Long time no see, Mr. Qin

Chapter 29 I only want you, everything else will come (2)

I got in the car, and he was driving very fast, the rows of trees swished back, and those pedestrians were left behind in a short while.

"I won't go through the front, the road is not easy to walk, you can take a few steps by yourself."

"Well, okay, thank you, I'll give you the money."

"Forget it, it seems that you are really anxious to pull you. I am not short of money. Go quickly."

"thanks, thanks."

I thanked him and ran there.After running upstairs in one breath, I felt that the air in my lungs was completely squeezed out. While taking a deep breath, I slammed on the door fiercely.

"Qin Ziyang, open the door, open the door!" No one responded, so I hurriedly took out my bag again, rummaged through it for the key, and hurriedly inserted it into the lock when I found it.

The door opened and I walked in.There was no one in the hall, there was still unfinished wine on the table, and there were even freshly extinguished cigarette butts in the ashtray.I went inside again, there was no kitchen, no bathroom, no bedroom, and still no balcony.

I went to his closet, opened it, and found that some of the clothes he used to wear were missing, and all the passports and documents that had been in the drawer were gone.A message immediately popped up in my brain, and that was what I had been dreading on the way back just now——

Qin Ziyang, he's gone.

Just left.

How could he just leave like this!I was so angry that I picked up the wine on the table, smashed them all to the ground, and then sat on the ground, tears finally couldn't stop streaming down.I hold back these tears when I am sad, I hold back when I am sad, even when the clothing store is gone, I am holding back, because I am afraid that I will weaken, but at this moment, even if I am weakened, I can no longer hold back .

Qin Ziyang, how could he just leave like this?
Time passed minute by minute.

I sat on the cold ground. I didn't know how long it took. When I stood up, my legs and feet felt numb, and my body felt weak. Before I could stand upright, I fell down.Then I saw a piece of paper crumpled up at the foot of the table.I unfolded it with my hand, and there was a paragraph written on it, and I could recognize the vigorous and free handwriting even when it turned to ashes.

Su Nianjin, I don't know if you will see this passage, I wrote it and tore it up, and then I wrote it and tore it up, until the last moment, I don't know whether I should tell you this, maybe I should just leave, It's good to be calm and breezy.

Forget it, it depends on God's arrangement.

I never loved you, you know, but, you moved me.

From the initial conquest to infatuation and then to the final touch, this is a process, which originates from acting on the occasion and ends in reality.

How many women come and go around me, what kind of women I have never seen before, delicate, charming, sexy, pure, I probably can't remember how many women I have played with in my life.You are not the one who impresses me the most, if you want to say, it is only the one that fascinates me the most in the past two years.But how many years are there in life, maybe you will fade in my mind in the next year or two.

After the fall of the Qin family, those women left, left, and left. Before they left, they only thought about making more money, but it was you who made the most money. You left at the best time and with the most ruthless means. .

Like her, you are a decisive and contradictory woman. This temperament in you has always attracted me deeply.

But, just to attract.

Now, I am grateful for everything you have done for me, so I am leaving.

So be it, there will always be many people in life, some people are just passers-by no matter how dazzling they are.

bless you.

Qin Ziyang

I gripped the paper tightly, my fingers trembling.

Qin Ziyang, Qin Ziyang, wish me happiness?You really can say it, and you really walk away calmly.

The dull pain in my chest began to be severe, I clenched the paper tightly into a ball, put it in my bag, took out my mobile phone from it, and dialed Zhong Zilin's number.

"It's me, Su Nianjin, help me find out Qin Ziyang's whereabouts."

"I don't know that, but it's not like you don't know, I haven't been in touch with Ziyang for a long time." He laughed, still in the same tone.

"I know what you are capable of." I said, simply and very seriously.

"Hehe, even if I know, why should I help you?"

"Because you want Qin Ziyang to be unhappy, and I also want him to be so, at least less happy than me."

There was a pause, only the sound of breathing could be heard, and after a few seconds, he said, "Okay, I'll call you later."

Not long after, Zhong Zilin called me and only said two words: Shanghai.

Shanghai, hehe.I flew back from there because of you; I'm going to fly from here because of you.

From the beginning to the end, it is you, and I, like a lonely child, stand there barefoot, let the wind blow, let the rain hit, and I still stand there without fear.But then, then I got wet and my clothes were dirty, and in a blink of an eye, you were gone.

How can it be like this?
I bought a plane ticket to Shanghai, and before I left, I went to see Cheng Shan.

I handed her a check, she glanced at it, didn't say anything, held it in her hand, read it again and again, then pinched her fingers, finally she stood up, in front of me, bit by bit They are torn into pieces, and the pieces are finally scattered in the wind, missing.

