hers, so he lacks a bit of hypocrisy and clinging. In addition, he is like Liang Chengfei, so she told him when they met for the first time, "I like him." My parents don’t like him, and they don’t want me to associate with him. He has a lot of self-esteem.” But the next moment, he couldn’t help but say proudly, “His dream is to be a soldier or a policeman, to fight for the people. Harmful to defend the country."

Yu Jinglan smiled at the time and said softly: "My girl is to defend world peace."

Afterwards, the two often communicated, and most of the conversations were about the other half in their hearts.

On the day Yu Jinglan went back, his fever subsided a bit, but his cold still didn't heal, so Ye Mei insisted on sending him to the airport.

Before boarding the plane, Jing Lan stretched out her hand to gently smooth her short hair, "If you don't say it, how can you blame people for not knowing what you mean?"

In fact, Ye Mei is quite similar to him, with the same introverted personality, with a long-term vision but always forgetting what is in front of her eyes. She doesn't know how much uneasiness her silence brings to the other party.

When he said this, he said it to her, and he also said it to himself.When I go back this time, I want to give back her peace of mind, give back her perseverance all these years, and give back a piece of peace to myself.

The plane finally took off, and the thoughts that had been lingering all along finally settled down. Yu Jinglan nodded with one hand and looked out the window.

The clouds parted, the morning sun was born, and I fell into a dream in a drowsy state.When I wake up from the dream, I should be able to see her.

A bird flew past the window, and the shadow covered his face.

There was a terrible roar and explosion, and the engine on the left side of the plane exploded.

Yu Jinglan opened his eyes, and extremely gorgeous golden-red sparks danced and fluttered in his vision, devouring everything.

Moshang, flowers bloom...

Shui Guang...

The flowers on the Moshang fly with the evening rain, the mountains and rivers are still similar, but the people of the past are not.

(End of this chapter)