Long time no see, Mr. Qin

Chapter 61 I also longed for someone to treasure me properly (2)

It wasn't until we were drained of all energy from each other that we finally both fell on the bed, really exhausted.

He leaned against me and panted heavily, I just felt countless little ants crawling all over my body, sore and itchy, an indescribable taste... I wanted to move but found that my legs were so sore that I couldn't move.I just lay there, looking at the ceiling.There were no spiders crawling or buzzing of intruding insects.Such a high-end apartment only has a high roof and is surrounded by snow-white.

I don't know how long it has passed, the sky gradually has a subtle light coming in, and through the curtains, there is a faint warmth... But I feel cold, unusually cold, compared with the hotness that was just like a dream, It was strangely cold at this moment.

Finally, I sat up propped up and began to pick up the messy clothes underneath, and then put them on slowly one by one.

He squinted his eyes and stared at me, turned over and took out a Chinese stick from the first drawer next to it, which was still soft.He liked this, turned on the lighter and repeatedly lit it several times, but finally frowned, threw the cigarette away, and dropped it to the ground.

He walked straight to me, bent down, picked up a piece of clothing I was about to pick up, and threw it away.

I stood still, without anger, just looked at him calmly, watched him walk towards me, leaning against my body, and began to peck and kiss me bit by bit.

I followed him, neither resisting nor taking the initiative, like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered and let him manipulate.

Finally, when he put his arms around me, he realized my silent refusal.

He let go of me, looked into my eyes, and rarely asked softly: "Does it hurt you?" I didn't respond, and after a while I smiled and said: "Do you care?"

He seemed annoyed by my attitude again, but he didn't say anything, but picked up a piece of clothing from the side and put it on me.

I looked up and looked at his beautiful eyes and his resolute face.It was only after getting so close that he realized that when he frowned slightly, a wrinkle appeared on the top of his forehead. It was not very deep, but the lines had gradually appeared.

I stretched out my hand, grabbed the cigarette in his hand and put it in my mouth, took a deep breath, but coughed violently because it was too choking.

"What are you doing? You can't smoke this cigarette."

I was still coughing, and my face was hot with coughing, as if I was going to cough out my entire lung.

He turned around and hurried to the outhouse to pour me a glass of water.

"Warm, I tried it, drink some."

I took it and drank it in one gulp, but I still couldn't stop it, and sprayed it out with water.

"No more smoking next time." He said, put down the water glass and patted my back.

When I managed to stop my coughing, I turned sideways and broke his outstretched hand.

"Could this be what you said you wanted to talk to me about? Qin Ziyang, are you looking for me because you just want to sleep with me?"

Qin Ziyang's hands froze, and finally looked at me, and retreated with a half-smile, all the way to the edge of the big sofa.He sat down, propped his head on his hands, and laughed softly, but that laugh was worse than crying no matter what.

"You go, let me go now..."

Even this sentence seems to have no strength, almost a low sigh.

I quickly dressed, picked up my coat and went out.

When the door was about to close, I turned around and saw Qin Ziyang sitting there in that posture, motionless.

I wrapped up my clothes and walked out. The elevator seemed to be descending very slowly. I didn't feel so slow usually.

After going out, I heard the sound of someone hawking.The scene of waking up early in the morning is very familiar. It seems that I have experienced it many years ago, but it is more unfamiliar.Such a sound is rarely heard in high-end apartments, where the sound insulation effect is good.I was walking on the road outside, at a fast pace, a little messy, and finally got into a taxi, reported the address and went back to the apartment.

As soon as I got down, I saw Xu Moran standing there, holding a cigarette in his hand, and the ground was also full of cigarette butts.He was throwing the finished one in his hand on the ground, twisted it with his foot, and then opened the door and got into the car.The dust was flying, and the car drove out quickly.

From the beginning to the end, he didn't see me, and at this moment, I don't want to face Xu Moran again.

After returning to the bedroom, I fell directly on the big bed and fell asleep until the sky was dark, and finally I was woken up by the ringing of the phone.The phone rang with an indomitable will and kept ringing until I picked it up.

"Hi—" I said.

"It's me, Nian Jin, Zhang Yuntian."

"Zhang Dong?" I exclaimed with joy in my voice.

"I'm in T city now, is it convenient to come out at night?"

"Of course, it's convenient for you even if it's inconvenient."

"Okay, I'll meet you at the 'Emperor's Garden' here. How about seven o'clock in the evening?"

I glanced at my watch and said, "OK, I'll be there at seven."

I hung up the phone and got up to tidy up. I took a shower, changed into a fresh set of clothes and went out.

"Here we are." The driver's voice brought me back from my daze, and I looked at him numbly and nodded, "How much is it?" I asked.

He said, "25."

I groaned, and was about to hand him a 23.5, only to find that the number on the meter was clearly [-].

"The above is 23 yuan five." Thinking of this, I said it directly.

"Now the oil price has risen again, soaring, directly adding one yuan to the original number, and rounding up..." He pointed to the passenger seat, "Look at this...it has been changed for a year..."

