I'm waiting, the wind is waiting for you

Chapter 21 Who do I miss the most when I close my eyes, but who is beside me when I open my eyes (1)
On May 2009, 5, Song Guoya died in a traffic accident.

On June 2009, 6, a burning accident occurred on a bus in Chengdu.

On July 2009, 7, violent crimes of beating, smashing, looting and arson occurred in Urumqi.

On July 2009, 7, the famous scholar Ji Xianlin died of illness in Beijing.

On August 2009, 8, Typhoon Morakot killed 25 people.

In 2009, so many people left this world, carrying countless people's sadness and regret.

In September 2009, Su Heng stepped into her university life.

Three years ago when she entered N Middle School, Su Heng was accompanied by her mother. Three years later, when she entered J University, Su Heng walked into the campus with her luggage alone.

Because Su Heng insisted on going to school alone, before the end of the summer vacation, Su's father specially brought her to the school to get acquainted with her. Unlike other confused freshmen, Su Heng seemed extraordinarily calm.

During the nearly three months of summer vacation, under Su's mother's force-feeding, Su Heng regained her previous weight, and finally looked healthier.

Su Heng's things are obviously not too much, just two boxes and a schoolbag. After entering the campus, there are seniors and sisters to meet her. She can't refuse the kindness of others. A senior sister helped her pull a box and went to the dormitory with her.

The senior sister talked a lot, introducing the school along the way, Su Heng listened with a smile, and occasionally echoed.

When approaching the dormitory building, Su Heng was suddenly tapped on the shoulder, she turned around to look, and a huge smiling face appeared in front of her eyes: "Su Heng, what a coincidence."

Su Heng was stunned for a moment, and pursed his lips lightly: "Lu Wei'an."

She secretly practiced these three words countless times. When the last sound was made, the tip of her tongue touched her lower teeth, lingering and sentimental.

The senior sister cast a gossip look: "What? Boyfriend?"

Su Heng blushed, and quickly waved his hands: "No, no, we are classmates, high school classmates."

Lu Wei'an put his arm around her shoulder: "So born? Aren't we friends?"

friend.

Yes, friends.

The corner of Su Heng's mouth twitched: "We are friends."

Lu Weian took the box from the senior sister and said, "Senior sister, let me take her there."

Only then did Su Heng know that Lu Wei'an came to the school one day earlier and had already settled down yesterday.

Lu Weian also took her other box: "Your parents didn't send you here? Why are you alone?"

"I can do it alone." Su Heng bit his lower lip, "I've grown up."

Lu Wei'an smiled lightly: "By the way, I heard that you were going to go abroad? The school has already applied, which is a pity."

No, it's not a pity at all, Su Heng thought, because I came where you are.

She pursed her lips and said nothing.

"You are still the same as before, you don't like to talk." Lu Wei'an suddenly sighed with emotion, "If it weren't for Xu Zixin, I guess you wouldn't talk to a few people in three years of high school."

Mentioning Xu Zixin, Su Heng suddenly thought of Shangri-La in August, Xu Zixin was lying beside her, and said that he had known her heart for a long time...

The corners of her eyes drooped slightly, and she felt a little uncomfortable: "Yes."

"Without Xu Zixin, don't shrink into a shell like a tortoise. You can hang out with me in the future. I will take care of you." Lu Wei'an rubbed her head, "You are my sister."

His big palm could almost cover her entire head, she shrank her neck, and an irrepressible sweetness overflowed from her heart: "Okay."

After entering the dormitory building, Su Heng was about to bring the boxes over. Lu Wei'an frowned: "Isn't it on the fourth floor? Let me help you move it up." He didn't care what she said, and went straight up in front of her with two boxes. upstairs.

After a summer vacation, he got darker a lot, but his back seemed to be taller and firmer again. The butterflies in Su Heng's heart just flew out like this, it was hard to resist.

There was someone in the dormitory. It was a girl on the opposite bed. She was hanging a mosquito net on the bed. Seeing a boy come in, she almost rolled down in fright: "You are also from our dormitory, right?" She asked stumbling.

