I'm waiting, the wind is waiting for you

Chapter 20 If love is hard to put in your hands, why not put these hands in your heart (6)
"Do you remember that you promised me a request?" He said suddenly, seeing her nodding, he continued, "Then let me wait for you, my request is to let me wait for you." He looked at She, she lowered her head, her eyelashes trembled slightly, everything was so beautiful and throbbing, as if returning to that afternoon, the sound of the cello was deep and beautiful, and the fragrance of wintersweet flowers was so elegant and strong, she was in his arms In front of him, but just in front of him, was enough to make him raise his mouth.

Su Heng bit her lip, just stood up and walked away.

This time, Zhou Shijia didn't call her back, just quietly looked at her back, as if looking at the best dream in his youth.

The summer in June is already hot enough, but I don’t know if it’s because of the good weather. On the day of the college entrance examination, the temperature dropped a lot compared to before.

Su Heng got up early in the morning, besides everything he had prepared, he also took out a black fountain pen that was in the drawer.

She opened the pen case and saw the three letters engraved in the secret place.

"LWA".

She raised the corners of her mouth, and strode towards the examination room, no, towards the battlefield of her youth.

While waiting for the exam outside, Su Heng saw Lu Wei'an outside the corridor of the next classroom at a glance. He was leaning against the railing, so conspicuous, she held the pen tightly, took a deep breath, and walked over in small steps.

She was about to walk in front of him, when someone called his name suddenly, she was startled, she turned her back instantly, and after a while she turned back secretly, seeing that there was no one else beside him, she hesitated to come in front of him.

Lu Weian saw her and put down the information: "Su Heng, why are you here?"

"I'm in the examination room next door." She smiled, "I happened to see you."

"I wish you success in the exam!" Lu Wei'an patted her on the shoulder.She trembled all over, glanced at him quietly, then took a deep breath, and handed out the pen in her hand: "You also passed the exam!"

Lu Wei'an looked at the pen, a little confused: "This pen..."

She stumbled: "Didn't your pen run out of refill for your exam before? This one is given to you by me..."

"Ah..." Lu Wei'an was stunned, "You still remember this incident, but this time I am ready, and there will be no temporary problems."

Su Heng felt that her whole body was burning hot, just when she heard the invigilator say that she could enter the examination room, she put the pen into his hand and ran away, not daring to look at his expression.

Lu Wei'an looked down at the black pen, couldn't help but put it back in his pen bag, and then followed everyone in line to enter the examination room.

It wasn't until she sat down that Su Heng's heartbeat gradually became normal. She clenched another black pen in her pen bag, raised it to her lips and touched it lightly. It was taken out of the tin box by her. The used pen, her lucky thing.

Su Heng remembers that the composition question of the Chinese test was "The Affection of Green Leaves to Roots", just like she remembered how stuffy the classroom without air conditioning was, just like she remembered the shaking sound of the electric fan when it was turned on to the lowest gear, just like she remembered , every bit of Lu Weian to her...

She can't forget, and dare not forget, because this is her best time, a time that can't be copied in the future.

It rained on the last day of the college entrance examination, like their parting tears, pattering, non-stop.

After the exams, they threw past exam papers out in the corridors of the school building, just like others have done before.

Sun Wenting suddenly said: "It's a pity that Guoya is not here, she didn't even take the college entrance examination..."

Su Heng's smile was stiff, and his eye sockets were moistened immediately, and he asked hoarsely, "Shall we go see her?"

Everyone looked at her together: "Do you know where her home is?"

"Well, I know." Su Heng suppressed his sobs, every word seemed so difficult.

Su Heng went to buy a bouquet of flowers, bright roses, so big, Xu Zixin smiled after seeing it: "Wow, Guoya will be very happy to see it, she likes roses the most, and she has been complaining about You Shao before." I never send her flowers." He paused, "I don't know how You Shao is doing now, how is the college entrance examination."

Speaking of this, everyone sighed, Su Heng don't start, don't let them see his wet eyes.

They took a taxi, and the car drove to the suburbs. An Xin looked out the window: "Why is it getting more and more deserted? Her home is so far away."

As soon as the words fell, a stone tablet appeared in front of my eyes, with two large characters written on it.

"cemetery".

An Xin's smile narrowed: "Heng, where is this..."

Sun Wenting also saw it: "Ah Heng, don't joke with us."

Several people stood at the gate of the cemetery, Su Heng choked up: "I'm sorry, I didn't tell you all this time."

