Long time no see, Mr. Qin

Chapter 32 I only want you, everything else will come (5)

"How do you know I'm here? Why did you come to Shanghai? Did you come to find me on purpose? How long have you been waiting?" Xu was guilty, and I asked a series of questions in a panic.

Xu Moran looked at me, just looked at me, firmly, not moving.If someone tells me that people are sometimes colder than ice, I will definitely believe it, because the person in front of me is that.He is not only colder than ice, but even harder than stone.

But I found that his left leg was a little bent, he never stood like that, he must stand straighter than anyone else, unless...

When this thought flashed by, I stepped forward to ask him, but as if I had thought of something, I immediately put away the words I hadn't spoken yet.Why did I forget, he is Xu Moran, that proud and forbearing Xu Moran, even if he is said to be scolded, he is better than being sympathized with.I smiled and put it on his shoulder as if nothing had happened, "Mo Ran, come on, let's go into the house."

I opened the door and waited for him to come in, but he never moved.I was a little surprised, judging by his expression, he should be still angry, but I didn't know how to persuade him.

"Mo Ran, what happened that day was so sudden that I didn't have time to tell you. In fact, I planned to call you in a few days."

"Go in, I'm going back." He said lightly.

"Mo Ran." I called to him, treating him as a troubled child, but he seemed even more annoyed after hearing my call.His eyebrows, those overly delicate eyebrows were faintly furrowed into a word "Chuan".

"Go in." His sudden roar startled me.I glanced at him a few times, finally sighed, and closed the door.

I leaned against the door, not wanting to move for a moment.

Then I heard a few abnormal sounds that were deliberately suppressed.Through the door mirror, I saw Xu Moran gritted his teeth, his face was flushed, and he was dripping with sweat.His hand pressed tightly on that leg, moving it out little by little like pulling a heavy weight.

I can't imagine the pain, because people who haven't experienced the same experience will never be able to empathize.But looking at Xu Moran's legs that were rubbing out little by little and the painful tangled appearance, I knew that it must be a huge pain that ordinary people can't bear.

At this moment, I regretted to death why I didn't tell him that I wanted to leave.According to his personality, I knew that he came to me specially.He was worried about me, and he waited here for an unknown period of time until his leg became ill.

Su Nianjin, you are a fucking bastard.

When I went to see him the next day, his face was much better, which also reassured me.He still had that bland appearance, but after a baptism of pain, he seemed to have lost weight again.

"Mo Ran, how have you been recently?"

"It's still the same." He replied flatly, then glanced at me, "I didn't stay at T University."

"What? Big T didn't leave you behind?" How come?According to Xu Moran's excellence, T should not have done such a thing.

"I'm not going to be a teacher anymore."

"Isn't this what you have always yearned for? You said that you like the tranquil atmosphere of the campus the most, and you said that only there is the most suitable for you."

"I have my plan."

"Are you sure your current plan is what you like and want?" I walked up to him, squatted down, held his hands, and looked at him, "Mo Ran, look at me, you Are you sure? Are you sure this decision is what you really want?"

He looked at me, and looked at me without moving.This look was so deep that I subconsciously avoided it.

But he didn't want to let me go, his hands went across my face.

"I'm sure, I've never been so sure in my life, this is what I want." When Xu Moran said this, he held my hand.His fingertips were cold, like cold-blooded animals without temperature.Human body temperature can be like a snake, I somehow thought of that night, he said to me: "Su Nianjin, I have never felt so warm."

After finishing speaking, he walked out with a straight back, leaving only a note with his new mobile phone number written on it.

After two o'clock in the morning, Shanghai's nightlife is as colorful as any bustling metropolis.

Qin Ziyang was serving wine, but the movements of his hands were visibly stiff because of my arrival.The stiffness was so obvious that I could see it clearly, even though he tried hard to hide it afterwards.

Today I am dressed extremely sexy, at least it is rare in my life, even when I was with Qin Ziyang, I rarely dressed like this, because it was unnecessary at that time.

"Is this lady alone?"

I originally wanted to say no, but when I saw Qin Ziyang's betting gaze, I changed my mind temporarily.

"Yes, alone."

"Can I buy you a drink?"

I shrugged and made a casual expression.

The man snapped his fingers and asked Waiter for a "perfect lover".

I drank it in one gulp, he smiled and compared his thumbs to me, "It's refreshing enough."

After the words fell, he sat down on his buttocks, from opposite me to shoulder to shoulder with me.His hands also began to become dishonest, and he climbed onto my body at some point.

I was a little disgusted and instinctively wanted to avoid it, but I thought of Qin Ziyang who was not far away, so I forced myself to suppress the nausea and discomfort that gradually rose in my heart.

I saw Qin Ziyang shake his hand holding the cup, and the wine inside spilled out.

The guest yelled, "Why did you take it, it spilled on my clothes."

So it's not that he doesn't care.

