I don't like the world, I only like you

Chapter 13 Armor and Weakness (1)
001
A friend of his was diagnosed with terminal cancer, and he attended our wedding. He was too busy that day, and I didn’t have much contact with him. I only remember that he was a big fat man from Langfang. When he smiled, his eyes narrowed into a line. My wife joked that he squinted his eyes and couldn't find where his eyes were without wearing glasses.

I accompanied F to the hospital to see him on the weekend, and I knew in my heart that it might be the last time.

Before going out, F told me to be calm, and of course I understood what he meant.But when I saw this 180-jin fat man lying on the bed with a bone-thin body, struggling to breathe and welcoming us with a smiling face, I still felt extremely uncomfortable.

On the contrary, F chatted with him as usual as if nothing had happened. In fact, I knew that he was also holding on.

Not wanting to disturb the patient, we left after a short stay. After leaving the ward, I accompanied F to the corridor to smoke. We sat on the stairs without talking.

Occasionally I think about death.

When I was a teenager, I was not afraid of death at all, thinking that this would happen to everyone.But now I am really afraid of that day, not because I am afraid of suffering from illness, but because I am afraid that I will no longer be able to feel everything I cherish now, unable to hug the person I love, unable to accompany my children to grow up, and more importantly, , He and I have become a part of each other, we are connected bit by bit, the one who leaves is not the one who suffers the most, but the one who stays is the one who suffers the most.

I don't want him to be sad at all.

Thinking of these, I was terrified.

He said I was sentimental, but he didn't know that he was the one who made me like this.

Love makes people suddenly have armor, but also suddenly have a weakness.

002
One day when I was shopping for fruit near my home, a man stood next to me. I concentrated on choosing the yellow peaches Mr. F loved, only to hear the man next to me ask, "What's this called?"

I looked around and made sure he was asking me and not the boss, so I answered, "Huangtao."

Oh, he nodded and asked again: "Is it delicious?"

"Uh...it depends on personal taste."

"How do you like it?"

"good."

After I finished shopping and left, he caught up with a bag of yellow peaches.

"Can I leave a phone number? Wechat is also fine. I want to make friends with you."

Could this be the legendary strike-up?I didn't expect that there would be such a day for me. I suppressed my complacency, and I replied embarrassedly: "But...my husband might not be happy."

The other party was shocked: "Are you married?"

kindness!I showed him the ring.

"It's okay, just make friends."

He gave me the yellow peaches and business card and left. I went home in a daze with two bags of yellow peaches and told Mr. F about the miraculous experience I had just had.

He disdained: "Send yellow peaches? It's too shabby." He said while looking at his business card with disgust.

"XXXX Company XXX Manager"

I took it over and looked at it, "Yo, I'm still a manager, don't be jealous."

He sneered twice: "Will I be so naive?"

I threw the business card on the table and went to the kitchen to wash yellow peaches for him.

After a few days, I suddenly remembered this and found that the business card on the table was missing.

Asked him, he seemed to say unintentionally: "Throw it away, I accidentally poured water on the table when I was clearing it."

There are only a handful of times a certain person takes the initiative to clean up, and even "accidentally" knocked down the water... Sima Zhaozhi's heart.

003
Go home for Chinese New Year.

Jun F's family is a big family, with all kinds of uncles, aunts, uncles, aunts, cousins, cousins, cousins, cousins, nieces, nephews, people in the family come to pay New Year's greetings every day, plus F's father's colleagues and friends, there are even more...

F's father is very strict, so we both have to pretend to be good at home, get up at 06:30 every day, sit in the living room, yawn and stare.

Someone came, and mother F sent us to wash the fruit. F looked at the people outside and said, "Does it look like Plants vs. Zombies?"

me?"

He: "Another wave of zombies is coming."

I laughed and said, "Be careful when Dad hears you slapping you."

"It's really troublesome to pay New Year's greetings like this. The procedure should be simplified."

"How to simplify?"

"Use a mobile phone to send a gift certificate, and go to the mall to pick up the goods by yourself."

"puff……"

"Children's New Year's money is sent directly to Alipay."

At this time, Father F called us over to introduce him.

"This is Uncle Chen..."

I hasten to say hello.

Uncle Chen actually gave me a red envelope when he left. How could I have the nerve to accept the New Year's money at my age, so I quickly said no.

"I didn't make it in time for you to marry F, but I will make it up this time." Uncle said.

I had no choice but to accept it silently.

After dinner, I went out for a walk with F. I took out the red envelope and counted it with squinted eyes. Uncle was so generous. I sighed: "Forget about Alipay, it's more enjoyable to count the money in your hand."

He laughed at me: "Money fan."

"Master F, do you want to give the little one some New Year's money too?"

"Okay."

He took out a hundred and handed it to me, and said, "Refund me one piece."

"How can there be change for new year's money!"

"99 has a good meaning," he said.

004
I was shopping for New Year’s goods in the mall, and I ran into my high school classmate S, who recognized me immediately, "Qiao Yi, why haven't you changed at all."