Lu Wei'an laughed out loud: "Do you think I'm a girl?" Just as Su Heng came up, he pointed at her, "Your roommate is her, Su Heng."

Su Heng came late, and saw a particularly plump girl crawling off the bed, and then flatteringly stretched out her hand to Lu Wei'an: "Hello, my name is Lin Jingcong."

Su Heng stood behind in a daze, until Lu Wei'an winked at her: "Why don't you shake hands with your new roommate?"

Su Heng went forward to shake hands in a daze, and then saw Lin Jingcong's face darken: "That handsome guy is your boyfriend?"

This is the second time someone asked this question, and Su Heng learned to answer officially: "No, he is my friend."

"Oh, male friends." Lin Jingcong said meaningfully.

Su Heng blushed a little, but still stubbornly explained: "It's just friends."

She sent Lu Weian out, and stopped in the downstairs of the dormitory. Lu Weian's smile remained the same: "The person I know best at J University is you. If I let you come out to play in the future, don't worry about it."

She said yes, thinking how could it be, how could she be reluctant to go where he was.

He stepped away, but she was reluctant to leave, and stood there watching his back as he strode away, with the corners of her mouth raised all the time.He suddenly turned his head to look at her. She was startled, and just about to look back, he waved his hand at her and said loudly, "Go back."

She laughed again and nodded vigorously.

That's great, she thought, four years in college must be wonderful, see, she met him on the first day.

Back in the dormitory, Su Heng was silently busy with this and that. Lin Jingcong had already finished his work, and sat on the bed and gnawed on an apple and looked at her: "Is that man just now not your boyfriend?"

The movement of Su Heng's hands paused, and he shook his head: "No."

"Really?" Seeing Su Heng nodding, she suddenly laughed, "Then introduce him to me, I've taken a fancy to him!"

Su Heng has always known that Lu Wei'an is very attractive, he knew it before, and he knows it now.

But I didn't expect Lin Jingcong to be so straightforward after meeting her once. Su Heng turned to look at her: "He has a girlfriend."

"Ok?"

"He has a girlfriend, so it's not allowed." Su Heng paused every word, and said very seriously.

Lin Jingcong was stunned, and pouted: "If you have a girlfriend, you will have a girlfriend. Why are you so serious?" As she spoke, she happened to see Su Hengzai carefully take out a tin box and put it on the table, so she couldn't help being interested. , got off the bed and took the box in his hand, "What is this?"

Lin Jingcong wanted to take a look at it, but Su Heng suddenly changed his face and quickly snatched the tin box back into his arms: "Don't touch it."

Lin Jingcong's hands froze in the air, and he couldn't help being a little embarrassed: "It's not gold or silver. What are you doing with such a treasure, really." Bow down and go out.

Su Heng bit her lip, and looked at the dilapidated tin box in her arms, it wasn't gold or silver, but it was her precious treasure, an irreplaceable treasure.

Because there were still some daily necessities missing, Su Heng went to the supermarket after putting away her things. There were a lot of things to buy, and she packed a whole shopping bag without knowing it. Far away, she forced herself to walk back, with red marks on the palm of her hand, and was about to switch to another hand, when the shopping bag was suddenly snatched away.

She was startled. Someone came to her and waved a shopping bag in front of her: "Student, where are you going? I'll hold it for you."

The boy had medium-length hair and was smiling at her with his eyes narrowed with single eyelids.

Su Heng was a little nervous, and wanted to bring the shopping bag over: "No, no need, I'll just take it myself."

"It's so heavy, how can I let the beautiful woman carry it?" He clicked his tongue twice, "Come on, you just have to order me around." He then turned around and shook his hair and walked forward, but turned back when he saw no one was following. Waving, "Come on, which dormitory do you live in?"

Su Heng hurriedly followed, but couldn't get the shopping bag she wanted to grab, so she had to walk in front like a little daughter-in-law.

