departure tomorrow

Chapter 88 Toast to the Year
"It's liberated! It's liberated!" Xu Linlin rushed out of the school with her schoolbag on her back and hugged Su Nan.

"Ouch. There's still half a year left." Su Nan pulled Xu Linlin away in disgust.

"Why are you free to pick me up today?" Xu Linlin took Su Nan's hand and walked forward.

"You leave school at six, and I must have time when I get off work at five." Su Nan patted her, "Go, go home and change your school uniform, and enjoy the first day of winter vacation."

"What are you going to do?" Xu Linlin put Su Nan on his arm.

"How about we watch a wonderful and exciting Disney's Full House first, then eat Er Ge hot pot, then go to the cafe for dessert, drink a latte, make an oil painting toast, and then stroll home?" Su Nan He looked at Xu Linlin excitedly.

"Well, Su Nan." Xu Linlin stopped and looked at Su Nan melancholy.

"I may not be able to accompany you today, and you may not be able to come to my house during the Chinese New Year." Xu Linlin looked at Su Nan nervously, "I just found out, the head teacher said that my parents asked me to go home directly."

Su Nan actually expected it.

"It's okay." Su Nan smiled and reached out to pinch Xu Linlin's face, "It's okay."

"Because my parents came back yesterday, as well as my uncle's family, and their two children will also come back this year to celebrate the New Year." Xu Linlin pulled Su Nan, "I will come back to accompany you after the New Year."

Su Nan shook her head, "It's okay. If this is the case at your house, it will be even worse if I go there. Your family members are uncomfortable and I am also uncomfortable. You can come back after the holiday, anyway, there are only a few days off , and I have to go to work so I don't have time to accompany you."

"Don't you have a holiday during the Chinese New Year?" Xu Linlin looked at Su Nan suspiciously.

"I don't pass the new year. Just tell the boss that they go to celebrate the new year happily, and I will stay in the store and actively work as workers, and I will be paid two days a day." Su Nan pulled Xu Linlin, "I still prefer to make money a feeling of."

"Okay, then I'll go to the bus station now and go back." Xu Linlin looked at Su Nan.

Su Nan nodded.

"Okay, the train starts, you go back, remember to eat well." Xu Linlin yelled while sitting by the window.

Su Nan smiled and waved, watching the car leave.

Looking at the empty bus station, the car just now was the last bus at this station today.

Restored to a person's state.

Su Nan shook her head helplessly, and took out the two tickets she had just gone to the cinema from her pocket.

"forget it."

Su Nan tore off the movie ticket and threw it in the trash can.

Back home, sitting on the sofa, empty.

As if everything has changed, as if nothing has changed.

Turn on the TV and it is Hunan Satellite TV.

Even Happy Camp has been renamed Hello Saturday.

The only host left is He Jiong.

Now Qin Xiaoxian is singing about lonely patients on TV.

Su Nan thumped her head and felt a headache again.

When I turn off the TV, I don't know what to do.

He turned his head and looked at the school that had returned to tranquility.

I don't know why, it seems that the days are passing in an ordinary way.

I have a job with a good income, a group of like-minded friends, and a warm little family.

Obviously it is going upwards, but it feels like something is missing.

My heart is empty and sad.

Su Nan wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

Look at their photo on the screen.

This is the photo she retrieved from the mobile phone store, and it took her a long time to find it.

Su Nan admits that she is very impulsive and regrets every time she is impulsive.

She chose to believe in Zhu Hao.

So she chose to wait.

Su Nan looked at them smiling brightly on the screensaver, the cherry blossoms and them all on the screen.

She didn't believe he was like that.

But why is it still so sad.

Su Nan couldn't react to the sudden emotion.

Sit on the couch and hug yourself.

The surrounding is eerily quiet.

In this short life, I can wait for you for a few years.

It was less than a year since they met and parted, and Su Nan was afraid that she would forget him one day.

She was afraid that she didn't like him as much as she thought.

I also don't understand how a boy who has only known each other for a few months can remember it for so long.

If there is no accident, we will never see each other again in this life.

After waiting for a long time, I can no longer tell whether it is unwillingness or regret, or whether I really like it.

It's just that all the bits and pieces remind me of him.

We shouldn't have become like this, but it seems that we can only become like this.

Backfire is the norm.

Su Nan wiped away her tears and stood up, cook instant noodles and eat.

