After retiring from the circle, I became famous by live broadcast farming

In this world, peace was not born.

In this world, Chunhua has been living a life of two people with Ah Sha. Although she occasionally regrets not having a child to accompany her, although she occasionally fantasizes about what would happen to their family of three if that child were here, born, and grew up. different?But the two people lived a good life, but in the end, Chunhua and Asha died together.

In another world, as Chunhua fulfilled her wish for peace, 12 hours came and her figure slowly disappeared.

Not only her, but also peace disappeared.

Ping An was aware of it the moment before it disappeared. At that time, he was in the company and had just received this month's salary.

Thinking of his father locking himself in the room before coming out, he knew that his father must be suffering from bipolar disorder.

He thought that he still had to use part of this month's salary to take his father to the hospital for treatment of bipolar disorder.

He also regretted that before coming out, he shouldn't have been so cruel to his mother and said such cruel words, even if it was the truth, it was the truest thought in his heart.

But my mother is different from ordinary people. He must have frightened her by talking like that.

Ping An felt a little guilty.

I plan to buy my mother a small cake that she likes after get off work.

As soon as the thought of peace arose, he saw his figure slowly disappearing visibly to the naked eye, and no one else around him seemed to notice.

Just when he was confused and at a loss, a scene appeared in front of Ping An's eyes. It was the scene after his mother Chunhua got on the bus with a black ticket...

Including her lying on the operating table, the tears she shed, and her mumbling to herself.

He also knew the price of his mother's death.

The mother used her life to fulfill his wish that he did not want to be born.

Ping An couldn't hold it back, and tears immediately poured down.

"Why are you so nice to me, why, why!"

"Why are you doing this? It's your life. Do you really not want your life? Are you willing to leave dad behind?"

"Mother……"

Ping An cried and cried out one after another, but no one heard him.

When he finally saw his mother's figure slowly disappearing, he also understood that his calls from her would never get a response.

In the face of sudden dissipation, death, peace is not afraid.

On the contrary, I really felt a sense of relief.

The stone that was weighing down my heart was instantly relieved.

At the last second when he dissipated and completely lost consciousness, Ping An prayed in his heart: God, let me pray for the next life.

I pray that my parents will be healthy and ordinary people in the next life, and pray that I will also be a healthy and ordinary person.

Then let me be my mom and dad's kid again.

Mom and Dad, I didn’t wish to be born, but I don’t regret becoming your child.

Mom and Dad, if possible, I hope that peace will accompany you until you grow old in the next life.

In this world, there are no more traces of spring flowers and peace, and all memories of them have disappeared in people's memories.

In this world, Ah Sha is a lonely person.

But sometimes when he sits in the yard, looking at the sunset and the sunflowers in the yard, he will feel confused and a little dazed.

I vaguely felt that he should have a wife who grew up with him and stayed with him all the time. I felt that he and his wife should have a child, a very good child.

What's your wife's name?

It seems like it should be called Spring Flower.

What should the child's name be?

Ah Sha thinks the name Ping An sounds nice.

Ah Sha really felt that he should have a wife named Chunhua and a child named Ping An.But he could not find his wife and children.

He told his friends about it.

The friend laughed loudly: "Silly, you still want to have a wife and children, how is that possible? If you really want to have one, you should wait until the next life."

Ah Sha was stunned and blinked blankly.

Next life.

That night, he had a dream.

In the dream, it seems like the next life.

Throughout his life, he no longer picks up scraps. He is no longer an abandoned orphan, but has a pair of parents who love him.

He went to school and met a female classmate, a beautiful girl named Chunhua.

They worked hard to get into college together.

Later, they got married and gave birth to a lovely little boy named Ping An. He was a smiling and filial child...

When he woke up from his dream, Ah Sha looked at the moon outside the broken window with a bright smile on his face.

I really look forward to my next life...
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It was a rainy day with continuous light rain.

This continuous light rain has been falling for five days, starting from the day Song Jiajia died.

until now.

In the solemn cemetery, everyone wore black clothes and watched Song Jiajia being buried.

Song's mother burst into tears. From the moment she learned of Song Jiajia's death, she shed countless tears in the past few days, and she didn't know how many times she fainted from crying.

until everyone leaves.

Zheng Qin was still standing in front of the tomb. He did not hold an umbrella, letting the rain hit his hair, fall from his hair onto his face, and then enter his body along his neck.

The rain in late spring is still very cool.

But Zheng Qin's heart was colder than the rain.

Perhaps from the moment he witnessed Song Jiajia dying in front of him, his heart stopped beating and had no warmth.

Song's mother's anger and accusations against him still lingered in his ears.

"Zheng Qin, you said you love Jiajia and you will protect her all your life, but it turns out that you protect her and love her so much?"

"No matter how much you quarrel, on such a highway, it's so dark, there are so many cars, and the speed is so fast, how can you stop the car, how can you let her get off."

"What on earth did you do to make Jiajia so angry?"

"If you can't talk about something properly and communicate properly, why do you have to make such a fuss?"

"This quarrel, this willfulness, this quarrel will take away my daughter's life."

"My Jiajia, she is only 26 years old."

"Obviously she was so excited talking to me about your upcoming wedding before. What's the result?"

"Zheng Qin, please speak, please speak."

"I'm sorry, it's my fault, it's my fault..." Zheng Qin knelt on the ground and apologized continuously.

At this time, he slowly knelt in front of the tomb and looked at the photo of the girl posted on the tomb. His face was wet, and he couldn't tell whether it was tears or rain.

But his back was bent, and he kept muttering sorry, with a look of pain on his face.

Zheng Qin didn't expect that Jiajia would care so much about that matter.

He didn't expect that Jiajia would get out of the car when he stopped the car on impulse. As a result, the moment Jiajia got out of the car, she was hit by a truck speeding from behind.

Seeing his beloved girl being knocked away and lying in a pool of blood, at that moment, Zheng Qin's heart was filled with regret, self-blame and confusion. (End of chapter)