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Ah Sha was stunned, froze on the spot, still holding his wife with one hand.

He didn't understand why Chunhua suddenly decided not to have children again, but he moved his mouth but said nothing more.

When the child is in Chunhua's belly, Chunhua should decide whether to give birth or not.

Although, he is looking forward to the birth of a child, looking forward to a soft, smiling child coming to them.

The doctor here was also surprised by Chunhua's sudden change.

"Chunhua, have you really decided? Don't want this child?"

"No." Chunhua's attitude was firm.

Thinking of what Chunhua just said to Ah Sha, maybe Chunhua listened to his words and realized that life would be very difficult for the child if he came to this world, so she chose to give up the child.

"Okay, now that you have decided, let's have the surgery. When do you plan to have the surgery?"

"Quick." Chunhua means, the faster, the better.

"Okay, then I'll make the arrangements and do the surgery in the afternoon."
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The operation time is in the afternoon, and the doctor still needs to prepare and arrange various matters for the operation.

Ah Sha waited with Chun Hua in the hospital.

The two of them leaned together quietly, saying nothing.

Perhaps this last silence is their last love for this child who is about to leave.

Silent, wordless love.

Keeping children is love.

Giving up a child is also love.

They just make choices that are better for their children.

So, they didn't speak, they just put their hands quietly on Chunhua's belly, saying their final goodbyes to their child.

Time passed by little by little.

"Chunhua, it's time for you to undergo surgery."

Soon, it was afternoon and it was time for Chunhua to have surgery.

Because Chunhua's belly was already more than four months old and almost five months old, she couldn't use medical abortion and could only induce labor through surgery.

Facing such a cold operating room and a doctor in a white coat for the first time, Chunhua was full of panic and fear.

Subconsciously, she grabbed her husband's hand and shrank back slightly.

Although she was scared, Chunhua had no intention of not having surgery.

"Don't be afraid, come in with me." The doctor said in a gentle voice.

Ah Sha wanted to go in with him, but was stopped.

How could anyone else enter a place like the operating room, especially if Ah Sha was a mentally retarded person with a disability?

If he is in a bad state or in a bad mood, it may affect the operation.

Chunhua patted the back of her husband's hand, pointed to the chair in the corridor, and motioned for him to wait outside.

"Chunhua, I'll wait, I'll wait."

"You want it, be good."

Under Chunhua's comfort, Ah Sha finally sat down nervously, like a primary school student, putting his hands on his knees, his back straight, very good and obedient.

And Chunhua followed the doctor in.

After changing clothes, taking anesthesia, and lying on the operating table.

Chunhua was given semi-anesthesia, but her lower body could not be felt and she could not move, but her consciousness was awake and her eyes were open.

Soon, the operation began...

Chunhua just opened her eyes, looking at the cold white and cold headlights on the ceiling, lost in thought, not knowing what she was thinking.

In such a strange environment, it was her first time to have an operation, and she was alone. Chunhua was undoubtedly scared.

The cold white light reflected the fear and panic deep in her pupils.

But she gritted her teeth and did not speak, did not speak, and did not express her fear.

She is a mother, she cannot be afraid!
She is a mother, and mothers have to be brave!

She is a mother, and she is a mother who works hard to fulfill her children's wishes.

Spring flowers, don’t be afraid, don’t be afraid.

She kept comforting herself in her mind.

She encouraged herself like this, even though her heart was beating wildly, her mood gradually calmed down.Time passed by just like that.

She couldn't see what the doctor was doing because she was under anesthesia and couldn't seem to feel anything.

Just waiting and waiting, suddenly for a moment, she seemed to feel something in her body, as if it came out of her body.

At that moment, she was suddenly stunned.

His eyes were wide open and confused.

Before she could figure anything out, her tears were already thinking and sliding down the corners of her eyes.

At that moment, Chunhua reacted belatedly.

What was stripped from her body?
What was it, flowed out of her body?

It's her child.

It's...peaceful.

Chunhua knew that the child would die before it was born.

She knew that the operation was to allow Ping An to come out, to prevent Ping An...from being born.

"Peace, mom has fulfilled your wish."

Chunhua's eyes were still wide open, her pale and dry lips moved, but no sound came out.

"Peace, you have to be happy, be happy."

Regardless of whether you want to be born or not, mother has no other requirements, as long as you are happy.

If you are born and come to this world, you will be happy, then your parents are looking forward to your arrival.

If being born and coming into this world makes you unhappy, then don't be born.

That way, you will be happy.

But, she was so reluctant to let go.

She couldn't bear to part with such a good peace.

But she fulfilled her wish for peace.

She knows that she is a stupid mother and there are many things she cannot do for peace.

But now, she can finally do one thing for Ping An, and fulfill Ping An's wish.

So, spring flowers are happy.

Well, she should be happy.

Chunhua was lying on the operating table, tears still pouring down uncontrollably, but a smile appeared on her lips.

She smiled, happily, even if it was mixed with tears.

The doctor glanced at Chunhua inadvertently. Seeing her crying and laughing state, he was stunned for a moment and didn't understand.

Then he shook his head.

How could normal people understand Chunhua's thoughts and emotions?
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As long as Chunhua performed the operation inside, Ah Sha waited outside.

Until Chunhua was pushed out to the general ward to recuperate.

As for the child who was not yet fully formed, the doctor also gave it to them at Chunhua's request.

Seeing that there was not much time left, Chunhua rested all afternoon and left the hospital in the evening.

Together with Ah Sha, they buried the child.

It was the dilapidated yard where they lived, with several large sunflowers planted there.

The sunflowers are in bloom this season.

Under the sunflowers, they dug a hole and buried the child.

Chun Hua stayed there for a long time, until finally the time came and her figure gradually disappeared.

She looked at the sunflower with a smile on her innocent face.

Just wait until the morning sun rises and the sun falls on the sunflowers.

What is the flower language of sunflowers?

Yes……

Silent love, unspoken love...

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