Give weak women a heart of steel

Chapter 179 You must come to save me, Mr. Xia Ting
This kind of thing - it's simply insulting.

Am I just a substitute?
At this time, you should be angry and angry.

He should have slapped the boy in front of him hard on the face.

"Okay, just don't say anything else about saving me from now on."

"The previous one is considered a write-off."

"When?"

"If you can, today is the best. But if you don't have time today, then wait until Saturday."

"Why not Sunday?"

"Because on Sunday, I have a date with another girl."

"Tsk." The girl clicked her tongue, her delicate face full of disgust.

"Are you going to wear this red vest?"

"Wait for me." Xia Tingfei stood up and walked in the other direction.

Nishinomiya Liuli is also nearby.

Because she is also a member of the club, although the student union said that she can be exempted from punishment.

But she followed anyway.

He stuffed the red vest and hat he took off into the bag, took out some money and handed it to Nishimiya Ruri: "Go sit in the dessert shop for a while and take a rest. You don't have to work so hard."

Nishimiya Ruri just smiled at him: "It's okay."

"I just came here first today." Xia Tingfei did not continue to dissuade him: "What happened recently?"

"Well, I made a lot of good friends." The girl said with a smile.

"I asked this just as a test. I never thought she would answer so honestly."

Xia Tingfei looked at Xi Gong Liuli's eyes: "Then, that's good."

If it's a date, it's natural to plan a route to the south.

However, Xia Tingfei is a tough guy.

Sitting in the park, Ichinose Qingyue was a little impatient waiting.

But she didn't complain because she had nothing to do.

"What do you want to do?" Xia Tingfei gave the choice to Ichinose Qingyue: "I came to you for reference, so it should not be what I choose but what you want to do, so , then I can probably understand what to do.”

"Me? What should I choose?"

"It seems that I have never made such a choice."

"Did I expect anything?"

"My childhood was a mess."

"Want to go to the amusement park."

The girl pointed in a direction, and Xia Tingfei knew that was Qingchuan's playground.

In Qingchuan, running an amusement park is a very unwise choice.

Because there is not much good weather here for families to travel together, it is usually cloudy or rainy.

Sunny days are rare.

So, this amusement park is small.

At a barely sustainable level.

There are only a few recreational facilities.

Small equipment such as the old merry-go-round, small Ferris wheel, and slides.

There are no relatively new large-scale facilities such as roller coasters and pirate ships.

Ichinose Qingyue stood at the ticket office and felt very happy looking at the appearance inside.

"Two tickets."

Xia Tingfei handed the old man at the ticket office a piece of money. The old man seemed to be moving a little slowly because no one had come for a long time.

He tore off two tickets and handed them to Xia Tingfei.

After Ichinose Qingyue entered the amusement park, she seemed to become happy.

Like a child, he ran to sit on the merry-go-round by himself.

As the wooden horse swayed up and down, he hummed a random song softly.

"Like a child."

——"Perhaps she is really making up for the shortcomings of her childhood."

Xia Tingfei sat in the rotating coffee cup and quietly watched Ichinose Qingyue playing from one end to the other in the small playground.

The Trojan horse needs to be done three times.

The bang bang car won't give up until it hits you to the point of dizziness.

The rotating coffee cup has to shake and scream before it is willing to come down.

If you've played them all once, start all over again.

Although it was a date, we spent the whole day in an amusement park.

At dusk, the two took a ride on the Ferris wheel.

Small ferris wheel.

Sitting in the car of the Ferris wheel, she lay on the glass and looked down.

When the car for two people reached the highest point, they could see the entire amusement park and its surroundings.

——It’s not a view worth admiring.

Too generic and cluttered.

There are trees and weeds all around.

"This is your first time at an amusement park. How does it feel?"

"great."

A little awkwardly, she spoke frankly.

"Parents - what does this kind of thing mean? Mr. Xia Ting."

"I am not God, nor am I the Creator. If you ask me why we have parents, I can only tell you that it is because humans have not evolved the function of single reproduction. If you want to ask me why we have families, I can only tell you Let me tell you that due to the development of civilization and private property, human beings have split from large groups into small groups. If you ask me why parents are philosophical questions, I can only answer that I don't know."

"What a cunning answer." The girl sneered and continued to stare out the window, her face reflected on the glass - a face of emptiness and infatuation.

The dusk light reflected in her pupils made her eyes seem to turn into gold.

"Children, what do they mean to their parents?"

She asked something like this, and before Xia Tingfei could answer, she said, "Please, tell me, Mr. Xia Tingfei."

I couldn't tell whether it was a murmur, a sigh, or something else.

"If you say something nice at this time, it will probably give her some comfort. Of course, it may also make her look forward to it even more."

"Thinking from the most utilitarian point of view, it is probably the reproduction of genes, the fuse after aging, another self, and the lock of marriage."

"I am afraid of being helpless when I grow old, so I want to have children. I regard my children as my own childhood, regard my children's success as my own success, and impose myself on my children, in order to make "myself forever" of living in the world. "Because, only after being forgotten can a person truly die."

"Of course, it's just because having a child will make the family more stable and not be broken so easily."

After Xia Tingfei said these words, he became slightly silent.

These words really shouldn't be said to a high school student: "If you want to hear something nice, then what I can tell you is the so-called almighty love that allows parents to give birth to children."

"Love."

Ichinose Qingyue murmured, she really couldn't believe this word.

"So, I am an outsider."

"I'm just an unnecessary person."

He lowered his head, but he was not crying.

But some relief.

"Want to hear my story?"

"I can't wait."

