I'm waiting, the wind is waiting for you

Chapter 22 Who do I miss the most when I close my eyes, but who is beside me when I open my eyes (2)
He joined the student council, participated in the school debate, and even joined the rock climbing club, and he was busy.

As for Su Heng, there are dormitories, classrooms and cafeterias at three o'clock and one line, so the only time I can see him is during recess on Monday morning.

There are always many people around him, and she is used to watching him silently in the corner, just like before.

This day was the last Monday before the [-]th. Lu Wei'an saw Su Heng coming out of the classroom slowly, and stopped her: "Su Heng, long time no see, I'm too busy to take care of you these days, let's get together later Let's have lunch, I have something to tell you, let's go first, I will go to class, and I will call later."

Su Heng stood there until the class bell rang, she was stunned, and finally realized that it was not an illusion just now.

There was no class in the third and fourth quarters, Su Heng hurried back to the dormitory with the book in his hands, put down the book and went to the cafeteria, there was no one in the cafeteria, so she found a seat by the window and sat down.

Although it was almost October, the weather was still very hot, the air conditioner in the cafeteria was not turned on, and the location by the window was very sunny, so she was sweating after sitting for a while, so she silently changed a seat closer to the door.

However, during the two classes, Su Heng always felt that the time passed very quickly during the class, but waiting could always make the time longer. She watched the second hand on the watch turn round and round, waiting like this, She was not anxious at all, on the contrary, she enjoyed it.

The bell for the end of get out of class rang on time, and after a while, the mobile phone of "Gentleness" rang. It was Lu Wei'an's call. She took the mobile phone and coughed lightly: "Hello."

"Su Heng, where are you?" His voice was bright and energetic.

"I'm in the dorm."

"Then I'll go downstairs to your dormitory." He said.

Su Heng was taken aback, but couldn't say "no". After hanging up the phone, she hurried out of the cafeteria and strode back to the dormitory building. Luckily, Lu Wei'an hadn't arrived yet.

She stroked her chest and gasped for breath, and after a while, she came out slowly, and happened to see Lu Wei'an walking over with a smile all over her face.

Her face was also inexplicably stained with a smile, but she didn't dare to let him see it. She stood at the door with her head slightly lowered, and drew circles on the ground with her toes.

Lu Weian quickly walked up to her and said, "Why are you in a daze, let's go, let's eat outside the school."

"Huh?" Su Heng was taken aback, "Just go to the cafeteria."

"It's already late now, there's nothing in the cafeteria, go out to eat, there's a delicious restaurant, I'll take you there." He turned around and walked ahead.

Su Heng looked at his back, almost lost his senses, and quickly followed behind him with small steps.

After walking a few steps, Lu Wei'an found that Su Heng seemed to have disappeared. He looked back and saw the person, laughed, and waited for her to approach, and walked side by side with her: "Xu Zixin called me and asked how you are."

Su Heng looked up at him suddenly.

"She just worries, thinking that you will have a hard time without her by your side." Lu Wei'an shook his head with a smile, "Su Heng, are you okay? Are you getting used to college life? I don't think you have any friends around you. If you If there's anything, remember to tell me."

Her eye sockets were a little wet, she didn't dare to look at him anymore, she turned her face and said in a muffled voice, "I'm fine, I'm fine."

"It's fine." Lu Weian patted her head lightly, "Let's go, you should be hungry."

Lu Wei'an seemed to be a regular customer of that restaurant, and even the boss knew him, so he said with a smile, "Here again? Is it the same today?"

"I'll ask later." He looked at Su Heng, "Is there anything you don't want to eat?"

Su Heng shook her head, she has nothing to taboo.

"Let's keep it the same way." Lu Wei'an smiled, and beckoned Su Heng to sit down in the corner, "The boss is very nice, and the food is delicious, you will know if you try it."

Su Heng nodded, still not daring to look at him: "You, what do you want to say?" She summoned up her courage and asked.

"Ah yes." Lu Wei'an laughed, "Look at my memory. Did you know? Chu Fan is also in H University."

H is big, and Xu Zixin's H is big.

