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Chapter 82

Xiao Li took the two children to the hospital. Gao Miao looked at the instrument in his father's hand and played with it curiously. She touched it here and there.

"Dad, why do you live here instead of going home? These things are not fun? You go home! I want to drive a train, and you will drive a train with my brother behind my back!"

Gao Zhan hugged his daughter, "Dad will go back in a while, you have to listen to Auntie! You can't make mom angry in the future. If you make her angry, dad won't like you!"

Gao Miao pouted, "No, Dad must like me! I will marry Dad when I grow up, just like my mother! I like Dad."

Gao Miao climbed onto the bed and kept kissing Gao Zhan's face.

"Father must not listen to mother's words again. If you don't eat well, your face is full of bones!"

Her soft little hands touched Gao Zhan's face.

Gao Zhan grabbed it, put it on his mouth and kissed: "Yu'er, then don't be like your father, eat well, sleep well, study hard like your brother when you grow up, be an excellent child, take care of your mother, and take care of your mother." Help Dad watch and let her eat well and sleep well, okay?"

The daughter said sweetly: "Wow! Daddy wants to hook me up?"

Gao Zhan stretched out his finger, "Dad will hook you up, Dad knows you can do it!"

Cheng Jia turned her back, crying uncontrollably.

Cheng Cheng stood by the bed, his lips were tightly pressed, and his black and white eyes were full of tears. He had already vaguely felt something.

Gao Zhan waved at him: "Son, come here!"

Gao Cheng walked over.

Gao Zhan looked at his son who was exactly like him, and felt full of pride in his heart. His first child gave him great surprise and joy from birth.

"Son, you are Dad's only son and the only man in the family. You have to remember that you can't mess around in the future. You know what you should do and what you shouldn't do. You have to protect your mother and sister! You have to live upright!"

Gao Cheng shed tears, "Dad, you are wrong! The man in the family still has you!"

Gao Zhan was slightly taken aback.

"Are you sick?" the son asked him.

Gao Zhan looked at his son: "Dad is sick, so he can't protect you like before. Today I will entrust you with the task! Son, you have to work hard!"

Gao Miao turned her father's head away, and she almost stuck to Gao Zhan's face: "Dad, take medicine when you are sick, and you will be fine after taking medicine! You take medicine obediently, and I will leave the sugar for you!"

Gao Zhan kissed his daughter, touched his son's head, and looked at Cheng Jia who was standing opposite the wall.

"Xiao Li, take a picture of our family!"

……

I don't know if it was affected by emotions, Gao Zhan's condition took a turn for the worse within a few days.

Doctor Han told Cheng Jia: In addition to pancreatic cancer, Gao Zhan also has intestinal obstruction, and his heart is not very good...

Cheng Jia cried almost numbly, she yearned for every minute and every second of Gao Zhan, always holding his hand.At night, she put Gao Zhan's big hands in her arms and placed them on her face. During the day, she put her own hands in his palm.

There were always people visiting in the hospital, Xiao Li greeted her, she hardly felt their presence, she didn't eat or drink, Gao Zhan anxiously asked her to eat, tremblingly wanted to feed her, Cheng Jia swallowed it in one gulp.

Li Ye also came to visit Gao Zhan, he was frightened by Gao Zhan's deterioration speed.Seeing Gao Zhan's appearance, he felt that all the past between them was not worth worrying about. Compared with life and death, what is the difference?What do gains and losses count?
Gao Zhan grabbed his hand and said weakly, "Li Ye, I'm begging you for everything!"

After speaking, he looked at Cheng Jia, who was beside him in a daze.

Cheng Jia's eyes were red and swollen, her eyes were weak, and her eyes were blurred. She was curled up on the edge of the chair, holding Gao Zhan's arms with both hands, her face pressed against his palms, and she remained motionless.

She was counting Gao Zhan's heartbeat, and everything around her had nothing to do with her. She only had Gao Zhan in her eyes, and only the voice in her ears. As long as her heartbeat kept beating, Gao Zhan was by her side.

Li Ye's eyes were red all of a sudden, Cheng Jia's appearance broke his heart.She may not love herself, but she must live well!

Gao Zhan grabbed Li Ye, tears streaming down his face: "Help her survive! We still have children!"

Li Ye nodded, tears welling up in his eyes.

Gao Zhan seemed to have exhausted all his strength, and let go of the hand that was holding him. He turned his head to look at Cheng Jia, and stretched out his hand to stroke her hair.

Cheng Jia suddenly smiled: "Gao Zhan, when you recover, you can wash my hair again! I'll let you braid my hair!"

Gao Zhan nodded and said weakly, "Okay."

Li Ye quietly exited the room, looked at them who were completely immersed in the world of the two, and suddenly understood: He will never be Gao Zhan's opponent, and these are no longer important!To be alive is the greatest happiness, to be able to watch the one you love live and to be with each other is happiness!He wiped away his tears and ran away.

Gao Zhan would soon be unable to speak, fell asleep every day, and occasionally went to Cheng Jia when he was awake, to see her by his side, and to see her smile.

Cheng Jia also smiled. She held his hand day and night, and she never shed tears.

Her parents are here, she doesn't know; the doctor is here, she doesn't know; when she fell asleep, she doesn't know, as long as Gao Zhan moves, she will see him immediately; at night she will focus on Gao Zhan's ups and downs chest, he took a breath, and he took a breath.

Sometimes Cheng Jia feels very happy, she feels that she is breathing for Gao Zhan.