I saw that it said the starting price plus one yuan.

In the past, I might argue with him, or go to ask what happened, or simply kill him with a phone call, and ask a few people to see if he was slaughtered.

But now?It's been a year since I've changed something, I've been riding a taxi for a year, and I just noticed it today.

"Get some money."

He hummed for a moment, then handed me the money, "The girl is a foreigner, so she came here?"

"Um, yeah, Outlander," I said, smiling, and closing the door.

It's a little cold outside, if the heater is turned on in the car, people can't feel the coolness, but it's okay, it will make people feel very refreshed.I took a deep breath and calmed down.

When I walked into the coffee shop, I reported the name of the room directly, and the waiter respectfully led me to the private room above.The service along the way is very thoughtful, at least that smiling face makes people feel very comfortable.

As soon as the door opened, Zhang Yuntian was seen sitting inside.To my surprise, he was dressed very casually, as if he was the same as when I saw him.

"Traffic jam?" He asked, stood up with a smile and helped me pull the chair away.

"Well, yes. Usually the traffic jam is severe, but it's the worst today. I guess it's because you're here, and it's bustling with it."

He chuckled, "You, you can really make me happy. It was the same when I was working under me. No one dared to argue with me, the boss. You are good. You always come in, looking like a boss. Look, you have to fight for a four-five-six, if you hadn't met me and changed to someone else, you would have been fired a long time ago."

"Isn't it because I saw you that I dared to do that? I'll talk sweetly about other bosses."

"Dare to love or I asked for it..."

"Yes, aren't you wise?"

He smiled again, this smile was no longer the same as before, the brows were still stiff, but the wrinkles on his forehead became more.

"Why are you here?" After putting away the coat, I turned around and asked.

"There's a meeting coming, I just thought you'd be here so I can meet you."

"It's been on the way for a long time." I pursed my lips and looked at him sadly.

He was still smiling, as if he was happy to see me.

"What do you two want?"

"Blue Mountain," I said.

"Same."

"OK, wait."

"I'm divorced, Nian Jin." He said casually, as if to say that the weather is really nice today.

"Divorced? Well, divorces are everywhere now, let alone foreign countries, even China. What should I say now, congratulations, Mr. Zhang, for regaining your freedom?"

"I know you're very traditional, and I think I'm the one who always abandons you, but marriage is not what you think, nor is it as sacred as you think."

I suddenly seemed to have been touched by the scales, and I became angry all of a sudden. I grabbed the coat on the back of the chair and was about to leave.

He hurriedly grabbed me, "Why did you suddenly become angry? You understand what I mean..."

"Is it true that marriage is nothing to you people? It's like making friends. If you think this person is okay today, you can stay together, and tomorrow you can't do it, so you separate, and then come back? Get a certificate for the sake of profit. It can be tied more firmly. Marriage is like a fart, is it a compromise, is there no way, is it because of the confusion at the time, or is it helpless?" I interrupted him and yelled at him questioningly.

"Nian Jin, calm down..." He grabbed my wrist and shook me vigorously.

"Sorry..." After a long time, I apologized, wiped my face, and sat down again.

"Needless to say I'm sorry, I understand, it's because of that person, and him..."

"Don't mention him to me. It's not just him. To be honest, Yun Tian, ​​I have never been used to this kind of life. Because of family relations, I have hated people like them more than other children since I was a child. But I don't know when At the same time, I became like the group of them. I don’t want a change in a taxi, but I give a tip... Even my skin is used to those high-end cosmetics, otherwise it will cause acne. I tried many times, but it didn’t work. , you know? It was like a protest, and they rushed up one after another. And last time, last time I took my mother to buy cosmetics, I dressed very casually, and my mother was old and didn't like to dress up very much. There was a woman who had already chosen an eye cream, and when my mother and I went there, because they were too busy and ignored them, I was so angry that I walked over and took what she had chosen and rushed to it. The lady at the counter said, I want this. I just wanted to see her in trouble. She said, sorry, it’s the last bottle, and I have to wait for the next replenishment. I said, then I want this, regardless of whether you are the last bottle or not. She's quite confused. Do you know what I did?" I asked him, my voice calm.

He didn't speak, and I continued.

"I said, I'll buy a set of all the samples you have here, or I won't buy any of them. The woman immediately changed her face and saw that she was embarrassed and sorry to another customer, and she was sorry to me. It was even more respectful to the extreme. At that time, I was really satisfied. What do you think is the difference between me and their group? What is the use of me going to a small company to work as an employee? Hehe, it turns out that people are like this, and the environment can really change Man, am I the same as them in my bones now?" After finishing speaking, I fell silent, took the coffee handed over by the waiter and drank it in one gulp.

"Actually, you shouldn't ask me for coffee, you should ask me for a drink, preferably stronger, I especially want to drink it now."

"Don't be like this. Nian Jin, come with me, come back to Shanghai with me, and I will marry you."