She looked at Lu Wei'an inexplicably, and Lu Wei'an laughed: "Don't you know? Chu Fan has always liked Xu Zixin, but his personality is too boring, so he never dared to say it."

In fact, Su Heng could tell that Chu Fan liked Xu Zixin.

Chu Fan is actually very similar to her to a certain extent. He is quiet and introverted and does not like to talk. Even if he likes someone, he only knows to look at him silently and follow him. It is a kind of tacit understanding without words. From the look in Chu Fan's eyes, one could see his liking for Xu Zixin.

"This nerd seems to have suddenly become enlightened." Lu Wei'an smiled, "He actually discussed with us and said that he wanted to confess."

Su Heng's eyes widened suddenly.

"Hey, don't tell Xu Zixin that this matter will be kept secret for the time being. You know that we will hold a class reunion in Class [-] and [-] of Senior High on Eleventh. We want to help Chu Fan handle this matter that day Alright." He smiled smugly.

Su Heng felt a little uncomfortable: "What if Xinxin doesn't like him..."

"This... let's talk about it when the time comes. We can't keep Chu Fan bored for a lifetime. This is a chance for Chu Fan and Xu Zixin."

Su Heng didn't know why Chu Fan mustered up so much courage, at least she herself had no choice, even under the premise that Lu Wei'an was single, she couldn't tell him every bit of what she had done to him in the past three years like.

After eating, Lu Wei'an sent Su Heng back to the dormitory downstairs. Su Heng was about to say goodbye when he heard him ask: "Is someone coming to pick you up on Eleventh?"

Su Heng shook her head: "I didn't ask my father to pick me up." She said before that she wanted to be independent, so she wanted to be more independent.

Lu Wei'an responded: "Then I'll go back with you. It's not convenient for you as a girl, so don't buy tickets. I'll help you buy them. That's the deal."

Before Su Heng could say anything, he had strode away, leaving only her a handsome back.

She likes to look at his back, calm, cheerful, melancholy, proud...

She would occasionally look in the mirror and imitate his way of walking, and then she would be overjoyed.

Su Heng picked up the habit of writing a diary again, and put the diary into the tin box after writing.

In fact, there is also a diary, which she wrote from the first year of high school. It was full of Lu Wei'an, but unfortunately lost it accidentally in the third year of high school, and could not find it again. At that time, she was very afraid of being When people saw this diary, they were afraid that her little thoughts would be discovered. Later, when it was rumored that she liked Lu Wei'an, she thought it was the diary that was discovered, but fortunately, it was not.

That diary seemed to disappear into the past with her youthful memories.

Sometimes she thinks it's okay, how long can a memory without words last?
In fact, she later learned that some memories, even without written records, can still exist in her mind brand new, as if everything happened yesterday.

Tickets are always difficult to buy before festivals. Lu Weian went to the station and waited in line for half a day to buy two tickets. After getting on the train, he found out that it was the corner of the last row. Lu Weian went in first, but stood in the aisle waiting for her to meet her When he approached, he said, "You sit inside."

The air conditioner was turned on in the car, but Su Heng still felt a little hot, probably because Lu Wei'an was sitting a few centimeters away from her, she was holding her schoolbag tightly with both hands, she lowered her head and dared not lift it up.

Lu Wei'an was by her side, his breathing and his smell were magnified several times, she could really feel that he was by her side.

The heart was not under her control, it was beating up and down, as if it was about to jump out of the chest, the group of butterflies began to be restless again, Su Heng took a few deep breaths, finally calmed down.

The car had already started, Lu Weian took out his mobile phone and headphone cable from his pocket, stuffed one in his ear and asked Su Heng: "Do you want to listen to music?"

Su Heng waved his hand subconsciously, but he had already inserted the earphones into her ears, and then smiled at her.

That smile was like the brightest star in the darkness. She was addicted to it for a moment, and the music gradually reached her left ear. It was very pleasant to hear, but she couldn't understand the lyrics.

She secretly glanced at his side face, he squinted his eyes slightly, opened and closed his lips and sang along silently, there were some tiny black mustaches on his lips, the corners of his mouth were raised, and the bright September sun was only his background.

Su Heng later found out that the song was called "People Come and Go".

