Long time no see, Mr. Qin

Chapter 63 I also longed for someone to treasure me properly (4)

After an unknown period of time, he finally raised his head and looked at me with a blurred expression.He said: "Su Nianjin, I have never regretted meeting you."

It has been raining outside the window, and the good weather suddenly began to rain for some reason.

The road is slippery and there is some water.A few days ago, this central avenue was being repaired, and the pipes of the underground passage had to be reinstalled, causing the traffic on the entire street to be blocked. A few minutes' journey literally turned into an hour or two.

After answering Zhang Yuntian's call, I went out, but I didn't want to get a taxi in such a rainy day, and I hated driving.

At this time, a taxi came over, and the taxi driver poked his head out, "Where are you going?"

“DJENG Cafe.”

"That's just right on the way, come up."

I took a look inside, and there were already passengers, and I looked around, but no car had the intention of stopping, so I had to choose to "join passengers" with others.

"It's really depressing. I don't know when this road will be repaired." The driver complained.

"It's nothing to do, I just hope this road can be repaired sooner." I sighed.

"That's true. I heard that the project here was contracted by a company in Shanghai. It seems that there is a lot of money."

"It doesn't matter who it was wrapped for, it has nothing to do with us anyway." A woman next to her said, twiddling a few fingers, making a gesture of counting money.

"Oh..." The driver sighed, took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, took one in his mouth and looked back at us, "Do you mind?"

"Give me one too." The woman said and passed her hand.

The driver took one look at her and handed it to her.

I shook my head and continued to look out the window.

"This lady is going to the DJENG Cafe?"

"Yeah." I replied.

"The things there are expensive, right?"

"Well, the cheapest one is more than 100. Last time I went there with a few people to drink, and I didn't drink anything good. It tastes weird. It's bitter. I really don't know how you guys like it. Go drink there."

"It's probably because the environment is good, isn't it Miss?"

Seeing that I didn't speak, the driver asked me again.

I nodded absently.

"Well, the environment is not bad."

"Rich people are noble these days."

The woman next to her smelled of alcohol. She might have been drinking at this time, and she was full of resentment towards the rich. She stared at me for a long time, and finally her eyes fell on the bag in my hand.

"Is this from LV? Real or fake?"

"A gift from a friend." Not used to smelling her mouth, I said briefly.

"It's a gift from the man. These days, the men are also cheap, and some pretty women are generous as long as they order casually, just look at your face."

"You drink too much."

The driver also seemed to hear that her tone was wrong, so he went straight to smooth things over.

"Where did I drink too much? I didn't drink too much. I just can't understand you noble women. In fact, you are just as coquettish in your bones. You always pretend to be something. Oh, by the way, there was a popular saying a while ago, what is it called? Come on? Oh, right, some women, "If You Are the One" during the day and "Let the Bullets Fly" at night, resulted in a lot of "Orphan of Zhao", people like you."

"Please respect yourself. Alright, the driver should stop here, I'm going to get off." After I finished speaking, I gave the money and got out of the car, but I still felt a little uncomfortable, but thinking about it, I thought it was unlucky. drunk.

But the car didn't drive away immediately. Just now, the woman who smelled of alcohol opened the car door and shouted at me: "Su Nianjin, what are you pretending to be? You're just a piece of shit. If you don't like Mr. Why marry him! Everyone knows that you have an unclear past with Mr. Qin, and you have nothing to do with a clean man like Mr. Xu. Are you worthy of those around you who really like Mr. Xu... "

It turned out to be someone who knew me?Recently, more and more people in this city seem to know me. Is it possible that someday when I walk on the road, I will be looked at by many resentful women with extremely sad eyes?They complained, their faces were ferocious, and their hearts were full of rotten poison.

I got out of the car and ignored her vicious words and eyes, perhaps because the guilt towards Xu Moran is deep-rooted in my heart, and maybe it will never be eliminated in this life, until the day I forget about Qin Ziyang.

"What are you thinking about?" The car door opened, and Zhang Yuntian's figure was bathed in the sunlight.

"Why didn't you wait inside?"

"I'm impatient, just come out and wait and see."

"The traffic on this section of the road is not very good, and there is some congestion in the middle." I explained.

"Well, I know this. I am responsible for the contracting project of this road."