"You marry me?" I started to laugh, lowly, the louder I laughed, but I felt bitterer than this unsweetened coffee.

"You don't value marriage, but you all want to buy me off with marriage. Does it make sense?"

"I don't value marriage, but I value you, and I value marriage and love with you."

The man in front of me looked solemn, but I wasn't moved in the slightest.

"I let you down, I have no love for you."

"I know," he said.

They were silent after that.He suddenly picked up the coffee and drank it with his head up just like I did just now.It seemed to be drinking, but it was not wine, so it felt very strange, but this strangeness made the awkward atmosphere a lot better, and Zhang Yuntian and I couldn't help looking at each other and laughing.

"Maybe I really picked the wrong place," he said.

I shrug.

"It's time to drink."

"Well, I want strong wine."

He continued to laugh and said nothing more.

"Are you still going to be with him?"

"We don't talk about this topic."

"Okay, let's not talk." He said, and then sipped his coffee carefully.

Just then, the phone rang, and I took a look, it was my home phone.

"I'll take a call." I motioned to him.

He made an excuse gesture.

I pressed the answer button, "Mom, what's the matter?"

"Where are you? Your second aunt's child has gone to your place. She is graduating soon and wants to find a job in T City. Please help me see."

"Well, okay, I see."

"Going back tonight?"

"Yes, there's a guest at home, I'm afraid I have to go back." I responded casually.

"It's okay, if you have something urgent, go first. I will stay in T City for a while, and I am not in a hurry to leave."

"Why did the meeting take so long? You also participated in the Qingcang case?"

"No. Mr. Xu has taken his fancy to that place a long time ago. No matter how rich and powerful I am, I can't stand up to the Xu family. I don't plan to interfere. I have other things to do this time."

"That's fine, just find me if you can use me."

"Will do."

After I finished speaking, I got up, picked up my coat and walked out. The wind outside was a bit cold, so I couldn't help but wrap myself up a little tighter.

As soon as I walked to the door, I saw a familiar figure—Xu Moran was squatting on the stone steps with his hands folded. When he saw me coming, he hurriedly stood up, but he seemed to be unable to stand firmly, and fell directly to the ground.I was startled, and ran over without thinking about anything, just in time to catch his fallen body.

This time, he didn't immediately struggle to stand up, but held me tightly in his arms, tightening it so tightly that it was hard to breathe.

"Mo Ran..." I called him softly, feeling very anxious.Xu Moran has never been like this, even if he is in severe pain, he will not collapse on me like this to show his cowardice, he will stand straighter than anyone else.

"What's wrong with you, Mo Ran?"

"It's okay, let me lean on me like this for a while, just for a while..." Facing him like this, I couldn't refuse no matter what, so I let him hug me tighter and tighter, until Qin Ziyang's angry face suddenly appeared on my face in front of.

He stretched out his hand and pulled me away fiercely, clasping my wrist with his fingers, his eyes were a little red.He looked at Xu Moran and punched him with his hand.

Xu Moran staggered and fell to the ground, just as that leg hit the ground, it seemed that the upper half was hit.His face was frighteningly pale, and his forehead was covered with beads of sweat.

"Stop Qin Ziyang, do you know what you are doing?"

"You care about him so much and love him so much?"

"Yes, I just care about him and feel sorry for him."

"Okay, very good." He rushed to Xu Moran's side, picked up his collar, his voice was as cold as a knife, "A man who fell to the ground with just one punch deserves to be called a man?"

I hurriedly stood in front of Xu Moran and looked at Qin Ziyang coldly.

"Don't make me look down on you."

He froze for a moment, his face was sad at first, then the corners of his lips raised, but the mouth became tighter and tighter.

"Look down on me? Hehe..." He smiled lowly.The voice is not loud, low.I don't know why, but such a low and accusatory smile makes me feel colder than the surrounding wind. Every sound is a whirlpool, and there are ice knives and snow swords hidden in it, which makes people irresistible.

I chose to remain silent, and looked at Xu Moran worriedly while looking at him coldly.

After taking a deep look at me, Qin Ziyang put his hands in his pockets, where there was a bulge the size of a fist.The corners of his mouth curled slightly, as if mocking, but also as if not, more like crying.But when I looked closely, there was no tear on that face, nothing, it was still the same face: sexy lips, cold side profile, deep-set eyes, still the same, unchanged.

I turned around, put Xu Moran's arm on my shoulder, so that he could rely on me with full strength, and then walked slowly into the corridor.

Just as he was about to enter the building, Qin Ziyang's faint voice came from behind.

"You did it, I'm really in pain..." he said, his voice was calm, but it was far more shocking than embarrassing.

I supported Xu Moran to walk in, and every step I took felt very difficult, and every step I took, I felt that there was a knife behind me, cutting my back, with each stroke, ruthless and decisive.

I knew it was Qin Ziyang's gaze, that gaze was so deep that it could dig a hole in my body, it was big and deep, and it couldn't be completely eliminated, even if it healed, it would still hurt, as if squeezed hard.

(End of this chapter)