Give weak women a heart of steel

Chapter 180 I am a hollow

The next day, Xia Tingfei was at the station.

Just like the time of the first time, the motive of death like the first time.

Xia Tingfei is waiting here.

Sit on the bench on the platform.

However, Ichinose Kiyosuki has never been seen.

I didn't see her white cardigan or pink skirt.

"Where are you going today?"

The security guard came over and chatted with Xia Tingfei.

"Just sit here and watch."

"Oh, that's it. Are you a railway fan too?" The safety officer touched his head: "Many railway fans like to sit here and watch the rumbling trains."

After another brief exchange of greetings, the safety officer left just as the car was about to pass by.

And Ichinose Kiyosuki appeared when she could see the train.

She became quite cunning, because the security officer would only take the opportunity to let down his guard at this time.

He rushed directly from the corner to the platform, from the edge of the crowd, with a cold and brave attitude like a moth flying into a flame.

But Xia Tingfei was faster than her, and a candy hit her ankle like a bullet.

Let her fall heavily to the ground.

After training, his accuracy became better and better.

"Although I don't intend to accuse you, your actions will only make the security officer scold you again."

"Not causing trouble to others is a very important rule."

Standing in front of Ichinose Qingyue, his tone was very calm.

Without reaching out to pull Ichinose Qingyue, Xia Tingfei just stood aside and waited for her to get up.

"I do not care."

Ichinose Qingyue stood up expressionlessly and dusted herself off.

"Probably so."

Xia Tingfei did not refute or ridicule. For a girl who wanted to die at any time, attempts and important things in the eyes of ordinary people were just as light and fluffy as fluff.

Ichinose Qingyue stood up and saw the security officer walking towards her.

She ran away without hesitation, like a student being chased by the dean.

Although - she is just a student.

Xia Tingfei followed, and the two of them stopped at the entrance of the station.

She was in good physical condition. She stood at the station door and straightened her hair, as if nothing had happened.

"You stopped me again."

Although she said this, her face did not show too much discomfort or resistance as before: "What do you want me to do for you? Is it still the same as yesterday?"

"What if I want you to give up the idea of ​​killing yourself?"

The girl had an expression of lost interest and looked sickly and silent.

"Then it will be like yesterday." Xia Tingfei said: "The person I want to date will not stay in the amusement park all the time like you, so I probably need two or three more places."

"Other people, other people. If you date other girls, it's best not to talk about me." Ichinose Qingyue accused: "Also, you don't know what that girl likes. ?"

Xia Tingfei thought about it carefully, and he really didn't know what Hinazuki Kana's hobbies were.

In the final analysis, there is no such thing as a hobby.

He shook his head: "I don't know."

"It's really incompetent." The girl smacked her tongue and strode forward.

"If you want to kill time, then go to the movies, eat, and then go shopping to buy clothes."

"But if it's a date, it's best to choose a place where you can make great memories. Most importantly, it has to be fun."

The girl gushed: "It would be better if it was private."

"It's almost March, but the cherry blossoms won't bloom until late March. And it's the end of February now, and the third-year seniors will have their graduation ceremony soon. In early March, it's spring break."

"Spring break is the best time to enjoy cherry blossoms. If you really want to go on a date, then it's best to do it during spring break."

"Senior's farewell and Sakura's arrival. Sadness and romance will greatly deepen the relationship between two people. Generally, if you confess at this time, the success rate will be greatly increased."

She spoke clearly and logically, like an emotional radio host who specializes in love.

Xia Tingfei listened carefully: "It's really amazing."

Such praise made Ichinose Qingyue wrinkle her nose: "What's so big about this? It's just news that everyone knows."

Xia Tingfei didn't want to argue with Ichinose Qingyue, but instead asked: "What is your ideal?"

"ideal?"

scoff, dismissive.

Such emotions can definitely be found on the girl's face.

Even though she didn't say what she said later, Xia Tingfei could easily read it from her face - to her, this kind of thing should be ridiculous.

"Then, my request is to change it. You don't have to go on a date today."

"Tell me your ideals."

"My ideal?" Ichinose Qingyue stood. She felt very troubled and even unwilling to think about such things.

"What's the use of such a thing to me? What's the point?"

"But if you don't say it, it's definitely not possible."

"But what exactly is my ideal?"

Suddenly, she realized that this was the first time she had seriously thought about such a question.

"A long time ago, my rationality may have been to study hard and then gain recognition. But this is no longer possible."

"What is my ideal now?"

"Have I ever longed for anything?"

"I don't know, I don't know."

"I-I have never longed for anything."

"I - am a hollow."

The girl who realized this remained silent.

"No, I have no ideals." Ichinose Qingyue's voice was filled with confusion.

"I don't know how to find something like that."

"Oh, really." Xia Tingfei responded: "Then let's wait until you find that kind of thing."

"I may never find that kind of thing in my life."

"Then just keep waiting."

Xia Tingfei glanced at Ichinose Qingyue: "Do you want to go to eat? After eating, I will leave."

Because he was late and absent from class, the teacher's good impression of him was almost gone.

Fortunately, his grades have been maintained very well.

Although he is not at the level of dominance, he still remains within the top ten in his grade.

The teachers still won't treat him as a bad student.

The two of them found a family restaurant and ordered something like beef risotto.

The drink is ice cold juice.

Ichinose Kiyuki is very obedient - not a good child.

Instead, she was depressed. The depression prevented her from making other actions, so she seemed much better behaved.

Most parents have the impression that children will become more honest after being spanked once.But in fact, it is very likely that the child is depressed and sad.