"The whole thing?" I asked in surprise.

"Hmm." He nodded.

"Is this the main purpose of your coming to T City this time?"

"Not all of them, maybe one of them." After speaking, he lit a cigarette, but he didn't smoke it. He just held it between his fingers and flicked the ash on it.

"You really want to marry the second son of the Xu family?"

"Ah."

"You are not suitable." He said firmly.

"How do you know if it's suitable or not if you don't try it?"

"You want to use this to forget Qin Ziyang? Su Nianjin, that brave and resolute woman I met back then is not like this."

"I'm just a little selfish, I want to give myself a chance. I'm tired, really tired. You know, women will always feel powerless and tired at this time, and their superior people , I'm really tired of it."

"Isn't Xu Moran not? Maybe he wasn't before, but what about now? The Xu family has never been comparable to people like us who start from scratch and work hard on their own."

"He is different, Mo Ran is different from those people in his bones."

"Well, it's different, because of what? Because he was poor?" His voice was a bit sharp, no, not sharp, but still calm, low, with a masculine hoarseness.However, this unsharp sentence seems to be able to pierce the eardrum. It impacts my eardrum and erodes my eardrum with a hoarse voice of accusation.

I didn't answer, I don't want to talk about this issue.However, he didn't want to let it go.He came over suddenly, grabbed my shoulders, and forced me to look at him.

"Su Nianjin, why don't you consider me? If you really want a new start, someone who can help you forget that person, why don't you choose me? I am a good choice. I have a successful career, I am mature, stable, and All the things you want, the most important thing is that I have been married and had children. If you want to choose someone who can help you out of the shadows without making you feel too much guilt, I am better than Xu Mo Is it more appropriate?"

I stood still and watched him for a long time, and finally turned around.

"If you came to me just to say this, then it goes without saying."

"Why?" he asked.

"Because I have promised him."

Xu Moran's somewhat pale, overly calm and fragile face suddenly appeared in front of my eyes, just when my heart trembled a little, he said: Su Nianjin, is what you said true?With trembling, with anxiety, and with expectations.

"Maybe we are not destined. Big brother Zhang, let me call you big brother."

"You are still so stubborn." He sighed helplessly.

"Don't you just like my stubbornness?" I smiled lightly.

"Forget it, I just mentioned this matter. I have other things to ask you, so don't rush to leave."

"Okay." I sat down.

He poured me a few glasses of wine.

"what's up?"

"Do you still hate him now?"

I looked up at him, trying to read something on his face.

"If you still hate him, then knock him down, let his existing business empire collapse, and let him leave those auras. We can work together, and based on how well you know him, we will give him a big impact. Said No, we can build a business empire together, at that time..."

Zhang Yuntian continued talking, with a cigar in his mouth, then leaned over and lit the fire.At this time, he was more mature than a few years ago, and the smell of copper on his body miraculously disappeared.Even though what he said at this moment is so full of commercial atmosphere, it seems that after the influence of time, it has been intentionally settled down, and the things that are released are gradually wrapped.

"How about it, Xiao Su, do you have the courage and determination to follow me?" He looked at me and smiled, as if this sentence was an olive branch.No, the olive branch symbolizes friendship, but his is not. It is full of temptations of interests and desires, like a poisonous snake covered in treasures, swallowing letters at me.

"She won't promise you."

Xu Moran suddenly appeared in front of me, wearing a gray coffee-colored windbreaker, with no expression on his face, making it impossible to guess what he meant.

His tone was nonchalant.Yes, it was cold, cold enough to freeze any living thing to death.He just looked at Zhang Yuntian opposite me.

"She won't say yes to you." He repeated, this time more firmly.

Zhang Yuntian didn't seem to expect to see him suddenly, he was taken aback for a moment, but he recovered after a while.

"Mr. Xu." The line of voice was drawn very long.He stood up and held out his hand.

His hands froze in mid-air.

Xu Moran didn't hold it, but turned around and looked at me, looking at me motionless.

His expression was too serious, as if every cell had been frozen, only those eyes were staring at me, fixed and terrifying.

"Nian Jin..."

He pursed his lips lightly, and after saying these two words, he refused to say any more.

"Yes, Zhang Dong, please take back this idea, I will not and cannot join your idea."