Even Xu Zixin's expression changed: "Heng, you are joking, right? Why is Guoya here?"

But they saw the tombstone with their own eyes, the tombstone with Song Guoya's name written on it and her photo.

Song Guoya's photo was taken by Xu Zixin when he was a sophomore in high school, with a big smile, showing two rows of white teeth, so beautiful.

"I'm sorry." Su Heng put the bouquet aside, "I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for Guoya..."

"This is not Guoya, this is not her, she is joking with us, how is it possible, Guoya is still fine, how could it be, how could it be..." Sun Wenting knelt down in front of the tombstone and cried.

It was raining harder and harder, they didn't bring umbrellas, and a few of them were drenched, but no one left. It was so quiet on the mountainside, so quiet that only the sound of rain and their cries seemed to be in the sky. Cry with them.

At this overwhelmed age, everything seems so unsatisfactory.

Xu Zixin didn't go home that night either. Several people spread the mats on the floor and lay on their heads, watching the small electric fan on the ceiling whistling.

"We graduated." I don't know who said it.

"Well, we graduated."

The sobs gradually sounded, and everyone hugged each other tightly, as if it was a sea of ​​tears.

This was the last night they spent in N. An Xin left quietly while they were still asleep, leaving a note saying that they would not cry when they got it. The rest of the people read the note and were really wet eye sockets.

Then Sun Wenting also left, only Su Heng and Xu Zixin were left. Because Su Heng's father came to pick her up, Xu Zixin waited with her downstairs in the dormitory. Su's father arrived soon, and the driver moved all Su Heng's luggage. down.

Su Heng didn't want to get in the car for a long time.

Xu Zixin hugged her: "Go back, we are not parting for life and death, it would be even better if we could get into the same school."

"Okay." Su Heng held back tears, "Let's go out for summer vacation, just the two of us."

Xu Zixin nodded with a smile and said yes.

Su Heng let go of her, walked into the car, the door had already been opened, she ran back again, and gave Xu Zixin a big hug: "We will be good friends for the rest of our lives, we will!" After finishing speaking, She let go of Xu Zixin, turned around and ran into the car in a hurry, holding back tears, "Let's go."

Xu Zixin reached out and touched the corner of his eyes, it was wet: "Damn it, Ah Heng!"

Su Heng still couldn't help getting up and looking back. Xu Zixin was still standing there, but his figure gradually became blurred. She knew that those were her tears...

This school she has lived in for three years, this school she seems to have just arrived at, and now, she is about to bid farewell to it.

Goodbye, my high school.

Goodbye to my best, youthful years.

Su Heng went back and developed a high fever, which probably had something to do with the rain the day before. The high fever persisted, so Su's father and Su's mother sent her to the hospital.

In 2009, when H1N1 ravaged the world, Su Heng was quarantined as a suspected case.

There is only one child in the Su family, Su Heng. Although Su's father and Su's mother are usually strict with her, they are still very nervous when encountering this kind of thing.

Su's father was able to go in with all the equipment through his relationship to take a look at Su Heng. Su Heng was originally thin and small, but now because of his illness, his whole body is like a deflated ball, and he has no energy at all.

"Heng." Father Su called softly.

Su Heng slowly opened his eyes: "Father."

"Are you okay? The doctor said that you will be discharged from the hospital in a while. Don't be afraid."

"Father." Su Heng called softly, "If I can be discharged from the hospital, can I not go abroad, I don't want to go out, I want to stay here..."

"Okay, okay." Father Su nodded repeatedly, "Father won't let you go out, you can be wherever you want, it doesn't matter what you do."

Su Heng, who was so fragile, finally showed a smile: "Father, you mean what you say."

Su Heng was very fragile, but she was also very strong. After half a month, she finally had a fever and was discharged from the hospital. When she returned home, she lost ten catties, and only skin and bones remained.

She got her grades only a week after she was discharged from the hospital. She did very well in the exam. Originally, her best grade was the third in the school. This time she got the first in the school. I can't get into J University because my grades are not enough, so I can finally rest assured now.

Xu Zixin called her and cried to her, saying that she didn't do well in math, and when she heard that she wanted to go to J University, she said in a low voice, "We really can't go to another school."

The next day was the day to go to school to get volunteer materials. Father Su originally told her not to go, but she refused. Father Su had no choice but to send her there himself.

