Long time no see, Mr. Qin

Chapter 15 Between us, like vines and trees (2)

"Drink less, it's not good for your health. Here, here's some water."

He didn't stop moving, still swallowing clouds and fog, looking at the distant scenery gracefully, wondering what he was thinking.

Originally, I had had enough of being wronged, but I didn't expect that I was still ignored by him after making such a compromise. I snatched the cigarette from his hand and put it in my mouth.

"I want to smoke too."

"You're crazy."

Talking about coming to grab the cigarette in my hand, between pushing and shoving, more than half of the full glass of water splashed out, and it all spilled on my body.Seeing myself in such a state of embarrassment, my hands paused, and then I splashed the remaining water on Qin Ziyang's face.The water flowed down his hair, he didn't move, he just looked at me with fixed eyes, there seemed to be a storm inside, but in the end he didn't say a word, just pointed to the door behind me, look at me.

The cup in his hand fell to the ground with a slap, and the crisp sound was as devastating as jade shattered.I felt like I was falling apart with the sound, something was quietly dying.

"Are you letting me go? Think about it, if you let me walk out of this door today, I will never come back in my life." I clearly heard my voice tearing like a rose, saying every word.

He has always refused to say a word, but the deathly silence is far more chilling than any hurtful words.I gave him a deep look, turned around and walked out.But Qin Ziyang moved faster than me. As soon as I took the first step, he hugged me fiercely from behind, then picked me up by the waist, and pressed me firmly on the big bed.I instinctively resisted him and struggled to get up, but he pressed my legs even faster, hitting my injured ankle.I grabbed his collar in pain, tears were about to fall, "Qin Ziyang, you bastard." I raised my hand, and my nails scratched his face.Like a beast, he smelled his own blood, suddenly lifted my face, and kissed me tenderly.Because of the force, my lip was broken.In this kiss, I smelled the smell of my own blood, and suddenly beat him frantically.But he didn't care, stretched out his hand and tore off my panties, possessing me without any foreplay.All my struggles turned into big drops of tears in his satisfied sigh at the end, which stayed on each other's skin, and finally became a wound.

After that day, the distance between us became more and more distant.That night he treated me like a beast at first, but then he carried me to the bathroom very gently and washed every dirt off my body with his own hands.This was the first time he washed me, and also the first time he treated me so tenderly, like treating a treasure, his eyes were so soft that water dripped out.The choking I had been holding back finally turned into howling after he went out.

Qin Ziyang, how can you be so gentle after being so cruel?
It turns out that the cruelest thing in this world is not a loved one stabbing you mercilessly, but giving you a moment of tenderness after stabbing you, that is the sharpest knife.It is not the flesh that stabs, but the heart.Scars will form when the flesh is broken, and one day the scars will gradually fade away.But what about the heart?There is no medicine for a broken heart, only his love.

The relationship between me and Qin Ziyang is like walking on ice. I don’t know when the ice will crack. After the crack, I won’t wave my sleeves smartly. As I used to swear, it’s just an experience. It will drop into the ice hole with a chirp, and either be frozen to death, or be submerged by the huge torrent under the ice.So, even though I was walking on thin ice, I still had to go, at least there might be a piece of soft land where I could jump and jump, and I could stamp my feet on it when I was angry.

"Come and live with me," he said.I lived with him semi-cohabitate before, this time he took the initiative to speak, and I nodded without thinking.During these days, he came back very early, as if he deliberately turned down some entertainment, but after returning, the two of them felt a little embarrassed.It often reminds me of the old days, the days that were stolen.As I thought about it, my heart became more and more uncertain.

"Qin Ziyang, you are my poppy. I want to quit but I can't. Tell me what should I do?" I took a bath at night, but I still put on a delicate makeup. Walking over, I looked like a vine wrapped around a tree. Clinging to him generally.

He picked up my butt, patted it twice, and threw me onto the bed while I was staring at him stupidly. He immediately covered my butt, and we started kissing.At this time, a piercing musical bell rang, it was Chopin's Serenade.I used to really like this piece of music, and thought it was really like a poem, which was played under the night light for my lover to listen to.But at this moment, I feel that it is sharp and piercing, and I can even see the fangs in the song. It is opening a bloody mouth to face me, and there is a deep coolness in its eyes.

Qin Ziyang glanced at me and walked to the balcony outside.I watched his back on the bed, and the moonlight falling on his shoulders.I walked towards him, without slippers, without a coat, naked, like a lonely cat, suddenly hugged him from behind, heard the phrase "dear" in his mouth, and saw him again Hanging up the phone in a panic, tears flowed out unexpectedly.

"Why don't you wear one more, it's windy here." He said, covering my back with his big hands.

"Hold me." I said.

He took off the coat he was wearing, but I waved it away.And that's it, we're all naked.