Shen Yan watched from behind. She was petite, but she walked with her head bowed and her shoulders shrunk. She didn't look like a college student, but instead looked like a junior high school student who hadn't fully developed. His smile was getting bigger and bigger. I really felt that this first One day, he picked up the treasure.

When they got to the downstairs of the dormitory, Su Heng refused to let Shen Yan follow him in. He had no choice but to put down his things and stretch out his hand: "Shen Yan, I don't know your name yet?"

Su Heng stooped to pick up the things, ignored his hand, turned around and was about to leave.

"Hey..." Shen Yan quickly stopped her and ran to her, "What's your name?"

She couldn't get rid of it, so she hurriedly said her name and ran inside.

"Su Heng?" Shen Yan repeated, "Su Heng..."

With great difficulty, Su Heng walked up to the fourth floor with her shopping bag. The bedroom door was ajar. She was about to open the door and enter when she suddenly heard her name coming from inside.

"That person's name is Su Heng." It was Lin Jingcong's voice. "She's a thin and thin girl with a strange personality and doesn't like to talk much. It's like everyone wants to bully her. Oh, she still treats her like a baby Same, tsk..."

Su Heng was just listening silently until she heard the word "broken things", she pushed the door open and went in, and saw the opened tin box on her desk and the scattered treasures at a glance.

Lin Jingcong's smile stiffened slightly: "Are you back?"

Su Heng quickly ran to the table to gather up those things, and then glared at the innocent Lin Jingcong like a small animal.

"I'm just a little curious." Lin Jingcong smiled, "I want to know what is so precious to you, isn't it just some notebooks and pens, and it won't lose a piece of meat after reading it. Why are you so nervous?"

Su Heng bit her lower lip, her lips were pale.

Seeing that her expression was not very good, another tall and strong girl came out to smooth things over: "Is that Su Heng? My name is Mo Han, and Jing Cong is just so careless and heartless. Don't worry about it."

At that time, Su Heng didn't know that Mo Han and Lin Jingcong used to be in the same class in the same school, so he thought they got acquainted so quickly.

Su Heng's eyes were red: "You may think these things are not important at all, but I think they are very important. Please don't touch my things in the future."

"If you don't move, don't move." Lin Jingcong shrugged.

There are four girls in a dormitory, besides Lin Jingcong and Mo Han, there is also Gu Xuan who came last.Gu Xuan has an obvious red birthmark on her face, she usually keeps quiet and doesn't raise her head much, like a lone ranger.

Su Heng was also taciturn and didn't like to talk, so the entire dormitory was basically only the voices of Lin Jingcong and Mo Han, noisy.

The first night at J University was no different, Su Heng took the tin box to the bed, and put away those things that Lin Jingcong messed up one by one.

Lu Wei'an's notebook that was drawn at Christmas in the first year of high school, the postcard with the word "An" in the corner of the notebook, the black pen she used as a lucky item, an eraser that was broken off in half, and a piece of paper from the first year of high school. A group photo of the third class, and a knife, which has been engraved with LWA.

Su Heng's eyes were a little wet, he raised his hand to gently wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, then smiled, put the tin box back on, bowed his head and kissed gently.

When she raised her head again, she saw Gu Xuan who was sleeping in the bed next to her, her eyes fell on her face through two layers of mosquito nets.

She was taken aback, then smiled.

Gu Xuan was slightly taken aback, then silently lowered her head and continued reading.

Lin Jingcong and Mo Han were talking affectionately under the bed, Su Heng lay down holding the box, facing the wall and slowly closed his eyes.

Tonight, I will have a good dream.

Lu Wei'an's major is mechanical design, and Su Heng's major is accounting. Except for one word the same, they don't match at all.

Su Heng went to the school website to download a copy of Lu Wei'an's class schedule. There were a lot of classes, but she was pleasantly surprised to find that they both had advanced mathematics classes on Monday morning, and they were in the same classroom, but the first and second classes and the third class. The difference between the four classes is just that.

Su Heng thought that maybe she could meet Lu Wei'an, she deliberately left a little late when get out of class was over, and she met Lu Wei'an at the door.

