Long time no see, Mr. Qin

Chapter 60 I also longed for someone to treasure me properly (1)

Brother Jiang was in charge of driving, and Qin Ziyang and I sat in the back.

"Where are you going?" Brother Jiang asked after the car drove onto the main road.

Qin Ziyang didn't speak, but gave him a look, but the tacit understanding between each other for many years made him understand the general idea.

The car drove to the nearest apartment, which I had been to.I can't remember the exact reason, it seems that when Zhong Zilin came back, everyone needed to get together and change clothes, so Qin Ziyang brought me here.When I entered the door that time, I was taken aback. The bed and table were full of high-end cosmetics, such as Chanel, Revlon, Lancome... various series of cosmetics were piled up everywhere.

I asked him how he bought so much.He frowned, and said calmly, he asked his secretary to help him buy them. He didn't know what kind of ones I usually use, so I bought some.

In fact, I didn’t need such good cosmetics at that time. As a working class, I used Mengzhuang and ZA series of brands at most. standard of living.

I used it at that time and thought it was pretty good, but now when I rub it on my face, it feels extremely dry. It seems that I am not used to it everywhere, and it always feels a little rough.

"You go back first." He explained lightly.

There was a nod over there, and the car drove back the way it came from.

He looked at me immediately, I didn't respond to him, and walked in directly.When I got to the door, I had to stop. There was no key, so I stood there.

He came over, but he was not in a hurry to open the door. Instead, he leaned his body close to him, and just surrounded me between the door and his arms. I could touch his chest with just a slight movement, even if I stood still. I can clearly feel his hot breath in my ears.

"Come back to my side." He said, his voice was very soft, with a bit of depression, and a trace of cautious restraint.

Oh, Qin Ziyang used to be reserved too.It's just that this restraint is likely to change in the next moment, no, maybe in the next second.Just like in the past, he used to pamper and spoil me like that, gave me all the delicious and useful things, and pampered me to the point of lawlessness.He doesn't care about the media, the employees in the company, or even the ridicule of his buddies. His so special and almost heinous favor also gave me endless pain afterwards.

The pain made me almost unable to get up, and I survived entirely by the obsession in my heart. No one has ever known that when a woman is pregnant with a child she is looking forward to, but she wants to design it herself Mood at the time of death.

The feeling of guilt, the feeling of pain, is to tear open one's flesh alive, and then pull out the heart inside.Not someone else's, but your own.All the process was staged bloody in front of my eyes, but there was no other way but pain.

"I've stood there long enough, may I ask when Young Master Qin can open the door?"

He seemed to stiffen, and even his breathing became short of breath.His hand did not go to open the door, but leaned towards my body, turned my body around vigorously, and made me stand face to face with him.

His face is very close to mine, so close that our lips may touch each other as soon as we lower our heads, the lips that have been kissed countless times are now drawn into a line.

"Su Nianjin, sometimes I really hate you."

He spoke fiercely, and even the sound of teeth touching could be heard, as if the words were squeezed out from between the teeth, with a hatred that could no longer be described in the words themselves, being squeezed out.

"If there is nothing else to say, then I'm going back." As I said that, I was about to leave, but he stopped me with his hand.

This time he opened the door happily.I walked in, and the inside was exactly the same as it was a few years ago, except for the potted plant on the windowsill.

That's what I put on it when I came here on a whim.In fact, I just bought it for broken money, but I didn't like to hold it, so I just threw it here.When I came in and saw it for the first time, I still couldn't restrain my strong curiosity and walked over, but unfortunately, all of them were dead.If I had known earlier, it would be better not to come over, at least look at them from a distance, and feel that they are alive.Under the sunlight, the shape didn't change much, but upon closer inspection, it was found that it was already dead.

He came over, glanced at the place I was looking at, and frowned.

"I'll have someone replace it with a new one in a few days."

"Yeah, if the old one doesn't go away, the new one won't come. A potted plant, it doesn't matter, you can change as many as you want."

"Don't talk to me in such a tone..." He came over, circled me persistently, raised my face, his voice was hoarse, "Nian Jin, how long have we been together, when I was glorious, when I was down , when I was in trouble, especially when we were in the United States, I was very happy at that time." He said lightly, but no matter how he heard it, he couldn't feel it.

His seemingly calm and normal words made me froze for a long time.

"Yes, it's been long enough, but why does it still hurt every time I think about it? Young Master Qin, Mr. Qin, the halo on your body has never been less. Where to go, I had it when I was in Shanghai, and I still had it in New York, back and forth, coming and going, I can remember faces, I can’t remember faces, gorgeous, elegant, charming, Hot... You have experienced everything you can find an adjective for. Qin Ziyang, I'm always thinking, how did I meet you?"