"It's just a boring story." "Perhaps it's because I brought her to the amusement park. After fulfilling her childhood wish, she is willing to say something. But even so, she is not a child after all."

If you want to buy sweet-scented osmanthus with wine, it doesn't seem like you are a teenager.

"I lost my parents when I was very young."

"Oh, is he dead?"

"Probably so."

"Probably-ah."

"To be precise, my father disappeared. And my mother took me to remarry to another family. At first, although it was not too good, I thought it was probably the first time we met. For the sake of it.”

"But, as a child at that time, I was really too naive."

"The next year, they had a new baby."

"My mother was already dead at that time."

"At that time, their attitude became more and more indifferent. But, I really had no reason to say anything. Because I was already luckier than many people. After all, I was just an outsider, an obstacle in their happy family."

"The older I grow, the more I understand this truth. The older I grow, the more I can clearly touch the walls that separate families."

"I understand that this is not their fault. I understand that I shouldn't have extravagant expectations. But - but I am not willing to accept it."

"Why, it's me."

“Why——my life will become like this!!!!

She lowered her head, shaking her head as if in denial.

The long hair was dancing wildly: "What on earth did I do wrong!"

"It seemed like I was crying, like I was roaring unwillingly. The grievances came first, and then a flood flooded me."

"Please be careful of the steps and walk out of the car slowly. If you encounter danger, please do it in time."

The security guard outside shouted loudly.

Ichinose Qingyue raised her head, while Xia Tingfei turned his head sideways.

——He didn't want to face a girl with tears streaming down her face.

She clicked from standing on the stage.

"Thank you, Mr. Xia Ting."

She ran along the stage and when she reached the door, she turned around and faced Xia Tingfei, gently shook her hand and said something.

"I didn't hear what she said, I just saw her waving. That was goodbye."

"I know, we will meet again tomorrow. Because tomorrow, she will still commit suicide."

Xia Tingfei left the amusement park and went straight back home.

Hinazuki Kana was resting on the sofa, her legs crossed on the armrest of the sofa.

The calf socks had been rolled up and fell to the ankles.

One arm fell on his stomach, keeping his palm hanging on the floor.

Xia Tingfei sat on the floor, next to the sofa, looking at Hinazuki Kana's sleeping face.

——There is no doubt that this face looks tired.

"Becoming a security guard should be a good choice. However, looking at her like this, I feel a little regretful. She may have gone through a shining high school. But now, she is as busy as an adult. In reality. Trapped in trivial matters.”

"Fire, rice, oil and salt are the most debilitating things to do."

Thinking of Xia Tingfei like this, she felt a little guilty in her heart.

"But, I have no other choice. After all, she has to grow up and mature."

"If you have experienced something like that, you still look like a child. That would be unfortunate."

Xia Tingfei reached out and touched Hinazuki Kana's hair.

The flaxen hair has become long, and it is spread on the sofa and hanging on the ground along the gap.

"good evening."

I don't know when, Hinazuki Kana opened her eyes and looked at Xia Tingfei with a smile.

He moved his body and looked sideways at the person in front of him: "Do you like my hair?"

"probably."

He said this, and after a moment of silence, he asked another nonsense question: "Are you tired? Recently."

"probably."

Hinazuki Kana deliberately used the words given by Xia Tingfei to answer Xia Tingfei.

Both of them were almost smiling.

"Okay, what do you want to eat tonight?"

She stood up from the couch and stretched.

He looked down and saw that his calf socks were already curled up.

He took it off and threw it on the sofa.

Her head shook, making a clicking sound.

"It seems that you are very tired." Xia Tingfei stood up and said, "Then go out to eat."

"Ah, I just took off my socks." Hinazuki Kana said, but she immediately sat on the sofa and put her socks on.

When the two of them went out, they were not too anxious.

Because the cool breeze in the evening is really refreshing.

Stepping on his own shadow, Hinazuki Kana asked: "Did you do anything today?"

"Ichinose Kiyuki." Xia Tingfei did not hide this matter, but told Hinazuki Kana exactly as it was.

"That girl." Hinazuki Kana thought: "Really, there is something neither good nor bad."

Neither above nor below - this is not the kind of person Ichinose Kiyuki is who talks about it.

Rather, it refers to her situation - her situation is not tragic enough to commit a crime.

——But it has reached the point where it is unbearable.

Even if you are looking for the security guard or the adults at the Children's Counseling Center.

The treatment method obtained is nothing more than adjustment.

There were no injuries on her body, and it was not even considered abuse. It could only be described as the level of family discord.

However, she couldn't bear it anymore.

If everyone is not wrong - then you are the one who is wrong.

All the pressure can only be placed on yourself.

Xia Tingfei and Hinazuki Kana both understand this kind of thing.

"If it were you before, what would you do?" Hinazuki Kana suddenly asked such a question.

"Deliberately seducing his father into treating her miserably, and then finding evidence of domestic violence. Forcing her to make a choice."

"What about now?"

"Yeah, if it were me now, what would I do?"

"Probably, I won't do that."

"That's it." Hinazuki Kana stood on tiptoes and touched Xia Tingfei's head: "Sure enough, you have grown up well."

"What would you do if it were you?"

"I have never done such a thing, so I don't know." Hinazuki Kana patted his shoulder: "But haven't you done such a thing many times?"

"There are many girls who shine because of you."

"Hai Tide Algae, didn't you save her? Didn't she escape from that situation?"

"Although, it always causes other weird troubles."

"But don't you always handle it well?"

"So, show confidence." Hinazuki Kana smiled sweetly.

(End of this chapter)