Opening the cabinet, I was stunned for a moment, forgetting when I finished eating the instant noodles.

Forget it, then skip dinner.

"Grumble."

Suddenly remembered that I didn't eat lunch.

After rummaging through boxes and cabinets, I finally found two packs of biscuits.

It's better than nothing.

After eating to prevent hunger again, I took a shower, swallowed two melatonin tablets I just bought, and went to sleep.

Because if you fall asleep, you will not be hungry or sad.

When I woke up the next day, it was back to normal.

Just going to work day after day, Su Nan felt that everything was back on track.

Until the [-]st, New Year's Eve.

"I'm counting on you in the store." Nie Mang picked up his bag and waved to Su Nan, "If there is no business, please close the store earlier."

Su Nan smiled and sent her out.

It may be today's New Year's Eve, there are no customers at all, only an occasional business or two.

Back to the seat, listening to Happy New Year and drinking plain water.

This year is destined to be spent like this.

Look at the time, it's five o'clock, usually I'm off work, but now it's considered overtime.

Anyway, I will be alone when I go back, so I might as well make money here.

As soon as she was free, Su Nan began to think about things, no way.

Stand up and start a new round of battle.

After finishing the third floor, the sky became dark.

But it was still a long time before the end of the day. Su Nan looked at the time and took it slow today, and it was only half past six.

Sitting in a daze in his seat, the later it was, the sadder Su Nan became.

This year is my first year, no family, no friends, no one, only myself.

This year, a lot has changed.

She lost everything.

Love yourself and what you love.

That sentence is true.

In fact, just one year is enough to change many things beyond recognition.

If you don't believe me, look back at yourself this year.

Gone is gone, lost is lost.

Expectations never come to fruition.

I blame myself for being too self-righteous, thinking that I should have those.

In the end it was nothing.

Looking up, there are no fireworks this year.

Fireworks on New Year's Eve used to be able to light up the whole city.

It can resound throughout the Spring Festival.

"Aren't you settled today?"

Su Nan looked up.

Ye Chen was wearing a white down jacket and looked at himself with a smile.

Huh?
Su Nan looked at the black down jacket on her body.

Hit the shirt?
Su Nan nodded, "Anyway, there is no one to live with, so I just go to work, and I can still make money anyway."

"Come to my house for New Year's Eve dinner." Ye Chen looked at Su Nan with a smile, "My parents like to be lively."

"Not good. And I have to go to work today." Su Nan smiled and rubbed his head.

"It's okay. There are only three of us in our family, so you can make it more lively. Besides, my parents heard that you still go to work during Chinese New Year today, so they want me to take you back." Ye Chen sat opposite Su Nan, "Let's go, go to my house to see Spring Festival Gala. Anyway, everyone is celebrating Chinese New Year, so who is going to the pet shop?"

"Wait a minute." Su Nan was still a little embarrassed, thinking of calling Nie Mang and she said no, "I'll call and ask my boss."

Ye Chen nodded.

"Crooked, sister."

The phone was connected immediately.

"What's wrong?" Nie Mang was very noisy.

"Excuse me, I'm Su Nan's friend. Is it okay if I want her to go to my house after get off work to celebrate the New Year? Because I've seen that business is not so good during the New Year." Ye Chen snatched the phone.

Nie Mang agreed without even thinking about it, "It's ok. There's no business anyway. Let's go for the Chinese New Year. Make her happy."

Ye Chen hung up the phone and returned it to Su Nan.

Su Nan never expected it to happen like this, so she had no choice but to answer the phone and got up to close the door.

"Aren't you going to work today?" Su Nan locked the door.

"They thought I was young, so they told me to go home after the Chinese New Year. It shouldn't be so good next year." Ye Chen pulled Su Nan, "Let's go, let's go to the Chinese New Year."

Su Nan looked at the smiling boy beside him, and seemed to see Zhu Hao in a daze.

Because he used to be like this.

Su Nan patted herself, wake up.

He is gone.

"What's wrong?" Ye Chen looked down at Su Nan, "I've been absent-minded since the beginning."

"It's okay. I'm just a little dazed. How can I live my life like this. It's just a pity." Su Nan smiled helplessly.

Ye Chen rubbed Su Nan's head, "So we all have to take good care of ourselves, so good that we can't bother you. Besides, please, don't be unhappy, you are fine."

"Okay, okay. I know." Su Nan reached out and patted Ye Chen's hand away.