I wanted to laugh in my heart, but my expression remained the same, and I didn't stop the man's hand reaching out again.

Qin Ziyang came over.He finally came over.

"My guest, I invite you to drink this glass of wine."

"I don't want any wine."

"Please let go of my woman," he said.

"Is this your woman?" the man asked him.

Qin Ziyang pursed his lips, but his expression was frighteningly cold.

"Is he your man?" the man asked.

"Yes." I replied bluntly.I didn't say no hypocritically like on TV, waiting for Qin Ziyang to get jealous before fighting him, Qin Ziyang couldn't do that kind of thing, at least the current Qin Ziyang wouldn't do it for me.

"It was you who seduced me just now." The man was displeased, and he stood up and started swearing.

"I seduce you? Which eye of yours saw me seduce you?" I sneered, he is the kind of man I despise the most.

"Are the two of you playing tricks together? Let me tell you, there is no end to today's business."

The plot didn't follow the script, but after a circle, it happened to come back. No wonder there are always those bloody and rotten scenes in the TV series at [-] o'clock in the evening. It turns out that life is really a bad show.

The man clenched his fist and waved at Qin Ziyang, but he dodged it all at once.

"I don't want to fight you."

"Aren't you afraid?" The man became more and more motivated when he saw him like this.

Sure enough, good people are bullied.

Seeing this, Qin Ziyang stopped talking nonsense, and swung his fist on his face, and that disgusting face suddenly became even more disgusting.

"you--"

He also got serious, but Qin Ziyang was obviously a Lianjiazi, so he was beaten to the ground after a few blows.

While cursing viciously, he dragged his legs and ran out, which was extremely disgusting.But not long after, a group of people broke in and dragged me and Qin Ziyang out.

"Brother Cheng, is that them?"

"Yes, it's them."

Several people surrounded Qin Ziyang and me, all carrying sticks in their hands.

"Come behind me." Qin Ziyang ordered lightly.I immediately hid behind him.

Those few people drove us to a remote corner, and in addition to the fact that there were not many people active in the middle of the night, no one would notice us at all.

"Leave the woman to me, and beat the man to death, preferably disabled."

"Don't worry, Brother Cheng."

A person came out to pull me, but was separated by Qin Ziyang's hands, and then another came and pulled me aside, and then the remaining two people tentatively circled him with a big thick stick in their hands, I was grabbed by the wrist by the man just now.

The person who came out to drag me back went back and joined the ranks of beating Qin Ziyang. They punched and kicked Qin Ziyang.At first Qin Ziyang was able to compete with them, but gradually he couldn't do it anymore, he fell to the bottom, first a rib was broken, and then there was blood on his body.But they refused to stop saying anything, no matter how much I screamed, it was useless.In the end, seeing that a thick stick was about to hit Qin Ziyang's head, I didn't know where the strength came from, but I managed to free the hand that had been clasping my wrist.Then he rushed over desperately, just in front of Qin Ziyang.

The thick stick paused abruptly in the air, and then fell on me mercilessly.I knelt down on the ground with blood all over my body, but I still had to crawl over. Several people couldn't help being moved when they saw us.

"It's almost the same, if you hit again, you should die."

"Okay, let's go, let's go, the sky is about to dawn, and it will be difficult to handle when there are too many people."

Several people confessed a few more viciously, and then left one after another.

After they left, Qin Ziyang ignored the pain all over his body, and hugged me tightly, holding my body that was gradually losing consciousness. His expression was panic that I had never seen before.

"Su Nianjin, you fool, what do you think you are made of, just running over to catch that stick, if it hits the head, do you still want to live!"

Because he was too emotional, his eyes were bloodshot red, his facial expression was ferocious and terrifying, and there was no trace of elegance and nobility.There was blood all over his hands, head, and body, whether it was his or mine.Just like that day, the day when the child died, our bodies were covered with blood, his, mine, and the child's blood were all mixed together, making it impossible to tell the difference.

I smiled weakly at him, and when I wanted to speak, I found that there was a liquid in my mouth that was blocked there. Only when I spit it out did I realize it was blood, which was bright red.

"It's impossible to hit the end. I have calculated his position."

These are the last words I say with my eyes closed.

When I woke up again, I was already lying in the hospital, Qin Ziyang was sitting next to me, and Zhang Yuntian, who came here at some time.

"Are you awake?" Zhang Yuntian looked at me with a smile.

"Hmm." I uttered this syllable with difficulty, my voice hoarse.

"I'm relieved to see you awake. I'll go back first, remember to call me if you need anything."

I nodded again, Zhang Yuntian looked at me again before leaving.

"How do you feel now?"

"Very good, I slept soundly."

"Can you talk?" he asked.

"Always, it's just that my throat seems to be smoking."

"I just heard you talking to him, I thought you couldn't speak, you always jumped syllable by syllable."

