Long time no see, Mr. Qin

Chapter 14 Between us, like vines and trees (1)

After that day, no one mentioned it again, and he doted on me even more—so much so that no one in the whole company dared to gossip about me; I've fallen"; I was so spoiled that I thought it was a dream, but I was content to be trapped in this spring dream, and I didn't want to wake up for a long time.

It is undeniable that a thought gradually rose in my heart, and those things that were considered impossible and extravagant a long time ago slowly emerged in my heart.Maybe Qin Ziyang really fell in love with me, maybe he really treats me differently, maybe we will have a result, maybe this man who I thought could never belong to me in my whole life will really belong to me one day.

Such thoughts began to ferment in my chest, although when Cheng Shan reminded me, I always said stiffly, "I know, I understand the truth in this, I won't give my heart completely, I'm not that stupid" .But what about the heart?Has the depth of my heart already been handed over step by step?When I didn't realize it, when I gritted my teeth and resisted desperately, and when I reminded myself all the time, was this heart being handed over bit by bit in the struggle, hesitation, and resistance?
So, when I saw a huge photo of Qin Ziyang hugging a model in the newspaper a week later, my chest seemed to be on fire, and the water glass in my hand slipped down somehow, and the water spilled all over the place. table.In the afternoon, I was even more in a trance, and made several mistakes again and again.I don't know how I got off work. I feel that every minute and every second is so difficult, as if something is roasting on the stove. After looking carefully, I realized that it turned out to be my heart.

As soon as I got off work, I immediately took out my phone, walked to a place where no one was there, took a few deep breaths and pressed Qin Ziyang's phone number.

"Where are you?" I asked bluntly.

"On the way, I will go to SEVEN to drink with friends later."

"Okay, I'll be there right away." With that said, I hung up the phone, took a taxi and rushed over.

I waited for him at the door, holding the newspaper tightly in my hand-these things that I could laugh at before and treat them indifferently, gradually I could no longer remain indifferent.

He got out of the car and found that I arrived earlier than him, he couldn't help being a little surprised, but then he came over with a smile and put his arms around my waist, "Go in."

As soon as I struggled, I shook off his hand.

He was a little unhappy, pursed his lips, and looked at me.

"Qin Ziyang, what is this?" I handed him the newspaper in my hand.

He took it over and glanced at it, then threw it aside.

"It's all about something." His expression was so natural, even with a kind of indifference.

"What do you mean?" The anger that had been forcibly suppressed was aroused by his indifferent gesture.

He squinted his eyes, paused for a few seconds, and said with a smile, "What's the matter with you? She and I are nothing more than a joke, and it's all media hype. You can believe it."

"It's not whether I believe it or not, but this picture is actually placed here. Your hands are firmly clasped around her waist, her two big breasts are pressing against you, and your eyes are so obvious. Just something."

"Are you here to quarrel with me today?" His voice was even deeper, showing impatience.

"I don't want to argue with you, but I want to ask you, Qin Ziyang, what do you think of me?"

He didn't answer, but pulled me gently, lowered his head to my hair, and wrapped his hands around my waist, "Don't hurt your feelings over those unimportant things, everyone is waiting inside. If you I don't like it, I will pay attention next time."

I know this is already his limit, he has already lowered his posture a little for me, so his heart softened.I let him hug me, but there was no way to extinguish the fire in my heart, I could only let them continue to burn where no one could see, burning myself.

Most of the people in the private room are familiar to me now, but there is one more person today, that is Bai Ke.

When she saw us walking in, she immediately greeted us with a smile, and naturally took Qin Ziyang's arm with her hands.

Everyone followed suit.

"Hey, Xiaoke, you are so mean, why didn't I see you so enthusiastic when I first came in?"

"Let's not talk about you, even me. How could Xiao Ke see you with his eyes? There is only one brother Ziyang in the whole world."

Bai Ke lowered her face shyly, but she never lost her gaze on Qin Ziyang.

I sat there for a long time, feeling as if I went back in time.When I followed Qin Ziyang to meet them for the first time, I was like a passer-by. This is an exaggeration, but a low-level statement is just a plaything and material for people to make fun of.These days, I have tried my best to integrate into this group and be like everyone else. For this reason, I never drink alcohol and even force myself. Once, I was admitted to the hospital because of stomach bleeding after drinking too much.When Cheng Shan received my call and hurried over, she cried to me and said, "Su Nianjin, do you think it's worth it?"

Is it worth it?At that time, I had no strength in my whole body, and I felt a sharp pain in my stomach. I lay there in a daze, and my mind was blank.

It took a long while before these two words took a concrete shape in my mind.

Licking my dry lips, I smiled and said, "It's worth it. How familiar I am with them now, everyone can joke around, eat and drink together, and play together. I have finally integrated into Qin Ziyang's world, and finally no longer Being ostracized by them, they are all used to me being with Qin Ziyang. Cheng Shan, what do you think is worth it!"