"Then I'll open the door." Ye Chen took out the key.

Su Nan nodded.

"Mom and Dad, I brought Su Nan back." Ye Chen pulled Su Nan in.

"You should wear these, new ones." Ye Chen took out a pair of pink slippers from the cupboard.

"Thank you." Su Nan said softly.

"Oh, oh, it's finally here, it's time to eat." Ye Chen's mother came out of the kitchen with a plate of dishes.

"Come, come, sit down. It's time to eat." Ye Chen's father came out of the kitchen with a bowl of rice.

Su Nan sat down in embarrassment, and even made the meal.

"Just treat it as your own home." Ye Chen sat down beside Su Nan.

"Just cook whatever you want, and make do with it, don't be too polite." Ye Chen's parents sat down with a smile on their faces.

"No, no, the cooking skills are very good, on par with a five-star chef." Su Nan looked at the dishes on the table and dared not put down his chopsticks.

Steamed crabs, braised prawns, sweet and sour pork ribs, BJ roast duck, corn chicken wings pot, cauliflower, steamed sea bass, corn ribs soup, cucumber shoots, eight-treasure rice, fruit platter, really make good use of every meal on this table block place.

"Ding dong."

"Oh, yes, I forgot about it myself." Ye Chen got up and went to open the door.

Su Nan looked at him suspiciously.

Ye Chen closed the door and took out the contents of the bag.

It is the poplar nectar of four cups of ancient tea.

"I forgot to buy a drink, so I bought four cups temporarily." Ye Chen handed the poplar nectar to Su Nan.

"Thank you." Su Nan took it over.

"Okay, okay, let's eat again." Ye Chen's father called Ye Chen to sit down.

"Come, come, let's clink a glass." Ye Chen picked up Yangzhi Ganlu.

"Happy New Year!"

"Happy New Year!"

"Happy New Year!"

"Happy New Year!"

"Eat more, it's okay." Ye Chen sat down and peeled a shrimp and put it in Su Nan's bowl.

Su Nan sat down and waved quickly, "No, no, I'll do it myself." Then she looked at Ye Chen's parents in case they misunderstood.

Ye Chen's parents didn't care, they were still talking and laughing happily.

"Su Nan, it's very late after the meeting. We don't worry about you being a girl. Stay here. It's convenient for you to go to work tomorrow." Ye Chen's mother looked at Su Nan with a smile.

Su Nan looked at the house with only two bedrooms and shook her head, "It's okay, I'm not an ordinary girl, it's safe."

"Just stay here. I heard that you live alone now, how unsafe. Just live in Xiaochen's room. Just let Xiaochen sleep on the sofa." Ye Chen's father said.

Just as Su Nan wanted to say something, Ye Chen grabbed her hand, "Just agree, anyway, it's only one night, and my parents, you can't bear to worry about you at such an old age at night."

"Okay." Su Nan sighed, and pulled out her hand, it seemed that it was useless to say anything.

"Oh, hurry up and eat. After eating, we will watch the Spring Festival Gala. It's half past seven." Ye Chen's father looked at the clock on the wall and patted Ye Chen's mother beside him.

"Don't think about it, after eating, doing work, and washing up, lie down on the bed and watch." Ye Chen's mother tapped Ye Chen's father on the head with a chopstick.

"Okay, okay." Ye Chen's father sighed, "It's a crime."

"What did you say?" Ye Chen's mother glared at him.

"No, no, no. I said this plan is too perfect." Ye Chen's father quickly admitted his mistake obediently.

"Wow, your father is afraid of his wife." Su Nan whispered to Ye Chen beside her.

"Wife management is strict, family tradition." Ye Chen smiled.

"Hey, hey, it's not that I'm afraid of my wife. I love her and don't want her to be sad." Ye Chen's father said proudly.

"If you are proud of you, hurry up and eat." Ye Chen's mother wanted to beat him up again.

Ye Chen's father quickly shut up.

Su Nan smiled and shook her head, how nice this family is.

"Okay." Su Nan looked down at the bowl full of prawns, "I can't eat so much." Turning to look at Ye Chen who was still peeling the prawns, "Eat it yourself, don't peel it for me all the time."

"That's right, Xiaochen, peel the crabs for others, and you will finish peeling the shrimps." Ye Chen's father was also peeling the shrimps, and he put the peeled shrimps in Ye Chen's mother's bowl.

