Long time no see, Mr. Qin

Chapter 28 I only want you, everything else will come (1)

Since that day, Qin Ziyang's attitude towards me has improved a lot, at least he no longer treats me like an invisible person indifferently, and he will tell me some things about the past.He said, Su Nianjin, do you know why I noticed you?
"I know."

"Ok?"

"Because I didn't look at you for the first time. When I was playing mahjong there, all I thought about was how to not get involved with people like you."

"Yeah, it's really contradictory for you to be respectful and afraid of being fired but try to reject us. You have always had a contradictory breath in you, as I said."

"But that's not the real reason, is it?"

After hearing this, he was stunned for a moment, and his eyes darkened.

"It's the real reason."

"You're lying, Qin Ziyang." I pointed to his chest, where there was a pounding heartbeat.

Qin Ziyang and I spent the most peaceful days in the hut.Here, we talk about love, talk about love, talk about happiness, just don't talk about sorrow, and those past betrayals, fierceness, disgust and tearing pains are all put aside in the back of our minds.

Qin Ziyang has been looking at me recently.

I smiled and asked him, "What are you looking at?"

"I didn't think you were so good-looking before." He joked.

"Didn't realize you're still chasing me?"

"I am obsessed with your temperament, but I really don't think you are good-looking. I just think that your skin is very fair, your eyes are squinted, and your temperament is very contradictory, but you really have a temperament that is different from ordinary women."

"You've never heard of white covering a thousand ugliness. My skin is so tender, plus these eyes——Danfeng eyes are the eyes of classical beauties. Ancient emperors loved my eyes when they chose concubines. If I was born in At that time, maybe she could really be the emperor's favorite concubine."

"Yeah, sure." He smiled lightly.

"Poor mouth." I smiled and rushed towards him, he immediately turned around and grabbed me, then clasped my hands and began to kiss me, hard.The more intense we are, the more we love each other, and he and I can't calm down, there is always an endless fire, and we are not afraid of burning ourselves one day.

I often feel like this with him these days, but I always feel that everything is too unreal, too unreal, but if I really want to say what is unreal, I can’t tell, but I feel panic in my heart, like walking on ice, I can’t tell Someday, the ice will crack, and I'll fall in, and be drowned or frozen to death by the water inside.

I fought hard last night, and I didn't go to bed until morning. Before I woke up, I received a call from Cheng Shan.She said: "Su Nianjin, come here quickly, our clothing store has been smashed and all the clothes inside have been destroyed."

As soon as I heard it, my sleepiness disappeared, I jumped out of bed and started to put on my clothes and pants.

Qin Ziyang also sat up, "What's the matter, why is it so urgent?"

"Our store has been smashed, I have to go over there quickly"

After hearing what I said, Qin Ziyang narrowed his eyes, and a cold aura emerged from his eyes, his whole face froze instantly, his mouth was slightly pursed, I haven't seen him have such an expression for a long time.

"I'll go with you," he said heavily.

I glanced at him and nodded, "Yeah."

After he got dressed, his expression had been like this since the very beginning, making it impossible to figure out what he was thinking.

We took a taxi to Dongsheng Road, and from a distance we saw that it was a mess, and even the glass outside was completely smashed.

I walked over and saw the mess in the room, the clothes that had been cut in a mess and the mannequins that were pushed down, and my blood was surging.

Cheng Shan saw me coming and hurried over.She tugged at my arm, her eyes were blank, and she said tremblingly, "Nianjin, do you know who did this? What should we do? There are so many clothes, they are all new. It's the most expensive! Who on earth has an enmity with us and has done such a terrific job?"

The more she spoke, the more trembling her voice became. The forcibly suppressed crying made her voice completely change its tone, like a broken violin making an unpleasant rattling sound when it was pulled.

Cheng Shan is really in a hurry, and why am I not?

The hot blood that had just surged suddenly cooled down, it was bone-chillingly cold.

Qin Ziyang remained silent all the time, his brows were furrowed more and more, his hands were clenched into fists, as if trying to press down on something.I looked at him, walked over, and leaned gently on his chest.He stretched out his hand and put his arms around me, the hand around my waist trembling slightly.

"She did it, didn't she?" My voice was very soft, and all the strength in my body was drained when I uttered these words.

Qin Ziyang didn't speak, and locked my hand a little tighter, the unconsciously increased force on it confirmed my thoughts.

It really is Bai Ke.

When Cheng Shan heard my words, she staggered over and grabbed my hand like crazy, "Nian Jin, do you know who did it? Who, tell me, who is it?"

I don't know how to answer her or face her, should I say that because I offended Bai Ke before, she came to take revenge on me and destroy this clothing store?But Cheng Shan is so innocent.At this moment, I can't wait to take a knife and chop Bai Ke into pieces and throw them into the sea to feed the sharks.She can beat me and scold me. Why do you want to drive people into despair like this? It's no different from driving people to death.Now that I'm hooked up with Cheng Shan, how can I speak?
"It's because of me." Qin Ziyang said plainly, but there was a deep dignity in his voice.

