Long time no see, Mr. Qin

Chapter 30 I only want you, everything else will come (3)

So I didn't go around in circles, and I didn't say a few words of polite greetings before I spoke. I felt that I was sorry for the delicate friendship between us.

I said, "Mr. Zhang, I want to ask you for help with something."

"What's the matter?" he asked.

"Help me find someone."

"Man?" His eyes flickered.

"Yes."

After hearing what I said, he looked me in the eyes, lit a cigarette, took a few puffs, turned his head and looked at me, "Do you love him?"

I didn't expect him to ask so directly, but I nodded anyway.

"Used to love."

My words seemed to give him a glimmer of hope.

"What about now?"

"Now I don't know, maybe it's love, maybe it's hate, maybe it's more complicated and indescribable than these."

"Hehe." He smiled wryly in a low voice as if he understood something, "Su Nianjin, you really gave me a problem."

After speaking, he walked to the side sofa and sat down.

"Why do you think that I will help you as soon as you come to me? Besides, what you begged me is to help you find that man you love and hate. I really can't figure out why I have to help you. "

"No reason, no reason at all, but I know you will agree." I walked over, covered his hand, propped myself up, and looked straight at her.I saw myself in his eyes, and I often saw myself in Qin Ziyang's eyes.But it's different, my soul was inside at that time, but now I'm just a shell, the soul is in another person's eyes, it was taken away, so I have to find it back.

He didn't speak, and took a few puffs of cigarette in silence.

"If I find it for you, how can you thank me?"

"No." I said.

He laughed again, with a low voice, and said, "Su Nianjin, Su Nianjin, you are really sure that I will help you. Okay, I will help you, not for anything else, just because of your sentence 'you will agree' '."

"Thank you." I said, really.

A few days later, Zhang Yuntian called me and told me an address, which was the name of an international hotel.

I thanked you and hung up the phone, but at this moment my heart was unusually peaceful.

I did not go to him immediately, but lay in bed all day.

In the past few days, my body has been overloaded with work. Now my face is sallow and my hair is dry. If Cheng Shan sees it, she will hold me and cry again, saying "Su Nianjin, look at you, what are you making yourself into?" It looks like."She just likes to cry, and delicate-looking women always like to cry, because when they cry, men feel distressed, so tears are their weapon, and they are also used to having such a weapon and use it from time to time.But I didn't, so I just had to make myself look less embarrassed.

When I couldn't find it, I couldn't sleep or eat because I was worried about it. I really knew it, and this tranquility made me think about these unnecessary details.It is said that women are the ones who please themselves. This sentence has been true since ancient times.

I got a good night's sleep and went to the hotel the next day, which was frighteningly magnificent.But I'm used to it, and it was like this everywhere I was in those days.

It's just that the identity is different, and the mood is also different.

When I saw Qin Ziyang, he was serving customers. His hair was a little shorter and he had lost a lot of weight.

I stood there far away and didn't step forward. I don't know how to face him like this.I have imagined the possibility of meeting thousands of times, but in such a scene, when I saw him bending over, lowering his head, nodding and bowing to those who were once inferior to him, I tasted a kind of love that was worse than killing me. Uncomfortable taste.

Embarrassment, bitterness, grief, sadness... all emotions are crowded together, mixed flavors.

So much so that I wanted to walk over, slap him hard, question him loudly, and yell at him hysterically.However, these channels of catharsis were blocked, and a stronger emotion flooded towards me like a sea, flooding every tissue and cell in my body.

He listened to the orders of those foreigners, those with different skins and different languages, but no matter how you looked at him, he was still so different.

In fact, I really hate it. I hate that there are such people in this world who can make people feel distressed to the bottom of their hearts, and they can also break hearts to the bottom of their bones.

I didn't even dare to step forward, I knew he was proud, even at this moment he was still proud.No matter how poor he was, after all the money was sealed, he still smoked Zhonghua, still drank good wine, and still didn't even mention to me about the 500 million.

He is like this, if he doesn't smoke, he doesn't smoke, and if he wants to smoke, he smokes. The same goes for wine, but he doesn't talk about money.Even if he came to this kind of place to work, even if he went to a strange and unknown place, and submerged himself in the vast crowd, he would never appear in front of Xiao Luo and Rao Qiyun again to ask for their help, Even coming here to be a waiter this time is because Zhong Zilin once insulted him.In his bones, he does not allow anyone to look down on him, even if he is no longer superior.

After being surprised, I quickly stepped forward and said, "Bring me the menu."

He raised his head, and the moment he saw me, his eyes dimmed all of a sudden.