Su Nan saw that Ye Chen really picked up a crab and began to peel it, and quickly shook her head, "No need, I'll do it myself."

"It's okay, girls are just for pampering." Ye Chen's mother smiled, "When we gave birth to Ye Chen, we thought it was a girl, but we were happy. We bought everything, but it turned out to be a boy. I have been sad for a long time. Finally, a girl came into our house, and we all treat it as our own daughter, so we treat it as our own home."

"So that's why everything before I was two years old was pink?" Ye Chen looked at them in disbelief.

"That's right. I'm afraid that you will think that we don't love you if you say it, and you are patriarchal. You won't be able to have another one in the future, and the country doesn't allow it. When it's allowed, age doesn't allow it." Ye Chen's mother sighed, "So Now we can only wait for Ye Chen to let us hold our granddaughter."

Su Nan looked at Ye Chen with a smile on his face, "You're almost old, you can start a family and start a business."

Ye Chen shook his head, "I've never been in love since I grew up."

"Wow." Su Nan had an idea, "You don't like boys, do you?"

"Ah?" Ye Chen didn't react immediately.

"It doesn't matter if it's a boy. What's wrong with the development of science and technology in the future." Ye Chen's father said it doesn't matter.

"Wow, auntie and uncle are very thoughtful." Su Nan nodded approvingly.

"That's right. Whether he likes boys or girls is his freedom, as long as he is happy. Anyway, it's okay to hug his granddaughter." Ye Chen's mother nodded.

"Wait a minute, what and what. Did I say something?" Ye Chen stopped everyone from continuing their daydreams.

"Then tell me." Su Nan ate the shrimp and looked at Ye Chen.

"I like girls, what kind of boys, they are all pure men, and they are all my brothers, okay?" Ye Chen explained.

"Why does this sentence sound weird?" Su Nan didn't understand.

"Anyway, I'm not gay. My sexual orientation is girls. Don't make wild guesses." Ye Chen couldn't figure it out himself.

"Then tell me, it's fine if you haven't had a puppy love. You're twenty-five years old, and I haven't even seen a girl." Ye Chen's mother looked at Ye Chen who was concentrating on peeling crabs.

"Then what can I do? I have never met a girl I like." Ye Chen sighed and said hastily, "There are no boys either."

"Then what kind of girl do you like, I can help you." Su Nan looked at Ye Chen.

Ye Chen thought for a while, "Well, kind, long hair, double eyelids, cute, not very tall, I like me very much."

"This, there should be a lot." Su Nan thought for a while, "You should get in touch with girls more, how can you fall in love if there are no girls around you?"

"But you are the only girl I know." Ye Chen looked at Su Nan.

"No, you've lived for twenty-five years, Ye Chen." Su Nan was incredulous.

"We can prove this, you are the only girl we have ever seen beside him." Ye Chen's parents nodded.

"Then what are you usually doing?" Su Nan still didn't believe it.

"Study when I was young, and work when I grow up." Ye Chen gave Su Nan the peeled crab meat.

"Then when you were studying, didn't any girls chat with you or confess to you?" Su Nan couldn't believe that no one liked such a handsome boy.

"Because I'm tall, I always sit in the last row with boys. I don't have any impression of girls." Ye Chen thought for a while, "I remembered, when I graduated from high school, a girl wrote me a letter." .”

"What did you write?" Su Nan looked at Ye Chen excitedly.

"It probably means that I am very grateful to me for appearing in her life, making her become more motivated and excellent, and also understand that stars that are far away are always stars." Ye Chen nodded.

"You didn't react at all?" Su Nan felt like that idiot.

"I have forgotten what that girl's name is and what she looks like. I don't even know her name. But I have a little impression. Because she is the bottom one in our class, and she was already the eighth in the class when she graduated." Ye Chen After thinking about it, "Before graduation, there was a whole class time for her to speak. My deskmate said she was still looking at me."

"What were you doing at that time?" Su Nan couldn't believe that nothing happened after all this happened.

"I'm reading a novel." Ye Chen said solemnly.

"I finally know why you haven't been in a relationship for so long." Su Nan sighed.

"It's really my problem?" Ye Chen looked at Su Nan suspiciously.

Su Nan nodded, "If I have liked a boy for a long time, and then mustered up the courage to do something, and found that he is indifferent, everyone will understand."