"No way, I'm clearly in the vicissitudes of life."

"No, the funny temperament on her body hasn't changed at all."

"..."

After exchanging pleasantries for a while, she said, "By the way, we will have a party the day after tomorrow, and XXX will lead the party. It happens to be his birthday, so you can come too."

Back in the car, I asked Mr. F: "XXX's birthday the day after tomorrow, do you want to go?"

He shook his head: "Not interested."

After driving for a while, he suddenly asked: "Is XXX wearing glasses, the kid sitting in front of you?"

Me: "Yeah, what's wrong?"

His tone changed: "I'll go."

I didn't see that he had a good relationship with XXX.

So I went with a gift that day.

XXX was really surprised when he saw me: "Joe Yi! My God, why are you here?!"

He has a carefree personality, and he opened his hands to give me a bear hug.

Someone pulled me behind him, like an old hen protecting its cubs, he handed me the gift and said with a blank expression, "Happy birthday."

I complained silently, this guy usually has a very active mind at home, and he has a great literary talent to the detriment of me, and he automatically turns on the high-cold mode when he goes out, without saying a word.

Girl S pulled me aside and whispered, "Damn it, are you married to F?!"

"Yeah, you don't know?"

"Fuck! I didn't know much about Ao Village a few years ago! If I knew about it, I wouldn't have called you here!"

"Why, despise married women?"

"Hey... XXX had a crush on you before, and F even had a fight with him."

What the hell! ! ! ! ! !The amount of information is too much for me to accept for a while! ! ! ! ! !
So, I ate in fear throughout the meal. As a funny woman with too much brains, I was so worried that their two rivals would fight. If they fought, who should I help? Should I be like a Korean drama girl? The protagonist fainted as well, I regret not having practiced how to faint gracefully.

As a result, both of them were very calm, and ended the meeting in a cordial and friendly atmosphere.

On the way back, I finally couldn't help it anymore: "I heard...uh...that...you seem to have a problem with XXX?"

"what do you wish to ask?"

"It is said that...XXX liked me before?"

He nodded.

"It is said...you have also fought a duel for this?"

He glanced at me: "Who did you listen to?"

"do not have it?!"

"No."

"Then how do you know he likes me?"

"He wrote a love letter for Guanchao to pass on to you. I saw it. I asked him out and told him not to affect your studies."

"and then?"

"Nothing."

"He gave up so easily?!"

"What else do you want?"

"Damn! He should have been guarding my door all night like Aunt Qiong Yao wrote. It would be even better if it was pouring rain. He called my name in the heavy rain. My brother locked the door and didn't allow me to go out. My mother waved I slapped me, I beat the door hard, and finally fell down by the door crying..."

"It's okay to watch less TV series, it will affect IQ."

005
I usually don’t pay much attention to the daily expenses at home. One day I went to the bank on a whim and checked the current account for half a year, only to find out that our family’s electricity, water, gas, floor heating and broadband fines add up to a lot of money every month!
My miser's nature suddenly exploded, and I was determined to save expenses from today. I want to be a thrifty housewife.

When I walked into the supermarket, I had four big characters of "planning carefully and carefully" written on my face.

Organic vegetables?Don't buy it, it's too expensive, and eating some pesticides may kill roundworms.

My favorite Ferrero?Do not buy, save money and lose weight, kill two birds with one stone.

Is it worthwhile to buy five regular packs of sanitary napkins or a special pack of twenty packs?I used the mathematics taught by my physical education teacher to count carefully for a long time.

Mr. F doesn’t like meat, but beef is so expensive, let’s make him stir-fried ham sausage with vegetables tonight.

Usually when I go home, I like to turn on all the lights, it is bright and safe.

Today, I put down my bag and turned on the light. After thinking about it, no, I need to save money, so I turned off all of them. I sat alone with my computer in the dark living room and wrote a manuscript.

Mr. F went home and opened the door, startled, "Why don't you turn on the light?"

"Save electricity."

He was speechless, and took out a can of Coke from the refrigerator.

"Don't throw away the can after drinking." I instructed him to put it in the entrance.

"It can be sold for money." I said seriously.

"You're not finished." He gave me a white look, "Go eat ran sushi tomorrow."

Very principled, I resisted the temptation to say, "Sorry, I've run out of budget for this month."

He had a stinky face and was unhappy, I pretended not to see him, and went to take a bath briskly.

Unexpectedly, I just turned on the shower when he opened the shower curtain with a "wow--".

"What are you doing?"

He undressed blankly: "Save water and wash together."

Damn, stinky rascal!
006
The neighbor's daughter was in her third year of high school, and she was a mess in the mock exam. Her mother found out that her daughter had a puppy love until she asked her. She went crazy and asked me to help her.

I complained silently in my heart, Auntie, don't you really know that our couple is puppy love?
With a heart of gossip, I still went.The little girl trusted me and told me directly, "I like a boy in my class."

"It's quite normal, it's no big deal to lose love."

"I'm not broken in love, and he likes me too."

"Then what are you worried about?"

(End of this chapter)