I'm waiting, the wind is waiting for you

Chapter 23 Who do I miss the most when I close my eyes, but who is beside me when I open my eyes (3)
For Su Heng, for him.

The [-]th holiday passed very quickly, and Su's father refused to let Su Heng continue to be "independent" and drove her to school.

"Are you okay at school? Are you still getting used to it?" Ever since Su Heng fell ill, Su's father no longer treated her as coldly as before, and there was a touch of tenderness in his voice.

Su Heng nodded and said very well.

In fact, it was not good. When Su Heng returned to the dormitory, he saw that her desk was in a mess. Seeing her coming back, Lin Jingcong inadvertently said sorry: "I didn't expect you to come back so early, so I will put it aside for a while."

Su Heng didn't say a word when Gu Xuan just got off the bed and swept all the things on her table to the floor.

Lin Jingcong exclaimed, "Gu Xuan, what are you doing?"

Without saying a word, Gu Xuan turned around and went out.

Lin Jingcong was so angry that he yelled, "You ugly bastard with such a bad temper! Pervert!"

"Lin Jingcong!" Su Heng raised her voice and called her, "The ones with ugly hearts are really ugly!" After finishing speaking, she went out with Gu Xuan.

Lin Jingcong was stunned for a moment, then snorted, "Two psychopaths!"

Gu Xuan didn't walk fast, Su Heng caught up with her in a few steps: "Gu Xuan, thank you."

Gu Xuan lowered her head, and slowly raised her head when she heard Su Heng's words. The smile on Su Heng's face was sincere and beautiful, she was stunned and finally spoke.

This was the first time Su Heng heard Gu Xuan's voice, it was gentle and pleasant, and she said, "You're welcome."

There was a debate competition that Lu Weian participated in on weekends, so Su Heng would naturally go to see it. She found a corner seat and quietly watched Lu Weian lash out at Fang Qiu on the stage, looking very handsome.

He speaks in an orderly manner and with aura, and he can often silence the opponent's debaters. In the end, Lu Weian's group naturally won.

Su Heng left secretly. Unexpectedly, he met Lu Wei'an outside. Lu Wei'an ran over after talking to the people beside him, with a smile on his face, and even the brows were full of confidence: "You came to see it too? Why not?" Say hello to me? I can get you a better seat."

Su Heng originally didn't want him to know, but now he could only smile awkwardly: "I came here with my friend."

He pretended to be disappointed: "I thought you came to see me specially?"

Su Heng's secret thoughts were said inadvertently by him, he was a little ashamed and didn't dare to raise his head.

Lu Wei'an smiled and handed her what was in his hand: "This is for you."

She was a little surprised, and looked carefully, it was an hourglass filled with pure white sand: "This is..."

"It's a gift for winning, and I'm useless. You girls should like it. You can take it." He smiled and said indifferently.

The hourglass was infinitely alluring, and it was like a hot poker. She wanted to pick it up, but couldn't reach out to pick it up.

Someone was calling Lu Wei'an over there, he turned his head to answer, and put the hourglass directly into her arms: "Take it." Then he turned and ran, stopped after two steps, turned around and looked at her with a smile, "By the way, Su Heng, are you interested in joining the rock climbing club?"

"Huh?" She held the hourglass in a daze.

"I'll call you to tell you to go first." He waved his hand and ran away with long legs.

Seeing him talking and laughing among the group of people, she lowered her head and glanced at the hourglass in her arms, the smile on her lips gradually lifted, and she held the hourglass even tighter.

Su Heng sat in front of the computer, looking at the hourglass over and over, and suddenly heard the QQ notification beeping in the computer, she let go of the hourglass to look, it was Xu Zixin who sent her, saying that she would be dragged into the class group.

Su Heng didn't have his own computer until he went to university, and he didn't get it back to school until after the [-]th, so he just got his first QQ account under Xu Zixin's remote control, Xu Zixin couldn't stop laughing because of this.

Xu Zixin's original words are: "I already have three QQ numbers, one is for parents and teachers, one is for contacting you, and the other is for my future son. I can't let my son lose at the starting line." !"