"Understand what?" Ye Chen still didn't understand.

"I understand that you don't have feelings for her." Su Nan hated iron for steel.

"It seems to be the same thing." Ye Chen began to peel the crabs again, "But I don't know what it's like to like someone."

"Well, how should I put it?" Su Nan thought of Zhu Hao again.

"Mood always changes with him. When he is happy, I will be happy. When he is sad, I will be sad, and then I will find a way to make him happy. When he is troubled, I will find a way to help him solve it."

Su Nan remembered how Zhu Hao tried to hide himself when he was ill. Every time he found him, he would look at him pitifully, and then cry in his arms until he died.This is very similar to Su Nan, because Su Nan is also like this.Afraid that he will be sad and worry about himself.In the end, I actually want the other party to discover their fragile self and protect themselves.

"Because he made himself into a better person, just to stand beside him better."

It was only after meeting Zhu Hao that Su Nan stopped becoming so decadent.Thinking about studying hard and living an active life.To face those people and things that you have sworn not to touch again, and think about solving them instead of avoiding them.If you are sick, you will be cured, and if you have medicine, you will take it.Instead of thinking about how to end your life every day.Start to set off towards a better future with Zhu Hao.After meeting him, I gradually became my true self.

It's just that this self also disappeared in the days when he disappeared.

"I will fantasize about the future with him. Everything in the future is about him."

The former self planned everything with him, studied hard, and became an ordinary novelist and painter.Open an art gallery that belongs only to you.He lived according to his own life plan, and Su Nan followed him silently.As long as the future with him, every day is happy.

"Will care about everything about him."

Thinking of trying desperately to get in touch with the people around him, just to understand his past.To understand his family, what happened to him.Just to be able to empathize better and know how to comfort him.How to make him happy.Will want to give him everything he needs.

"Even if he is not by my side, I hope he is happy."

During the period when Zhu Hao disappeared, at first she actually complained a little bit about him who disappeared suddenly, but later she thought about it, no matter what the reason was or what difficulties she had.Su Nan would rather that he left because he didn't want to be by her side anymore, rather than encountering some difficulties.

"Anyway, it's hard to say, you'll know when you meet." Su Nan nodded.

"Why do you say that you are already seventy or eighty years old." Ye Chen looked at Su Nan with a smile.

"Nonsense." Su Nan smiled embarrassedly.

"Has he never contacted you again?" Ye Chen asked suddenly.

"Ah, um." Su Nan didn't react immediately, "Why do you ask this suddenly?"

Ye Chen shook his head, "It's okay, let's eat, and we will watch the Spring Festival Gala later."

"Oh." Su Nan didn't care either.

After eating, Ye Chen's parents started to clear the table.

"Auntie, let me help you." Su Nan was embarrassed to see everyone busy with nothing to do.

"It's okay, you can sit down." Ye Chen pulled Su Nan to sit down on the sofa.

"Not so good, your parents are working there." Su Nan whispered to Ye Chen.

"Then there's no reason to ask customers to work?" Ye Chen adjusted the TV channel, "There are still five minutes."

"Five minutes left for what?" Su Nan turned to look at the TV, "Oh, there are still five minutes left for the Spring Festival Gala."

"Hey, it's okay to eat more." Ye Chen's mother brought out a large plate of washed cherries and put them in front of Su Nan.

"Has your family always been so generous?" Su Nan looked at Ye Chen beside him suspiciously.

"This cherries were brought by my father's colleagues when they came to see him. They brought three big boxes of cherries." Ye Chen picked up a cherries and stuffed them into Su Nan's mouth, "Just eat it, it doesn't matter." of."

Su Nan was a little caught off guard by this series of operations, "Okay, okay, I will take it myself."

"Oh, it's started." Ye Chen pushed Su Nan.

Su Nan looked up at the TV, why did she feel that this song seemed to be the beginning of every year.

"Do you think celebrities get paid for going to the Spring Festival Gala?" Ye Chen turned to look at Su Nan.

"This should be a show that you can go to even if you pay for it." Su Nan thinks there should be no.

"That's right." Ye Chen nodded.

"Wow, Zhang Ruoyun is so handsome." Su Nan sighed suddenly.

"Don't you like Wang Yuan?" Ye Chen looked at Zhang Ruoyun who flashed by on TV.