"It wasn't you who met me, but I found you." He said it very emotionally, but I still feel pain, like a twitching heart, intermittently.Then I smiled, raised my head, and said, "Yes, you found me. I should thank you. Maybe this is a great honor in the eyes of other women. I, Su Nianjin, have cultivated the blessings of three lifetimes. .”

He grabbed my wrists violently, with the same strength.

"Don't just think about your pain, I have never been in pain, do you think I am a person without a soul? Do you think I really don't feel the slightest when you are in pain? You are really overestimating Me. I can't do it, I am also a living person. Su Nianjin, look at me, do you see pain in my eyes that you have never seen before?"

He said that I don't understand, I can't see his pain, he grabbed my hand and said in a low voice...

"You hurt me," I said.But he wouldn't let go, and this time I didn't struggle like I used to, and then waited for him to grab tighter until I gave up struggling. There was no point in this cycle.I looked at him with clear eyes, and only said one sentence: "Qin Ziyang, is it possible that all you can give me is this kind of pain forever?"

He was taken aback for a moment, then let go of my hand, as if he had been burned.

I looked at Qin Ziyang who kept retreating, lowered my head abruptly, and laughed hoarsely, very coquettishly, whether it was the corners of the eyes, eyebrows, lips or cheeks, there was a touch of coquettishness that I didn't usually have.

At last I had enough laughs, I raised my head, looked at him coldly and said, "Qin Ziyang, it's funny how you look like this."

As soon as the words fell, I thought of the first time he said to me, a sentence I will never forget in this life, he said: "Su Nianjin, you are so interesting."

"Tell me, what exactly do you want to tell me, it's best to finish it all at once. As I said, Qin Ziyang, I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore, nothing."

He didn't speak, remained silent, half of his face was immersed in the darkness.

"The relationship between me and you is far from being cut off once, you should know that I will not let you go..."

I laughed, "Actually, why bother, why bother to do this? You are just unconvinced, you just think that you are smart like you are sometimes played with, you just see that I am not like those women, or to be more precise, because of my sudden change It makes you unacceptable, all of this is not in line with your usual style." I walked over and put my hand on his chest, "I know you, Qin Ziyang, no one in this world knows you better than me. You know better than anyone else. Proud, you have never been able to stand other people's betrayal and deceit, and I just happened to do both. What are you going to do? Are you going to chase me back and throw me away? The first time, the second The second time, the third time is impossible. Even those animals without brains, you throw it several times, it will know the pain, let alone a human."

He still pursed his lips and didn't speak, but those eyes, those eyes looking at me, seemed to have a thousand words to say to me, and it felt bad enough.

"Do you really know me well enough? Do you really know what I'm thinking?" He suddenly hugged me tightly, hugged me tightly, and said, "You're so skinny, don't you know? Don't Sophistry, you don't love me a little bit every day, you hate me a little bit more every day. Little by little, you are all me in your body and mind, and you can only be me, even if you hate..."

"So what, even if you hate it, what's there to show off? What you brought me is nothing but pain and hatred, or something else, but it's not a good thing... and Xu Moran It’s different, I feel sweet when I see Xu Moran, maybe it’s not that deep, but it makes me feel very happy little by little..." I spoke slowly, then walked over slowly and touched him Slowly stroking every corner of his face, "So, let go, Qin Ziyang, give me a chance to be happy, just beg of you."

"I begged you too, I begged you to be with me, even though I knew that you had stretched out your hand only because you wanted to make me hurt more in the end, I still want to be with you. But what about you? You are so decisive, really It’s Su Nianjin who dares to do something. I won’t let it go, and it’s even more impossible to let it go to Xu Moran. I said that you and him will not be happy, so don’t prevaricate me with sweetness.” He said with certainty.

"You really think you can't do it without you? How can you say that Xu Moran won't give me happiness? You really think you can do it."

"Because you don't love him, that's the reason."

His last appearance irritated me, his determined tone, his high posture irritated me again.I grabbed his collar, stood on tiptoe, faced him with my eyes, bit my lips slightly and said, "Qin Ziyang, I'll let you see, I'll let you see me happy..."

After I finished speaking, I turned around and was about to leave, but was pulled by him from behind. No matter how I struggled, he just pulled me onto the bed, staring at me as if his eyes were about to burst into flames.That face is like ice, close at hand, within reach, but it makes me feel far away.

"It's like this every time. Su Nianjin, you just want to leave my side so much? Do you know how I felt when I knew everything you did? Don't you know what I gave you? Those are not money, but also It's not right, those are naked trusts. I, Qin Ziyang, have never been so resolute in my life. I open my clothes and give myself to others. You are the only one. But you are cruel enough. You destroyed this trust with your own hands. Ruined so righteously, ruined so filled with righteous indignation..."

