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Chapter 81 Gao Zhan is seriously ill
Gao Zhan's body weakened rapidly, and Dr. Han suggested to go to the hospital.Cheng Jia's uneasiness turned into panic. She never even asked about Gao Zhan's condition. She just stayed by Gao Zhan's side.

During the day, she smiled and accompanied Gao Zhan as if nothing had happened.Dr. Han gave Gao Zhan medicine, and she just watched blankly, never asking more questions.At night, she lay in Gao Zhan's arms, just like a drowning person grabbing a driftwood and not letting go of Gao Zhan all night.

Gao Zhan always smiles, he doesn't go to the company, but someone will come to the house, Gao Zhan discusses things with them in the study, he always dismisses Cheng Jia, and Cheng Jia doesn't ask too much.Li Ye had also been here, and Cheng Jia didn't even look at him as if he wasn't there.

Gao Zhan was hospitalized, and Cheng Jia's gaze became dull. She hired two nurses to take care of Gao Zhan, but she almost did everything about Gao Zhan herself.She even followed Gao Zhan when he went to the toilet.They have endless things to talk about, children's, each other's, past, future...

Cheng Jia pushed Gao Zhan, who was sitting in a wheelchair, around the corridors, and when she met someone who died, she turned around and left.

"Gao Zhan, when you are discharged from the hospital, let's pick some more potted flowers. Didn't you say that you like growing flowers? I don't like watering. You are responsible for watering!"

"Okay, wife! I planted roses in the yard. Do you remember that LS has roses planted in many places, in parks and on the streets, and I often see them by accident!"

Cheng Jia tilted her neck and smiled: "Husband, what is the difference between roses and roses? Why can't I tell them apart?"

Gao Zhan's eyes were full of gentle light, he looked at Cheng Jia: "The branches are different, silly boy! The branches of roses are upright."

Cheng Jia saw Dr. Han go to the doctor's office.She said to Gao Zhan:

"Gao Zhan, let's go to the doctor and ask him to add some nutrition. I think you've been very weak recently!"

After she finished speaking, she pushed Gao Zhan over.

"Why hide it now? The patient's life is running out! You have to make her ready..."

Dr. Han's voice came: "The patient asked for it, and I can't help it! If I can hide it for one more day, it's just one day..."

Cheng Jia stopped immediately.

"Gao Zhan! I guess the doctor is probably in the ward. It's almost time for rounds. Let's come back later!"

Gao Zhan looked back at Cheng Jia.

Her eyes dodged around and her whole body was trembling. Gao Zhan held Cheng Jia's hand, which was completely cold.

"Okay, Cheng Jia!"

Neither of them spoke anymore, Cheng Jia felt that the world no longer existed, and she only had Gao Zhan in her eyes.

Back in the ward, Cheng Jia supported Gao Zhan on the bed, and then carefully fed him water.

"Why don't you lose your temper with me? Last time you had an operation, you always lost your temper because I fed you a little water, and your eyes widened! Now I think it's cute for you to lose your temper!"

Cheng Jia spoke with a smile, but tears kept welling up in her eyes.

She went on to say: "Thinking about the ten years we have been together, you seldom speak loudly to me, and I almost forgot how you lost your temper!"

Gao Zhan wiped away Cheng Jia's tears: "Send you a thousand miles, there will be a farewell! Cheng Jia, don't be sad!"

Cheng Jia looked at Gao Zhan tremblingly: "No, I won't send anyone off, I hate parting."

Gao Zhan kept wiping Cheng Jia's tears: "I hate it too!"

He went on to say: "Cheng Jia, I have something to tell you clearly while I'm awake."

Cheng Jia interrupted him: "Please, Gao Zhan, don't tell me, I don't want to hear it! Please! I beg you!"

Cheng Jia burst into tears, sobbing uncontrollably.

Gao Zhan shed tears: "I tried my best, but there is really nothing I can do!"

"Then let's go abroad, let's go to a better hospital! I don't believe it can't be cured!"

"It can't be operated on anywhere, it's transferred to the pancreas, Cheng Jia!" Gao Zhan's lips trembled, and tears flowed silently.

Cheng Jia howled and hugged him, holding Gao Zhan in her arms.

"No, technology is so advanced now! We can always find a way!"

Gao Zhan buried his head in Cheng Jia's arms, he was speechless.

It would be nice if he didn't talk about it, so that he could pretend that everything didn't exist.He has thought about all the ways he should think. He started chemotherapy a year ago. Dr. Han inquired about imported medicines, and they also consulted with the most famous doctors in China and the world.

Cheng Jia held Gao Zhan tightly in her arms, and she stroked his back and his hair.Almost all of Gao Zhan's hair fell out. Cheng Jia opened his mouth and burst into tears, and the cry resounded throughout the corridor.

Dr. Han came in, and when he saw the two people hugging each other, he shed tears silently...

Cheng Jia couldn't breathe, she could only cry, her heart was broken piece by piece.God is so cruel, Gao Zhan is so kind, she loves him so much, why not let others die?Why Gao Zhan?She never harmed anyone in her life, why did God take her lover away?Why not let yourself die?Let yourself replace Gao Zhan!Let Gao Zhan survive, let Gao Zhan face parting, let him face the pain of losing his lover...

