Long time no see, Mr. Qin

Chapter 31 I only want you, everything else will come (4)

"Actually, it's not a good story, it's very boring. Although she has been with many men, she only fell in love with me when she was with me. She secretly gave birth to a child and forced her to die, and I owe her kindness. I Dad didn't know how he got wind of it, and when he came, he said he didn't recognize it, didn't agree with this child. Hehe, he didn't want my son at the beginning, and now he doesn't want this grandson. I married her in a fit of anger. Maybe I wouldn’t have agreed if I hadn’t been angry with my dad at the time. I’ve been dragging it since I got married. I always felt that she wasn’t good enough for me. I didn’t even dare to take her out to a friend’s party. Last time I went out, a friend saw her After getting drunk, he pointed at her and said that he had sex with her, and it was so good, I beat her to the hospital on the spot. Since then, I rarely go home, basically go back once or twice a month, that is, to see To look after the children. Later, she suffered from severe depression and stayed in the nursing home, and I hired a nanny to see her."

"Yeah, this story is really boring. I really don't understand why you told me this in the first place. Didn't Mr. Zhang know that you told a woman you were pursuing that you abandoned the woman who suffered from severe depression because of yourself? If my wife wants to marry another new lover, will she push her further away just because she thinks that woman is not worthy of me?"

"That's because I know you can't be with me. If I meet you now, I will tell you that she has slept with many men, and those friends around me have basically slept with her. It is unbearable for a man with prestige and status. But because she is the mother of the child and helped me when I was in trouble, I never divorced her, and I gave her all material things I gave it to her, but she is still not satisfied. She is extravagant, even hysterical, and often abuses herself, and even kills me at some point. She and I have no common topics at all. It is because she knows that my family is rich, so she tried all means to tie me up."

"Hehe, yes, it is really the same thing, but different narrative methods will produce completely different effects. Should I thank Zhang Dong for your confession, or should I thank you for teaching me another lesson?"

"Don't think too much, Xiao Su, I'm just telling you that you started off wrong. Now he's down and out, even so, he still can't get back the sense of missing out, and in many cases, once the identity is doomed, it's hard to change. "

"I see, thank you for the meal, I appreciate you."

"You can come to me anytime in the future if you need anything."

"I will."

In the past few days, every day, the body seems to have its own consciousness, and it will always wait for him at the door of the magnificent hotel at a specific time.

For this reason, Cheng Shan made a special call to scold me.She said, "Why do you have to hang yourself from a tree? There are so many people, why don't you be kinder to yourself!"

That's because so many people are not Qin Ziyang, so what about so many people?Except for him, all the people in a thousand are just giving up, but I am a pure person, so pure that I cannot tolerate the slightest bit of giving up.

She sighed, and raised her voice a little more, she said: "Su Nianjin, it's wrong for you to do this, you should let go, let yourself have some dignity, and let yourself do everything possible to get better and be happy."

"I am me, others are others, I am not a saint, I don't know what to do is right, my personality may not be pleasing, so what if I am right? Do that well, but I don't feel happy doing that, who dares to say that? Just being nice to yourself? It’s not good at all.”

……

There was a brief silence on the other side of the phone, only the sound of violent breathing, and finally the sound of the phone hanging up with a snap.

In the evening, when Qin Ziyang came out of get off work, I was waiting for him there.This time I didn't turn around and leave when I saw him like a few days ago, but followed him.

I followed him for a distance and watched him enter a bar.He changed his clothes and worked as a bartender inside.

I think he is torturing himself. No matter how poor he is, he can still choose a life that is a hundred times more decent than this.

"Hi, I'm here." A woman in a seductive dress greeted him with a familiar look.Qin Ziyang nodded slightly, took the clothes in her hand, turned and went into the back room.

I randomly found a place to sit down, and the woman came over and looked at me with extremely unfriendly eyes.

"Who are you? His new horse?"

I raised my eyebrows, looked at her and looked away.

"What are you pretending to do? I don't look at you like that. You don't care what you want. You look like a village girl at first glance."

"I'm a village girl, so what are you? A slut, or a whore?"

"You—" She pointed at me angrily.

"Oh, I was wrong." I apologized suddenly, with sincerity on my face, and then slowly stood up, looking through her eyes, "Are you this person's new horse? Heh." After I finished speaking, I sneered.

She raised her hand to hit me.

This time I didn't hide, but stood straight and looked at her, but the slap never landed on my face, and was held by Qin Ziyang half a finger away.

"John, let me go, I have to teach this woman a lesson."

Qin Ziyang stared at her with a trace of displeasure in his eyes.

"Yu Wei." His voice was very cold, but just two words made the chattering woman stop immediately.She looked back at him, "John, what is your relationship with this woman?"