The class group was created by Xu Zixin, and it was filled with students from Class [-] and Class [-], and Lu Wei'an was naturally among them. She clicked on Lu Wei'an's profile a few times, but finally gave up adding it.

In the end, she accidentally created a new account, and finally entered the string of numbers she remembered so well in the search bar, and clicked Add.

The verification information will arrive soon, showing that she has successfully added Lu Weian as a friend.

Su Heng seemed to be a thief, his heartbeat was unreasonably fast.

beep.

Her QQ rang, it was a message from Lu Weian.

"Which comrade are you?"

Probably because it was not face to face, Su Heng's nervousness eased a little, she replied: "We probably don't know each other."

"Big J?"

"Well, big J."

It took a long time for the other end to reply: "We are friends everywhere, my name is Lu Wei'an, what about you?"

Su Heng bit her lip, and replied, "Wang Xing."

Heng, next to the word Wang, one row.

She didn't talk much, but Lu Weian was very enthusiastic and asked her, "What song do you like?"

"People Come and Go" by Eason Chan.

"So coincidentally, so am I!"

The door of the dormitory was suddenly opened, and it was Lin Jingcong who came back. Su Heng quickly said goodbye, closed the computer, and took out a book to read.

Lin Jingcong glanced at Su Heng, snorted, and said in a voice she could hear, "Pretentious."

Su Heng lowered his eyes, not knowing what was written in the book.

Sure enough, Lu Weian brought Su Heng to the rock climbing club. Seeing that he brought a thin and frail girl over, the president couldn't help but said, "Are you sure she can do it?"

"Let's try it. Didn't I know it at the beginning? Isn't it just to pass the time? She's too introverted, so I just let her make friends, and she's not in good health. Exercise is good for you." Lu Wei'an laughed.

Seeing Su Heng standing behind Lu Wei'an, with his head lowered cautiously, the president smiled: "You have to endure hardships when you come to our association, can you endure hardships?"

Su Heng raised his head suddenly, his big twinkling eyes were full of seriousness and persistence: "I can endure hardship."

She started from logistics, watching Lu Weian climbed up neatly, unable to look away, the president came over at some point: "Lu Weian is too athletic, he can do everything well once he does it. "

Su Heng looked back and nodded.

That's right, no matter where Lu Wei'an is talented, he works hard. What's wrong with a person who is both talented and hardworking?
"I've been learning rock climbing recently."

"Rock climbing? I'm a member of the rock climbing club. When will I come out to compete with each other?"

"I'm watching South of the Border, West of the Sun."

"There are redemptive and irreversible things in the world, and the passage of time is an irreversible thing, right?"

"My roommate said I was hypocritical."

"It must be that they don't understand you."

"The teachers all said that college is liberation, but why do I miss high school even more now?"

"Me too, same as you."

Su Heng would chat with Lu Wei'an almost every day, but she would have a great time chatting with Lu Wei'an in a sentence or two, as if some words that she dared not say face to face could be said through these words.

She understands him more and more, as if she understands another self, but the more she understands, the more she likes him.

I like this matter, started by her, but there is no way to end it by her, so involuntary, so unable to extricate myself.

Su Heng now occasionally tries some simple rock climbing, and Lu Wei'an helps her protect it.

"Left foot, a little bit up, steady, yes, slow down, don't be afraid, don't look down, Su Heng, you can do it."

Su Heng took a deep breath, and went up steadily step by step, and finally reached the top. She stuck to the top, her eyes were a little wet, and it took a while to recover. She turned around to say hello to Lu Wei'an, but she couldn't stand still and fell directly.

Lu Weian waited for her to stand still on the ground before walking over. He raised his hand and rubbed her hair: "What's the rush? Do you know it's dangerous?"

Su Heng shrank his head, thinking, because I know you are protecting me, so I am not afraid at all.

"Isn't this Su Heng?" An unfamiliar voice sounded in the venue, Su Heng and Lu Wei'an looked back together, the man brushed his shoulder-length hair and smiled, "What a coincidence?"

