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Chapter 83 To Die Together

"Cheng Jia, come here!"

Gao Zhan sat in his office and called himself.

Cheng Jia was very happy, "Gao Zhan, hello! Great, I had a dream just now, I dreamed that you were dead! This dream is terrible!"

She walked quickly to Gao Zhan and threw herself into his arms.

Gao Zhan's embrace was so warm, which made her feel at ease.

"Gao Zhan, it's great that you are here..."

Cheng Jia raised her head and was surprised to find that Gao Zhan's appearance had changed.

Gao Zhan had protruding cheekbones, little hair left, tears in the corners of his eyes, and he stepped back while stretching out his hands.

He murmured, "Cheng Jia, live well!"

"Gao Zhan! Where are you going? Gao Zhan!"

Cheng Jia cried loudly.

She opened her eyes and looked around - she was lying in the hospital, this was not Gao Zhan's ward, Li Ye was lying on her bed and fell asleep.

Cheng Jia looked up, and the liquid in the infusion tube was dripping down drop by drop, and she tore it off.

Cheng Jia got off the bed and walked out of the ward like a ghost. There was a circle of people in front of the nurse's station, and they didn't know what they were talking about.Cheng Jia pushed one person away, stared straight ahead, and muttered, "What floor is this? Gao Zhan is still there! He's waiting for me!"

Cheng Jia couldn't wait for the elevator, she was barefoot, and her wide trouser legs were under her feet.

She found the stairs and went to the 19th floor.

"Gao Zhan is on the 19th floor! He is waiting for me!"

Cheng Jia murmured, trembling with anxiety.

She came to Gao Zhan's ward, opened the door, and the bed was empty.

Cheng Jia was scared, and she immediately turned around to confirm that it was Gao Zhan's ward.

"Where did Gao Zhan go? I want to pack his clothes and find him!"

Cheng Jia opened the cabinet: it was empty.

Cheng Jia cried and trembled, holding her head: "Where is Gao Zhan?"

She remembered that a group of people had pushed him away, and Cheng Jia smiled tremblingly: "I know! You are in that ward!"

Cheng Jia hurried to the emergency room, which was empty...

Cheng Jia backed away in disbelief, backing to the wall.

She couldn't believe it: it was clearly a dream, how could Gao Zhan die?He has never left himself, they have never been separated!Gao Zhan said that he would take her with him wherever he went, and he also said that he would put her in his pocket.

Cheng Jia shook his head, Gao Zhan closed his eyes tightly in his mind, and there was a tear in the corner of his eyes...

——Gao Zhan is dead!That's not a dream!

Cheng Jiaru was struck by five thunderbolts, and voices came from his mind:
"Go and say goodbye to him! He can still hear you now!"

"Cheng Jia, Gao Zhan has already left! Cheng Jia, don't do this..."

Cheng Jia panted heavily.

"Where did Gao Zhan go? He's dead!"

Tears rolled down her cheeks:

Her Gao Zhan is really dead!That Gao Zhan who sat at the desk and smiled softly at himself is dead!That Gao Zhan who was cooking for himself in an apron is dead!That Gao Zhan who always likes to carry his back is dead!
A voice came from my ear: "Cheng Jia, don't cry, I can't stand your crying!"

Cheng Jia smiled and said, "Okay!"

She wiped away tears vigorously.

"Gao Zhan, wait for me! As I said, I will go wherever you go. If you dare to die, I will jump off the stairs without eating or drinking, and rot with you! You wait for me, I don't want to You go alone! I want to follow you! You don't want to throw me away!"

Cheng Jia smiled and walked towards the stairs...

Cheng Jia was in a coma for a day and a night, and Li Ye kept guarding her. In fact, since Gao Zhan was unconscious, Li Ye had been guarding the door of the ward. He hardly closed his eyes for several days.

Li Ye looked at the sleeping Cheng Jia, feeling very distressed.Gao Zhan asked him to help Cheng Jia, he was afraid that she would not survive.Li Ye was mentally prepared. He knew that Gao Zhan had taken good care of Cheng Jia all these years, and they had a deep relationship.But Cheng Jia's reaction was completely unexpected - she has gone crazy!She screamed frantically in front of Gao Zhan's body, calling Gao Zhan hoarsely, every sound was hysterical and desperate, and she couldn't hear other voices at all. If the doctor hadn't given her an injection, she might have passed away at that time.

