Long time no see, Mr. Qin

Chapter 16 Between us, like vines and trees (3)

"What kind of friends? Girls? Surely there are, right?"

"I don't want to say more, anyway, you should go back earlier. Okay, I'll hang up first." His attitude became more and more indifferent, and an invisible gap formed between the two of them, which made me anxious and overwhelmed , increasingly panicked.

I went home, went home in a daze, and looked at myself in the big mirror.I found that the stubborn, strong, and ups and downs of the woman no longer exists, she has become cowardly, hesitant, restless, restless.

because of love?Or is it because of the expectation of love?

I don't know if this is a kind of sadness, I just feel that Qin Ziyang made me become like this, I can't get out but I can't help but suffer.I couldn't stay in this big house he gave me anymore, I couldn't wait for him in this house where we used to scream with crazy joy.

I called Zhong Shao.He has always been a person who wishes to have some fun in life and make him trouble, and he never thinks that there are more boring things and more complicated situations, so he told me the location straightforwardly.

I drove over there.

The moment I opened the door, I saw a beautiful woman sitting on Qin Ziyang's lap. She was very charming. Her seaweed-like long hair was dyed wine red, and her eyes and eyebrows were painted with smoky makeup. She was an exaggerated woman, but very exaggerated. smell.

Qin Ziyang clasped her waist and kissed her so intensely and lingeringly, as if he was with me before, but now he is with another woman.In fact, he has always had other women, I know, how can people like them only have one woman?It's just that when I saw it with my own eyes, I still felt sad and tight.I took a breath, stepped forward calmly, looked at him, not wanting to miss any of his expressions, and looked at him carefully.

"Qin Ziyang." I said, the voice was so soft that I doubted if he could hear it.

There was a pause in his movements, I knew he heard it, and then he let go of the woman's body without removing her from his lap.My heart trembled, but I still didn't have much expression on my face.

"How did you come?"

"Come and see you." I said with a smile, seeing the whiskey on the wine table, I picked it up and poured it into my mouth.Because the movement was too violent, the wine spilled out and flowed down the corner of his mouth.I ignored it and poured it all into my mouth.The surroundings are very quiet, the original noise suddenly became so quiet that they could even hear each other's breathing.

"This wine is really delicious." I continued to laugh, "She..." I pointed at the woman, "Isn't it delicious? The kiss is also very intense, isn't it? It feels very good when you do it?"

He frowned, "You drank too much."

"I didn't drink much, I just felt thirsty, and when I was thirsty I wanted to drink something."

"Are you thirsty?" I reached out and pulled the woman up.She let out a cry, and then cuddled up to Qin Ziyang desperately.

"What? Are you not thirsty?" I asked with a smile, "If you are not thirsty, give me a drink." As I spoke, I picked up another opened wine bottle on the table, and poured it down violently at her from top to bottom.The wine surged out like a flood, spilling it all over her head, and Qin Ziyang, who was beside her, also got wet on his face and body, and there were constant gasping sounds from the side.

"Enough, Su Nianjin, don't act like a shrew."

"Shrex?" I repeated the word over and over, why did I find it so funny.Then I really laughed, hysterical, smiling, with tears in my eyes, and I raised my head high.Someone once told me that if you want to cry, you should raise your head high. If there are still tears falling, it proves that you are not raising your head high enough.But I have tried my best, why are the tears still falling?
I wiped my tears with my arm, desperately.Then he ruthlessly pulled the woman on his lap up, and I don't know where the strength came from, but he dragged her to the ground, where she looked at me in horror.I should be like a lunatic at this time, no, not a lunatic, but a shrew.

I looked at Qin Ziyang, facing each other.I said, "Come on, let's have a drink."

He turned his head away, leaving me with a cold and hard profile.

"What? Don't want to drink with a shrew?"

"Go back." He was still indifferent, and every syllable carried the coolness of freezing to death.

"Hehe, that's right. Young Master Qin, why would you drink with a shrew? You only sleep with a shrew, don't you?" I lowered my head and kissed his lips fiercely.He didn't move, looking at me coldly.My face was so close to his that I could still feel the tickle when his eyelashes brushed against my eyelids.

I kissed desperately, prying his lips hard.But he kept pressing his lips tightly, his cold and harsh lines stretched into a cruel sculpture, so harsh that he was completely unreasonable.

I let him go, stood up straight, and looked down at him, but I didn't feel superior at all.

I slammed the wine bottle in my hand to the ground, and the cracking sound made my body tremble.

I stared at the fragments on the ground motionless, my mind went blank, only the glass-like fragments lay quietly on the ground, grinning ferociously at me, swaying and swaying, making people's eyes hurt.

"Go back to me." He finally stopped being silent, stood up and yelled at me in a deep voice.

I ignored it completely and continued talking to myself.