She gently wiped Gao Zhan's body, cut his nails, and said while busy: "You must have walked a lot, look at your bones, so strong! You used to be able to lift me with two arms..."

She seemed to be talking to Gao Zhan, but also seemed to be talking to herself.

When the nurse saw it, her eyes were red, and she found Xiao Li.

"This woman is obviously abnormal, you should pay attention!"

Xiao Li nodded, and called Li Ye according to Gao Zhan's previous instructions.

Cheng Jia tidied Gao Zhan's clothes carefully, smoothing out every wrinkle.

"Gao Zhan, I know you love cleanliness. I haven't seen your clothes wrinkled in all these years. I'll iron them for you in the future!"

She shaved Gao Zhan, stroked his face, and looked at his closed eyes with a smile.

"Why do you always sleep these two days? You are too lazy! Don't you always say that I am a lazy cat, you are much lazy than me now!"

After she finished her work, she went back to the chair and continued to count her heartbeat, and continued to breathe with Gao Zhan.

Outside the door, Li Ye and Xiao Li were sitting on chairs, they couldn't bear to look at Cheng Jia more.

Tears flowed from the corners of Gao Zhan's eyes.

Cheng Jia saw it right away.

She leaned over and kissed his eyes, his tears.

"Husband, why are you crying? You said that I love to cry and have nothing to do, so why are you worthless? If Cheng Cheng sees it, he will laugh at you!"

Cheng Jia wiped Gao Zhan's face with tears: "I love your husband, I love you Gao Zhan, I didn't know that loving someone is like this, it turns out that loving someone hurts, my heart hurts so much! I I love you! You must never leave me, as you said, take me with you wherever you go, I will go wherever you go, I am your daughter, I am your flesh, how can you take so long Don’t you look at me? Gao Zhan, open your eyes and look at me again, don’t you say that I am the most beautiful? Do you dislike me? I don’t even dislike you! "

Cheng Jia kissed Gao Zhan's forehead.

"Gao Zhan, you need to get better. I still want to eat the steamed stuffed buns you made, as well as braised pork, and next time we'll eat fat rice rolls. I allow you to add four more servings. It's okay. At worst, we'll give you another enema! You To get better, we still have a lot of things to do, you haven't taken me to Outer Mongolia, I don't know how big the wind and sand are there? You haven't bought me a big boat, and you haven't grown flowers! You don't want to be there Do you want to grow flowers in the small house? What do you want to grow? I won’t stop you? When you are well, we will remove all the bricks in the yard and make a garden. You drink tea and grow flowers, and I will watch you! When the children grow up, let’s drive them out. The two of us cook by ourselves. You cook for me every day. I want to eat clear fish, sweet and sour pork ribs, old duck soup, and I want to eat your fried food steak……"

The instrument made a piercing sound, and Cheng Jia trembled.

A group of people came in, she took Gao Zhan's hand and shrank to a corner.

"Hurry up...send it to the emergency room!"

Everyone was running around, but she wouldn't let go of Gao Zhan, and if she went to hold her hand alone, she wouldn't let go.

The nurse shouted loudly: "Release quickly, or he will die!"

Cheng Jia let go immediately, and she saw Gao Zhan being pushed out.

She hurriedly followed, but there was severe pain in her knee, she lowered her head and found that she had fallen, and she struggled to get up, but who helped her.

She stood up and followed Gao Zhan away.

"Gao Zhan, you said you would take me with you wherever you go, you can't count your words!"

Gao Zhan was pushed into a room, surrounded by a group of people, and his clothes were torn apart.

If Cheng Jia wants to go in, Gao Zhan will be cold.

Who hugged her, she couldn't move.

Cheng Jia pushed this man, but she couldn't move, and her eyes never left Gao Zhan for a moment.

Those people came out dejectedly.

Cheng Jia grabbed one and asked loudly, "Why don't you save it, save it quickly!"

"Go and say goodbye to him! He can still hear you now!"

Cheng Jia laughed, and she ran over laughing.

Grabbing Gao Zhan's hand and putting it on his face, his pupils dilated instantly: "Gao Zhan, where is your heartbeat? Where did your heartbeat go?"

She remembered who told her to say goodbye.He roared loudly: "I won't say goodbye! Gao Zhan, I won't say goodbye! Your words don't count, you said you would take me with you everywhere! You said you wouldn't say goodbye to me!"

Cheng Jia couldn't breathe, she threw herself on Gao Zhan and shouted with all her strength:

"Gao Zhan, come back! Come back! Take me with you!"

Gao Zhan's eyes were closed tightly, motionless.

Cheng Jia saw two lines of tears on his face.

Her mouth was open, her heart hurt, she couldn't breathe.

Cheng Jia cried and jumped up.

"Gao Zhan! Gao Zhan!"

She screamed heart-piercingly, but Gao Zhan remained motionless.

Li Ye came over and hugged her.

"Cheng Jia, Gao Zhan has already left! Cheng Jia, don't do this..."

Cheng Jia turned a deaf ear, she screamed, calling Gao Zhan in despair.

Xiao Li called the doctor, and they held her down and gave her an injection.

Cheng Jia fainted, and the medical staff covered Gao Zhan's face, intending to remove Gao Zhan.

Suddenly, Cheng Jia and Gao Zhan's hands were tightly held together.

Cheng Jia grabbed Gao Zhan tightly, and their fingers intertwined.

Li Ye hugged Cheng Jia with sobs, and separated their fingers one by one with difficulty.

Gao Zhan's hands are in a grasping posture, forever frozen...

(End of this chapter)