Long time no see, Mr. Qin

Chapter 17 Between us, like vines and trees (4)

"Aren't I serious? Qin Ziyang, I only now realize how terrifying you are. After the people in your circle turn their backs, it seems that they can immediately change their faces. In fact, I already knew that we had no results, but I didn't expect you You did it so decisively, your word 'disgusting' made my stomach twist together. In fact, I never planned to fall in love with you, let alone pester you, but for some reason, I always want to I miss you, I love you, once my heart meets your indifferent eyes, it's like being cut by a knife, once and for all, the pain is so painful that I can't breathe."

He pursed his lips and looked at me motionlessly, as if trying to see through me.After a long while, he lowered his head, took out his mobile phone, and after closing it, my mobile phone received a notification from the system that there were 500 million more in my bank account.Oh, it's really efficient.

I put away my phone, dragged him to the table, picked up the whiskey on the table, and started pouring it into a goblet.

"Young Master Qin is really efficient. Come, let me respect you for the last glass of wine before parting."

"Thank you." He took it, maybe it was my straightforward attitude that pleased him, the corners of his lips curled up slightly, still exuding that unspeakable charm inadvertently.

"Come on, it's done." The cups collided and made a clear sound like a silver bell.

After drinking the wine, I started to dance with him, hugging his waist tightly, and waiting for him to warm up slowly.

"Did you put something in the wine?"

"Does Young Master Qin not know anything? I thought these things are often played in your circle."

"Su Nianjin..." His face tensed up, and it was frighteningly gloomy.

I stroked his face lightly, then climbed up to his body like a water demon, raised my head, and gently pecked and kissed him.

He frowned, trying to avoid it.

"There will be no next time." I said softly against him.

Hearing what I said, Qin Ziyang froze for a moment, then opened his mouth, allowing my tongue to drive straight in.After a while, he turned against the guest and held my head firmly, and then I don't know who took the initiative first, we started tearing each other's clothes and stumbled into the room.

This time was the craziest time for me. I put aside everything and kissed him like biting.Kissing his eyes that are sometimes gentle and sometimes indifferent like frost, and kissing that thin lips that are always said to be heartless.Then my hand started to go down, and we were entangled like little beasts fighting...

Then I raised my head from his chest, looked at his face, and asked, "Do you still remember Liang Yiyan?"

Looking at his expressionless face, I chuckled lightly and said, "Hehe, of course you don't remember, maybe even Xiao Luo doesn't remember either. But I do remember, I remember what she said to me .”

Qin Ziyang was still lying there, not paying much attention to what I said, his face was calm from the beginning to the end, it was the fatigue after a hearty experience, and I continued almost talking to myself: "When I was in Dalian I told you..." I stroked his chest, lowered my head, and pressed against his face, "I said, Qin Ziyang, if you hurt me, I will hurt you too, thousands of times Doubly painful..."

"Qin Ziyang, if I say I have a child, will you want it?"

"will not."

"Even if I won't threaten you with this child?"

"Yes."

"Hehe, I knew how you could care about a child."

"We will never communicate with each other after today, Su Nianjin, remember what you said."

"I will remember. It's just what I told you just now. I'm afraid you didn't remember it. I'll repeat it now. I said, if you hurt me, I will hurt you too, more than I do now It still hurts, a thousand times more painful."

As the words fell, I took out a prepared knife from under the bed. It wasn't very sharp, but it was enough to hurt people.I quickly stabbed him in the arm, hard and mercilessly.He reacted very quickly, quickly separated with his other uninjured hand, grabbed the knife in my hand, and shook it away vigorously, but a thick and long cut was still made on one arm, with bone and blood visible deep inside. Like a river rushing out.

He raised his hand and slapped me hard, "I won't make it easy for you."

"Then it's not going to be easy, how about it?" I imitated him with a smile on the corner of my mouth, and ran towards the knife—it was still stained with blood, and I held it tightly in my hand, walking towards him.

At this time, he had already rolled over and fell to the ground. With one hand, he took out the gauze from the first-aid kit and pressed it on his injured arm. Seeing that I was holding a knife in his hand, he kicked me violently, hitting me in the abdomen.

I bent down in pain and hugged my stomach tightly, and then I felt that something was flowing out of my body, and the hot liquid began to flow down.Pain, deathly pain.However, when I raised my hand and saw that the hands were covered with blood, I suddenly smiled.

I said, "Qin Ziyang, you really don't want him."

He looked at me with ashen face, and it took a long time before he showed any expression. His brows gradually wrinkled, became more and more tangled, and finally bent into a knot.

"Su Nianjin, you are so cruel."

"Cruel? How can it be better than you. I just want you to feel how much pain I have, how much it hurts here." I compared my left chest, straightened up, my lower body was still bleeding, and my throat seemed to be torn It turns out that every word you say must be supported by a strong will.