"Yes, I'm a shrew. I have no quality and no education. I'm just an ordinary woman who can't be more ordinary. For the sake of life, I don't have the elegance and elegance of those rich ladies. But Qin Ziyang, how did you do it back then? I just fell in love with me? I am like this, I was in the past, I am now, I will be in the future, and I will still be in any day in the future. I, Su Nianjin, have never been a socialite, and don’t expect me to be in this life. Shrew, hehe, say Well done, really well said. It's just that I really want to know, I'm a shrew, so what are you, tell me, what are you, Qin Ziyang?"

I said he was angry, and finally angry.Nice to stop being a deadpan, lifeless statue.He's angry, but he's alive, and he's looking at me now, his eyes are bright and condescending.

"Su Nianjin, it's just a joke to you, a little bit of fun in a boring life. I didn't take it seriously from the beginning to the end. I admit that I am obsessed with the feeling of being with you, obsessed with your body, you were naked to me at the beginning Your disgust and resistance aroused my strong desire to conquer, including going to bed with you later. I was fascinated by your reserved and wild sense of contradiction. You have mixed two extreme qualities, which made me obsessed every time, but... He paused, and his thin lips uttered a heartbreaking sentence coldly: "But you now make me feel sick."

"Look into my eyes and tell me again." I bit my lip and said word by word.

"Don't get entangled, let's get together and get together. There is an end to every scene, even if it's not today, it will be tomorrow. It's best if you can see it, otherwise, it's just trouble. Su Nianjin, give yourself in the end Have some dignity, don't come here barking like a mad dog."

When Qin Ziyang finished his last sentence, Zhong Shao, who had been silent by the side, whistled, as if he was watching a play.

"Young Master Qin deserves to be Young Master Qin. His words are really precious. I said Miss Su, we have been together for a long time, and you are like this. I didn't say it. I wondered why Ziyang fell in love with you at the beginning. Don't be there. You are the longest among his women, and you are quite powerful." Rao Qiyun said with a smile.

"Yeah, accept it as soon as you see it, and tell Young Master Qin if you want anything, our Young Master Qin has always been generous to women, isn't he, buddy?" Another man interjected, and after finishing speaking, he did not forget to pat Qin Ziyang's face teasingly. shoulder.

"Just tell me how much you want, I won't treat you badly." Qin Ziyang put his hand on my shoulder, with a pair of indifferent eyes, there was a trace of warmth at the moment.It's a pity that this warmth is so cold, it is more chilling than any sharp sword.

I shook off his hand, turned around and walked away.The door slammed loudly behind me, and I heard someone clapping their hands loudly, "Oh, Young Master Qin, this girl really has character."

I don't care who said it anymore, I just want to get out of the place where I was humiliated.When I came out, I realized that I didn’t take anything, so I walked on the cold street in winter, penniless.The cold wind was blowing everywhere, and T City, which had not yet dawned, was shrouded in a huge darkness.

I stood there, looking into the distance silently, and many scenes swarmed in my mind, sad, painful, happy, passionate, and finally turned into desperate notes one after another.Then I started singing, singing that well-known song, the song that I used to hum on the chest of my beloved in my happiest time.

I sang "Two Butterflies", darling, you fly slowly, be careful of the thorny roses in front of you, sang darling, I am lingering with you and fly lightly.

As I sang, I thought of that night, that passionate and lingering night, as if a stone was stuck in my throat, which made me choke and couldn't continue.So I sang Kunqu Opera, and I sang "The Peony Pavilion".

"It turns out that there are so many beautiful purples and reds blooming all over the place, and they are all ruined like this. What a beautiful day, what a beautiful day, whose home is a place to enjoy the pleasure! Flying in the morning and evening, clouds and green pavilions; rain and wind, smoke and waves painting boats, Jinping people look at it This time is cheap!"

In the end, he sang until his throat cracked, and he was so hoarse that he couldn't utter a word; he squatted down, covered his face with his hands, and wept bitterly without restraint.

Qin Ziyang, if he hadn't fallen in love with you, wouldn't his heart hurt like this?

I kept crying on the way, crying until everyone thought I was crazy, crying until the ebb and flow of the tide seemed to be another century, crying until I had no more tears at the end, and looked up.

Its daybreak.

pain.I clenched my hands and looked at the winding roads below. After several changes, I couldn't erase the former form after all.Those who walked by and what happened are printed on it one by one, leaving light or deep traces one by one. Even if they are dried by the wind, buried by snow, and scorched by the scorching sun, they still happened.

I wiped away my tears, turned around, and walked back quietly.The turbulent emotions seemed to be frozen tightly, and the moment I turned around, they sank into the lonely bottom of the sea, and could no longer make any waves.

I walked back to that home, step by step, persistent and firm, even with an inexplicable persistence.I climbed every flight of stairs with almost nostalgia.When I stood in front of this so-called home again, my chest suddenly began to ache, and my suppressed emotions erupted like a flood, and the mountains fell and the ground fell instantly.But, no, how can I feel pain for him again?When he didn't realize it, I was the only one who guarded this love foolishly, like a fool, how could it be?