He frowned, these beautiful eyebrows have been frowning frequently recently, and then he really hugged me.I said "It's cold, try harder", and he pressed harder, and when I said it wasn't enough, he hugged me tightly. I felt the bones all over my body hurt, but I still yelled that it wasn't enough.

Later, the company suddenly asked me to accept a lot of cases, and I knew it was Qin Ziyang's intention.I questioned him, and he said that he valued my potential. I have this ability and should not be buried.This is a compliment to me, and I am delighted by any compliment that comes out of his mouth.So I started flying back and forth between Guangzhou, Shanghai, Hong Kong, and even the United States, shuttling between different countries and cities.I began to feel tired, especially in the dead of night when I always missed those hands, stroking my seaweed-like long hair slowly with heat.I flipped through my phone frantically, and pressed the shortcut key 1 regardless of what time it was.

"Nian Jin?" His hoarse voice came from over there.

"It's me." I suddenly had the urge to cry, and then I held onto the phone tightly, "Qin Ziyang, do you miss me?"

"Think," he said.

"Where do you think?" I asked again.

"Think about everything."

"Liar." Even though he said this, he burst into laughter in his heart, and the corners of his mouth raised upwards, and he couldn't control it no matter what.In the mirror at the door, joy was everywhere on the woman's face from the tip of her eyebrows to the corners of her eyes.

"Qin Ziyang..." I called him in a low voice, like a lazy kitten purring dissatisfiedly, "My chest hurts."

"Is it serious? Let me contact you. You can go to the local hospital tomorrow to find Dannil. He is an authority on this matter. Let him show you."

"It's okay, but when I think of you, my chest hurts, stuffy, it hurts so much." I can imagine the way he frowned when he heard this, so he said happily, not knowing that his voice sounded strange. How soft and sensual.

He didn't speak for a long time, I called him anxiously.

"Me too." He said suddenly.

"It's a lie, I don't believe it. You may be lingering with a beautiful woman right now."

"No, it really hurts." His voice was very low, and the big and round moon outside the window made people's hearts melt.

"Really?" I asked, my voice seemed to be smeared with honey, so numb that it didn't sound like my own.

"Yeah." He echoed in a deep voice, "Sometimes it hurts when I think of you."

After he finished speaking, he laughed lowly, and my face turned red all of a sudden.

"You pervert."

slap.

As if I was burned by something, I hung up the phone in a hurry, but I was reluctant to close the phone cover, and my fingers repeatedly rubbed his number, as if I was stroking him.I suddenly wanted to go back, I felt like I couldn't take it anymore, my heart and my body were more honest than myself.

Like a lunatic, I abandoned the next day's meeting, bought someone else's air ticket at a high price, and flew back to T City from the United States alone.However, when flying in mid-air, a notice came from the radio suddenly, saying that it was encountering strong convective weather and had to land urgently.At this time, the mobile phone had no signal, and I was acting on a whim. I didn't bring anything with me. When I came down, I tripped over the steps and fell to the ground with a slap. I was as embarrassed as I wanted.

When I got up, I felt a burning pain in my knees. The skin must have been torn, but I was wearing too many clothes and couldn't lift them up.

At this time, two young men who looked tall and mighty walked over.

"Miss, do you need help?"

"No, no, no..." I was so scared that I hurriedly declined.

They looked at me for a while, and refused to go away.

Later, when I saw the security guard at the airport, ignoring the pain in my knee, I hurriedly limped over there, calling out to Sir and waving, and then pretending to ask questions familiarly, the two young men walked away. go.

As soon as they left, the tense mood just now finally let go. Coupled with the knee pain and the sudden accident of the plane, the whole person felt abandoned by the world.Standing in the middle of the terminal, I began to cry desperately. The tears seemed crazy, and I couldn't wipe them clean. In the end, I simply let them flow.It took me several hours to get on the plane again, and it was already late at night on the second day when I arrived in T City.

T city is already very cold this season, and it is uncertain when it will start snowing, and the white, blurred but infinitely joyful snow will cover the city bit by bit-this reinforced concrete, luxurious and luxurious city ​​of.

After getting off the plane, I strode out, hailed a taxi and got in.

"Is this just off the plane?"

"Hmm." I nodded with a smile.

"Where did you fly back from?"

"New York," I said.

"That's a big city."

"Ah."

"It's nice to go out and have a look."

"Yeah, that's great. Driver, could you please drive faster?"

"This is already the fastest speed, and in this winter, the road is slippery, and driving too fast is prone to accidents." The driver said while leisurely lighting a cigarette.

"I'm in a hurry, you try to hurry up, I'll add money."

These words were indeed more effective than any pleas, and the speed of the car was obviously faster.I rolled down the car window and let the cold wind blow me. Only in this way, the anxiety was relieved a little, but I still hoped, faster, faster.I miss my love on such a winter night.