Lu Wei'an frowned slightly: "Why are you here?"

"I've also joined the club, why, can't you?" Shen Yan stretched out his hand towards Su Heng, "Do you still remember me?"

Su Heng hid behind Lu Wei'an, Lu Wei'an grabbed Shen Yan's hand and pulled him aside: "I said, don't provoke her. Shen Yan, if you just want to have fun, don't look for her."

Shen Yan's usual carefree expression suddenly became serious: "What if I don't just want to have fun?"

Lu Wei'an looked at him puzzled.

"If I can prove that I am serious about her, can I pursue her?" Shen Yan smiled lightly, "Lu Wei'an, you are not her protector."

"she is my friend."

"You said it too, we're just friends." Shen Yan's smile narrowed slightly, "If you keep blocking me, I'll suspect that there is something between you two, aren't you and your girlfriend arguing? If she knows this I don’t know what the reaction will be.”

While Lu Weian was still in a daze, Shen Yan had walked around him and walked in front of Su Heng, lowered his head and said with a smile: "My name is Shen Yan, you shouldn't forget it, right?"

Su Heng subconsciously took a step back, obviously embarrassed.

Shen Yan's smile remained unchanged: "Don't be afraid, I just want to make friends with you."

It was very late when the club activities ended, and the playground was no longer lively, with occasional figures passing by.

A full moon hangs in the dark night sky, and the late autumn wind is a bit cool, Su Heng gathered up his clothes, and secretly looked up at Lu Wei'an who was walking a step faster than her.

Lu Wei'an stopped suddenly. She was startled, and quickly looked away, staring at her toes.

Lu Wei'an suddenly laughed: "Aren't you afraid of bumping into people like this?"

Only then did Su Heng slowly raise his head, as if the moon was filled in his eyes, it was so bright that it made people's heart skip a beat.

Lu Weian looked away and said, "What do you think of Shen Yan?"

"Huh?" Su Heng was puzzled.

"Shen Yan, he is my classmate. He usually looks cynical, but he is very serious when he is serious. He likes you very much..." For some reason, while talking, Lu Wei'an couldn't continue, "You, uh, What do you think of him? Is it possible..."

Su Heng's footsteps stopped, and he bowed his head in place without saying a word.

Lu Wei'an walked away, and suddenly turned around to find her small figure still standing there, and hurried back: "What's wrong?"

She shook her head, held back the moisture in her eyes, and said in a voice she thought was very calm: "So, do you also want me to be with him?"

Lu Wei'an choked.

"If it's what you want..."

"No." Lu Wei'an said, "I'm just asking for your opinion, I'm not forcing you. Things like feelings can't be forced."

Su Heng bit her lips: "My dormitory is right in front, let's go there first." He hurried away without waiting for Lu Wei'an to reply.

"Hey..." Lu Wei'an wanted to call her, but finally withdrew his voice, stood there for a while in embarrassment, and finally walked in the opposite direction.

Su Heng ran to a distance and stopped, glanced back secretly, just in time to see his back, the corners of her eyes were a little wet, she rubbed her eyes, probably because the wind was too strong and the sand blinded her eyes.

Su Heng didn't log on to QQ for several days, and finally made up his mind to open it. Along with a series of beeps, some avatars flashed non-stop.

It was a message from Lu Wei'an.

Lu Wei'an sent one every day, and the latest one was sent today. He asked, "Are you sick? Why haven't you been on QQ for a few days?"

Su Heng typed and deleted, typed another line, and finally pressed the close button, but after a while she opened Lu Wei'an's profile picture again, and replied: "Yes."

Lu Weian replied quickly: "Is it serious? Are you okay?"

"It should be, okay."

"Have you been to the hospital yet?"

"Some diseases can be cured by themselves."

"Really? It's fine." He paused for a while and sent again, "I seem to have done something wrong recently."

"what's up?"

"I……"

Su Heng was waiting for him to speak, and saw a line of words appearing in the dialog box: "I have a friend who is introverted by nature and has no friends. My roommate likes her very much. Should I match them up?"