"Su Nianjin, you are the only friend of Cheng Shan's in my life. If someone else gave me the money, I would accept it with a smile, but I can't take it from you. If the clothing store loses it, let's pay it. I still have a job. , Ziqi's company is gradually getting on the right track. I don't lack these things. But you, I really want to go up and give you a hard slap to see if I can wake you up. I can ask you after I wake up I want to ask you what kind of demon Su Nianjin fell into. It is really so hard to let go, and you really can't live without him, Qin Ziyang? Why do you go to him for such a person, you should live happily, ruthlessly happy. "

When she first said these words, her expression was very calm, unusually calm, even with a hint of sternness, but later on, her face became softer, and finally her voice choked, her eyes were moist, and her hands hanging by her sides were tightly clenched into a fist.

"Cheng Shan, don't you really understand? For Zhan Ziqi, you can do as much as I do."

When I said this, her face instantly changed color, and her shoulders trembled violently. Finally, she lowered her head and said in a low voice, "Yes, I would do anything for him. But this It's different, Zhan Ziqi is kind to me, he holds me in his palm and hurts me like a baby. But Qin Ziyang is different, he hurts you again and again, plays with you again and again, why do you..."

"There is no why. Never ask why when you do things in this world, because what can you do if you know it. In fact, there is no reason for many things. You told me not to look for him, so what now? My whole body seems to be blown up. , the breath in my chest makes me want to jump to Shanghai right now, question him in front of him, go hysterical, or say nothing, slap him hard, or just look at him, it’s better Now I am holding back here, I am afraid that I will suffer from internal injuries. How much time will it take me to forget and calm down, and then find someone, someone who will appear in some lifetime, or this lifetime The person who will never appear at all loves the ground well, of course, I have to work hard to make him fall in love with me, and then I will be happy with him. How to be happy? Do you think about the previous wounds in the dead of night to be happy? Or is it with him When kissing, there is another figure in my mind to make myself happy? What if I am happy? You all wish me happiness, but the word happiness is so abstract and difficult to describe. I think this word should not exist, No one will be happy forever, it’s just a temporary feeling, and no one can be ruthlessly happy. How can words like ruthless be used in words like happiness, which is so peaceful that it is almost infinitely stretched to generalize, condense, and abstract? What about? Cheng Shan, I don’t want to use this as an excuse to let myself stay for the sake of a happiness that I don’t know if I will have it in this life, otherwise I will not be happy in the days to come, and for a long time to come .As for the future, who knows..."

I raised my head and looked at the sky, it was raining, like someone's tears were dripping.There are always many sad things in this city, but at this moment, I don't even have the strength to be sad. I only have one thought in my chest, and that is to go to Shanghai and find him.

That's it.

I took a flight, flew directly to Shanghai, and returned to this city, a city full of stories.It used to be full of vicissitudes of colonial atmosphere, but now it is like a miniature version of London, luxurious, luxurious, and so modern, people are like being trapped in a huge spotlight, and there are gorgeous everywhere. The stage, all kinds of people, I don’t know which play I am singing, whether the next show will be happy or happy, maybe it will be sad, unstoppable sadness, maybe calm, there is nothing, raise your head, look up at the sky, and sigh Look, the sun is really good today.

Yeah, really good.

I arrived here, aimlessly looking for that familiar figure.When you meet similar people, you always look with hope, but when you turn around, you are disappointed one after another.After being disappointed all the way, I realized how blind and unrealistic it is to find someone like a needle in a haystack.How could it be like in the novel that when you turn around, that person is right behind you?In such a big city, how many people are running around here every day, how could I, Su Nianjin, be so lucky that I could find only one person in this sea of ​​people?I'm not that lucky, yes, I, Su Nianjin, have never been a lucky person.

I took out my phone and tried to find the number I hadn't dialed for a long time, but I couldn't find it no matter what.Maybe inadvertently, I don't know when I deleted it carelessly.We are always like this, after we throw away things that we don’t care about in this life, we turn around and find that we still need to use them, and we want to know so urgently and eagerly.

I had no choice but to take a taxi to Zhang Yuntian's company.

The development speed of the real estate business is fast, and the company's scale has reached a new level in just over half a year.It is said that real estate is like a bubble, but it is precisely because it is a bubble that the speed of speculation can be so fast. When it doubles, a few small bubbles instantly become big bubbles, and then double again, and several become big bubbles again. Became dozens, slowly, everywhere.

Many people in the company have changed, even the guards and the receptionist are unfamiliar faces.

When I walked in, I was not stopped and questioned like I was in Qin Ziyang's company before. There were different people coming and going here every day. I just went in and asked someone about the location of Zhang Dong's office.The man glanced at me and pointed to the top floor.

I thanked me and walked to the elevator. As soon as I stepped out of the elevator, I felt the difference on this floor. There were even guards standing on both sides.

I was stopped when I walked in.