The man shrugged, "Well, everything is up to you."

"Then I'll leave first, and we'll meet again some other day. But..." I paused, "It has nothing to do with this matter, it's just an old friendship between us."

He nodded, and I turned around and walked out with Xu Moran.

He was standing by my side the whole time I was walking on the street.

"Nian Jin..."

"exist."

He didn't say anything, it seemed that he just wanted to call out to confirm something.

"I'm here, Mo Ran." After a while, he still didn't make a sound, I took the initiative to walk over to hold his hand, and said.

"Hmm." He said, his expression was as calm as water, those black eyes were hidden under the eyelashes, against the light, nothing could be seen from my angle.

"Nian Jin, let's get married."

There was a wind blowing from a distance, and his windbreaker was raised in an arc, slightly upward, which was a bit playful.I smoothed it out with my hands, but it didn't work at all.Compared to the forces of nature, yes, we are all small.

"Well, okay, let's get married."

When such a sentence came out of my mouth, it made me feel so awkward. The feeling of desolation and guilt that had been suppressed in my chest seemed to be dug open, and then the sun shone in, and it shone into the place in my heart. The dark, invisible hole is filled with despair, vicissitudes and grief.These emotions are too damp, and there is a long-lasting haze on it. Suddenly being exposed to the sun like this, there is no preparation, and there is nothing to hide. It seems that what is ushering in is not the shining of light, but those that people cannot avoid. The pain of being burned.

"it is true."

"Well, it's true."

He took my hand in turn, ten fingers intersected with mine, every gap was filled by his fingers, and finally they were firmly held together.

This way goes like this.

He held my hand the whole time.His fingers were cold, without a trace of warmth, which made me often think about his physique, whether his leg, that leg with no temperature, was in severe pain again.

I looked over subconsciously, but I didn't dare to look at it, I always felt that it would hurt his self-esteem.

"Don't worry, it doesn't hurt anymore." He pursed his lips and said lightly.

I didn't expect him to say it so bluntly, so I didn't react, my brain froze for a moment, and my whole body was like a child who made a mistake, avoiding questioning eyes in a little panic.

So I didn't go to see him, and even turned my eyes away from him.

"This road seems to have a long way to go..."

"Are you tired?" Xu Moran asked me, there was a trace of concern on his quiet face, very indifferent, just like him, he only showed a trace of emotion when he cared about me.

"Mr. Xu is usually so serious, why does Dudu treat you differently?"

The woman's sharp voice echoed in his mind at some point.

Yes, why is Dudu different to me?Just because of that unforgettable time?Or is it just because the moment when I entered his heart came just right and at the right time?
The car door has been opened, he is standing on the side, looking at me sideways, the gray coffee windbreaker is lifted up again, no matter how you look at it, it makes people feel extremely handsome.It's just that compared with the young boy back then, Xu Moran at this moment has the introverted and demeanor of a mature man all over his body.

"Get in the car."

I froze for a few seconds and got into the car.

He immediately followed and closed the door.

The two of them squeezed into a small taxi instead of his luxurious and spacious private car, but it felt more intimate.

Perhaps, many times we are used to the so-called luxury and prosperity, but forget that when we are surrounded by more and more secular atmosphere, those simple things and the simplest emotions will become more and more beautiful. Stranger and more vulnerable.

Along the way, we did not speak.

I was waiting for him to ask me, but when I got to the place, I didn't wait for Xu Moran to say a word.

He sat in the car without saying a word, his legs slightly curled up, and he seemed a little uncomfortable.Only I know that he must be in extreme pain, because he will only be like this if he is in extreme pain, otherwise I would not be able to recognize it.

"34 in total."

He turned sideways to take out the money, and after taking out for a long time, there were only some cards, some cards of different grades.

It turns out that not only I have changed, but also Xu Moran, this boy who used to wear jeans full of holes in college, now he has searched all over his body but can't find a ten-yuan bill.

"Let me do it." I opened the bag, took out 50 yuan and gave it to the driver.

His expression was still calm, but a little shy.Only then is he like that child, that simple, poor, stubborn but sincere child.

However, after a while, this embarrassment disappeared, and he became immobile again.

"Let's have a wedding next week."

"Ah."

(End of this chapter)