When I arrived at the destination, I gave him an extra 20 yuan, and he happily took it.The moment the car drove away, I took a deep breath and walked quickly to the elevator, feeling so happy in my heart, my body, my heart, and even the blood in my veins were beating.I imagined the scene when Qin Ziyang saw me, and imagined several or even a dozen kinds: he would be stunned for a moment, then move away in silence, and after I entered, he would pounce on me like a cheetah.We will kiss passionately, and use each other's body temperature to warm each other in this cold winter.Or he picked me up the moment he saw me and said I was such a goblin.I also thought of his surprised expression when he first saw me, and the heat of his hands as they walked over my body.Thinking about it, my heart became tighter and tighter, and even my body began to tremble.

Finally, with a ding dong, the elevator door opened.I went out and walked to the familiar door. I was about to knock on the door, but I suddenly wanted to surprise him. I wanted to jump in front of him in an instant, then hug him tightly, and said to him: "My dear!" , I miss you, so I came back to see you wearing stars and wearing moons."

So I took out the key quietly, suppressing my excitement and excitement, but the hand holding the key still trembled uncontrollably.

Turning around gently, the door opened, I walked in and saw several pairs of shoes.

Men's, women's, all kinds.

There was a bad premonition, and my intuition made my heart beat more violently.I walked in quietly, and heard the panting voices of men and women inside, ferocious, rough, depressed, wild, not one person, but several people, still yelling at each other.This kind of picture that I often see in movies actually appeared in front of me, and I suddenly didn't dare to go forward, and all my courage was lost, and my whole body was more uncomfortable than drowning.I stood there blankly, my hands and feet were cold.

"Nian Jin?" Qin Ziyang's voice suddenly came from behind.I turned around slowly and saw that familiar face. At this time, he was wearing a coat casually on his upper body, and he was holding a glass of water in his hand.

I looked at him, not knowing what to say for a moment.

He frowned, his face was a little scary, and on his gloomy face, the lines of his jaw and the corners of his mouth were tense.

"Come with me." He took my hand and dragged me upstairs.

On the way, I happened to meet a woman who seemed to have just finished taking a bath. She was wearing a sexy leopard-print underwear. When she saw Qin Ziyang, she smiled and snuggled up to her.

Qin Ziyang swept her hand away, "Get lost."

The woman was a little confused, she looked at me, then at Qin Ziyang, still trying to tease him.

"Get out, now, immediately, immediately!" He pointed in the direction of the door, and his voice became a little louder.

The woman shrugged uninterestedly, went to the restaurant, and put on her clothes without any scruples.

At this time, I was dragged to the bedroom on the second floor by Qin Ziyang.

He looked at me, I looked at him, and didn't speak.

He went to the table, picked up a cigarette, lit it, and smoked one puff after another.

"It's not what you think." After smoking one, he came over and slammed the cigarette butt into the ashtray.

"What is that? What am I thinking?" I turned my stiff body and repeated the question in a voice that was unfamiliar to me.

"I never play that kind of game." He stepped closer and explained further.

"What about other games? Those so-called games that are more nasty, more obscene, and more disgusting..." I felt moths passing by my ears, but they didn't fall into the fire, but tossed in groups with.In mid-air, piles of moths flapped their huge wings, and then revealed pairs of bright eyes, looking at me, showing a strange and inexplicable evil smile.

"Don't do this." Qin Ziyang looked at me and told me not to do this, as if he thought I was a noisy child.I feel very angry, and I have an indescribable emotion.

I walked up to him, put my arms around him, and said, "Qin Ziyang, I'm afraid of you like this, of your circle, of your so-called games, so-called playing, and playing on the spot. Really, I Afraid."

He hugged my body and comforted me softly. He didn't talk much, but it made people feel inexplicably stable.

"Sometimes it's just for business needs. If it's close to me, I'll come here."

"If I hadn't come back, would you have slept with that alluring woman just now?"

He pursed his lips and said nothing.

"Really?" I pushed him away and asked loudly.

He still doesn't speak.

I hated his silence, so I stepped forward, grabbed his wrist, and bit it hard.

I have bitten on it once, it was a sweet mark, this time I still bit it, it bled, but it was because I was in pain, it was really painful.

When I was tired and had enough bites, he hugged me and hugged me tightly with both hands.

I'm tired too, really tired, leaning in his arms and don't want to argue anymore, at least not tonight.Just rely on it like this, it's good, let's think about tomorrow's things tomorrow.

But this is just the beginning, the beginning of a vicious circle.

I became more and more unable to calm down, but he became more and more calm.

I couldn't control myself calling him often, couldn't control myself chattering and questioning him, and couldn't control making noise in front of him with those gossip news.

"I won't go back at night, you go back first."

"Where are you going? With whom?" I asked, as if it had become a habit.

"Friend." After a while, he said.

(End of this chapter)