I said I was Zhang Dong's friend, the two security guards didn't say anything, looked me up and down a few times and then stood up straight again, but the secretary at the front desk was very cold.

"Do you have an appointment?"

"No."

"Sorry, please come back next time you make an appointment."

"Please inform me, I'm your friend Zhang Dong. Oh, yes, I remember Zhang Dong's secretary was Sister Hua."

The woman hesitated a little after hearing what I said, "Do you know Sister Hua?"

"Well, I used to be very familiar."

"Don't you know she was fired?"

I stood there awkwardly.

"Hehe, it wasn't there when I left."

She glanced at me, and that glance was not polite at all, with arrogance and indifference.

"Call Dong Zhang and ask him. If he says no, I'll leave right away." I'm also a little angry. What kind of attitude is she doing?

"If everyone who comes here is clamoring to see our boss like you, wouldn't the company's rules be broken? Besides, if you really know each other, you can call and make an appointment. What kind of friendship, it seems to be very familiar, what I hate the most is people like you who know each other. Let me tell you, I have seen a lot of people like you who pretend to know each other, and I have sent a lot of them away. I I really don't understand why you people are so embarrassed, your face is really like a wall of iron."

This woman seems to have been holding grievances all the time, but she didn't dare to speak too loudly, probably because she was afraid that Zhang Yuntian inside would hear it.It was also because she deliberately kept her voice down, I concluded that Zhang Yuntian was behind this door, and I didn't care too much about it, I just rushed up and was about to break in.The guard who was standing upright next to me like two pillars just stood there was not in vain. He had already come up when he saw that my situation was wrong, and held me up.

This move made me even more disregarded, and started yelling at the door.

What kind of temperament and quality, those things are all fake!Some people are extras, extras, and they return to their original appearance after the show; Shen, once you encounter an emergency, all these superficial things will disappear. To put it bluntly, you have not been forced to that point.

"Shut up, shut up quickly, I've never seen you act like this before." The woman was really anxious when she heard me yelling like this, probably all she was thinking about was that the boss would definitely criticize her when she came out. .

How could I have time to pay attention to her, so I raised my voice and shouted.

Just when the two guards were about to drag me into the elevator, the door of the president's office was finally opened, and Zhang Yuntian walked out from inside.

He looked at the secretary with a stern expression, and scolded: "What's the matter with you, I don't know that I'm talking about business with the boss of Qixing, and people are making a lot of noise here."

"I'm sorry, Mr. Zhang. This person said he knew you, but he didn't make an appointment in advance. He said he wouldn't be allowed in without an appointment, and he was making a lot of noise here. No matter how you say it, I'll have someone take her away right away."

"En." Zhang Yuntian nodded, as if he was in a hurry to go back to discuss business, and he didn't even look at me.

"Zhang Dong—" I saw that he was about to go in again, so I hurriedly shouted.

The female secretary became anxious immediately, and hurriedly waved someone to drag me out, fearing that there would be another incident.

Zhang Yuntian also didn't pay attention to my cry, probably there are quite a few people making trouble like this, otherwise he wouldn't be so calm, and he wouldn't appear so impatient.

The door slammed shut.

I was also dragged into the elevator, and just as the elevator door was about to close, the door of the president's office was suddenly pulled open.

Zhang Yuntian's line of sight and my line of sight intersect in the gap where the elevator door is about to close.

"Su Nianjin?"

Zhang Yuntian hurried over, "Drive the elevator, hurry up and drive the elevator."

The distance was a little far, so he could only roar first.

The two security guards were stunned for a moment before they came to their senses and immediately pressed the door open button of the elevator.

"Su Nianjin, why are you? Why are you here? Come to find me?"

Zhang Yuntian has always been quite calm, and rarely has other expressions on his serious face.

"Well, I want to trouble you with something."

"I'll ask the secretary to take you to the lounge first. I'm negotiating a business deal, so I'll go find you right away."

"It's okay, you are busy first, I will just wait there."

"Well, there is a computer there. If you get tired of waiting, you can play for a while." Then he turned his head and explained seriously, "Secretary Shen, take Miss Su to the lounge first."

"Yes, yes." Secretary Shen, who was still arrogant just now, lost all confidence at the moment. When she turned her head to look at me, she had a weird expression and a bit of fear, "I'm sorry just now, Miss Su."

"Yeah." I nodded and didn't say anything else.I didn't come to quarrel with her, but I wouldn't accept her apology so easily, so let her be afraid and worried.

It didn't take long for Zhang Yuntian to walk over.

"Xiao Su, why are you here?"

He came much sooner than I expected.I don't know if he hastened the negotiation process for me, or if I came at a better time, just in time for them to end.But no matter what it is, seeing the expression on this man's face at this moment, I feel very relieved and grateful.

(End of this chapter)