For a second, I felt that all his expressions froze together, and there was an emotion in his eyes that I had never seen before... an expression that could not be described by any words in this world.

Such a glance made my whole heart twist together.

So I laugh.As I said, people only laugh when they are happy, otherwise they are sad, and when we are sad to the point that tears are not the best way to express it, we have to laugh.Laugh at yourself, laugh at this ironic life.Smiling and laughing, my heart throbbed so painfully that I lowered my head and took a deep breath.

I said, "Qin Ziyang, we meet again."

He didn't speak, he was used to silence at this time, suffocating silence.

After an unknown period of time, he walked away and entertained people again, while I stood there blankly with my hands hanging down feebly.

I walked outside quietly, leaning against the big marble pillar at the door, feeling the smooth and cold touch against my back.There seems to be water on it, but maybe it's just my illusion, because there is too much water in my body, they can't flow out of my eyes, they can only collect in it, but too much, so even my Skin, every inch of my body was crying.

The night is getting darker, so dark that maybe the sun will come out in the next moment, and then the world will shine brightly again, but at this moment, it still doesn't work.

At this moment, I saw Qin Ziyang's familiar figure.He was still in the same uniform, handsome, straight, proud, standing in front of me in the same uniform worn by hundreds of other people.

There was no trace of fear, sadness, or guilt on his face, it was as calm as the dead sea.He didn't say anything, didn't even stop, and continued walking.

The shadow left to me gradually merged into a stream under the moonlight, rippling wave after wave, spreading over my heart, wrapping my heart, the heart couldn't breathe in the stream, so it struggled painfully.

I stepped forward and wrapped my arms around his back from behind.I felt a jolt in his body, but only a jolt.

He didn't take my hand away, and didn't move forward, but stood there, letting me wrap my arms around him tightly.My face was on his back, but I couldn't see his expression, and I couldn't see if there was any touch in Qin Ziyang's eyes at this moment.

"Hi!"

A woman came over, put her hands on Qin Ziyang's body, and acted intimately.

Qin Ziyang broke away from my hand and walked away with that woman.

There is some distance between the two people, but they are shoulder to shoulder.

I watched from behind and felt like an abandoned child once again.

I stepped forward and held out my hand in front of him.

"Qin Ziyang, do you want to just leave like this? You take me, Su Nianjin, for someone. You love me when you want to love, and when you don't want to love, you just leave without saying a word. It's really funny."

The woman next to him looked at me with squinted eyes, and asked Qin Ziyang with her eyes.

"Who is this? Do you know him?"

"You go first."

"But……"

Qin Ziyang took a deep look at her, and the woman pursed her lips, "Okay, then I'll go there first, but don't delay too late, we're still waiting over there."

He stopped talking and kept looking at me.

In the end it was just me and him left here.We stood there, looking at each other, always feeling how familiar such a scene is.

"Why are you chasing after me?" he asked.

"What about you, why are you leaving?"

He was silent.

"I don't love you." He said directly.

"I know."

"I found out and chased after him, so you are so stupid."

"Is it useful to be smart? I never thought it was useful to be smart."

"I don't have time to talk about love with you now, and I don't want to have anything to do with you and my past life. I'm fine now, please put away those feelings that are ridiculous to me." This is what he said this evening The longest sentence I've ever had, but it's so ridiculous.

"I didn't say I wanted to have a romantic relationship with you, Qin Ziyang, you really know how to raise your own value."

"That's good." After saying that, he turned and left.

I clenched my hands into fists and held them tightly so as not to let myself do anything impulsive.Qin Ziyang always has such an ability, which makes your chest feel more depressed than pain.

I didn't catch up that night, and I was just making fun of myself when I did.Questioning him and driving him crazy, I don't have that ability now, just like what he said: Su Nianjin, I don't love you, so I won't be restless because of you.

This is him, the selfish Qin Ziyang, the Qin Ziyang who selfishly messed up the lake and then retreated.

The next day I asked Zhang Yuntian to have dinner at that hotel.

"Is that the man?" he asked, holding a glass of red wine in his hand.

"Why do you say it's him?" I asked, and then looked away.

"That man is very dazzling, and his temperament is very unusual. But it's true, people from the Qin family always attract people's attention like this."

"How do you know?"

"You want me to find someone, how can I not continue to investigate this clearly, and also see what kind of person my love rival is." He said with a smile.

I am silent.He didn't say anything else, and suddenly called Waiter. The waiter came over, but he waved his hand, and then pointed at Qin Ziyang.

Qin Ziyang paused for a moment before walking slowly.But he didn't say anything, just stood there like that.