Li Ye finally understood what Cheng Jia had told him - let him be well!At this moment, even without Gao Zhan's entrustment, he still hopes that Cheng Jia will be well.

Cheng Jia slept soundly. Her long eyelashes covered her pale face, which was a little swollen.

He gently covered the quilt and fell asleep unconsciously.

"Is the medicine almost finished?"

The nurse came in.

Li Ye raised his head and saw that there was still medicine in the infusion bottle.Said softly: "There is still a little!"

"Where did the patient go?" the nurse exclaimed.

Li Ye gasped, looking at the empty bed, his mind went blank.

He shouted loudly: "Cheng Jia!"

Not in the bathroom, not in the hallway...

Li Ye had never been so flustered, and he wasn't even so scared when Cheng Jia disappeared last time.

"Cheng Jia!" Li Ye roared.

The whole ward looked at him, and the people in the ward also came out to see what happened.

Li Ye grabbed the nurse: "Who saw that Cheng Jia in Ward 21, tall and big-eyed?"

The nurse shook her head: "I'll broadcast it for you, and she will come back when she hears it. Didn't she bring her mobile phone?"

Li Ye went limp in an instant: "Cheng Jia won't come back, she's definitely going to die!"

"Just now a woman walked over there muttering, saying who was waiting for her! She almost pushed me down," a man with his head sticking out from the ward shouted.

Li Ye's brain was thinking quickly: "She went to find Gao Zhan!"

Li Ye couldn't wait for the elevator and climbed up the stairs. He saw blood dripping on the handrail.

"It must be Cheng Jia's! She just tore off the needle herself."

He picked up the phone and called Xiao Li, asking Xiao Li to contact the hospital to adjust the monitoring—adjust the monitoring near the ward where Gao Zhan lived.

He ran to the ward and saw that the cabinet door was open, which proved that Cheng Jia had been here just now.

Li Ye ran out and looked at the corridor extending in all directions for a moment—panicked.

"Where will Cheng Jia go?"

Xiao Li called and shouted: "Go to the stairs! Go to the stairs! She is climbing to the top floor!"

Li Ye shuddered all over, his legs gave way a little, and he ran towards the stairs like crazy.

Cheng Jia walked up the stairs, and when she reached the end, she saw the steel ladder above her, moved the chair next to her, and stepped on it to climb up.

"I will not eat or drink, jump out of the window, and rot with you! Wherever you go, I will go!"

She smiled and couldn't wait to climb up.

The chair was in disrepair, and she stepped on it and fell off, scratching her hands.

Cheng Jia muttered: "It's really careless, Gao Zhan will feel distressed when he sees it!"

She couldn't wait to climb up again, grabbing the ladder on the wall with difficulty.

Cheng Jia smiled happily.

"Gao Zhan, you must not have gone far, so I don't listen to you? It's too lonely to live alone! How can I live without you? I am so miserable when you are on a business trip. You said you would take me with you. It doesn’t even count!”

Li Ye caught up and saw Cheng Jia who was climbing up. He stopped breathing, for fear that Cheng Jia would be surprised and she would fall straight down.

He tiptoed along.

Cheng Jia finally climbed up, it was very windy and cool.She saw buildings in the distance and cars on the road.

A voice came to my ears: "Jump down! Jump down and you will be together!"

Cheng Jia chuckled: "Gao Zhan, you can't get rid of me."

She ran forward, with a happy smile on her face, and she even felt the breeze caressing her long hair, just like Gao Zhan used to caress herself gently.

Cheng Jia didn't hesitate at all, she grabbed the guardrail and jumped.

Li Ye was also running after her. He reached out and hugged her at the last moment when Cheng Jia was about to turn over.

Cheng Jia's smile was still frozen on her face. She looked at Li Ye and said in disbelief, "What are you doing?"

Li Ye trembled all over as he hugged Cheng Jia tightly.

"You can't die! You still have children!"

Cheng Jia shouted angrily: "I don't care about his child, I will go wherever he goes! Why do you stop me? Why do you stop me? Who are you, what right do you have to control my life? "

She began to struggle frantically: "I heard Gao Zhan calling me, he is waiting for me, let me go! Let me go!"