"This has nothing to do with you." Qin Ziyang remained lukewarm, "The customer over there is ordering something, you go first."

Yu Wei glanced at me, which was defensive and stern.

When she walked away, I slapped my hands, "Not bad, really good, Young Master Qin. I didn't expect that you can still attract women after being so downcast. It's only been a few days? You can be so charming in a few days... ..."

"Su Nianjin, you should let yourself go."

"What about you, have you ever let yourself go?"

"These are all my own business, you should go back, this place is not suitable for you." He was holding a tray in his hand with a wine glass on it, and the buttons on his clothes were unbuttoned. Although it was sexy, it made me feel very garish, I always think of Qin Ziyang in the past: wearing a neat Armani suit, combing a meticulous hairstyle, a Gucci belt, preferring a twill tie, surrounded by a group of people, always speaking coldly and politely, and the car is always the top brand , when he went to do errands, he had to follow two cars, full of style, even when he ran a red light and crossed the zebra crossing, the police just turned a blind eye to the row of expensive license plate numbers.

During those days, I was also used to this kind of extremely grand and courteous reception, but now...

"Why isn't it suitable? It's fine to say that it was not suitable before I met you, but after I met you, I have long been used to this kind of life. Luxurious life, smoking, drinking, stimulation, these things are all taught to me by you. You used to It is often said that I am like a goblin that makes you addicted, but you don’t know, you are yourself, you are not just a goblin, you are also a devil. You have a kind of magic power that makes the women who see it fall willingly, and then you are on the sidelines The wind is light and the clouds are calm. Qin Ziyang, do you know that you are actually cruel, so cruel that you can make a woman's whole heart twist into a ball."

"I'm sorry, but I'm not for you, we have no future together."

"Why is there no future? You are ordinary now, and I am ordinary. Why can't we be together?"

He pursed his lips, and said lightly: "I don't want to have anything to do with my past." After speaking, he turned around, "Go back, I plan to forget all the people and things that remind me of the past, Then start over."

"That's great, it's really wonderful, but I don't believe it." I walked over, looked straight at him, pulled his collar, and said, "Qin Ziyang, look at me and tell me, is it white?" But what did she say to you? Did she say something cruel or insult you? "

"No one said anything to me, that's enough, it's really enough." After he finished speaking, he swung me away with such force that I almost stumbled.

"Heh, people should know what is good and bad, John doesn't like you pestering him, so don't pester him any longer." Yu Wei has been watching the situation here, seeing Qin Ziyang treat me like this, she is so happy that she walked over immediately, Putting his arm on Qin Ziyang's shoulder, he said sarcastically.

"I have nothing to do with you talking to him." I didn't even look at her.

Hearing me talking to her in this tone, she didn't care about the image, walked over, grabbed my hair and pulled it to the ground.

A woman in the world always has a viciousness that ordinary people don't have. Even if she is not a woman in the world, she will be more or less annoying after being used to this kind of place, just like I was used to being with Qin Ziyang and his group. Even the stomach was tricked.

Qin Ziyang stretched out his hand to stop her, "Yu Wei, have you had enough trouble?"

"You say me?" Yu Wei's expression was very hurt, "You say me just because of this woman? Is she your former girlfriend or your friend you just met recently? John, you eat mine now and use mine, but you still do it for other things?" A woman said that to me." Yu Wei growled in disbelief.

I quickly looked at Qin Ziyang.Eat hers and use hers, what does this sentence mean?
"Qin Ziyang, don't you have a lot of backbone? You didn't mention the 500 million you gave me once. If you beg me, I can give you some. Anyway, the money used to be yours, right?"

"500 million?" Yu Wei was dumbfounded when she heard this, and looked at Qin Ziyang in disbelief, with an extremely complicated expression on her face.

"I didn't. The person you mentioned is dead."

After he finished speaking, he left without looking back, and Yu Wei hurriedly chased after him.

In the next few days, I often came here, sitting all night, doing nothing, just drinking and watching Qin Ziyang work.

I order a lot, but don't drink much, because he comes every time I order it, willingly or not.

But today, today I am in a particularly bad mood, because he kissed her, that woman named Yu Wei, right in front of my face.

So I drank desperately.That's not wine, it's love water, but why, the more you drink it, the more you can't forget it?Instead, he completely drank himself high.

We all know that borrowing alcohol to relieve sorrow is even more worrying, but people are still used to borrowing.

After drinking too much, I became excited. With the strength of alcohol, I stepped forward and kissed Qin Ziyang's mouth directly, trying to kiss off the breath on it.He didn't respond to me, his mouth was tightly pursed, but the more he was like this, the more I wanted to kiss them away.How can you not let me kiss, these lips, how many times have I kissed these lips, how can you let other women kiss?
After drinking, my mind was in chaos, there was only this one thought, and nothing else, but it was really an attachment.