She likes a sentence in it.

If love is difficult to put in your hands, why not put these hands in your heart.

Su Heng didn't sleep very long last night, because Lin Jingcong and Mo Han chatted most of the night, and she and Gu Xuan were the kind of silent ones, and they didn't feel sleepy after they finished chatting, but they only slept for two hours.

Now sitting in the slightly bumpy car, drowsiness hit her like a torrent of mountains and seas. She held on tightly, not wanting to fall asleep next to Lu Wei'an, but she couldn't hold on, and after a while, her head began to wobble.

Lu Wei'an's shoulder was lightly touched, he turned his head to look, and saw Su Heng dozing off with his eyes closed, he couldn't help laughing, he leaned over and gently pulled up the curtain, and when he was about to withdraw his hand, she Her head suddenly leaned forward, and he subconsciously reached out to take it, and his big hand just covered her face.

He was a little dazed, her slightly parted lips were in the palm of his hand, and when he breathed, hot air came out, itching, and his fingertips rested on her cheeks, unlike Yang Shiyan who liked makeup, her skin was as good as a child's.

Su Heng didn't wake up, Lu Wei'an let out a sigh of relief, gently supported her face and head with both hands, let her lean on the back of the chair, and then hurriedly withdrew her hands.He subconsciously glanced at her again, the sun shone in through the curtains, and there were countless light spots on her fair and tender face.

He thought for a while, straightened his back, reached out to support her head and let her lean against his shoulder, her fluffy hair rubbed against his shoulder socket, he smiled slightly, narrowed his eyes and began to take a nap.

When Su Heng woke up suddenly, she lost her mind for a moment. In the dream, she returned to the skating rink in the first year of high school, but when she opened her eyes, the first thing she felt was the bumpy vehicle.

She blinked, and suddenly woke up, raised her head suddenly, and heard Lu Wei'an's voice beside her: "Are you awake? You woke up in time, and you will be here soon."

The chaos in Su Heng's mind gradually moved away, and she began to realize that the place she was leaning on just now was Lu Wei'an's shoulder. She subconsciously glanced at it, and patted her head in frustration. Why did she fall asleep?Even if he fell asleep, how could he lean on Lu Wei'an's shoulder?
"Yes, I'm sorry..." She bit her lip and said softly.

Lu Wei'an was stunned for a moment before realizing it, and smiled: "I lent you my shoulder, shouldn't you say thank you?"

She thanked her repeatedly, and Lu Wei'an found it funny: "I'm just kidding you."

Finally arrived at the station, Lu Wei'an got out of the car first, took Su Heng's luggage under the car in his hand, and turned his head: "Let's go."

Su Heng followed behind him: "I'll just take it."

"How can I let girls take things. Let's go, just drop by, we will take a taxi and take you back first." He said with a smile.

Su Heng had already called Su's mother. When she got home, Su's mother was waiting at the door. Lu Wei'an got out of the car and took the things for her, and then politely called: "Hello, Auntie."

Mother Su smiled: "Thanks to you, we, Ah Heng, were able to come back smoothly. Come in and have a seat."

"Thank you, auntie, I want to go in and sit down too, but my mother is still waiting for me."

Su Heng stood at the door and watched the taxi gradually go away. She couldn't look back. Su's mother asked her to carry things back and asked her: "This child is a good person, does he have a girlfriend?"

Su Heng understood in an instant, her face turned red, and she turned around and ran back after saying something.

The students from Class [-] and [-] of the original high school will be on October [-]nd, and they will book a hot pot restaurant, and go to the cash drawer to sing after eating.

Xu Zixin hadn't seen Su Heng for more than a month, and when he saw someone, he rushed over and hugged her: "Ah Heng, you really want to kill me!"

Su Heng smiled and raised his hand to pat her on the back: "Xinxin, I miss you too."

The girl always has endless things to say. Xu Zixin said that her classmates and teachers in her new school couldn't stop talking until she sat down. An Xin couldn't stand it and pinched her ears: "Xu Zixin, there is still something in your eyes." Without friends like us? Just talking to Ah Heng."

Xu Zixin raised his eyebrows: "Isn't Ah Heng my queen, talking to you concubines requires her consent."