"Qin Ziyang, your pain is only one thousandth of mine, but even so, I want you to feel it, at least let you lie on other women's chest, you will remember that there was a woman who blew for you Blood, and tears." After saying this sentence, I no longer have any extra strength, it seems that all my strength is to support myself to finish this sentence with the strongest posture.

The moment before I fainted from the pain, what I saw was still the same figure—the tall, indifferent, alienated, yet charming Qin Ziyang.

He is a thorn in my heart, since it cannot be removed, let's all suffer together.

When I woke up again, my throat was dry and sore. I forced myself to stand up and wanted to get up, but Cheng Shan who happened to walk in with a fruit basket saw me.She hurried over, "Don't move, you see what you've done to yourself."

"Come on." I smiled weakly at her.

"Don't laugh at me, you still laugh like this, I feel uncomfortable." When she spoke, her eyes were full of tears, but she insisted not to let them fall in front of me.

"Why are you crying? I'm fine now."

"It's pretty good, do you know that you have a child in your stomach, and now he's gone..."

"I know." I nodded, with a very serious face, "Cheng Shan, I'm a little thirsty, give me a glass of water."

"No, you're dying of thirst, I think you're self-deprecating."

She didn't take it, so I had to reach for it by myself. The cup was a bit far away, and I couldn't reach it after several times. I leaned out a little more, and my stomach hurt like a magma burst. It was hot, and there were big drops of sweat on my face .

After all, she still felt sorry for me, she said she would quit, but her hands moved spontaneously.

"Here, here you are, be careful of the heat."

I gulped and drank a few sips.

"Thank you Cheng Shan, I'm really fine, you don't have to worry."

"How can I not worry, do you know how scary you were when you looked covered in blood last night? You scared me out of my soul! Su Nianjin, thanks to your age, tell me, what are you doing?" What do you think?"

"Pour me another glass."

She angrily poured me another glass.

I drank slowly, holding the cup tightly with both hands, finally sighed, raised my head, looked at Cheng Shan's distressed and resentful expression, and finally opened my mouth.

"I just want him to hurt, the more pain the better."

"Can……"

"I know what you want to say. Cheng Shan, you should know what kind of person I am. This is the first time in my life that I love someone like this. Only when I fell in love with me did I realize that those principles are bullshit. When he said to me Don't bark like a dog I want to stab him, I won't stab him, I'll have to be buried with him, and I can't do that. But I don't want to be alone The pain, no matter how severe the pain is, it is only my business. After I leave, he may not even remember me as a person after a few years. I will not commit suicide, and he may not treat me if I do. What's the difference, maybe they'll come and humiliate me and tell me I'm making fun of myself. The next time their gang gets together, I'll be an infatuated target to show off and bring up as a joke. I don't want to, at least he has to hurt once before I'm willing."

"But child..."

"Child..." I stroked my lower abdomen, my expression became stiff instantly, and my right hand holding the cup trembled badly. I never felt like crying, but at this moment, tears welled up in my eyes.

"My child... I'm sorry for him." I couldn't hold back the sadness anymore, the cup in my hand fell to the ground, and I hugged my belly, crying and mourning.

His shoulders trembled, and there was a lot of despair in his heart, which finally flowed away slowly with the liquid in his eyes.After my emotions calmed down, I looked at the blue sky in the distance, which was so clear and frighteningly blue.

"Son, I actually gave up on him on my own initiative... I don't want to keep him."

Cheng Shan was stunned and looked at me in amazement.

"How could it be, wasn't he kicked off by Qin Ziyang alive?"

I looked down at my belly, where a life had once been conceived and then ripped apart.

"Cheng Shan, I know what I'm doing. Qin Ziyang didn't know that I had a child in my stomach at that time. I actually expected him to kick my stomach in that situation and from that angle. I held it on purpose. Dao walked over slowly, intentionally putting him on guard, and I deliberately abandoned this child. Do you know? I actually killed him, it was me." My voice was very soft, and I kept clasping my hands when I spoke. Next to the sheets.

"Su Nianjin, what are you talking about? What are you talking about?" Cheng Shan looked at me incredulously, her expression was much more frantic than mine.

"I didn't say anything, all I knew was that this child shouldn't have come into this world. Being an illegitimate child is uncomfortable, and it's even more difficult for me to take him by myself. The child can come to threaten or something. Rather than letting him come to this world to suffer, it is better to let him be reincarnated as a human being." Speaking of this, my eyes were full of tears, but I gritted my teeth desperately, not letting him Outflow, and then put on a look of indifference.

"But we can kill it. Do you know how scary you were last night? You are covered in blood, as if you were fished out of a sea of ​​blood. If it came later, you might not be able to conceive in your life."

"I'm a little tired and want to sleep." After I finished speaking, I stopped talking, lifted the quilt to cover my face, and lay there on my stomach as if I was dead.

