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"I want to get in the car..." Chunhua said this slowly.

As soon as he finished speaking, a black and white train appeared in front of Chunhua out of thin air.

Chunhua stood up, took the ticket, and walked slowly to the carriage.

The voice in her heart probably knew that Chunhua was mentally retarded, and hoped that she would not be impulsive and understand her true inner thoughts, as well as the price of getting on the bus.

That is death.

Yes, Chunhua can get on the bus, but the person who holds the black ticket has "killed" in the past. No matter what the reason is, the person who gets on the bus with the ticket will die 12 hours later.

"I want to get in the car, I want to get in the car..." Chunhua murmured.

She heard the voice in her heart, and she knew that after fulfilling her wish for peace, she would die.

It doesn't matter, as long as you can fulfill your wish for peace.

And the wish for peace is to die.

Ping An died, Chunhua thought, it would be good to die with Ping An.

In fact, Chunhua didn't quite understand the concept of death.

All I know is that when a person dies, he can no longer speak or open his eyes, and can only be buried in the soil.

That is, Chunhua is a little reluctant to leave her husband.

Chunhua slowly turned back and looked at the closed room.

Because he heard someone saying bad things about his son's safety, Ah Sha stepped forward to argue with them, depending on his ability to express himself.

Others only thought he was here to provoke, especially since he was a fool, so it naturally turned into a fight.

Ah Sha's fighting relies on his tall stature and brute strength to vent his anger on his son.

Others rely on their numbers, intelligence, and flexibility.

If Asha hadn't pushed the man down in the end and hit the back of his head with a rock, there's no telling when the fight would have stopped.

And the wounds on Asha's body were no less than those of those people.

The man was pushed down, and those people also realized the situation of Ah Sha. In this situation, if Ah Sha really pushed him like this, he would be pushed to death.

That fool might not even be sentenced, and if they died, they might have died in vain.

So when they reacted, they thought about asking for some medical expenses. After all, Asha didn't have a son with normal intelligence.

They also successfully asked Ping An for money and left.

But Ah Sha blamed himself for this incident, and his bipolar disorder also broke out. He hid in his room, closed the door, and calmed down.

Before getting in the car, Chunhua leaned gently against the door.

Brother Asha, Chunhua is leaving.

Brother Sha, I'm sorry.

Chunhua didn't know what to say. She only realized that if she left or died, the person she would be most sorry for was her brother Asha who had always been kind to her and protected her.

Once upon a time, she and Brother Asha were so looking forward to the arrival of peace.

They think that the arrival of peace is joy and happiness.

But in fact, it seems not.

But she doesn't want to be safe, not happy, not happy.

Therefore, let her, as a mother, fulfill Ping An's only wish.

Chunhua finally slowly walked onto the train.

For a moment, Ah Sha in the room seemed to sense something, staring blankly at the door. But the next second, his bipolar disorder broke out again, and he fell into pain again. He hit the wall in pain and screamed.

They probably knew that Chunhua couldn't read and couldn't fill in the date on the ticket.

So when I realized that Chunhua would not be born until Ping An was born, the pen on the carriage moved by itself, and the date was written on the ticket, and then the train started...
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"You two have physical and mental problems. If you give birth to this child, there is a very high possibility that the child will inherit congenital diseases." "I know that every woman has the right to have children, but you You know, if the child is really not well after birth, the cost of his treatment will be very huge, and that is not money you can earn by picking up scraps."

"Also, although I don't want to admit it, people in this society are really not very friendly to people like you. I think you should have experienced it yourself. Do you want your children to be treated like this?"

"I think it's better for you to think carefully. That's what I'm saying. If you really decide you want it, I won't say anything anymore. But if you don't want it, I can help with the surgery."

Chunhua was in a daze for a moment, and she was momentarily at a loss when facing the environment in front of her.

Then she saw the familiar doctor in front of her and her slightly bulging belly.

After thinking for a while, she finally reacted.

She went back to when Ping An was not born yet and was still in her belly.

At that time, it was just like this, this very good doctor was asking her and brother Ah Sha if they wanted to stay with Ping An.

What he means is, don't stay.

But she and Brother Asha want to stay.

In the end, Ping An was left behind and was born. After that, life was like that.

"Forget it, since you have decided to stay, then..." The long silence probably made the doctor aware of their decision.

He also knows that these people are the most stubborn.

To be honest, telling them his decision not to stay would not do him any good, and would even deplete his merit. After all, it was a small life.

After four or five months, it has already taken shape.

It's equivalent to him killing animals.

But he still advised.

Because he knows and has seen that this society is too unfriendly to people like Chunhua and Asha.

He didn't want a child to face the darkness of society at such a young age.

In the future, I will even have to bear the burden of two disabled parents in my later years.

It was too painful for that child.

However, he also gave his own suggestions, but it was the mother and father of the child who made the final decision.

"No more."

Just when the doctor was about to get up and leave, Chunhua suddenly spoke.

The doctor thought he had heard wrong. After all, the two people had been looking forward to the arrival of the child and stubbornly wanted the child to stay.

"Don't want him to be born." Chunhua looked at the doctor and repeated it word by word.

"Chunhua..." Ah Sha shouted next to him, confused by Chunhua's sudden decision.

Chunhua turned to look at her husband and tried to express her meaning as clearly as possible, "If the child is born, if he is not happy and unhappy, he will be very miserable and tired. He does not want to be born."

In those twenty years, Ping An's life was too painful and tiring. Although she couldn't express it, she saw it all.

She remembered Ping An's inferiority and grievance.

Remember Ping An’s strength and exhaustion.

Remember the helpless crying of peace.

Her peace is good and he is a good, good kid.

It was precisely because Ping An was so good that she didn't want to see such good Ping An suffer anymore.

None of them are safe, and they don’t know whether they will be happy or happy in this world.

They think they are happy, but in fact, the feeling of peace is not.

Since Ping An is unhappy, let her fulfill Ping An's wish - let Ping An not be born. (End of chapter)