She can't live without Gao Zhan, she can't live without him for a moment, Gao Zhan hugs her and kisses her every day, and hasn't stopped for ten years; she can't live without Gao Zhan, at night he always rubs his back and speaks softly Coax her to sleep, only in his arms, she can sleep peacefully; she can't live without Gao Zhan, Gao Zhan has been protecting her all the time, protecting her without principle, without him, I don't know how to face everything; She can't live without Gao Zhan, Gao Zhan is his friend, lover, family member, confidant, without Gao Zhan, she doesn't know how to live: when she walks, Gao Zhan will lead her, when she runs, Gao Zhan will carry her on his back, she Tears Gao Zhan will feel sorry for her, she will be angry Gao Zhan will let her go, Gao Zhan will laugh at her every time he eats, and then wipe her mouth for her, Gao Zhan will give her a cup of warm milk every night...

Too many things are inseparable, too many things are impossible...

They cried like this until the night, when Gao Zhan hugged Cheng Jia in his arms, her eyes were swollen, her voice was hoarse and she could only breathe out, tears still flowing.

Gao Zhan gently wiped her tears.

Said: "Cheng Jia, you have to be strong and live well! We will face this day sooner or later, it is just a little earlier.

I will not leave you, even if I die, I will be by your side to watch you live a good life and watch your children grow up well.Cheng Jia, we have children. My life is not over. Children are the continuation of our lives. You have to be strong and take care of them and yourself for me. "

Cheng Jia shook her head, her hands tightly clutching Gao Zhan's sleeves, weeping in pain and silently.

Gao Zhan went on to say: "People must be brave, face death bravely, and face parting bravely! I, Gao Zhan, have no regrets in my life. The only regret is that I can't watch you grow old, and I can't watch my children grow up!"

He shed tears.

"Cheng Jia, I have already arranged everything. Except for the company, I sold all other properties, leaving only the apartment in Nanjing. I am not willing to sell it there. All the stocks and funds have been liquidated. I know you don't like to sell. Take care of those things and turn them into cash for you!"

Cheng Jia's heart ached beyond measure: What's the use of those things?If it can be exchanged, she is willing to exchange everything for Gao Zhan's health.She rubbed Gao Zhan's arm holding her with her face, trying her best to feel Gao Zhan's existence, only the smell of him could make her feel at ease, at least Gao Zhan was still by her side at this moment.

Gao Zhan continued: "I hold 51% of the shares in the coal mines in Outer Mongolia. The company's coal mine property rights are very clear. Although Li Ye is a joint stockholder with me, we are not the only shareholders in Outer Mongolia. He can't do much, and many people will stare at him. He. The coal mine on the company's side has been put into production, and the agreement is very clear, and he can't do anything.

I have already arranged the transportation and sales here. Wang Yi has a dividend every year. As long as he does not leave the company within 20 years, the company will give him an additional 2% dry stock according to the agreement. If he suddenly leaves midway, you will let Xiao Li replace him.Those people at the assembly station are old friends with me. As long as there are no major accidents, they will follow you well, but you have to know that your main task in the future is not to do things, but to coordinate relationships and learn to manage people. .

Li Ye is the last person I prepared for you. Although I am very unwilling from the bottom of my heart, he is the most suitable person to assist you.Cheng Jia, some tricks are not shameful, you have to use all your resources properly, Li Ye is your resource, he will protect you and do things for you that you can't do.I have observed, he still has feelings for you, no matter what you think, the coal mine is not a place for women to deal with, you need him, so don't reject him.The relationship between Nanjing and Inner Mongolia needs a man to balance for you. "

Gao Zhan looked at Cheng Jia with heartache, and gently stroked her hair.

"Cheng Jia, you are still young. I can't bear for you to go on alone in the future. Don't refuse to accept new relationships. But don't blame me for being selfish. No matter what the situation is, you can't remarry. Don't expand the company within ten years, just keep going steadily. Li Ye has always been characterized by radical management. You have to keep him in check. The cash I leave you should not be touched unless it is absolutely necessary. After ten years, the company will be very stable, and you will mature by then. Let’s talk about it! Leave the company to Gao Cheng! This is a gift from his father, let him keep it."

Cheng Jia said in a hoarse voice, "Stop talking! I won't care! I don't want to hear it!"

She got up from Gao Zhan's arms, helped him on the bed, looked at his bony body, and began to blame herself: She is always so selfish, Gao Zhan will be tired after hugging him for so long!

Gao Zhan grabbed Cheng Jia and said eagerly:

"You have to listen! You have to seriously remember every word I said! Cheng Jia, you will not have me in the future, you must remember that no one can rely on you in this world, you have to protect our children, protect me You can't rely on anyone, and don't trust anyone, even Li Ye can't fully trust. Those who hurt you may continue to hurt you. Sometimes this world is not only indifferent, but also cruel! I believe in you Can do well! You must also do well!"

Cheng Jia swallowed painfully and said nothing.

Gao Zhan continued to grab her: "Cheng Jia, don't try to escape. Our son is only nine years old and our daughter is only three years old. If you want to leave them behind, how will you let them live? And your parents, mine Sister! Cheng Jia, you have to remember my words and be strong!"

Cheng Jia used a lot of strength and made a hoarse voice: "Gao Zhan, why do you leave all this to me? How do you let me live alone? How do I face it? I don't care, where are you going? Just go wherever you want to live—I’ll be with you, you’ll die—I’ll be with you too, I won’t leave you, and you won’t leave me, okay?”

Gao Zhan's heart was cold: "Cheng Jia, life and death are not up to us, I can't live if I want to live, and you can't die if you want to accompany me! You can't be willful, if you abandon your child, I will never forgive you..."

(End of this chapter)