I struggled to get up, but he imprisoned me above, so I couldn't get up no matter what.

I simply saved all my energy and simply lay on the bed, exhaled and sneered, but didn't say anything more. "

He went to the table, rummaged through the cigarette case in a state of dismay, but found that there was no cigarette in it, so he could only throw it on the ground in annoyance, and stomped on it twice, completely different from the lazy and elegant image he used to be.

At this moment, his face was icy cold, and his eyes were fixed on me, wishing to make a hole in my body, which made me feel a huge sense of oppression sweeping over me.I wanted to escape, but found that I couldn't move at all, or if I took a step back, he would take a step closer, and I would take a step back, and he would push again, forcing me so hard that I had no way out, and finally had to look at him.

"Su Nianjin, let me ask you again, did you feel that way before I got engaged?" His voice trembled a little, and it seemed so difficult to say a word.

"Yes, but I don't necessarily know how to do it." After a long time, I heard myself say.

He was silent, and didn't rush over immediately, just stood there quietly, with his hands hanging powerlessly on his sides.The whole room was filled with deathly silence, maybe there was a little breathing, but it still couldn't stop the silence.

Suddenly, like a ferocious beast, he was awakened by something, looked at me with red eyes, clenched his fists tightly, and slammed towards me, but finally landed on the wall beside him.

I was a little stunned and leaned back even more.This move of mine seemed to annoy him even more, he simply scooped me up and clasped me tightly with both hands.

"I will not let you go, now, in the future, in this life, in this life, never..."

"Okay, then you don't let it go. It's just that whether you let it go or not is your business, and it has nothing to do with me. "

He leaned over and grabbed my lips, and the kisses were like a storm, spreading down densely and densely.

I was startled by his kiss.This kiss is completely different from the past, even though sometimes he kisses very intensely, but it has never been like today, wishing to kiss me until I was suffocated.Yes, that's it, with a taste of destruction and determination.This is not Qin Ziyang. No matter what Qin Ziyang does, he always carries a sense of nobility and pride in his bones.

My body began to tremble with his kiss, and his hand was put up as if it had suction, moving around my body, burning hot, scorching every inch of my skin.Every place hurts badly, for some reason, it hurts inexplicably.

It took him an unknown amount of time to move his lips down to my chest, but he couldn't untie the clothes even after a long time, so he just tore them open.This action used to be very familiar. When we were together, we would often tear each other’s clothes because of our passion, but we would look at the messy clothes and laugh after we were done.These situations have all existed before.

But this time, when he tried to get in, I clamped my legs tightly, no matter how hard he tried, he wouldn't let go.

He looked at me, no longer forced, and a sneer like a knife slowly overflowed the corner of his mouth.

"I know you miss your body..." He reached out and slid his hand towards my waist.I instinctively let out a low breath, and he laughed.That smile is so pretty, just like when he was holding a glass of wine elegantly and squinting his eyes and looking at me indifferently.It's just that this time there seems to be something more, something I can't say, but there is indeed a slight difference.

Beads of sweat hung on Qin Ziyang's face, and his eyes were full of wildness when he looked at me.He called my name over and over again, his voice was low and hoarse, even more charming than a woman's voice.

Yes, Qin Ziyang is sexy by nature.

Sometimes I think that such a man, such an existence, may itself be a sin.

Like original sin, it cannot be redeemed, it can only make people sink...

When he was done, he hugged me, brought his mouth to my ears, and licked them lightly.

"You are still charming, like a goblin who came to suck my blood."

"Even if I'm a goblin, I don't have any interest in your blood now." I wanted to say it indifferently, but when I said it, I suddenly became so hoarse and emotional, not at all like me. The voice is as charming as a kitten, waiting for the love and affection of its master...

I frowned angrily.

With the index finger of his hand holding me, he kept drawing circles on my shoulder.His fingers always seemed to be on fire, and once they were inadvertently scattered, they would be enough to start a prairie fire.

"It's irresponsible for you to do this, at least you have to suck my blood dry before turning to other men."

"Really? I didn't drain your blood?"

"It's still a lot..."

As soon as the words fell, he turned over and pressed down again.

Fortunately, there were no clothes on his body, and there was no sound of those clothes being broken.

Qin Ziyang is not as fierce as the first time, he barks his teeth and claws like a tiger and a lion, this time his anger seems to have disappeared with the first vent of desire, and now he is like a small beast, fighting with me.

He pressed me on the bed and didn't support him. He threw his entire body weight on me, and the two bodies were tightly pressed together, burning each other.

(End of this chapter)