"I don't think you have any sincerity at all. Is this your service attitude?" Zhang Yuntian, who is rarely gentle, said in a vicious voice.

Qin Ziyang didn't speak, but looked at him indifferently, holding the menu under his armpit tightly with both hands.

"Don't talk? You have a tough temper. Call your manager."

Zhang Yuntian's voice was so loud that everyone at the dinner table looked over.

At this time, a man in a suit came out.

"Hey, isn't this Mr. Zhang! What's the matter, where is the service not thoughtful? This person is new here, and he doesn't understand many rules."

"Newcomers should learn more, and their enthusiasm should be higher. Look at his expression, as if I owe him millions. It's hard to swallow, no matter how good it is." I lost my appetite for the food." Zhang Yuntian said coldly with a gloomy face.

"Zhang Dong is right." After speaking, the manager turned around, stared at Qin Ziyang and said, "Apologize now."

Qin Ziyang showed no expression and never said a word.

"Apologize." The manager hurriedly scolded.

He closed his eyes, paused for a few seconds, opened them again, and said to Zhang Yuntian, "Sorry."

I watched from the side, Qin Ziyang's apology didn't mean to be humble at all, and it didn't seem like he felt that he had done something wrong, on the contrary, it had an indescribable taste.Just like before, when he casually said something or did something, although he didn't think it was wrong, he would still say "sorry" in a polite and educated way.

That look, that underlying arrogance is still everywhere.

Zhang Yuntian was not only stunned by this apology, but also the manager.

"This is the so-called apology, and it's really perfunctory. Manager Wang, are all the waiters in your hotel so arrogant?"

"I'm really sorry, Mr. Zhang. I didn't teach you well. Qin Ziyang, please apologize to me quickly. If you want to say 'I'm sorry, it's my fault', tell me." Manager Wang stuck to his ear, not too big or small voice said.

The man pursed his lips tightly, as time passed by, many people looked over.

Qin Ziyang finally opened his mouth, and was about to speak, but was stopped by Zhang Yuntian, who pointed in my direction.

"Not to me, but to her."

Qin Ziyang looked at me, and I looked at him too.At this moment, the surroundings are quiet, I can't hear anything, and I can't see anything. For a moment, the whole world is quiet.

There was only one person in front of me, and he was looking at me with an expressionless, terrifying silence.But I know his eyes too well, even if Qin Ziyang moved his eyebrows or squinted his eyes a little, I would know what it meant, unless he remained so rigid all the time.

"Yes..." It seemed like a century later before he opened his mouth. He just got started, and the word "no" was cut off by me before he could say it, "Forget it, let's forget about it."

"Little Su..." Zhang Yuntian looked at me.

I smiled at him, put my head down, and took a bite of the steak.

"Okay, let him go down." Zhang Yuntian sighed and waved his hands.

Manager Wang smiled and apologized again, and then took Qin Ziyang down, complaining as he walked.

"Qin Ziyang, put away your stinky face for me next time. What am I telling you? Smile at the customers. And why is it so difficult for you to apologize. Remember, the customer is God, and they It’s right, it’s right, it’s wrong, remember?”

Qin Ziyang didn't speak.Follow him in silence.

"Forget it, there are too many guests here, so I won't say much about you. I'll tell you, if it weren't for your good looks, I would have let you go home to eat yourself. I haven't seen you as a waiter before." Proud."

As the sound faded away, I raised my head and met Zhang Yuntian's eyes.

"Distressed?" He asked.

"No."

"Then why don't you let him say that he owes you this?"

"Have you checked everything?"

He didn't say anything, but I also know that I'm afraid he will investigate everything about me and Qin Ziyang thoroughly.

"It's not distressing, it's just uncomfortable. Since he said those few words to me, why do you force him to say them?"

"Su Nianjin, what are you chasing after him for? Look at him, guard him, or stay with him?"

"I have my own measure. Thank you, Mr. Zhang." Putting down the napkin and wiping my mouth, I solemnly said.

Zhang Yuntian lit a cigarette irritably, and thought that he couldn't smoke here, so he had to snuff it out on the paper towel beside the table.

"Forget it, I can't control you too much. Xiao Su, be nice to yourself. We can treat everyone badly, but we can't be bad to ourselves. Because no one will treat you better except yourself .”

No one will treat you better than yourself.

This sentence rang over and over again in my mind.

no one?

However, there are obviously many people, many people in this world can meet a person, they are like their own other half of the soul, and they will accompany them day and night, and accompany them until they die.

Aren't there many in this world?

"Zhang Dong, can you tell me the story you didn't finish last time?"

He was silent for a while and took a sip of his wine.

(End of this chapter)