"That's because you don't want to talk about it. People who don't matter always don't want to pay attention to it when they are uncomfortable."

Qin Ziyang suddenly stretched out his hand to caress my forehead, and looked at me for a long time, so long that I thought he wasn't going to speak, but he didn't, he turned his head and looked out the window, his voice was not loud, but very clear.He said: "Su Nianjin, do you still want to follow me? Do you love me like this?"

With some difficulty, I stretched out my bruised hand and touched his face.There were wounds all over his body, bloody, and they were all covered by white bandages at the moment.

"Qin Ziyang, let's be together."

He froze for a moment, and I will never forget his expression at this moment.

After a long time, he raised his head, looked at me, and said, "Okay." A simple word has an indelible meaning to him and me.

After saying this word, he raised his head and looked at the sky quietly, "I haven't felt that the sky is so blue for a long time."

"Yeah, it's been a long time." I echoed softly.

After being discharged from the hospital, Qin Ziyang and I rented a house in Shanghai. It was not big, with two bedrooms and one living room, but it was very cozy.The money I used at the beginning was mine, and it couldn't be said to be mine, it was given to me by him before, but Qin Ziyang was still not very happy.Since that day when he said hello, Qin Ziyang has become a little different.

We are always deadlocked on certain things, but in fact it is just a breakthrough.

We went to the vegetable market together and went shopping together. It seemed to be back to that time again, but we all knew each other. This time it was different.

"Qin Ziyang, what should I eat today?"

"what ever."

"Your answer is actually very insincere."

He raised his eyebrows, "As long as there are no eggplants, no carrots, no cucumbers."

"I just want to eat these."

His eyebrows became even more tangled.

"I don't eat these things."

"Then you cook it tonight, and I'll eat whatever you do."

"Yeah." He nodded.

"Really?" I exclaimed with some joy, but actually that's what I said, and I didn't expect him to really agree.

But obviously I was happy too early, and the kitchen became a "battlefield" when I went back at night.

"Qin Ziyang, I remember you said before that when you were studying abroad, you cooked all the meals by yourself. How can you still be at this level? How did you eat in those years?

"Degenerated." He said very flatly, but I heard my guts knotted.He has degenerated, can he believe that he has not touched kitchen utensils for a long time, and now he has become a primitive person?

"Forget it, let me do it, I really can't adapt to the things that ancient humans like to do."

"Okay, here it is."

For some reason, I seemed to see a triumphant smile in his eyes, and he took off his apron very smoothly.

I sighed and took it, put on my apron, and resigned myself to making today's meal.

"Set the dishes and chopsticks." I said while serving the dishes.The food was too hot, and his index finger was scalded. He hurriedly took my hand to look at it, and swallowed it in one bite.

"unhygienic."

"It's okay, human saliva can be disinfected."

……

In fact, the days passed really quickly, half a year passed in a blink of an eye.Like Qin Ziyang and I, we don't find it boring every day. Maybe it's because the stormy days have been tossing for a long time, and the rare peace is always very cherished.

But there is one thing that I always worry about. To be precise, I don't want it. I want to see that high-spirited Qin Ziyang, and he is that kind of person.

In fact, he has a tiger in his heart, but now it is dormant. For Qin Ziyang like this, you let him live like a kitten all the time. I don't know if it is a matter of gratitude or sorrow.

When I was sleeping at night, I pulled Qin Ziyang's body, "How long are you going to do this kind of work? Qin Ziyang, in fact, you can do other things, we all know that you have that ability, why do you want to avoid it? You are You're torturing yourself." He turned his back to show that he was a little tired.It's like this every time, and every time he talks about this kind of topic, he always leaves me with a back.There is still a corner of his heart that I cannot touch, or rather, no one else can touch.Like a sensitive child, he hid this corner, not letting anyone see, touch, or touch, including himself.

I got off work early today, and it was a holiday. I bought a lot of things and went back to wash them in the kitchen.

As soon as he entered the house, I was called to help.

He took off his coat and went to get the plate, but turned around in the next second and stood still, still holding the plate in his hand, looking straight at me like that.

"Stupid, Qin Ziyang, what are you looking at?"

He still didn't move, and after a while, he came over, put down the plate, and wrapped his arms around me from behind.I have done this action countless times, but it is the first time for Qin Ziyang.He likes to overwhelm me from the front, he's a predator, always dominating and dominating.

But at this moment, Qin Ziyang is gentle, embracing me with watery tenderness, I can feel that his hug has no lust at all.His hands were thick and warm, gently pressing against my stomach.

With a shake of my hand, all the seasonings went into the dish.

"It's over, it's over, Qin Ziyang, we may be salted to death in a while."

"It's okay, I have a strong taste, and I like strong tastes, I really like them." He put his chin in the socket of my neck as he spoke, and the hot air sprayed directly on the base of my ears when he spoke.My face turned red and turned into a tomato, and it felt very hot.

(End of this chapter)