I don't know how long I have been persistent, the mouth finally showed a little slit, my little tongue is like a bee, finally smelling the smell of nectar, I got into it all at once.It really is sweet, and very soft, the tongue is soft, just as I was about to continue chasing, I was dragged away by Qin Ziyang.

I looked at him unwillingly, he was like those bad characters in the movie at the moment, blocking my possibility of tasting delicious food, but his eyes were so dark, so dark, so dark and surging.I laughed out loud.

"Qin Ziyang, how can your eyes be so charming, they are brighter than the stars in the sky."

"You drink too much."

"Well, I probably drank a little too much, the sky started to spin, and there are several of you in front of me, serious, calm, arrogant, rigid, alienated, indifferent, all of you, It's just that no one is smiling at me. Why is that Qin Ziyang who would smile at me gone?" After speaking, I tried to walk forward again, but I tripped over something, staggered, and then lost consciousness.

When I woke up, Qin Ziyang's enlarged face came into view, he was sleeping next to me.His eyelashes are really long. A man with such long eyelashes is really more beautiful than a girl.But don't get me wrong, Qin Ziyang is definitely masculine, his good looks are different from Xu Moran's.When I mentioned Xu Moran, I couldn't help feeling ashamed.When I left, I was in a hurry and didn't have time to tell him, but now I forgot to tell him because of Qin Ziyang's matter.He also said that he is a good friend for life and the best younger brother, what am I?That forbearing and proud guy didn't know what to think.

But forget it, now I don't have the time and energy to think about that, my head hurts like it's about to explode.How much did I drink yesterday and how did I drink so much?Everything started playing back in my mind like a projector.

Until I recalled the reason for drinking so much, I suddenly leaned over and kissed Qin Ziyang's lips.In his sleep, he seemed to be disturbed by something, frowning, but did not open his eyes.I don't care about that, I just want to kiss him, even when I'm not conscious enough, I know to erase those traces, not to mention I'm so conscious that I can't be sober now.Although he didn't open his eyes, I don't know if he is awake or not, but he began to respond to me, his tongue intertwined with mine, and the two of us were entangled like weeds.

Then my clothes disappeared at some point. This trembling feeling was both familiar and unfamiliar. It was like an electric current, and it poured into my whole body in an instant, and I couldn't help but let out a groan.Qin Ziyang's eyes opened suddenly, he turned around and pushed me down on the big bed, quickly clasped my wrist, and touched my forehead.His eyes were so bright that he didn't look like someone who had just woken up.He stuck out his tongue and started to lick and kiss me, kissing me like I used to kiss him, very thin and lingering, dancing on me with wet lips.At first it was a lingering serenade, then a poetic waltz, then a rushing march, and finally turned into a lullaby humming at midnight.

Qin Ziyang's tongue is like a string, but it can touch my heart more than any string in the world.

Finally, sweat flowed down his face and mine, and flowed into each other's mouths.I said to Qin Ziyang: "See, your body is still yearning for me."

He squinted his eyes, there were dots of light in them, and then his face suddenly darkened, he pushed me away, landed on the ground indifferently, lit a cigarette and smoked it in his hand.I looked at his firm and cold back, walked over, and wrapped my arms around his waist from behind.

"Su Nianjin, this is what you want? I love you so much and satisfy you? If you are satisfied, can you stop your entanglement?"

All my tenderness was stifled in this one cold sentence.

But I didn't flinch, instead I laughed, and I said, "Didn't you often ask me if I loved you before? I didn't tell you, but now I tell you clearly. Yes, I, Su Nianjin, love you. I admit it, but it's nothing." Shameful. But you, you actually have feelings for me. You coward, you just want to escape, you dare not even face your own heart, you are more pathetic than me."

He smoked more and more frequently, pushing it into his mouth desperately, and then those big smoke rings spit out from his mouth one after another, wrapping him in it, making it hard to see the face clearly.

"Whatever you say."

"Why don't you dare to face it? It is said that men can love because of sex, but women must have sex because of love. But you don't even want sex, and you are talking about the truth with me here. You say this is not love. One of my performances? I'm really touched. Qin Ziyang, you know, I'm very touched right now." After speaking, I lightly kissed him on the back, drawing a heart shape on it with the tip of my tongue, Repeatedly trace.

He stopped talking, fell silent again, and smoked heavily.

After going back that day, something I didn't expect happened, that is, I suddenly saw Xu Moran at the door of the hotel where I was staying.

"Mo Ran."

I looked at him in disbelief.

His face was expressionless and frighteningly cold.I've never seen such repulsion in him, at least not to me.

(End of this chapter)