Su Heng pursed his lips, and took a while to say: "Emotions cannot be forced."

"I also know that maybe I really did something wrong."

Su Heng replied slowly: "She will forgive you."

Yes, she would forgive him, no matter what he did, no matter how sad she was, she would forgive him.

Who made her like him so much that she had no bottom line and no self-esteem at all.

From the bleakness of late autumn to the harshness of midwinter, it seems that the winter vacation has come.Su Heng caught a cold, so he stayed at home and didn't go out.

Xu Zixin looked forward to her so much that his eyes were almost red, and finally when she was released from the "prison", he invited her to play.

Su's mother was afraid that she would get sick again, so she asked the driver to take her there. When Xu Zixin saw Su Heng who had lost weight again, his heart ached: "Why are you always sick when I'm not around?"

Su Heng smiled: "I'm fine, it's always been like this before."

When going out, Su Heng wore a hat and scarf, only showing a pair of big eyes, Xu Zixin couldn't help laughing: "Your face is small, so it will disappear completely."

They originally planned to go for a stroll in N, but the gate guards were extremely strict, no matter what they didn't let people in, they wanted to go back, just happened to meet Lao Zhu, and laughed when they saw them: "Isn't this Xu Zixin and Su Heng?"

Xu Zixin hurriedly went up to him: "Teacher Zhu, we want to go in and have a look, but we can't..."

"Come on, I'll take you in." The old pig talked to the guard and brought them in smoothly. Walking on the road, he sighed, "You are all the same as before, Su Heng is still not talkative, Xu Zixin , you, you are a troublemaker."

Xu Zixin grinned: "Teacher, please don't tell the truth. Is Teacher Xiao Yang at school?"

"She doesn't lead the third class, so she's not there. I'm leading the third class this year, so I'm still there." Laozhu sighed, "You were the ones who were in school at this time last year."

Yes, it seems that a whole life has passed, but in fact, only a few months have passed.

Saying goodbye to the old pig, the two walked around the school twice. There were senior three students studying in the teaching building. They walked outside and heard the sound of reciting books, turning over test papers, and the sound of the teacher lecturing, just like they did back then. .

They sat down on the promenade by the lake. The lake was covered with thin ice and some dead branches fell on it. Xu Zixin suddenly said: "Ah Heng, Lu Wei'an and Yang Shiyan broke up."

Su Heng looked up at her suddenly, she hadn't seen Lu Wei'an for a while.

"I don't have the time to care about their love life. Our class Lin Yi and Yang Shiyan are in the same class. When we met before, she accidentally said that it was Yang Shiyan who had a new love in school and dumped Lu Wei'an. It's gone." Xu Zixin lowered his head and played with his fingers, and sneered, "Since you don't cherish it so much, why did you..."

"Xinxin..." Su Heng called her softly, "If you still like him..."

Xu Zixin shook his hands: "What are you talking about. Lu Wei'an, it's over long ago. I liked him, but now I don't know what I like about him. Maybe it's because I was in the game and I couldn't see it clearly." , Whether he breaks up or not has nothing to do with me, I'm just telling you, Ah Heng."

Su Heng bit her lip: "Does it have something to do with me whether he breaks up or not?"

"Don't you still like him? Don't deny it, I can see what you're thinking from your eyes, Ah Heng, everyone is single now, don't hesitate anymore."

"Xinxin, do you remember? You once said that you would not even have friends after confessing. Xinxin, I'm also afraid." Su Heng lowered his head, his voice was so soft that it seemed to go with the wind, "It's okay now. Good, I think it's good enough."

Xu Zixin sighed and said nothing.

After leaving N Middle School, the two went to the flower shop to buy a bouquet of fiery red roses, and went to see Song Guoya who was lonely on the mountain.

One week after the start of the second semester, Su Heng saw Lu Wei'an again, and it was during the activities of the rock climbing club.

Lu Weian was a little absent-minded, and greeted her when he saw her.

(End of this chapter)