Cheng Shan sighed for a while, then walked out quietly.The moment the door belt was closed, I held my stomach, biting the corner of the quilt and sobbing silently.How can I not feel pain in my heart? In fact, the wound there is far more painful than the wound in the abdomen.

I lay in the hospital for three full days.When Qin Ziyang appeared in front of me, I was staring at the roof of the shed. There was a spider on it tirelessly pulling the net in circles. Some insects passed by and were wrapped in the net, unable to escape any more, like In the past, I was firmly trapped by a network of love. If I didn’t feel pain, I wouldn’t realize it. I always had hope and was foolish.

I felt that someone was staring at me with a compelling gaze, as if trying to carve a hole out of me.

I turned my head and saw him in front of me.A long bandage was wrapped around his hand, his face was a little pale, the corners of his mouth were tightly pursed, and his face looked particularly solemn and serious.

He just stood there without speaking, standing like a telegraph pole, but the most attractive telegraph pole in the world.Hehe, it's all this time, and I still can't deny his own charm.

Qin Ziyang, he is really a poppy.

"Su Nianjin, I wouldn't let you go." He finally spoke, his voice was hoarse and deep, it seemed that he hadn't spoken for too long and had become blunt, but now he forcibly pulled out a line on that blunt voice There was a crack, and broken voices forced their way out of the crack.

I remained expressionless, and I knew what he was going to say next—since it was originally, it meant that he had decided to let me go now.

Sure enough, he stared at me for a long time, then said shyly, "Did you know that you were pregnant? Su Nianjin, did you know?" His expression was still calm, but his words clearly revealed that he was pregnant. With an uneasy mood, that "do you know?" sounded like screaming and questioning.

"I know." I said.

"Then why didn't you hide when I kicked you? Do you want me to kill my own child myself, and you will be willing to see a living human life being kicked to death by me?"

"I can't escape, Qin Ziyang..." I looked at him with a sad expression, "You kicked him out, didn't you? You killed our child, and you made me bleed. Do you think you have the right to question him here?" I?"

He didn't speak, and his left hand hung on the side tremblingly.

"Forget it, the child didn't intend to stay at first, so that's fine. I remember this knife. Everything last night was a nightmare for me. From then on, you and I will have nothing to do with each other, and I will never Go after you. That's it."

"and many more……"

He stopped, turned around, looked at me, and waited for me to speak.

"Goodbye." I tried to make myself laugh, but I found that smiling is such a difficult thing sometimes.

His expression darkened, his eyes flashed, and he lowered his eyes, but he didn't say anything, leaving me with an indifferent back, just like many times before.

A few days later, I was discharged from the hospital. The first thing I did was to quit my job. Qin Ziyang was in Hong Kong for a meeting, so I went directly to the deputy manager.

"Come in." The man lowered his head to correct the document, seeing that it was me, he hurriedly said with a smile.

"Hey, Xiao Su, how are you doing? Are you feeling better? Come and sit down..."

"It's almost better."

"I heard it was appendicitis. That day I wondered why I hadn't seen you for a while, and I realized that I had it after hearing what they said. I've always wanted to take some time to have a look, but I've been too busy these days, alas, Tired, hehe."

"Let Deputy Manager Yu worry about it." After speaking, I handed over the resignation letter.

"What is this?" Deputy Manager Yu opened the envelope in wonder, and his face immediately changed.

"What's going on here? Xiao Su, what happened, that you have to resign? Tell me if you have any unpleasantness. I will definitely help you solve it, but resigning is not an option."

"Deputy Manager Yu, I appreciate your kindness. There is nothing unpleasant about it, but I suddenly feel a little tired, and my parents are getting older, so I want to go back to them."

"You can take your parents over. Besides, the economy is in a recession and it's hard to find a job. You've already become a marketing manager. It's not easy. You have to think about it." Deputy Manager Yu is still trying to persuade him.

"I've made up my mind, please sign with Deputy Manager Yu."

The man's face was serious, and his index finger kept tapping on the table.

"That's not okay, everyone knows...cough cough, I mean, let's wait for President Qin to come back and make a decision. I'll suppress your resignation letter first."

"But……"

"It suddenly occurred to me that I have a meeting to hold, so you can go there first. That's it. Everything will be decided after Mr. Qin returns from Hong Kong."

Seeing him like this, I had no choice but to give up, turned around and walked out.

After a week, Qin Ziyang flew back, but this time he was not alone, there was a woman as well.It is rumored in the company that this is his new love. It is said that the two were in the same compound when they were young. Later, they gradually separated after Qin Ziyang's parents moved away and the woman's family immigrated. match.

and I?In the past few days, I have always received inquisitive looks from all directions, just like when I first became Qin Ziyang's woman, those gestures of disdain, playfulness and a little bit of flattery, now except for the last point, it has become a sneer and adding insult to injury , the rest remains unchanged.

"Please print this out." I handed the materials in hand to the lady in the printing room.

(End of this chapter)