Lu Weian greeted her with an advanced mathematics textbook: "Are you also teaching in this classroom?"

She suppressed a smile and nodded lightly: "Yes, we are also an advanced math class."

But just these two sentences are enough for Su Heng to think about it for several days, and he was still a little dazed when he walked away.

Shen Yan came to the classroom a little late, and saw a familiar girl talking to Lu Weian from a distance, and he couldn't find the girl when he passed by, so he put his arms around Lu Weian's shoulder: "Wei'an, did you have a friend just now?" A girl talking to you?"

"Why?" Lu Wei'an glanced at him lightly, "You won't fall in love with someone so soon, right?"

"That's not it, remember that I told you before that I met a girl outside the supermarket, very similar to the one I talked to you just now, what's her name? Su, Su Heng?"

Lu Wei'an's face suddenly became solemn, and he brushed off Shen Yan's arm on his shoulder: "Don't covet her."

"Ouch?" Shen Yan's eyes were so naked, Lu Wei'an understood it all at once, and glared at him: "Don't think about it, I have a girlfriend, don't you know?"

"That doesn't prevent you from eating what's in the bowl and looking at what's in the pot." Shen Yan pouted, "Aren't you and your girlfriend in a long-distance relationship?"

"Don't talk nonsense!" Lu Wei'an said in a bad tone, "Su Heng is a good girl, don't provoke her."

"If you dare to love me, am I not a good boy?"

"Did you lose face when you said this?" Lu Wei'an sighed, "She deserves someone better, so don't join in the fun."

Shen Yan snorted and did not speak again.

When she was free, Su Heng would call Xu Zixin. Xu Zixin was still so energetic, and that energy seemed to come to her through the phone line: "Ah Heng, how are you doing?"

"Very good," Su Heng said, "Xinxin, how about you?"

"Of course, you don't even look at who I am. I'm already familiar with the people in our dormitory. Everyone is very nice."

That's right, Xu Zixin's skills in making friends are invincible. Su Heng can believe that she can gain a lot of friends no matter where she goes, unlike her...

"That's nice." Su Heng was happy for her, "You are so nice."

"Let's play together after the holiday, Ah Heng, no matter how many friends I meet, you are the best one, you know that?"

Su Heng smiled and nodded vigorously: "I know, you too, you will always be the best and best one."

Hanging up the phone, Su Heng thought, in fact, she was not doing well, not at all, but in such a bad life, the existence of Lu Wei'an was enough to make people forget all the bad things.

She was just about to put the phone back into her pocket when the ring rang again. It was an unknown number. She hesitated for a long time before picking it up: "Hello, how are you?"

There was silence for a long time, until she was about to hang up, and finally let out a long sigh: "Su Heng, it's me."

Su Heng raised his eyes suddenly, the voice was Zhou Shijia.

After the college entrance examination, she never saw him again. During the summer vacation, Zhou Shijia called and texted her, but Su Heng didn't reply once. She didn't want to give him false hope, so she had to reject it thoroughly.

The waiting in his mouth, she hoped that the time would be as short as possible.

"Are you willing to answer after changing the number? Su Heng, are you deliberately not wanting to answer my call?" He just said it bluntly.

Su Heng hesitated for a while: "Sorry, I just..."

"You're in University J, right? The same school as Lu Wei'an." He suddenly laughed, "Su Heng, you're really cruel."

"I'm sorry, Zhou Shijia, I'm sorry." I'm not good at all, and I'm not worthy of your liking at all, so forget about me.Su Heng bit her lip, "I..."

"I don't want to hear what to say next." Zhou Shijia interrupted in time, "I have something else to do, so hang up first, and at least reply to my text messages in the future to let me know that you are fine."

She didn't speak, and he asked again: "Did you hear that?"

"Okay." Su Heng replied with difficulty.

Although they are in the same school, although Lu Wei'an said that he would ask her to come out to play together, in fact, there are not many opportunities for Su Heng to meet him.

Because Lu Wei'an is very busy.

(End of this chapter)