Su Heng was sick and hospitalized without telling a classmate, so everyone was shocked to see Su Heng lose so much weight.Xu Zixin took her hand and exclaimed: "Oh my god, Ah Heng, how did you lose weight? Why have you lost so much weight since I haven't seen you for half a month? Besides, you were already very thin... "

Su Heng pinched her own face: "Is that so? I also feel that I lost weight very successfully."

Lin Hua was a little surprised when he saw Su Heng coming over: "Su Heng, I thought you weren't coming anymore, didn't you want to go abroad?"

When Lin Hua said this, Xu Zixin exclaimed, "What? Ah Heng, you want to go abroad?"

Su Heng hurriedly comforted her: "No, no. Originally, my father wanted me to go abroad, but seeing my good grades, I made my own decision, and I won't go."

Lin Hua sighed: "You did well in the exam this time, and it's not easy to apply to the University of California. In fact, both sides are good. Since you choose to stay in China, you should work hard. What school do you apply for? J University?"

Su Heng nodded: "Yes, J University." Lu Wei'an also wanted to go, J University.

Xu Zixin and Su Heng haven't seen each other for half a month, and there are countless things she wants to say to her: "You don't even call me, I call you and your mother says you're not here, I almost went to find you."

"I... went to grandpa's house." Su Heng lied calmly.

"Then I will barely forgive you." Xu Zixin chuckled, looked up and suddenly saw Yang Shiyan and Lu Wei'an walking together, she paused, and said, "Do you know? I heard that they broke up for a while, even Yang Shiyan and you When they fell out, it was said that they got together again after the college entrance examination, but this time Yang Shiyan did not do well in the exam, and Lu Wei'an is going to J University, so this time we have to separate."

"Really?" Su Heng raised his eyes to look at Lu Wei'an's back, bit his lips, and looked away, "Xinxin, where do you want to test?"

"I also want to stay in J City." She said, "I can be closer to you."

Zhou Shijia didn't come that day, I don't know why, but he performed exceptionally well and did well in the exam.

Originally Xu Zixin said to let Su Heng go home after playing, but Su's father refused, saying that she had just recovered from a serious illness, and Su Heng had no choice but to go home, but he and Xu Zixin made an appointment to go out in August.

Su Heng didn't hesitate at all when filling out the application form, J University, Su's father only said after knowing it: "I heard that Lu Wei'an is also going to J University, and you will take care of each other when the time comes."

Su Heng hummed lightly.

It took Su Heng a long time to get her parents' permission to go on a trip. She and Xu Zi were determined to go to Yunnan.The two were lying among the large flowers in Shangri-La, Xu Zixin narrowed his eyes and said, "Ah Heng, I actually know that thing is true."

Su Heng was a little confused: "Huh?"

"You like this thing about Lu Weian." Xu Zixin said lightly.

Su Heng opened his eyes suddenly, and looked sideways at Xu Zixin in disbelief.

Xu Zixin didn't look at her, and still closed his eyes: "Although you never said it, but Ah Heng, do you know that your eyes can speak, and you can tell all the secrets. I can tell by looking into your eyes , you also like Lu Wei'an, moreover, you should like it even more than me."

"Xinxin, I..."

"You don't need to explain anything, what's there to explain about liking someone?" Xu Zixin laughed, and finally looked at her, "Ah Heng, in fact, I have let go of him a long time ago, he is my brother, that's all."

"Xinxin, I'm sorry..."

"There's nothing to be sorry about." Xu Zixin laughed loudly, "You've worked hard too, you like him but you don't tell anyone. Is it because of him that you didn't go abroad to take the J University exam?"

Su Heng lowered his eyes silently.

"It's a pity he has Yang Shiyan." Xu Zixin sighed, "Why does he have Yang Shiyan?"

"I..." Su Heng said softly, "Xinxin, I just want to like him, that's all, it has nothing to do with whether he is single or with whom, I never want him to know."

"Silly girl." Xu Zixin reached out and tapped her forehead, "What a silly girl."

Yes, she is a silly girl, so stupid that she just wants to silently look at him in her heart, that's enough.

"Xinxin, we are now, what do you think we will be like when we are 80 years old?"

"80 years old? I'm sure I can't walk anymore."

"You must be able to walk. I am not in good health, and it must be even worse at that time."

"Well, it's possible, but it doesn't matter, we were still good friends at that time anyway."

"Well, at that time, we were still good friends."

We are the best best friends for a lifetime, hanging on the hook, 100 years, not allowed to change.

(End of this chapter)