"Please, have a crepe."

Xia Tingfei greeted the waiter.

Although crepes are called cakes, they are more like ice cream desserts.

Because it uses a huge amount of cream and chopped fruits, people who eat it for the first time will not be used to it and will find it sweet and cloying.

But the girls loved it.

The crepes in this restaurant are made with banana slices and chocolate cream cookie crumbs, decorated with strawberries, and sprinkled with dried fruits to complete the meal.

At this time, if you eat dessert, you will feel better.

"Your crepe."

The waiter placed the crepe in front of Xia Tingfei, and Xia Tingfei pushed the sweet calorie bomb full of cream and fruit in front of Ichinose Qingyue.

"Give it to you."

Xia Tingfei said this.

She was quite at a loss, and the depression in her eyes was replaced by panic.

But she also attaches great importance to her own image. Even if she is a little flustered, she maintains a decent posture, holding the colorful paper bag with her slender fingers.

The creamy fruit crepe, which looked like a large bouquet of flowers, was carefully brought to my mouth, and I felt a bit unsure of where to start.

But Xia Tingfei stared.

I carefully took a bite from the edge to avoid the large, difficult-to-handle lump of cream in the center.

However, the corners of her mouth were inevitably stained with cream.

He picked up the white and tender fingertips that looked like flying birds, wiped the cream off his face, and stuffed it into his mouth.

The pink tongue licked the white fingertips.

She glared at Xia Tingfei, who had been staring.

"Your beef risotto is here."

The waiter rescued Xia Tingfei, drank up the juice, and then swept away the beef risotto.

Ichinose Kiyosuki was still eating crepes.

Xia Tingfei had already gone to pay.

"I have other things to do, so I'm leaving first."

After he said this to Ichinose Kiyosuki, he walked on the street at the end of February.

He stood out in his school uniform, after all, it was class time.

Fortunately, the security guards on patrol knew about him - what happened in Qianzhu made him somewhat famous.

Moreover, the incident of Hai Chao Ye Ai made his reputation even more prominent.

But after all, this kind of thing is all about defeating the superior.

His reputation has subtly deteriorated again.

But Xia Tingfei didn't care. No matter it was a good reputation or a bad reputation, what the detective was most afraid of was having no reputation.

Although, you don't have to be a detective.

But for now, detective is the job that best suits his requirements.

It's relaxing and fun, not too much clutter, and no boss.

Moreover, it can cover up his ability problems to the greatest extent.

Detective's little trick - has become a sentence used by residents to describe operations they cannot understand.

"Has the Sheriff fallen to this point?"

Xia Tingfei looked at the "tramp" sitting on the roadside.

"Huh~" Old Man Sakuma smiled discouragedly: "So it's you, Mr. Xia Ting. I heard that you saved another girl?"

"It's not a rescue, it just gave her a different choice, and this choice was something she tried her best to get."

"You are so cunning, Mr. Xia Ting. We all know what role you played in it. If it is because you are afraid of legal responsibility, then you can rest assured, those scum deserve to die."

"I'm not worried about the law or anything like that."

"Oh? It sounds really confident and full of momentum. So tell me, what's the reason?"

"If it shines, it will ultimately be because of their own sweat and tears, their own efforts."

"Ha." Old man Sakuma laughed.

"What about you? How will you end up where you are now?"

Xia Tingfei looked at the old man Sakuma in front of him, his hair was messier than that of a homeless man.

The white coat and gloves also looked dirty and messy.

The box that I had been carrying was also covered in mud spots.

There is a sour smell and the smell of wine all over my body.

"What a failure."

He leaned back in his chair and thought about his actions this month.

I feel like a stupid puppet being played around by the puppet master behind the scenes.

I keep searching, but all the clues are cut off just before I find it.

But you can't talk about this kind of thing to others.

"Just a small failure," he corrected.

"You don't look like a small failure."

Old Man Sakuma smoked a cigarette: "The specific things are secrets, so I can't tell you easily. Please join the Public Security Bureau before asking."

"So, can you tell me about what happened ten years ago?"

"For that kind of thing, you only need to turn on the TV and at twelve o'clock in the evening, you can find a program dedicated to analyzing cases. What is said there is much clearer than me."

"But the reason why you are so crazy is not revealed."

"That kind of thing is not important at all."

"I'm not the kind of weak person who needs to cry to others, like a weak guy who seeks comfort from his mother." Sakuma's old man was a little dangerous: "I'd better worry about myself, Xia Tingjun. As the saying goes, the savior does not exist, and people can't Act with the ideals of others on your back.”

“Keep it up and all you’ll get is a mess.”

"Then what are you insisting on?" Xia Tingfei looked at old man Sakuma.

The old man Sakuma stood up with the box in hand, hunched over: "Stupid and stubborn without the slightest reason."

"Then, I have the same reason." Xia Tingfei put his hands in his pockets.

"Hmph." Old Man Sakuma snorted twice as if he was mocking him.

But he didn't say anything, just shook his head and left.

When I returned to the classroom, it was already the end of the third period.

Naoko Ueno stared at him with displeasure in her eyes.

Xia Tingfei didn't know what he had done to offend this female high school student - but this was how female high school students always got angry.

It is confusing and makes people feel depressed and troublesome.

During class, she handed Xia Tingfei a small note: "Come out during lunch."

Xia Tingfei looked at Naoko Ueno, who had long straight black hair and waved her fist at him.

"If you don't come, just be careful."

Menacingly threatening.

However, it's not scary in the slightest.

It just makes people feel like a little girl.

(End of this chapter)