I raised my wrist and bit it hard, no worse than biting Qin Ziyang.The bloody taste permeated between my lips and teeth, and penetrated into my mouth through the tip of my tongue, but I still refused to let go until my body stopped shaking, and the great sadness and soreness in my heart were paralyzed by this physical pain. Let go of yourself slowly.I leaned on the door with my hands hanging down, and took a deep breath.After calming down, I raised my head, took out the key calmly, and opened the door, as usual.The room was empty and silent, only the air followed like a shadow, Qin Ziyang did not come back, and the room was deadly quiet.I went straight to the closet, found a box, opened it, and there was a water-blue cheongsam inside, not my favorite, but Qin Ziyang's favorite.He said that blue is very suitable for me. Wearing it is like a sea monster. When I walk, I am swaying and graceful. Just looking at it makes me want to embrace it and cherish it.

I put it on, zipped it up slowly, and then started to make up, applying it slowly in front of the mirror, first on the eyes, then on the lips, eyebrows, and down to every eyelash, which I carefully combed.

I was so quiet during the whole process.

Finally, I stood up and looked at the familiar face in the mirror, but the original Su Nianjin, who was not covered up and did not need any elaborate carvings, seemed to be from the last century.

I raised my hand and touched the illusory figure in the mirror carefully. I smiled, but it was uglier than crying.

After that, I went to the supermarket to buy a lot of vegetables, all of which were Qin Ziyang's favorite, and I also bought his favorite whiskey.

After I came back, I cleaned up carefully and cooked according to the recipe one by one.

When the table was full of his favorite dishes, I smiled, quietly pulled out a chair, sat on it, silently took out the mobile phone at the side, and lightly pressed the shortcut key 1.

The phone rang again and again, but no one answered.I was not in a hurry, and patiently pressed the button again, again and again, one after another, and finally an extremely indifferent voice came from inside.

"Is something wrong?"

"When will you come back?" I asked with a smile, my voice was like the clearest spring in the mountains, flowing slowly...

"If there is nothing else, I'll hang up." He didn't even want to talk to me for a minute.

Before he hung up the phone, I rushed to say: "I won't pester you again, not for a second, you don't have to hang up in such a hurry, I just hope to see each other again before we part."

There was still silence and the familiar sound of breathing.

"Even if these days make you feel nostalgic one day, from now on... I will never see you again..."

"Okay, I'll be back later." He finally agreed, but I didn't have any joy.

"Be careful on the road."

I put the phone to my ear and listened to the silence, not in a hurry to hang up.

Then I walked into the room and played a waltz, very soothing music, with a special mood.

Soon, the doorbell rang, and Qin Ziyang walked in from the outside.I went over to take his coat and turned to hang it up.I have done this movement thousands of times, and I no longer need any prompts, my body will act on its own.

How sad.

"Tell me, how much do you want?" This is the Qin Ziyang when I first met him. He never wastes his words and always puts forward his opinions efficiently, even completely unquestionable.

"Qin Ziyang, have you ever loved me? Even for a day..."

I think my question is stupid, but no matter how stupid I am, I still want to ask.

He frowned, obviously unwilling to hear me tangled up on this kind of problem again.

"You don't have to be nervous. I don't mean anything else. I said it was the last time and I will do it. Whether you love me or not, I want to tell you, Qin Ziyang, I want to thank you, thank you for giving me me This beautiful day is like a dream, and I have to thank you for the pain you gave me today. Really, I thank you for letting me know that a person can be hurt to this extent because of another person who is not connected by flesh and blood. If I hadn't met you, Qin Ziyang, I, Su Nianjin, would probably never experience this kind of experience again in my life."

"Just tell me, what are you going to do?"

"You give me 500 million, and from now on we will never see each other."

"Two million is too much."

500 million is too much...

I looked at him with a wry smile, and really wanted to rush forward and dig out his heart to see if it was dark inside.This person, who once loved me, loved me, and called me a little fairy in bed, how can he say it...

"Five million is a lot, but to you, Young Master Qin, it's just a fraction."

"If every woman had to pay this amount when she left me, I wouldn't be so generous even if it was a fraction."

"You're right. These words are really the 'most moving' words I've ever heard, and they describe it vividly. But Qin Ziyang, do you really treat me the same?"

He took out his cigarette, lit it, took a puff, looked at me again, then pulled out a check, quickly wrote it, and handed it to me.

"500 million, take it. Don't pester me any more in the future."

I took a look at it, "I don't want a check, it will be transferred directly to my bank account now."

After Qin Ziyang heard what I said, his eyes suddenly shot a little fiercely.

"Su Nianjin, you will really raise the price for yourself. Sure enough, the women I have been deeply infatuated with are different."

"Deeply infatuated?" I sneered.

"If you were still as true as you were at the beginning, maybe I wouldn't hate you so early." He said seriously.

(End of this chapter)