"That's right, Wang Yuan's show is at the fifteenth from the bottom. It's still early." Su Nan thought for a while, "It's Songs, Love, Dance, Ren Jialun, Song Qian, and Jike Junyi."

"As expected of a fan, you know such details." Ye Chen applauded in admiration.

"I was just bored and went to find out more." Su Nan shook her head.

"Wow, Deng Chao had him in the first game and the second game, so fast." Ye Chen cocked his legs while eating cherries.

"Wow, Yi Yang Qianxi is so far ahead." Su Nan also crossed his legs, "Why is Brother Chao so lively, the two next to him seem so calm."

"Hahahahahaha, it's up to him to activate the atmosphere." Ye Chen smiled.

"Your dad and I went to the room to watch TV, Xiao Nan will leave it to you, don't bully her." Ye Chen's mother came over with a plate of sliced ​​cantaloupe.

"No." Ye Chen took the cantaloupe.

"Uncle and aunt, please." Su Nan put down his legs.

"It's okay, treat it as your own home." Ye Chen's father also came over.

Su Nan nodded and watched them enter the room.

"Why don't you install the TV in the room too." Su Nan turned to look at Ye Chen.

"I don't like watching TV. Besides, the TVs are all installed in the room. There are guests at home. Don't they all sit on my bed and watch them? Especially some little kids." Ye Chen shook his head, "I like clean ones, so I don't like them. Well, I don’t let guests in my house come into my room.”

"Wow, you have a cleanliness." Su Nan looked at him in disbelief.

"It's not cleanliness, I just don't like the feeling of being messed up, and the smell of other people on the bed, I can't stand it." Ye Chen shook his head.

"Yes, why don't I sleep on the sofa today instead of your room." Su Nan turned to look at Ye Chen.

"It's okay, you are not someone else." Ye Chen said indifferently.

"Huh?" Su Nan didn't understand.

"You are not a human being." Ye Chen said solemnly.

"Get lost." Su Nan hit Ye Chen.

"You have to ask me about it yourself." Ye Chen touched his arm in pain.

"Wow, wow, Shen Teng's sketch, don't argue, don't argue." Su Nan covered Ye Chen's mouth with his hand.

"No noise." Ye Chen took Su Nan's hand away.

"Sure enough, he is a person who can bring happiness to people." Su Nan smiled and patted Ye Chen, "Shen Teng came out pushing a bunch of hanging bottles, just like I get up early every day to work."

"Then why don't you rent a house here? In this community, you can pack up and go to the shop in ten minutes after getting up." Ye Chen ate the cantaloupe. "There are many houses for rent in our community, the one next door to our house, It’s a studio apartment, and the whole building is rented out.”

"I live opposite the school with my friend now, she is more convenient." Su Nan thought for a while, "Let's talk about it after she goes to college."

"Then what's your plan? Stay in the pet shop or go out for a walk." Ye Chen looked at Su Nan.

"I guess I want to stay in the pet shop." Su Nan sighed, "I'm actually pretty timid, and I'm afraid of the unknown. Let's talk about it when I have a clear plan."

"You're still young, just do whatever you want. If you make a mistake, you'll have to start all over again. At that time, you were only in your early twenties." Ye Chen smiled.

"But I don't have a goal at all. Why go out? Change the city and continue to work? I don't understand, let's do it first." Su Nan became more and more confused as she spoke, "I like my current job very much, staying with small animals It’s much easier to stay with people. And when I’m free, I can write my favorite novels. This kind of life is pretty good. I might prefer such a stable life.”

"It's fine if you like it. There is no need to say that a person's life must be vigorous, and some people should be allowed to have a stable life." Ye Chen stuffed two pieces of cantaloupe into Su Nan's mouth, "Just as long as you are happy."

"Woo, happy and happy." Su Nan almost choked.

"Then you can't work in a pet shop for the rest of your life." Ye Chen looked at Su Nan.

"I don't know, let's take a step at a time." Su Nan shook her head.

She really didn't know, she didn't know if she could wait until Zhu Hao, she didn't know if she would be taken away by the disease, she didn't know which would come first, the accident or tomorrow.

"Yes, live in the moment." Ye Chen nodded.

"I kind of want to go to the toilet." Su Nan stomped while sitting.

"Then you go." Ye Chen didn't understand.

"I'm afraid I'll miss something." Su Nan stomped her feet and watched the TV.

"Okay, okay, the public service announcement is over, hurry up." Ye Chen pushed Su Nan into the toilet.