Cheng Jia's strength was surprisingly strong. She broke free from Li Ye and ran forward. Li Ye grabbed her feet and refused to let go.

Cheng Jia struggled crazily and couldn't break free, so she bit Li Ye's hand.

Li Ye tried his best not to let go, and when he could hardly hold on anymore, Xiao Li and several security guards came up, and they caught Cheng Jia.

Cheng Jia jumped up and down, roaring loudly.

Helpless, Li Ye asked the doctor to give her an injection.

They sent Cheng Jia back to the ward, and Li Ye was afraid that he would fall asleep again, so he hired two security guards to guard the door.

Cheng Jia woke up soon, she didn't cry or fuss, she just stared at Li Ye blankly.

Li Ye also looked at her.

Cheng Jia said, "If you hadn't killed our child back then, maybe I wouldn't be like this today!"

Li Ye's heart ached.

"I won't thank you!"

Cheng Jia looked at his bloody hand that was bitten by her, and she shed a tear.

"Why pull me? Do you know? Death is a relief for me. Living is more painful than dying. You shouldn't pull me!"

Li Ye cried: "I can't just watch you die. Gao Zhan told me to help you live a good life. He said you still have children!"

Cheng Jia choked up: "Child? Gao Zhan loves children! He just thinks about children and doesn't want me! I don't care about his children! How can children be like him?"

Cheng Jia closed her eyes in pain.

The child can't put her to sleep, Gao Zhan's singing is really ugly, the sound is like a door is clamped, but she likes it!
The child doesn't know how to feed her. Gao Zhan often feeds himself. Sometimes when her rice sticks to his face, he will eat it directly.

She didn't have Gao Zhan and didn't want to take this breath anymore. She had been breathing with him, but he stopped. It was too lonely to breathe by herself.

The world is so big, but her world is so small that there is only Gao Zhan.

There is no him here, she will look for him, no matter where, she will look for him.

What does it mean to be dead?Does it really have a soul?Is there an afterlife?Cheng Jia hopes to have.

Otherwise, where would her Gao Zhan go?Did it really just disappear?never come back?Will she never be seen again?
Cheng Jia was in tears, she couldn't stand being alone.

Li Ye took care of Cheng Jia very carefully. She didn't eat or drink, and at first she just gave her nutrition through the veins. Later, Li Ye gave her nasal feeding under the doctor's advice.

Cheng Jia hit him: "Li Ye, we divorced a long time ago! Why do you care about me?"

Li Ye let her beat and scold...

The doctor suggested to find her parents for psychological counseling, but Cheng Jia's father and mother are sick these days, and they are still taking care of the two children...

On this day, Li Ye saw that Cheng Jia's complexion had improved and he was much calmer, so he went home and changed his clothes.

He hurried home, changed his clothes and rushed back to the hospital.

Two security guards stood guard at the door and said that Cheng Jia hadn't gone out. The nurse Li Ye hired said that Cheng Jia was fine and fell asleep as soon as he left.

He saw the bulging bed at the door, sighed, and went out to smoke a cigarette.

They had been divorced for a long time, and they hardly talked well after the divorce.Li Ye didn't know why he still couldn't let her go.He didn't sell the house in the end, and transferred the account to the secretary and then transferred it back.He doesn't live there anymore, but occasionally goes back to smoke.

"Cheng Jia should be waking up soon!" Li Ye stubbed out the cigarette.

He opened the door softly, only to find that the quilt was just an empty tube, and the light in the bathroom was on.

"Cheng Jia! Are you in there?"

Cheng Jia often did not speak, and Li Ye waited for a while.

He took away all the metal products in the ward, not even the spoon, so she had no chance to do stupid things again.

But after waiting for a long time, there was no sound. Li Ye couldn't open the door, and it was locked inside.

"Cheng Jia, are you in there? What happened to you? Answer me!"

It was quiet inside.

Li Ye panicked, he slammed the door hard, but failed to open it.

"Cheng Jia, speak quickly!"

He kicked hard at the door lock.

The door opened, and Cheng Jia's wrist was bloody and bloody. She held a broken toothbrush in her other hand, and the sharp cut was covered with blood.

Blood all over the world—red blood...

Li Ye felt that all the blood in his body had been sucked away.

"Cheng Jia!"

His terrified cries echoed in the corridor.

(End of this chapter)