"It's worth it! Su Nianjin, what did you promise me? You said you wouldn't be serious, you understand, but what happened, ah?" Cheng Shan's voice suddenly became louder, almost like a low growl asked.

"I didn't want to be serious, really, I just got like this somehow..." After I finished speaking, I covered my face and choked up.

Later, Cheng Shan took care of me for one night, while Qin Ziyang was in the United States for an urgent case.

But no matter how difficult it was at that time, I felt it was worth it, at least some distances were slowly getting shorter.But at this moment, I realized that it turned out to be different after all, and I was just a passer-by after all, a familiar passer-by at best.

"Ziyang, I'll go to the bathroom first." I felt that I couldn't stay any longer, so I stood up and planned to catch my breath.

"It just so happens that I'm going too, let's go together." Bai Ke smiled and stood up.

In front of everyone, I had no choice but to nod and walked out first.

The two walked to the bathroom in silence, and when they finished washing their hands and turned to go back, Bai Ke slowly stood in front of me and said coolly, "Su Nianjin, I looked you up and down, but I didn't look at you. I see that you are a little different. I really can't figure out why Ziyang fell in love with you. You are not pretty enough even if you are acting on the occasion." Her face was extremely cold, and her words were full of sarcasm.

"This is my own business, don't worry about Miss Bai."

"My own business?" She sneered, looking down at me, "You really know how to joke. My relationship with him is much closer than yours. Let me tell you Su Nianjin, you are nothing more than an object of conquest to him, Now, once you have conquered it, you will soon get tired of it. If you have self-knowledge, you can leave earlier, and you can save face and thoughts, and don’t wait until the end to embarrass everyone.”

"Enough?" I looked at her and asked coldly.

It may be that my expression and attitude were so calm that she didn't expect it, and Bai Ke was stunned for a few seconds.

"Su Nianjin, it seems that I have really underestimated you. You are not simple, haha. But let me remind you, don't forget what level you are, don't be stupid, when the time comes, you will look for death and life." After she finished speaking, she After straightening his collar, he regained his elegant face and looked at me from above.

I hated her face to death, and I hated her words even more. Those words were like nails piercing my heart hard, leaving me riddled with holes and painful.

"Miss Bai, I know what level of person I am, but since Miss Bai has reminded me so much, I should also remind Miss Bai: I, Su Nianjin, are now Qin Ziyang's girlfriend; and you, Bai Ke , nothing."

As soon as the words fell, I felt a burning sensation on my cheeks, and occasionally a tingling sensation.

Bai Ke's beautiful face was full of sarcasm and indifference.I covered my face, squinted my eyes, and instantly raised my right hand and slapped her hard.

with a snap.

"You dare to slap me?" She growled, with an expression of disbelief, staring at me like a wolf.

At this moment, the elegance and arrogance on her face disappeared, and she rushed over like crazy.

This time I ignored her and walked straight ahead.But she was relentless and tripped me from behind.I lay on the ground in embarrassment, looking at her.

"You don't even look at what you are. At most, you are the object of Ziyang's play. How dare you slap me! Su Nianjin, I remember your slap, I won't make it easier for you."

Her voice was getting farther and farther away, and my ears and mind were filled with the sound of footsteps.

The fall was not light, and I struggled to get up and walked to the bathroom.Looking at the embarrassed face in the mirror, I painted and painted for a long time before erasing the traces. I moved the corners of my mouth upwards, only to find that the smile was uglier than crying, but at last the scratches could no longer be seen.

At this time, a seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl came in from the door, wiped the dizzy corners of her eyes with a tissue, frowned, and looked worried.After thinking about it for a long time, she turned around and looked at me with a flattering smile, "Can you lend me some mascara, it was all wiped off when I first wiped it off."

I didn't say anything, just handed her the small bag in my hand, and she took it with thanks.

"Ah, you really have a full range of cosmetics, all of which are top brands. I'll just use a little." She said and started to apply it quickly.I was watching from the side, and suddenly thought of myself just now, who seemed to be doing these actions too.Since when did I pay so much attention to my appearance?Since when do I have to carry all these makeup items with me?Since when did I not show up in front of Qin Ziyang without makeup?Since when?
Thinking about it, a picture appeared in my mind.It was one morning, after a night of passion, I fell asleep hugging him. When I opened my eyes, he smiled and wanted to kiss me, but suddenly stopped.

"What's wrong?" I asked him puzzled.

He doesn't answer.

"Is there something on your face?"

He still didn't answer, then he smiled and kissed the corners of my eyes, rolled over and got off the ground, and said casually as he left: "Su Nianjin, you can use those cosmetics as you need them, and you can't save money by leaving them alone."

I responded with a haha, but at this moment, I felt cold when I thought about it. It turned out that his pause in the morning was because of my appearance.Am I getting old, or is he starting to hate me?
"Thank you. I'm going out first." The girl handed me the bag and walked out with a smile.