Standing at the door, Ye Chen could hear Su Nan stomping her feet.

"Darling, stop stomping, you're going to complain downstairs." Ye Chen knocked on the door.

"Okay, okay, I didn't miss anything." Su Nan opened the door of the toilet.

"No, it's Da Zhangwei's show now." Ye Chen pulled Su Nan back to the sofa.

"What are they doing?" Su Nan sat down, "Why is it over?"

"I don't know. But why isn't the current magic trick Liu Qian?" Ye Chen sat beside Su Nan.

"I don't know, you should ask the director." Su Nan shook her head.

"Why does it feel weird?" Ye Chen looked at Su Nan.

"I don't know, maybe it's because I went to the bathroom." Su Nan shrugged.

"Wow wow wow." Ye Chen patted Su Nan.

"Sanxingdui." Su Nan grabbed Ye Chen's hand, "Brother, be gentle."

"Okay, okay." Ye Chen rubbed Su Nan's shoulder.

"It's amazing, I really admire the ancients." Su Nan watched TV, "I used to aspire to be an archaeologist, but then I gave up."

"Why?" Ye Chen looked at Su Nan.

"Because brains are needed." Su Nan shook her head.

"So you know you don't have one." Ye Chen nodded in surprise.

Su Nan gave Ye Chen a blank look.

"What are you doing?" Ye Chen poked his head.

"Send New Year greetings." Su Nan sent Happy New Year one by one.

"Send them one by one and you won't be exhausted." Ye Chen looked at Su Nan.

"No, there are only thirty-one of my friends." Su Nan turned to look at Ye Chen.

"How many?" Ye Chen couldn't believe it.

"Thirty one." Su Nan opened the friend page and showed Ye Chen "Thirty one friends."

"Wow." Ye Chen nodded in admiration, "Your world is so simple."

"It's nice to be simple." Su Nan smiled.

"Wow, Wang Yuan is here." Ye Chen patted Su Nan.

"I saw it, I saw it." Su Nan took Ye Chen's hand away.

"Wow, the new year is coming soon." Ye Chen looked at the clock on the wall.

"Yes, in the new year, Wang Yuan is still as charming as ever." Su Nan looked at the TV.

"Yes, yes, very charming." Ye Chen nodded helplessly, "It's over so quickly, it's another public service advertisement."

"Normal." Su Nan yawned.

"Go to bed if you're sleepy, anyway, you've seen Wang Yuan." Ye Chen looked at Su Nan and burst into tears.

Su Nan rubbed her eyes, "I'm okay."

"Yes, yes." Ye Chen shook his head, "Come on, eat a cherries to refresh yourself."

"Very sober." Su Nan took the cherries.

"No, you just sent New Year greetings, why didn't I receive them." Ye Chen looked at his phone.

"What kind of blessing should I send when you are by my side?" Su Nan looked at Ye Chen, "I will tell you in person at midnight."

"That's fine." Ye Chen nodded.

"It will be a new year when Sun Nan finishes singing." Su Nan looked at the TV.

"New year, new beginning." Ye Chen patted Su Nan.

"Countdown, countdown." Su Nan pointed to the TV.

"five four three two one."

"Happy New Year."

"Happy New Year."

Su Nan smiled and looked at Ye Chen who spoke in unison.

"I wish you a better new year than the old one." Ye Chen smiled and rubbed Su Nan's head.

"Thank you, and I wish you peace and happiness." Su Nan looked at Ye Chen with a smile.

"I don't feel anything." Ye Chen rubbed his head.

"How do you feel?" Su Nan didn't understand.

"Nothing has changed in the new year." Ye Chen looked at himself.

"I really doubt how you got into college. It's just a sense of ritual. What changes can there be? The biggest change is just how different you are this year from last year." Su Nan shook her head helplessly.

"Well, the biggest change this year should be becoming more handsome." Ye Chen said solemnly.

"Wow, what a big change." Su Nan sighed.

"Then you." Ye Chen was unconvinced, "What changes have you made?"

"I don't know." Su Nan shook her head.

"Okay." Ye Chen suddenly remembered, "You have to go to work tomorrow, the first day of the Lunar New Year."

"Aren't you too?" Su Nan turned to look at him.

"It's different." Ye Chen looked at the time, "Then go to bed, it's so late and I won't be able to wake up tomorrow."