Cheng Shan got angry, pulled me away, walked towards Qin Ziyang, and beat his chest violently, "Qin Ziyang, didn't you hurt Nian Jin enough at the beginning, did you have to destroy her? Why did you still Do you want to stand here? Didn’t your Qin family all go to prison? Why are you, the person in charge, still standing here? You should go in too. When will we arrive? Do you know that you are like a devil yourself, whoever entangles you will have no luck. I beg you, please leave us. "

Qin Ziyang pursed his mouth tightly, no matter how much Cheng Shan beat him, he would not fight back.He was as silent as a mountain, but the springs in this mountain were all exhausted, even lifeless, and it was estimated that even a single flower and plant would never grow again.Qin Ziyang's eyes are gray at the moment, which makes me startled.

"Don't be like this, Xiao Shan." Zhan Ziqi came up to hold Cheng Shan's hand, and took her into his arms.But Cheng Shan refused to stop saying anything, as if it was enough to vent all her resentment and dissatisfaction.

In the end, I couldn't stand it any longer, and walked up to block Qin Ziyang, "Enough, Cheng Shan."

"Get out of the way, Nian Jin, I must show some color to the culprit who made you and me like this today."

"I said, that's enough, Cheng Shan!" I yelled loudly, with a terribly serious expression on my face, "If you still treat me as a friend, then stop."

Cheng Shan looked at me with sadness, anger and unwillingness in her eyes, besides, there was a trace of sadness.

"Su Nianjin, I'll wait for you to regret it." After she finished speaking, she turned around, stopped talking, and silently cleaned up the mess in the room.

When everyone calmed down, I went to report the case, but it was a pity that it was too late to solve it.In fact, everyone knows the reason for this delay. In T city, the Bai family still has some status.

Qin Ziyang used to be at the top of the pyramid, but now, he wants to stand at the bottom, to feel the preferential treatment he has received and the methods he used to handle things in the past, but this time his position is completely reversed.

He remained silent the whole time, without saying a word, and his expression was so calm that it made people feel distressed all the way.When going back, Qin Ziyang said he wanted to be alone, and I said yes.In fact, why not me, the store just disappeared. After so many months of hard work, the store that invested a lot of money just disappeared, and Cheng Shan's expression of hatred and pain was waving in my mind no matter what. Do not go.

I went back to my hut, closed the door, didn't turn on the light, covered my face, and sat quietly on the bed, my whole body was limp and turned into a pool of mud.

dong dong dong-

There was a knock on the door, but I didn't want to answer the door. I didn't want to see anyone at this moment, and I wanted to hide myself in this huge darkness.

But the knocking on the door kept going, again and again, as if to compare to see who was more patient.I finally stood up unbearably, walked to the door, and saw Xu Moran's familiar face through the door mirror.I took a deep breath and opened the door, but I really couldn't force an expression, not even a fake smile.

"What's wrong with you?" he asked, with a concern in his voice that he didn't usually have.

"Nothing." I went to the sofa and sat down without turning on the light or doing anything.

He closed the door behind him, and then sat down.

"You haven't come back these days. I'm a little worried. I just heard the sound of the door opening and came to have a look. Nian Jin, are you okay?"

"Well, yes, very good." I responded casually.

"You're like this..." Xu Moran frowned, as if thinking about how to express it, "Is it because I asked you about dating that day?" He asked, although his voice was always forbearance and indifference, but no matter what It's hard to hide the cautiousness hidden inside.

"I'm fine. I've been very bad recently, and today I'm even more depressed. I don't know if you can understand this feeling, but I hope you know that I am not indifferent to you, nor is it because you said that day That sentence, I just..." I paused, "I'm not in a good mood."

He was silent for a while, then nodded, "I know, you are not that kind of person. In fact, you saw my leg when I was drunk that night in Beijing, right?"

He looked at me, his eyes were so clear in the dark night.Even now, I always think, such a person, such an excellent and perfect person, why is he a cripple?
Seeing that I was silent, he turned his head sideways, and the moonlight outside the house shone on half of his face, "Thank you Su Nianjin, you gave me dignity and respect, I just hope you forget what I said that day, I just...just I don't want to lose you as a friend."

"Don't worry, I will forget, everything, I will forget those words that night. From now on, Xu Moran is my best friend and best brother of Su Nianjin." I looked at him and said solemnly.

There was a vague smile on his fair face, and the corners of his mouth moved slightly to the sides, but for some reason, when he fell, he always felt an indescribable loneliness.

"Okay, I won't bother you anymore, you rest, I'm going back." He got up and walked outside slowly.

Suddenly there was a thunder, and I suddenly realized what happened. I looked at his legs that were much more strenuous than usual, and hurried over.

"Does it hurt again?" I asked.