Taking a deep breath, I turned around and planned to go back to the private room. As soon as I took the first step, I felt a little hard, but I didn't feel anything else. After walking a few steps, I felt a faint pain in my ankle. And the pain became more and more painful, and it became more and more difficult to walk. In the end, I walked back little by little while holding on to the wall.

"Why so slow?" Qin Ziyang's face was not very good, and he didn't know why.

I glanced at Bai Ke, and found that she was squinting her eyes and staring at me fiercely.

"You have to ask her." I was still hesitating whether to say it, or just swallow it silently like those miserable women in the novel, but I couldn't help it, why should I suffer this after being beaten? Wait for the question!

"Ask me?" Bai Ke sneered, "Yeah, you should ask me, how much does it hurt to be slapped?" As soon as she said this, everyone looked at her face .On such a fair and clear face, a fiery red five-fingerprint is so obvious that it can be clearly seen under the dim light.

"What's going on here? Xiao Ke, who beat you?" Young Master Zhong sighed twice and asked.

"By whom? Haha, isn't it the one in front of you." When she said this, Bai Ke had tears in her eyes, bit her lip, and looked like she was desperately trying not to let the tears fall, but she looked even more pitiful and extremely wronged.

Qin Ziyang also put down the wine glass in his hand, turned around, and said coldly, "You did this?"

"It's me." I lifted my chin and looked at him pretending to be fearless, but my heart was already turbulent, and my face that didn't feel pain just now felt a burning pain.

"What do you want to explain?" When he said this, his voice was extremely cold, as if he had changed to a different person, and he was far away from me all of a sudden, and I couldn't catch him no matter what.I panicked, stood up, pointed to Bai Ke's nose and said, "She slapped me first, and I haven't recovered from her slap for a long time. And this foot, I was tripped by her just now." , now I am gnashing my teeth in pain when I walk.”

"She hit you?" When Qin Ziyang asked this, a flash of shock flashed in his eyes, and then the corners of his mouth became more cold and hard, with a chill in his eyes.

"Su Nianjin, please look in the mirror next time you make up a lie."

"Yeah, Nian Jin, I really didn't expect you to be such a person. The five finger marks on Xiao Ke's face can be seen from a long distance, but you, look at you, there is no trace at all. If it is really beaten Seriously, where is it like this, it has already become popular."

There are more and more disdainful voices, I don't care about them, I don't care, but I have to care about Qin Ziyang.I looked at him, but saw that his face was serious.Yes, I'm a damned dignified person, and I'm not a person who invites pity by nature, and there's no need to put on airs to make me look pitiful.But Bai has the capital, with tears in the corners of his eyes, and the glance of his eyes makes people feel so distressed that they want to hug them in their arms to comfort them.But what about me?I, Su Nianjin, was not a person to be pitied when I was a child. No matter how long I cried and wiped away my tears, no one would notice it, so I could only pretend to be strong and looked at him like a soldier.

"Miss Bai, I apologize to you on her behalf."

After speaking, he took my hand and walked out, pulled me out all the way amidst many surprised eyes, got into the car, quickly turned on the ignition, stepped on the accelerator and rushed forward.

I ran through countless red lights, and when I got home, he held my hand until he let go, and threw me onto the big bed.

"Su Nianjin, do you know what you did today?"

I touched the arm that was hurt by him, there was a deep red bloodstain on it, and there were even some bruises, which showed how angry he was just now.

The thought of him being mad at me for some other woman, or a woman who was blatantly interested in him, gave me a dull ache.The pain had tiny sawtooths, bit by bit cutting through my internal organs, trying to crush them.

"How long have we been together, don't you know what kind of person I am?" At this moment, I looked at that indifferent and alienated face, wishing I could go up and give him a slap.That's how he thinks I hit her first?He doesn't trust me that much?Does he care about his little lover so much?But my rationality reminded me that it is useless to be angry. If I really slap him at this moment, we will probably be done for, and my grievance will become a real grievance.

"She hit me. If you don't believe me, tell me to wash my face now."

"I'll go with you."

Does he not trust it?
I lowered my head, but the hands hanging on my sides clenched into fists unconsciously.

"Okay." I said.

Watching the water stains spread on my face little by little, the red fingerprints gradually appeared, but because of time, makeup effects, and this second washing, it was no longer so clear, especially with Bai Ke. The clear five-fingerprint ratio shown at the first time is like comparing a small mountain with Mount Tai.

However, Qin Ziyang's expression softened a bit, he has never been stupid, even if my traces are not serious, he should have guessed what's going on by now.

Sure enough, he paused, "I'm going out to smoke a cigarette." After speaking, he turned and walked out.

I went into the bathroom and took a shower.The sprained foot made it difficult for me to move, coupled with his desperate pulling and merciless movements just now, it made me hurt even more, and the wound was about to swell.

But when I went out and saw Qin Ziyang still smoking on the balcony, I still limped and offered him a glass of water.

(End of this chapter)