"It's Wang Junkai." Su Nan pointed to the TV.

"What happened to Wang Junkai?" Ye Chen didn't understand.

"The next show is Unforgettable tonight, what do you say?" Su Nan looked at Ye Chen.

"Oh, it's almost over, let's go to bed after watching it." Ye Chen watched TV, "I know all these people."

"It's definitely not ordinary to be able to go to the Spring Festival Gala." Su Nan stretched her waist, "I will wake up if I don't sleep."

"It's almost here, I won't forget tonight." Ye Chen patted Su Nan, "Why do you have to read it before going to bed?"

"It's been a habit since childhood." Su Nan yawned.

"It's really a good habit." Ye Chen nodded in admiration.

"It's over." Su Nan stood up and could finally sleep.

"Walk around, brush your teeth and wash your face." Ye Chen turned off the TV and pushed Su Nan into the bathroom.

"But I don't have a toothbrush." ​​Su Nan looked at Ye Chen.

"Yes." Ye Chen squatted down and looked for "Nong" in the cabinet.

Su Nan took it over and saw that it was an electric toothbrush, a new one, and it was still pink. "Your family is so generous, you can use electric toothbrushes for guests?"

"Who said that, this is specially for you, just use this next time you come." Ye Chen handed the toothpaste to Su Nan.

"You can get me a special disposable toothbrush. Besides, I don't live in your house anymore." Su Nan looked at the toothbrush and toothpaste in his hand, "Just give me a disposable cup."

"Oh, yes, yes, I forgot." Ye Chen took out a pink dinosaur-shaped cup from the cabinet again, "Here you are."

Su Nan looked at the pink dinosaur cup in his hand, and then at the blue dinosaur cup in Ye Chen's hand.

"Look at it, buy one get one free, you got that for free." Ye Chen began to brush his teeth.

"Oh." Su Nan nodded.

"Here are face towels and facial cleanser." Ye Chen brushed his teeth and pointed to the things on the table.

Su Nan nodded.

"There are also face wipes." Ye Chen took a bottle of Dabao and put it in Su Nan's hand.

"I'll go, how much do you like pink?" Su Nan looked at the pink treasure in his hand.

"Nonsense, I think you should like it." Ye Chen took the big treasure, "And it's really good."

Su Nan smiled and nodded.

"Wash your face, what are you thinking about?" Ye Chen pulled off a face towel and gave it to Su Nan.

After washing, two people came out of the toilet.

Ye Chen opened the cabinet to get the quilt.

Su Nan sat on the bed and watched.

"Nong, pajamas, it's okay, I haven't worn them, I bought them before, but they were too small." Ye Chen took out a set of pajamas and gave them to Su Nan.

Su Nan looked puzzled at the pink pajamas, which were covered with peaches, and the labels were not removed.

"It's pink again, Ye Chen, you're hiding something." Su Nan took the pajamas with a smile.

"I bought white, and it was sent by mistake." Ye Chen argued.

"But peaches are pink." Su Nan looked at the flustered Ye Chen and found it even more funny.

"You don't believe in being knocked down." Ye Chen angrily walked to the door with the quilt and pillow in his arms, "Good night!" Then he closed the door.

Su Nan smiled helplessly and shook her head.

Take off the tags and prepare to change clothes.

"Hey, that's not right." Su Nan looked at the label on the clothes.

This label was poked on the clothes by a pin, there is a deep hole around this other place, and there is a burnt black knot on the white thread of the label, and the clothes can be known to be washed by Blue Moon as soon as they smell, because before I have this laundry detergent in my house all year round.

Forget it, I should have thought too much.

He changed his clothes and turned off the light and lay down on the bed.

Maybe she really stayed up too late, she was no longer sleepy, she was very awake.

Looking at the dark surroundings, I have to say that the shading effect of this curtain is really good, and I can't see my fingers.

Turning on the phone, I forgot to reply to the messages just now, and put down the phone to go to sleep after replying to the messages one by one.

Because if you don't sleep, you will become a fairy tomorrow.

She really fell asleep in a short while, which was the fastest time she ever fell asleep.

Oddly enough, I actually had a dream today.

Su Nan raised the corner of her mouth.

It was the first time she had ever been so relaxed.

In the dream, she was just an ordinary person, studying, going to work, getting married and retiring.

An ordinary and happy life.

New year, try to survive.

(End of this chapter)