He shook his head, "No." He looked into my eyes, paused, and pursed his lips, "A little bit."

I remained silent and stared straight at him.

He sighed, his eyes no longer wandered, met my eyes, and said simply: "It's okay, Renren will pass."

The same sentence, that sentence of Renren passed away, the pain, that pale face, and the blood red on the mouth, the eyes that endured the pain, the upper half of the leg that was swollen like a big radish, all of these How long has he endured it? !
I rushed forward, hugged him, and said: "Xu Moran, why are you so strong! When you feel uncomfortable, you cry out for pain. I don't know if some people say that when you are sick, humming a few times can help relieve the pain? You Why do you just bear it like this, who are you showing it to? In this world, we want to let them know when we are in pain, let them know when we are in pain, even when we are unhappy, and even more when we are happy. You have always Just like that, holding back everything by myself, how tiring. Xu Moran, lean in my arms for a while, your body is too cold, too icy, why are you always so ignorant of cherishing yourself?"

His body stiffened.The moment he was hugged by me, his whole body froze, as if he had been shocked by something, his body trembled even more violently.

"What? Does it hurt so much?"

He shook his head, looked into my eyes, looked carefully, and suddenly put his arms around me, "I haven't felt so warm for a long time."

This was the last sentence he said, and he let me go after he finished speaking. No matter how much I asked him, he just shook his head, then turned around, and went upstairs silently. Every step was difficult and lonely, but it was more firm.

Many years later, Xu Moran said to me: "Nian Jin, do you know that you shouldn't have hugged me that night, and your hug tied me tightly, and there is no way to escape."

A few days later, I went to Qin Ziyang's place, but when I thought of something, I went to Walmart temporarily, but unexpectedly, I ran into Bai Ke on the way.This is unavoidable, after all, this is the downtown of T City, a bustling shopping area, and these people have a lot of free time, and shopping has become a major way of consuming money and time.

"Hey, isn't this Su Nianjin? Who am I?"

One of the women said in a mocking tone.

Bai Ke turned his head and looked at me, his eyes were so angry that he wanted to eat me in one bite.She came over and looked me up and down.

"Su Nianjin, I didn't go to the opening of your store. How about the opening gift I gave you a few days ago? Are you satisfied?"

I clenched my teeth, the upper and lower teeth were bitten tightly by me, and even made a creaking sound, but I still didn't rush to grab her, bite her, or even beat her.Being too impulsive will only bring endless disasters. I have experienced it once, and I will not experience it again.A person can fall in one place, but not in the same place twice.

"Thank you, Ms. Bai, for your kindness." I said lightly, with a calm voice, even I had to admire myself at this moment.

She squinted her eyes, looked at me, and said with a sneer, "You're welcome, you should thank Qin Ziyang. If he hadn't come to beg me later, I wouldn't have let you go. It's nothing to ruin your clothing store. Find some people to take advantage of it." It's okay to stop the gang rape when you go home, it's very simple, you just need to give some money. So, you, you should thank Qin Ziyang, such a proud person begged me, hehe. Really, how can he lower him What about the noble head?" Although Bai Ke was smiling when she said this, her eyes were wet, especially when she shook her head while laughing, and finally raised her head to look at the sky, then turned around, seeing the other women startled. He just let me go without saying anything, and just left me with a proud and stubborn back.

Perhaps, Bai Ke once loved Qin Ziyang deeply.

at some point in the past.

Maybe.

When she turned around, my body started to tremble uncontrollably, and I had a bad feeling.This premonition came inexplicably, Qin Ziyang would beg her, how could he beg for someone, just like what Bai Ke said, how could such a Qin Ziyang beg for someone, let alone for me?He's not in love with me, he's just grateful for me, for being by his side at this moment.Or it’s not even gratitude, it’s the kindness presented by instinctive reflection and self-repentance after people fall to the lowest point.

I rushed to the road and stopped a car.

"Driver, go to Taihe Community, hurry up, please hurry up."

"How fast is this? You are a real girl, don't pay attention to your safety. This is the city center, and there are people in front of you."

"Stop, then stop immediately and let me get down."

"Is there anyone like you?" The driver just stepped on the accelerator and drove for a while before I stopped him.

I looked at him fiercely, "Stop immediately."

Xu Shi was frightened by my aura, so he stopped the car after muttering a few words.After I got out of the car, I rushed towards one of the motorcycles.

"Take me to the Taihe community."

"I'm not pulling people, this is my own motorcycle." The man said with some embarrassment.

Yes, Harley, how could such a motorcycle be attractive.But at this moment, I don't have time to think so much. He didn't answer my phone calls, just a few times in a row.

"I'm really in a hurry, can you please take me there? I'm really in a hurry, this place is so congested that taxis can't get through."

"But I really don't pull people."

"This is 50 yuan, you take me there, it's Taihe Community, not far from here."

The man thought for a while, "Okay, come up."

(End of this chapter)