An Xin was quite cooperative with her: "Queen Su, can you allow me to talk to the emperor?"

Su Heng was overjoyed.

Friendship is also divided into ranks. For Xu Zixin, Su Heng is the first pick, just like Su Heng's first pick is Xu Zixin.

Probably premeditated, Lu Wei'an deliberately let Chu Fan and Xu Zixin, who came late, sit at the same table. Chu Fan was as shy as before, sitting opposite Xu Zixin, and didn't even dare to look at her.

Every time Su Heng saw Chu Fan, it was like seeing another self, the humble and cautious self who dared not take a step forward.

Xu Zixin didn't know what was going to happen, and excitedly said to Su Heng: "You know what? Our counselor is super handsome, but he has a bad mind and always fights against me."

Su Heng saw something strange in her twinkling eyes, and was suddenly worried about Chu Fan today.

Their confession plan was carried out in the cash drawer. Lu Weian and the other boys dragged Chu Fan out, and they didn't come back for a long time.

Su Heng was going to the toilet, saw that Xu Zixin was concentrating on ordering songs, so he got up and went out by himself, unexpectedly saw Lu Wei'an and Chu Fan at the end of the corridor.

Lu Weian's puzzled voice was a little louder: "Why didn't you do it? Didn't you already agree?"

"I'm sorry." Chu Fan said softly.

"You don't like her anymore?"

Chu Fan shook his head: "No, it's just that I know she doesn't like me, if I say something stupid, I may not even be a friend." He smiled wryly.

"Don't be so pessimistic, maybe she likes you too."

"You really don't know?" Chu Fan looked up at him, "Who does Xu Zixin really like? You really don't know?"

"How do I know? Who does she like?" Lu Wei'an was puzzled.

"What she likes is..."

Su Heng strode over, Lu Wei'an saw her: "Su Heng, you are here to persuade Chu Fan, he..."

Su Heng bit her lip: "Chu Fan is right, maybe it's better not to tell the truth, so we can still be friends."

Lu Wei'an sighed: "I'm too lazy to bother, then I'll go and talk to the waiter, you can take back the cake stored there."

Lu Wei'an drifted away. "You can't tell Lu Wei'an." Su Heng's voice was soft but firm.

Chu Fan blushed: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to."

"Xinxin will be sad, so you can't say it."

"But, Su Heng, is Lu Wei'an that good? Xu Zixin is, and you too..."

Su Heng turned around in a hurry: "This has nothing to do with you."

Chu Fan laughed at himself: "It really has nothing to do with me."

When Su Heng went back, Xu Zixin was singing with a microphone, squinting his eyes like he was intoxicated.Su Heng pursed her lips and smiled, and sat beside her.

Xu Zixin opened his arms and hugged her into his arms: "My Empress Su is here, do you want to sing a song with me?"

Seeing Chu Fan open the door and come in, Su Heng paused for a moment on Xu Zixin's face, and then sat in the corner.

When leaving, Chu Fan took away the prepared cake from the front desk. What Xu Zixin couldn't resist the most was sweets, so he ran up and asked, "Why is there such a big cake?"

Chu Fan blushed and said calmly, "My mother's birthday is today."

Xu Zixin smiled, and tiptoed to pat him on the shoulder: "I can't see that you are still a dutiful son! Happy birthday to your mother!"

Chu Fan's body stiffened a little, looked at Xu Zixin who had already walked away, and suddenly called: "Xu Zixin."

Xu Zi was startled, and turned to look at him: "What's wrong?"

He opened his mouth to speak, but the countless words finally turned into a sigh and a slight smile. He shook his head and said nothing: "I will replace my mother, thank you."

Xu Zixin broke into a big smile, his eyes narrowed into two slits: "You're welcome, really!" Then he turned and ran forward, "Heng, wait for me!"

Lu Wei'an came to Chu Fan and asked him, "You really don't regret it? Maybe this is the only chance."

Chu Fan smiled, looked at Xu Zixin's cheerful back, and said, "I don't regret it." He was serious and serious.

It was enough that she could shine brightly in his memory.

Not all likings must require your love and my wish.

(End of this chapter)